But who knows, Yuqing's fetus has problems again.

Regarding Yuqing's birth, I have done my best.

However, even if we dodge a thousand times, we will not be able to hide from the scheming enemy.

I looked at Yuqing's heartbreaking appearance when she lost her child, and I unconsciously remembered my sister Zhihua. When she lost her flesh and blood, I was forced to leave before she woke up.

After she entered the cold palace, I only saw her weak and haggard, but I never saw her crying for the child.

But now, when Yuqing in front of me is crying to death, I seem to see the original Zhihua sister.

Because of this, after seeing Yuqing's tears, I gradually changed my opinion of her.

……

Later, my life was completely different from what I had hoped for.

I am calculating and scheming in the women's pile all day long, helping my sister here, and being thoughtful there. Although he is only a doctor, he lives a very tired life every day.

Yu Sheng and his wife and husband are of the same heart, and the piano is continuous, creating a good story in the capital. Zhihua's sister is in the palace, and she doesn't know what is going on outside the palace, and she gradually accepts the status quo. Yuqing is pregnant again, and she is still a twin.

Everything seems to be developing in a good direction. But one inadvertently, but completely turned down the gutter.

And this ditch, after turning down, it is difficult to turn back.

If I had known that this day would have come my way, I would not have refused my father's marriage for the sake of my freedom. It must not be.,There is a three-year appointment with my sister who knows the painting.。

I'd rather find a virtuous woman to marry and have a child as soon as possible, so that my father doesn't have to worry about me anymore.

However, by the time I realized it, it was too late.

Without warning, Yusheng is accused of having an affair with his sister. I personally took the pulse of my sister in the imperial study, which was a happy pulse, two months pregnant.

Even if I later learned that Sister Zhihua was framed, it was too late. All the clues that can be checked have been cut off, even my Luo family and Murong family...... There is no escape.

I remember very well that at that time, Yu Sheng took all the blame for his own crime in order to help Zhihua's sister get rid of the crime. Seeing this, Yuqing was so angry that she gave birth prematurely.

I didn't have time to think about the doubts, so I personally delivered Yuqing. Yuqing is weak and has experienced another miscarriage. It's hard enough to keep this tire, let alone give birth in a hurry.

I witnessed her dystocia, blood collapse, and her death. Witness that she gave birth to a boy and a girl, and witness that she was crowned queen by an edict. Also...... witnessed the decline of the Murong family and the demise of the Luo family.

Regarding the affairs of the Murong family and the Luo family, I don't think much about it for a moment. I always feel that as long as I recall the scene at that time, my mind is full of blood and hatred.

I don't want to transfer my hatred to the current emperor, because once I have that terrible thought, I will never go back in this life. And his father and General Murong worked for the court with trepidation all their lives. Even if we are framed so far, we will never want our juniors to be disloyal to the monarch for their sake.

Thereupon...... I tried my best to hold back.

Even if the Luo family has no life except for me and my sister Zhihua, even if I face the hopeless Yuqing all day long, I can only endure!

Although Yuqing shut herself up in Kunning Palace, Zhihua's sister was also beaten into the cold palace. But I always told myself that we were still alive. Zhihua's sister is still alive, Yuqing is still alive, and the children are still there, so it's enough.

Stay in the green mountains without worrying about no firewood, as long as we are still there, everything can start again.

However, even if it is just such a luxury, God will not be satisfied with me.

Yuxiu, who followed General Murong and was exiled to the frontier, was recalled by the Empress Dowager for some reason, and placed in the palace and became the little master.

She has a strange temper, and she has always been very difficult to deal with us. Finally one day, because she couldn't get Yuqing's protection, she chose to go to the cold palace to find her sister Zhihua.

At that time, even though Sister Zhihua had been pretending to be crazy and stupid for a long time, she still couldn't escape from the hustle and bustle of the world.

Sister Zhihua learned that all the rest of the Luo family except for me and her had been beheaded for public display. She no longer had the courage to live...... She said she wanted to see Yuqing. Although I thought she was weird, I still spoke for her.

But I didn't expect that my love for her would eventually become a sharp blade to help her break.

When Qiaohui's girl stumbled to the hospital to look for me, I knew something was wrong.

Sure enough, even though I rushed towards the cold palace desperately, it was too late after all.

I saw my sister fall into Yuqing's arms, her face was bloodless, her eyes and lips were closed, and the whole person seemed to be asleep.

A bright flower bloomed on her chest, and an extremely transparent orchid hairpin in the flower was extremely eye-catching.

Yuqing's face was full of tears, and her hands were stained with blood.

I couldn't accept this result for a while, so I knelt down and "painted" with a "poof...... Painting...... You wake up. ”

I gently opened the eyelids of my sister and hurriedly checked her pulse. Immediately after, while pinching her people, he tried to wake her up.

However, no matter how hard I tried, Sister Zhihua still didn't move.

I know......

Everything I did was in vain, but I still didn't stop moving.

In my life, there have been so many things that I regret.

Protect my mother, I'm late. I'm too late to avenge my mother. Honor my father, I'm late. I don't want to...... In the days to come, when I think of my sister who knows the painting, there are still only four words that are too late.

Bean-sized beads fell from my face one by one, and I couldn't tell whether it was tears or sweat.

Yuqing and Qiaohui watched from the sidelines, crying into tears, "Russell...... My sister has gone to ......"

Go?

Sister Zhihua has gone......

When I heard this, I finally stopped, and I fell to the ground in a decadent manner.

"Don't you have anything to ask me?" Yuqing saw me sitting on the ground and didn't speak for a long time. So, he bit his lip and asked.

I closed my eyes in pain, "Qiaohui had already told me when I came...... She learned the truth...... She's going to die......"

"Huh...... I see...... "Yuqing leaned her head against the wall, feeling helpless.

When I was helping my sister pinch, I had thousands of impulses in my heart, and I also had thousands of forbearances.

I told myself that I had lost the Luo family and my sister Zhihua. In any case, I can't blame Yuqing anymore. Because in this world, I have nothing but her. I can't afford to lose my loved ones, my friends, over and over again.

However, when I heard Yuqing's words, I finally couldn't help it, "You have been practicing martial arts since childhood, and you can obviously save her......"

The tone was very flat, without blame or questioning, but I really wanted to get an answer that I could accept.

"yes...... I can save her......" Yuqing muttered.

"Why?" I stared at Yuqing, "The hairpin on the chest/mouth of the painting was not pierced by herself, she didn't have so much strength, enough to let a whole hairpin sink into her heart." ”

After saying that, I was a little lucky, "But I believe you...... Because you can't be ruthless...... Give her fulfillment. ”

When Yuqing heard this, she immediately cried again, "Russell...... It's me who overestimates myself. ”

"I just want to exorcise her demons......"

Russell ...... Scold me! Hit me! If I hadn't been smart, at least my sister would still be alive now. ”

I watched Yuqing keep crying and blaming myself, and I couldn't bear to say, "What does this have to do with you?" She couldn't get over this hurdle herself......"

As I spoke, I looked at the sky, "It's almost dawn, you hurry back to Kunning Palace." ”

"But...... Sister is here......"

"Leave it alone! I'll think about it, you go back quickly! ”

With that, I began to clean up the food left on the table and stopped talking to Yuqing.

Now, Sister Zhihua is gone, I can't let Yuqing make any mistakes!

Seeing him like this, Yuqing carefully put down the corpse of his sister, and then found a handkerchief and handed it to me.

It is said to be a handkerchief, but in fact, it is better to say that it is a blood letter. It was densely packed with bright red, and it was written that he took care of himself and took care of Yuqing.

I looked at the corpse of my sister and cried to death. For the first time, I felt like a bastard, not a man.

I can't protect my mother, I can't protect the Luo family, or even ...... I can't protect my sister!

As I packed my things, I was constantly trying to figure out how to retreat. But just as I was packing up the things on the table and trying to move the body of my sister Zhihua to the ground, I was suddenly hit in the back of the head, and then I passed out completely.

When I woke up again, I was in the hospital.

suddenly remembered what happened in the cold palace of Yongxiang last night, and was shocked into a cold sweat.

But......

I don't know who is secretly helping each other, and he actually pulled Ning Zhaorong to be a backer. With the death of Ning Zhaorong, Yuqing and I escaped, and the matter of Zhihua's sister passed like this.

Just, too?

For others, it has been, but for me and Yuqing, it is a lifetime that we can't live.

……

After Sister Zhihua left, I hated the injustice of fate to our Luo family, and I hated Yuxiu's nosy.

It's just strange to say that Yuxiu and Yuqing are originally a family. The Luo family can have this calamity, and it is also inextricably linked to the Murong family.

But on the contrary, I resented Yuxiu, but I couldn't ignore Yuqing. On the contrary, because of the death of my sister Zhihua, I wanted to take care of Yuqing's heart, and I became more and more determined.

It turned out that after going through so much suffering. Unconsciously, I have already regarded Yuqing as a family member.

I can't remember her old childish temperament and annoying nature.

……

I spent a long time in a state of confusion, and there was nothing new in my life. It wasn't until many years later that Yuqing's children Yunhe and Nian Yi grew up. She finally figured out that in the harem, no matter how deep she hid, she couldn't avoid the open knife and the hidden arrow.

So, she decided to return to favor.

Yuqing has always had a pivotal position in the emperor's heart. When I didn't see it, I didn't think there was anything. Once we meet, we can no longer be separated......

In order to please Yuqing, the emperor specially helped Yuqing find the chess girl.

Scold...... Si Qi, it's the maid I thought she was very kind when I saw her at first sight.

When Yuqing entered the palace, she only brought a book with her. Si Qi recognized General Murong as his father-in-law and became the young lady of the Murong family. It's just that the good times didn't last long, and with the fall of the Murong family, Si Qi couldn't avoid the fate of being outcast.

This time, the emperor was able to find Si Qi back, and Yuqing was very happy in her heart. Of course, I am just as happy to have the old man enter the palace to be with Yuqing as a companion.

I wanted to catch up with Si Qi many times, but because of the rules of the palace, I had to give up in the end.

But when it came to the time when he could really catch up with Si Qi, it was a different situation.

On the day when Yunhe remembered the birthdays of the two, the emperor took Yuqing and others out of the palace to play. But who would have thought, but encountered an assassin who came to assassinate the emperor. In order to protect Yuqing, she accidentally fell into a Gu worm. When she was tortured to death by Gu worms, I was ordered to live in Kunning Palace, just in case.

That night, I couldn't sleep because I was worried about Yuqing. So I sat down by the stove and wrote down the prescription.

Just when I was writing energetically, Si Qi came to the side hall alone to look for me.

So, I had no choice but to put down the pen in my hand and go to open the door for her, "More deeply exposed, why are you here?" ”

"First, I was worried about my master's condition, and secondly, I hadn't seen you for a long time, so I wanted to take a look. Brother Russell, are you okay all these years? ”

I looked at Si Qi's eyes and smiled like a crescent moon, so I shook my head helplessly, and said with a smile, "As long as your master survives this level, there will be no major problems in his body." Now that the emperor is with her, you don't have to worry too much. ”

After that, I remembered that I was in the harem now, and there were many people. So he hurriedly issued an eviction order, "Si Qi, you are already a big girl now, and it is not convenient to come to me at night, you should go back and rest early." ”

When Si Qi heard this, he was slightly stunned, "Brother Russell, don't drive me." I have something on my mind, so I can't sleep. You're always in the hospital on weekdays, and I don't have any reason to go to you. Now that you are in Kunning Palace, I naturally want to talk to you about my thoughts. ”

After that, she told me all about her experiences.

said that when she was in Jiangnan, she had her heart for the emperor. said how difficult she was after Yuqing entered the palace. said that she went to find her sweetheart, but she became an embroidery girl. said that she met the emperor again, but she had already lost her original intention.

That's right......

She also said that Yuqing had always misunderstood her, thinking that she still had thoughts about the emperor. So I wanted to send her to the emperor, but she didn't want to, so I hoped I could give her an idea.

Idea...... I don't. just suggested that she find someone to marry as soon as possible, which also saved Yuqing from worrying.

Later, we talked a lot bit about it. It wasn't until she finally got tired of talking that she was willing to leave happily. And I finally got a moment of respite.