The evening breeze is slightly cool.

Brother Yusheng, who had been silent for a long time, finally opened his mouth, "Hua'er, you have lost weight." ”

It's just an ordinary sentence, and my heart suddenly feels like a thousand pounds of boulders are pressing, uncomfortable but powerless.

"I heard that Brother Yusheng was coming back, and I was so happy that I didn't rest well for a few nights, so I naturally lost weight." I bit my lip and smiled in response.

Brother Yusheng has understood me better than anyone since he was a child, and he can naturally see my far-fetched and disguised, "Is he not good to you?" ”

He, naturally, is the emperor.

"Since ancient times, emperors have been affectionate, and whether they are good or bad depends on their mood." I turned my face to the side and said nonchalantly, "However, I have no expectations for him, and the more he treats me, the more comfortable I will live." ”

pretended to be relaxed, which made Brother Yusheng's heart distressed.

"Painting, it's me who bears you. If I had proposed to you earlier, we wouldn't have gotten to where we are today. ”

If......

In life, where do you come from so many ifs, yes!

If I could have known what would have happened tomorrow in the morning, even if I had violated customs and carried an indecent name, I would have been with Brother Yusheng desperately.

"Fate is such a thing, it is not up to anyone." I hung my head, feeling more and more sad in my heart, "I have now entered the palace as a concubine, although the days are lonely and boring, but fortunately, with Qing'er by my side, it is also complete."

Brother Yusheng, you ...... is about to have his own wife. Sister-in-law is good, graceful and atmospheric, and her temperament is very compatible, you have to treat her well.

Although I don't know when you will get married, I am afraid that I will not be able to see the lively and loving scene. Taking advantage of today's opportunity, I only hope that you can grow old with your sister-in-law and have a full house of children and grandchildren. ”

The words that come out of my mouth are my intention, and they are not my intention.

I really hope that Brother Yusheng can be happy, but watching him marry other women and embrace others in his arms, I am a little unwilling after all.

The white-headed old man is full of children and grandchildren.

It's just eight words, but it seems to kill me!

"If she hears you, she'll give you a thank you." Brother Yusheng was silent for a while, and finally smiled, "Don't worry, I will cherish the person in front of me and treat her well." ”

After that, Brother Yusheng said again, "It's you, you have to be very careful." Now the forces of the court check and balance each other, and fight openly and secretly.

There are many ladies in the harem who have prominent families, but I am afraid that one day, the situation in the court will affect the safety of you and Qing'er.

Since you sisters met in the palace, no matter what happens in the future, I hope that you and Qing'er can support each other, and don't be separated by grace and power. ”

After speaking, Brother Yusheng didn't dare to continue to look at me. Instead, he tilted his head to the side and continued, "Painting, I won't leave again when I return to Beijing this time." There is a need for me, just open your mouth. As long as I can do it, I, as a brother, will not refuse. ”

Brother......

When I heard that, I knew we were done with it.

In my heart, Brother Yusheng has always been an extremely upright and responsible person. He knows how to take into account the overall situation, and he also knows how to give up those who should be given up and what he must discard.

But I never thought that I would become the person he gave up.

It's like a person who can't swim being pushed into the middle of a lake, and there is not a single straw around him. But he refused to give me a good time.

I struggled with suffocation, I couldn't survive or die.

But what else can be done?

There is no fate between us.

It was I who gave him the letter of "Xiao Lang is a passerby from now on", it was I who entered the palace as a concubine without waiting for his proposal, and it was I who lost him.

He's getting married!

On such an important occasion as the palace night banquet, he also brought his fiancée.

From then on, he and I were a married woman and a married man. Treating me as a sister is responsible for me, for him, for that woman.

If you are unwilling, what can you do!

"Brother Yusheng, will you forget me?" My nose was very sour, and I choked up and asked, "What do you ......think?" You'll always remember me, right? ”

In the face of love, I seem to have become very selfish.

Even if the two of them can't be together, I still want to pierce him like a thorn in his heart.

Even when I think about it occasionally, it hurts and regrets.

But I really ......

I really don't want to accept that he will forget me and fall in love with someone else.

"Painting ......" Brother Yusheng looked at me, and his eyes were hazy.

"Say no more! I know...... I know ......" At this moment, I was suddenly scared and uneasy.

I was so afraid that he would say something I didn't like, and I was so afraid that he put the word brother on his lips again, "I hope your heart is like my heart, you won't forget me, you can't bear it." ”

After that, I couldn't hold back crying anymore and threw myself into Brother Yusheng's arms.

I hugged him tightly, tears soaking his clothes. I could feel his heartbeat, but also his stiffness and confusion.

"Brother Yusheng...... Hug me, you hug the painting. "I cried, and my heart was like a knife" After tonight, even if you and I think about each other in our hearts, it will be difficult to see each other again. ”

I have known Brother Yusheng for many years, and I have never been so bold as I am today.

I still remember that in the past, just holding a small hand in secret could make us blush and beat for days.

But now, when I mustered up the courage to finally dare to hug him, there was no more.

Brother Yusheng listened to my words, and his hand, which had nowhere to put it, finally hugged my waist tightly.

"Painting ......"

"Don't Talk......"

I don't know what Brother Yusheng wants to say, I'm not curious at all. At this moment, I just want to hold him quietly and carve his tenderness into my bones.

God knows, how obsessed I am with the smell of his body. No matter how much I want to think about it for the rest of my life, I am tired of being in his arms.

However, just when I hugged Brother Yusheng tightly, a sarcastic voice suddenly sounded, "What a graceful Jieyu, but quite bold."

Isn't being so close to other men in the harem a mess? ”

Brother Yusheng and I were like frightened mandarin ducks, and we suddenly let go of each other and stepped back.

It wasn't until he came to his senses that he found a woman wearing a rose purple rose palace dress standing in front of him. Her three-month-old belly was slightly bulging, and her face was full of arrogance and pride.

Yusheng's brother Fang returned to the capital, and he must not know the current identity of the book, "Waiting for the book?" You ......"

"Waiting for a book?" Zhishu sneered, and said disdainfully, "The name of this little master's daughter, but you are such a reckless man?" ”

Reckless? She actually called Brother Yusheng a reckless man?

"Shu Xiaoyuan, you can call General Murong's only son a reckless man, I'm afraid you are the only one in the world!"

The arrogant and domineering woman in front of her not only betrayed Qing'er's sister, but also defected to Duan Xiuyi's party. Now, I am alone with Brother Yusheng and I am bumped into by her, and I am afraid that something big is going to happen.

Sure enough, when the book listened to my words, his smile became more and more arrogant, "It turns out that Xian Jieyu still knows that this is General Murong's only son?"

That...... The concubine is not clear, Xian Jieyu is a woman of the Son of Heaven, how could she sneak here, hugging and hugging General Murong's only son? ”

After that, as if he suddenly remembered something, he exclaimed, "Oh, look at the concubine's memory." Before Xian Jieyu entered the palace, she seemed to be ...... with Murong Gongzi Well...... There was a while. ”

When I heard this, my heart was furious.

I did fall in love with Brother Yusheng, but I never did anything out of the ordinary. Isn't it hard to be humiliated by her now?

So, I couldn't help but raise my palms......

But who knows, waiting for the book not to be returned, but to "come, hit the stomach!" ”

I think that if there was no appearance of Qing'er's sister, I would definitely have been beaten with this slap.

But Sister Qing'er is like a timely rain, quietly descending when the earth is the driest time.

"Stop! Could it be that there was something wrong with tonight's banquet, which provoked all the old people to come out of the Taihe Hall to reminisce about the past. ”

"Qing'er!"

Sister Qing'er, who is already a concubine, naturally speaks more effectively than me. In addition, she has been spicy since she was a child, and she suppressed half of her arrogance in waiting for books in just a few words.

What is the following offense, there is no distinction between respect and inferiority, and I don't know etiquette. At first, he talked a lot about the inconsequential book, and finally turned his head to me and said, "Sister, you are really not interesting!" When I came out with my eldest brother, I didn't tell me, but I couldn't find you.

Later, I asked the emperor, and the emperor said that he asked you to take your eldest brother out and walk around, and I found it here. ”

"Uh...... This ...... "I knew that Sister Qing'er was solving problems for me, and I was grateful to her at the same time, but I was afraid that she would be involved."

Now that the book has been denied by six relatives, I am afraid that this matter will not be so easy to fool.

It's just that the matter has come to this, since she opened her mouth, I can only cooperate, "When the emperor asked me to take Murong Gongzi out, you haven't arrived at the Taihe Palace, why do you blame me?" ”

"Okay, okay, don't blame you, let's go in quickly, lest the emperor should be in a hurry." Sister Qing'er took my hand and was about to take me and Brother Yusheng away.

But when the book is waiting, it is sarcastic here, "The acting skills of Nian Concubine and Xian Jieyu really make the concubines admire." ”

Immediately afterward, she desperately fought with Qing'er's sister.

What is privately given, what is secretly Chencang, what is private...... Cheating in private. But all the mean and ugly words were said by her like a cloud.

Brother Yusheng and I listened, and our palms couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.

Fortunately, Qing'er's sister has a child in her belly, and she has been the master of books since she was a child, and she is not afraid of her, "Shut up!" The Murong family and the Luo family have served the imperial court for generations, how can you allow you to reverse right and wrong!

Shu Xiaoyuan kept saying that Xian Jieyu had a personal affair with the little master's brother, I don't know about it, but Shu Xiaoyuan, what you see is believing? ”

"Naturally! Everything in Fang Cai, the concubines saw it in their eyes. The book raised his head very high and answered unceremoniously.

"So, who else saw it except Shu Xiaoyuan?"

Waiting for the book's face to be stunned, he made up his mind to fight us to the end, "The concubine's attendants have seen it!" ”

When Sister Qing'er heard this, her face turned cold, and she pulled out the Murong family, "If you have the intention of harming my Murong family today, you will testify with your attendants." Anyway, there's no one around, so whatever you say is what you say. ”

Between the words, innocuous information is revealed all the time.

In addition, in order to quickly let this matter pass, Qing'er's sister even mentioned the identity of the maid to be written.

- If I want to, today will be your time of death!

Waiting for the book Xu was angry, and said in front of everyone.

And Sister Qing'er, after calmly answering the sentence "You will try", she pulled me and Brother Yusheng away.

Along the way, Brother Yusheng and I followed behind Sister Qing'er, silent. I couldn't help but think about how to explain it, but I didn't dare to say anything to each other.

Sister Qing'er has a temper, and she couldn't wait for an explanation after waiting for a long time, so she accelerated the speed of her feet more and more.

This time, I was frightened, "Qing'er, don't go too fast, you need some stomach!" ”

If the child I finally conceived went wrong, I would be a sinner!

However, Sister Qing'er suddenly stopped her pace, "Sister! You're still worried about my stomach! Worry about yourself! ”

After that, he hurriedly said, "Waiting for the book is no longer the maid she was at the beginning, what can't she do for the sake of glory?" Is it possible, do you still think that she can take care of the old love? ”

"Qing'er...... I...... I was also ...... "For the first time, I was so overwhelmed in front of my sister Qing'er, like a child who had made a mistake, and he couldn't say anything.

"Qing'er, don't blame the painting. It's all my fault. "Brother Yusheng saw that I was embarrassed, so he hurriedly spoke.

When Sister Qing'er heard this, her phoenix eyes were very sharp, "I have already met my sister-in-law, she has a soft and weak temperament, but she has her own thoughts and ideas, which is excellent." ”

After that, he said, "Daddy and Mom like her very much...... Yuxiu too. ”

When I heard this, my face turned pale. But again, I can't help but feel helpless and sad.

Qing'er, why are you doing this in front of me? In order to cut off my relationship with your brother, you hurt me like this, is it really your intention?

……

When the three of them returned to the banquet with apprehension all the way, the emperor was already sitting on the dragon chair.

Yusheng's brother's fiancée saw us coming back and hurriedly came to greet us. The bird's appearance is really exciting.

I saw that Brother Yusheng doted on her very much, and I also learned that her name was Bai Yi.

Bai Yi, what a good name.

……

After a few pleasantries, they went their separate ways. turned around, and since then I have no contact with Brother Yusheng.

I found my place and drank the wine in my hand, cup by glass. But for some reason, there is a taste of borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow and sorrow.

In just a quarter of an hour, my mind kept flashing with various ways to deal with it.

The book will not easily let go of me and Brother Yusheng......

If she really wants to deal with me, even if I lose my life, I will save Brother Yusheng and Sister Qing'er! Because all of this is the trouble I caused! So, it's up to me to bear it!