Chapter 42: Russell (19)

Qiaohui has been with Yuqing for many years, and she has learned the wisdom of melon seeds. The sentence in my mouth, what it means to avoid the unmixing of sunflower water, she knows best.

However, at this point, she still asked me incredulously, "Russell, what do you mean?" ”

"That's what you think," I said.

"I have had a bad fate since I was a child, and I don't think I will be lucky enough to conceive a child." Qiao Hui lowered her eyes, and a teardrop fell, "You can take this medicine back, I don't need it." ”

"Now that it's happened, all I can do is make up for my mistakes." I forcibly stuffed the medicine into Qiaohui's hand, "This kind of thing, it's better not to be lucky." ”

"Make amends?" Qiaohui raised her head and glared at me with tears in her eyes, "I am a girl's family, although I am loved by my master, I can stay by my master's side as a slave and a maid for the rest of my life, but I still have to be face-wrenching in the end."

I gave you an innocent body, which is equivalent to putting my reputation in your hands. You can say that it was just your mistake that night in the middle of the moment.

But how can you come to me with such a grandiose and rightful pack of medicine? Scold...... I don't think you're making amends, but you're trying to get rid of future troubles. If you really wanted to make amends, you would have been responsible for me. ”

I watched Qiao Hui burst into tears, and my heart was pinched.

What happened between me and Qiao Hui that night was not at all what I expected.

Although when it first came out, I was a little overwhelmed and didn't know how to deal with her. But the introspection these days is not useless.

It's not that I don't want to be responsible for her, and it's not that I don't want to marry her back home. In my mind, she has long been a wife candidate. Although she was always frizzy in front of me, like a child, she relied on me without face and skin. However, I know that she is a girl who can take charge of herself and is not chaotic in case of danger.

It's just that if I marry her back to the house, how can I talk to Yuqing?

Even though Yuqing hopes that I can be happy and Qiaohui can be happy, she also hopes that Si Qi can be happy. Si Qi's girl is now entangled with me, I can't hurt her, just like I can't hurt Yuqing.

However, if I were to marry both, I would never be able to do it.

I, Russell, will only marry one girl in this life. I won't, let the open and secret battles in the backyard of the Liu family be staged in the backyard of my Luo family.

Of course, I didn't dare to take Qiaohui away, and there was a more important reason.

That is, I am just a doctor with no background. My Luo family was completely wiped out a few years ago. Now it is a great gift from the royal family to be able to keep an ancestral home.

Brother and I of Yuqing and I relied on each other in the palace, and it was very dangerous. The things that Yuqing ordered me to do, the medicine I was looking for, and Yun An's life experience, each of them was enough to pull her off the position of the queen.

As early as the moment I made up my mind to take good care of Yu Qingde, I was prepared. Although, I hope that day never comes. However, if all the things I have done for Yuqing are exposed, I will definitely sacrifice myself to protect her.

In this way, it is better for Qiaohui to marry me, it is better to stay by Yuqing's side. At least at that time, Yuqing was still the mother of the children. The emperor has affection for her and children, and he will forgive her.

But I ...... My family, I'm afraid I'm going to follow in my father's footsteps, right?

Thinking of this, he no longer looked at Qiaohui's eyes, and only said, "Qiaohui, Yuqing gave you this name, thinking that you are smart and intelligent." And I've always thought that you are a person who understands the general situation. I didn't expect you to be so kind to a woman at a critical moment.

What happened to us that night is irreversible. No matter how bad your fate is, we shouldn't make a bet for our own selfish interests.

Are there still fewer people in the harem who are punished for giving and receiving private teachings? Have you forgotten why my Luo family and Murong family have come to this point?

The affairs of the Murong family and the Luo family have already ended up like this even if they were framed by others. If you become pregnant again, how do we deal with ourselves? ”

After that, I continued, "Yes, I'm just a imperial doctor, and you're just a palace maid next to the queen's mother. I and you, no one can compare to the original Luo family and the Murong family. However, private teaching and receiving do not distinguish between status, let alone status.

Even if there is a queen standing behind us, we may not be able to guarantee that we will be safe. Over the past few days, the things I have been close to you have long been regarded as a laughing stock by the people in the harem. If we had been punished according to the law, we should have been punished long ago. It's just that for so long, those people have no evidence, and the emperor and the queen have also turned a blind eye.

However, if you have a fetus in your womb, once our affairs are confirmed, do you think we can still be so idle? ”

After speaking, I raised my head again, and looked at Qiaohui's eyes, "Once the matter is revealed, not to mention how I end up with you." As the aunt in charge of Kunning Palace, you should also think about the queen's mother no matter what. ”

When Qiaohui heard this, she cried even more fiercely, "The master treats me like a mountain, so I naturally have to think about her." It's just Russell, you've thought everything through. For the master, for the Luo family, for the original Xian Xiaomaster. However, why do you never soften your heart and think for you and for me?

I gave myself to you, even if I can't get your promise, your responsibility, you shouldn't get a pack of child avoidance decoction! ”

After that, Qiaohui stepped forward, stared at me and asked, "Russell, I said, I don't ask you to marry me, I don't ask you to be responsible for the rest of my life." But, I beg you to tell me honestly, you have mine in your heart, don't you?

After so many years of getting along, you treat me as cold as before. That night, you were even more tender to me. It is said that he spits out the truth after drinking. You took me into your arms and called my name over and over again, you must have me in your heart, right? ”

I listened and closed my eyes, "Does it matter?" ”

"Of course it is!" Qiao Hui shouted at me, "After so many years, I just want to get a response from you. ”

"What if I have a heart for you, and what if I have no intention of you?" I opened my eyes, my eyes were cold, "Could it be that if I love you, we can be together?" I don't love you, can you live happily after you get the answer?

Qiaohui, without an answer, we can still be the same as in the past. Serving the queen together, they nodded and said hello when they met. ”

"Russell ......"

"Qiaohui" I knew what Qiaohui wanted to say, so I hurriedly interrupted, "You always say that I am not responsible for you and have no responsibility." Now, I'm telling you plainly. This package of medicine is my responsibility. That is, my responsibility to you. ”

As soon as these words came out, Qiao Hui was stunned.

I watched her little face turn whiter and whiter, and her eyes became more and more lost, "Suddenly, I don't want the answer so much." ”

After that, I saw her bite her lip, "Because even if you don't say it, I can guess it thoroughly." ”

After speaking, she bit her lip stubbornly. Then, he grabbed the medicine in his hand, "Russell, the reason why I secretly love you is because I see that you have been loyal to your master for so many years.

Although I know that my master does not regard you as a courtier, but as a brother. But I always think that you can treat your master like this because you are a good man who is kind, upright, responsible, and responsible! But I didn't expect that after so many years, I would look away.

All your kindness, all your responsibilities and responsibilities, and all your thoughts have been given to your master! And all I got was a packet of avoidance decoction. ”

Speaking of this, she suddenly smiled bitterly again, "I thank you for the medicine, and I will put it away carefully." However, whether to eat or not, I have the final say. ”

After speaking, Qiaohui glared at me again before turning to leave.

I looked at the shadow that was usually full of vitality, but now it was so thin and weak. A heart can't help but hurt.

Maybe Qiaohui is right, all my thoughts are on how to be thoughtful and take care of Yuqing, but I never really think about the relationship between me and her.

But that's what I was trying to do.

My life's wish is to travel the world and become a good doctor. Later, he entered the palace, but he was afraid that his sister would be alone in the palace and would be isolated.

Now although Sister Zhihua has gone, she handed Yuqing over to me. From taking care of my sister to taking care of Yuqing, it was my original intention to enter the palace.

Scold......

It's good.

Qiaohui......

If I am such a person in your heart, at least you don't have to expect anything more.

The promises and answers you want, I can't give you now. When I can give it to you, if you ask for it, I will not fail you. If you don't want ...... I will take care of you like Yuqing.

It's good if you hate me, just hate me.

I just hope that you can decoct the medicine and drink it for the sake of yourself and the overall situation.

Stubbornness has always come at a price.

……

Since that time, I have had an awkward relationship with Qiaohui.

Even though I often have to go to Kunning Palace to walk around, I am not as warm as I used to be.

When I saw this, although my heart hurt, I was finally relieved.

But who knows, everything is just appearances.

Qiaohui has never given up the idea of being with me, the so-called not asking me to marry her, not asking me to promise, in the final analysis, is just a drama for girls to retreat into advance.

She didn't listen to me, and she didn't drink the avoidance decoction.

……

On that day, someone came to Kunning Palace, saying that Yuqing invited me over.

After I arrived at Kunning Palace, I asked for peace as usual, and I was going to start asking Yuqing for a pulse.

But who knows, Yuqing said that she invited me to come to take the pulse. However, it is to take the pulse of Qiaohui.

I looked up at Qiao Hui and saw that her eyes were red and swollen, apparently she had just cried. So my heart was cold, and I already knew that something would happen today.

Sure enough, my fingers touched Qiaohui's pulse, and I sensed her happy pulse.

The pulse is strong and the child is healthy.

The original calm and calm look was replaced by shock at this moment.

Qiaohui, Qiaohui, why are you so troubled!

"How?" Yuqing saw that I was stunned in place, speechless for a long time, so she asked aloud.

I shuddered and came back to my senses. Standing up straight, he returned to his usual arrogance, "The child is mine, and I will be responsible." ”

Hearing this, Qiaohui looked up at me in disbelief, "Russell ......"

However, I don't have the time to pay attention to her at the moment.

She clearly knew that I didn't want her to be pregnant at this time, so she would prepare the child decoction and put it in her hands.

Although, when she took the decoction, she told me that she had the final say on whether to eat it or not. But I thought she wouldn't be so ignorant.

But who knows......

I don't know what Yuqing thinks of the matter between me and Qiaohui, I only know from Qiaohui's pitiful appearance that Qiaohui not only used me, but also used Yuqing.

And I, even if I thought that Qiao Hui was unwilling, would not listen to my advice. But she never thought that in order to achieve her goal, she would even use Yuqing so thoroughly.

So, I had no choice but to continue to say to Yuqing, "If you agree, I will marry Qiaohui into the mansion as soon as possible." ”

Hearing this, Yuqing smiled, "Although Qiaohui is a slave, she is the aunt in charge of the palace." Now, she has lost her reputation for carrying a child for you. I don't know, what name do you want to give her? ”

I squinted and glanced at Qiaohui, "No matter whether the child in her belly is male or female, it is all the descendant of the Luo family." ”

If you are a concubine, she is naturally a wife.

"Russell ......" Qiaohui's tears flowed down, looking incredulous.

However, since she had already taken advantage of Yuqing, she should have thought of this result a long time ago.

"Qiaohui's stomach can't wait...... Yuqing is very satisfied with my approach, "This palace will give you ten days, the twenty-fifth day of the first month, and marry Qiaohui in a beautiful way." ”

……

My marriage with Qiaohui was given by Yuqing early. But in order to do things uprightly, Yuqing finally invited the emperor to marry me and Qiaohui.

Then, she made another decree. Feng Qiaohui is the fourth grade of Miss Destiny, and the dowry is prepared with the due treatment of Miss Destiny.

……

On the day of my wedding to Qiaohui, most of my colleagues in the court came to congratulate me one by one.

Qiaohui was wearing a bright red wedding dress, embroidered with a phoenix wearing a peony, which was extremely luxurious.

On the night of the wedding, I lifted her hijab. Seeing her exquisite makeup, the happiness on her face is self-evident.

"Russell ......" her eyes were affectionate, and she called me coquettishly.

I lowered my eyes and handed her the cup of tea in my hand, "Drink this cup of tea, and your goal will be achieved." ”

"Russell!" Qiaohui's face was full of shock, and there was a sense of weakness in her eyes that had been exposed.

"Don't worry, from now on you are the mother of my Luo family and the mother of my children, no matter what means you use to win sympathy in front of your master, I will treat you well."

"Russell ......"

"I'm just saying this to tell you. I'm not a fool, and neither is your master. I, Russell, will only marry one wife in this life, and your thoughts will not be used by the Luo family in the future. ”

After that, I sighed, "Tonight is our wedding night, hurry up and drink a cup of tea and rest." ”