When I heard this, I couldn't help but be stunned, and I lost my manners a little.

However, before I could speak, Concubine Hui said again, "Okay, it's been a while since the palace came out." Now, it's time to go back and drink the medicine.

However, it didn't come out in vain today, at least I met someone who was in line with the eyes of the main palace. It's a long road in the palace, and I usually come to Zhongcui Palace for a walk when I have nothing to do. Although the body of this palace is not very good, I can chat with you and play chess. ”

"Yes" I listened to the words and saluted slowly, "As long as the concubine sister does not dislike it, the concubine will definitely go to disturb her from time to time." ”

……

Since then, I have often gone to Zhongcui Palace to chat with Concubine Hui. First, I like her bearing and way of doing things, and second, I can pass the time.

Concubine Hui reads a lot of books, and her words are also good. What I like on weekdays is also something unworldly. I just had to look at it from afar, and I felt that it was very beneficial. As a result, the relationship with her became deeper and deeper.

From beginning to end, it was an accident for me to get to know Concubine Hui. I just want to find a confidant who can talk in this extremely cold Forbidden City. And it didn't ...... The rest of the purposes.

It's just that Hui Guifei Niangniang is a concubine in the end, and her position is above Shufei Niangniang and Hua Fei Niangniang. No matter how indisputable she is, she can stand in the harem for many years without falling, and she always has her ability and skill.

What I felt the most was ......

Ever since I got close to Concubine Hui, the rewards of Concubine Hui have gradually decreased. Also, I don't have that enthusiasm for me.

But so what? At least, she didn't do anything to me.

……

Concubine Shu can take the initiative to let go, isn't it a matter of my heart for me? So, in addition to accompanying you on weekdays, I always spend more time with Concubine Hui.

In the beginning, it was just a matter of poetry appreciation. Later, we started talking about the mother family. Later, it also involved some situations in the palace.

It's just that most of what I'm talking about is that she's listening, and then every now and then I'm giving some advice.

Of course, there are times when she takes the initiative to stir up the topic.

Such as...... On this day, close to the end of the year, I specially sent some snacks made by Xiangyang to Concubine Hui.

"I heard that you met Li Ronghua in the Imperial Garden yesterday, and you were reprimanded by her in person?" Concubine Hui sat by the fire and asked softly.

I was slightly surprised, but I didn't intend to hide it from her, "How does my sister know?" ”

"The palace people in the palace happened to go to the Internal Affairs Office to receive the monthly silver, and they accidentally saw it when they passed by the imperial garden." Concubine Hui smiled and explained, "During this time, the Japanese palace is close to you, and those slaves and maids naturally have to say a few more words to the palace. ”

I bit my lip and said, "It's all the paintings that blocked my sister......"

"What does this have to do with you?" Concubine Hui said with a smile, "Being in the palace, there will always be some understanding of things in the palace." Even if you don't want to hear it, others will say it. It's like a gust of wind blowing, and no matter how tightly you close your window, there will always be a chance for that wind to take advantage of. ”

After that, Concubine Hui said again, "What's more, this matter is related to you, and the palace will listen to it more." What is there to fight with the world, this palace wants to live this kind of life, but unfortunately the people in the palace are not at peace. ”

After speaking, she thought about it for a while, and said a few more words to me, "It's not that this palace said you, you are too good." Although he doesn't want to be in the company of vulgar people, he can't wronged himself. No matter how strong Li Ronghua's grace is, it is also the same level as you.

You are not inferior to her, and she is not nobler than you. If you talk about the background, the one standing behind you is Luo Fu, what about her? It's just a lackey of Concubine Shu. If you tolerate her everywhere, will she be more polite to you? No...... She's only going to get an inch! ”

When I heard this, I felt that there was some truth, and I felt that Concubine Hui at this time was not very similar to the past. So, he said, "But...... Didn't my sister say that you don't have to worry about those people? ”

"This palace is talking about yourself, you are different from this palace." Concubine Hui sighed, "If you really don't want to fight and don't care, then you have a pure land where you can avoid the chaos of the world."

Bengong is a woman without grace, and the reason why she is still a noble concubine and has Zhongcui Palace as a place to live is just because the emperor values love and righteousness and can't bear to let Bengong suffer.

Those women saw that Hongu was not in good health, and they couldn't fight for anything. and stayed in Zhongcui Palace all day long, with the support of the emperor, naturally he would not come to disturb the palace when he was idle and boring.

But painting, you're different. You are still young, and your grace is strong. The better you are, the more others will bully you. Li Ronghua is Concubine Shu's person, she gives you a horse, isn't it Concubine Shu's power to give you a horse?

Since you are valued by the emperor, no matter how you know the etiquette, you have to learn to be tougher. Otherwise, it will not only be your own face, but also the emperor's face. ”

……

Every time I come back from Zhongcui Palace, I feel that I have benefited a lot.

Although Concubine Hui is not worldly and open-minded, she can see the situation clearly and think about me. To be friends with someone like her is a blessing for me in my third life.

I......

I really think so.

If that hadn't happened, I'd have thought it for the rest of my life.

However, Heaven could not bear to be deceived by such a woman with the mask of a lamb. So, at a heavy price, I was dealt an extremely heavy blow.

……

On the day of the Lantern Festival, the emperor held a banquet. Because of the high spirits, he and I couldn't help but have a few more drinks.

That night he spent the night in my palace.

Under the influence of alcohol, I finally went to bed again after a few months.

And in mid-March, when the peach blossoms were in full bloom, I was almost two months pregnant.

Because of this, the emperor promoted me from Ronghua to Jieyu.

At that time, in the entire Forbidden City, no one else was pregnant with a dragon fetus. The emperor is on his knees, and he does not have a son and a half daughter. So when I was pregnant with a dragon fetus, I became the target of everyone.

Although the emperor let me give birth to a safe fetus, and told the people around me to be more careful about the application and food in my palace, my heart was still beating non-stop.

People continue to come to me to give me gifts, and the rewards of the lady concubine are also constantly being taken. I was annoyed by those people, but I couldn't lose my temper. Emotions are often stuffed in the stomach, and the whole person becomes more and more irritable and haggard.

Fortunately, later, Russell entered the palace. In this huge Forbidden City, I finally have my own people and support, and I no longer feel like I am alone.

"Wechen Russell greets the little master Jieyu, and the little master Jieyu is blessed." On this day, the mood was very irritable. I was half-reclining in the chaise longue for a nap when I suddenly heard a familiar voice.

Russell!

I rolled over and sat up. looked at the man in front of him in the costume of a physician in disbelief, and his voice trembled, "Russell...... You...... Why are you here! ”

Russell raised his head and hooked his lips and smiled, "I said, I will accompany you." ”

When I heard this, I was so shocked that I couldn't organize words to describe how I felt at this moment...... I thought ......"

I thought that what he said about accompanying me was telling me that no matter what decision I made, he would support me. Will always stand behind me and watch me live well.

I never thought that he would enter the palace and become a doctor!

The imperial doctor, he has excellent medical skills, how can he be confused with the imperial doctor in the palace? What's more, he has always been a noble person and does not like to be restrained. As a father, it is not impossible to arrange him to become an important minister in the court!

Over the years, his father has also persuaded him to join the court as an official and serve the court. But Russell always blocked his father back on the grounds that he was not suitable for officialdom.

At first, my father insisted, but over time, he also went with him. Nowadays, although the Tai Hospital is not as good as officialdom, it is also in the deep palace. Restraint is natural, and open and secret fighting is also indispensable!

How many imperial doctors stumbled on their colleagues in order to gain the favor of the little master of the harem? Russell was young and vigorous, and he didn't know if he could bear it.

Besides, in addition to diagnosing the emperor's pulse, the imperial doctor in the palace is the little master of the harem. Although I have great trust in Russell's medical skills, if there is the slightest mistake, not to mention the loss of my head, the entire Luo family will also be destroyed.

This......

"Do you think I'm just joking?" Before I could clear all my thoughts, Russell pulled me out of my trance, "I promised my father, as your brother, to take good care of you. Since I promised that you would accompany you, I naturally have to do what I say. ”

After that, he didn't give me a chance to speak, so he immediately said, "Besides, you are a kind person, and you will inevitably be wronged in the palace." Now that you are pregnant again, even if others dare not touch your child, they can't wait to crush you a few times.

I have asked my father to ask the emperor for grace, and my brother will give birth to you. The emperor is reasonable, and he agreed without thinking about it. Painting, don't worry, I will definitely help you keep this child. ”

When I saw that Russell was so serious, I didn't dare to say anything else. I just talked about the old for a while, so I obediently asked him to diagnose my pulse and prescribe fetal medicine.

The child is fine, but because I usually eat less, Russell told me to lie down more and eat something nutritious.

I nodded at this and did not refute it.

Although this child came unexpectedly, it was the first child in my life. Even if my father is not Yusheng's brother, he is also my sweetheart. I will definitely raise him to be fat and fat, and I will not let him suffer any grievances.

It's just that I don't know if it's a man or a woman. I wish I was a princess, so I wouldn't have to go through too much bloodshed.

Thinking of this, it happened that Russell packed his medicine box and planned to leave.

I saw that there was no one else in the house, and I couldn't hold back for a while, so I asked, "Has Qing'er sent a letter back recently?" Is she doing well? ”

When Russell heard this, he paused, and thought for a while before he said, "Even if that troublemaker comes back with a letter, it will be sent to the General's Mansion." How do I know if she's doing well? ”

Seeing this, I bit my lip, "It's been so long, haven't you been to the General's Mansion?" ”

Russell was so clever that he didn't know what I wanted to ask? So, he didn't think about it, so he said, "If you want to know the news of Yusheng, just ask." I...... I won't lie to you. ”

He ...... Are you okay? I thought about it for a long time, and finally spoke.

It's just that what I originally wanted to ask was how he reacted after reading my farewell. It's just that I don't dare to ask such a question after all.

But Russell is Russell, and he always says something I want to hear: "I sent him your farewell letter that day, saying that you are afraid that you will never see him again in this life." He opened the letter on the spot, and after reading it, he smashed the general's mansion like a madman.

I saw him cry with my own eyes, and I saw him die for pain. Seeing that he had always been filial, he ran to ask General Murong why things had become like this. See it with your own eyes...... He smashed the dowry ...... for you."

When I heard this, a teardrop the size of a bean kept falling...... Does he blame me? ”

"How could he blame you?" Russell gave me one look and said, "He just can't accept the facts." ”

After that, Russell added, "But don't worry, he should have come out by now." Although in the two months since you left, he has lived like a wasted man. But later, in the end, I still asked the emperor for two positions, and I got serious. ”

When I heard this, my eyes flashed, "Where is he on an errand?" ”

"He took the initiative to ask Ying to guard the frontier." Russell looked at me again before he spoke in distress.

At this opening, I cried even more fiercely...... It was a very cold place. Brother Yusheng, he ...... How could he stand it? ”

"He is the only son of General Murong and a major general of the General's Mansion. He can naturally endure these hardships. After that, Russell said, "Don't care about others, first care about yourself." are all people who want to be mothers, Mo Chengri only knows tears. Tears flowed a lot, which is not good for children. ”

After speaking, he persuaded again, "You are now the emperor's concubine, and everything in the past should be cut clean." Those thoughts you think about others, others ...... There is no meaning for others to miss you. ”

I listened and sniffled "I know ......"

I know that I am already someone else's woman. Now, I'm pregnant with someone else's child. Brother Yusheng and I have no possibility, no hope.

Even if we used to be so good, growing up together, playing together, and playing our hearts together into musical scores, it doesn't make any sense anymore.

He went to the frontier, and soon forgot about me in that cold place, and began his own life. He will marry a wife, he will have children, he will be someone else's husband, he will frown, he will worry, he will eat for others.

He...... It won't be mine anymore.

Oh my God, my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe. It was like being slapped with a sharp knife, and life was worse than death.

We...... It will be in the past. He can only hide in his heart. Whether you accept it or not, you can't go back.