260: "The Gap of Dreams"
Mo Zhenzhen admitted that she hesitated, but she did not admit that she had the strange emotion of pity.
She felt that she didn't want to waste her previous efforts.
After all, the son can have everything today, and the guidance and explanation of the psychiatrist she arranged at the beginning and the counseling of a famous teacher have played a vital role.
And in addition to these intuitive helps, comforting his mother and finding his mother a job that could maintain the basic operation of her family, Mo Zhenzhen felt that she should be grateful to her for these things alone.
However, Mo Zhenzhen doesn't need his gratitude now, but she doesn't want her efforts to be wasted.
So she thought about it and said suddenly.
"There's no need to kill Su Qinghuai, it's more interesting for him to be alive than dead."
Indeed, the current Su Qinghuai is very beautiful on the surface, but his actual body is crippled and his wife betrayed, and even with Su Qinghuai's means and IQ, he is very likely to know about his wife's cheating.
But as far as Mo Zhenzhen knows, although Su Qinghuai is indiscriminate, it seems that only one of the few illegitimate children left behind by accident is a boy.
So this tone, Su Qinghuai can only endure it, even for a long time, and pretend not to know, thinking about Mo Zhenzhen is very happy.
The rehearsal on the stage continued, but Mo Zhenzhen got up and prepared to leave.
The clown followed Mo Zhenzhen step by step, and Mo Zhenzhen didn't care about him, and the two of them left the huge performance hall one after the other.
The door to the auditorium is open, and the deep corridor can be seen outside.
Mo Zhenzhen stepped out naturally, but she didn't want to come to another scene in the blink of an eye.
I saw that it was dark and oppressive, and the huge dark clouds seemed to be about to fall down.
There were white tombstones on the ground, and she stood halfway up the hill in the cemetery, looking down condescendingly, and what she saw was a group of tombs.
This is the cemetery, and it looks empty.
It looked like it was going to rain, but Mo Zhenzhen walked in a certain direction as if she was familiar after looking around.
The clown followed him, and he was looking around, and after a few glances he seemed to understand something, and looked a little nervous.
In the end, Mo Zhenzhen stood in front of a slightly larger tombstone.
In front of this tombstone, fresh melon and fruit offerings are placed, white offering candles are still burning, incense is inserted into the incense burner, and flowers are used as decorations on the tombstone.
Mo Zhenzhen's eyes fell on the photo posted on the tombstone, it was a woman with a very gentle smile, her bright teeth and white skin, even if she looked at her through the photo, she seemed to be still smart and fresh.
Mo Zhenzhen stared at the photo for a long time, and finally sighed.
"Are you coming out, or are you waiting for me to catch you?"
Mo Mu in the photo suddenly blinked, and then a shadow floated out of the photo and landed lightly in front of Mo Zhenzhen.
"Zhenzhen, are you calling me?"
is different from Mo's mother after years of precipitation in the photo, the girl standing in front of Mo Zhenzhen combed two braids, wore a floral long skirt, and wore a sunhat on her head, exuding youthful vitality all over her body.
She is the last sub-personality created by Su Zhenzhen before she broke down and begged her to kill her, she is the Mo mother who was sixteen years old, and the Mo mother who has not yet been admitted to a well-known university and knows Su Qinghuai.
Her smile is very clean and beautiful, and she doesn't have the intellectual grace that came later, but it's still incredible, and people can't take their eyes off it.
When she laughs, she seems to be able to convey happiness to everyone, she is like a flower born to the sun, so beautiful, so vibrant.
But Mo Zhenzhen remembered that her appearance was the beginning of Su Zhenzhen's collapse.
When she first appeared, she looked at Su Zhenzhen with a smile, and then called her Zhenzhen, and then Su Zhenzhen's spiritual world collapsed.
Mo Zhenzhen couldn't understand her master's despair at the time, just like she still didn't understand why Su Zhenzhen would collapse to the ground, curl up in pain, keep tearing herself, and finally begged Mo Zhenzhen to kill her, and then devour her.
Mo Zhenzhen couldn't understand the emotional collapse of the main personality, but reasoned with the main personality rationally, telling her that it would be fine after a while, time could erase all the pain, and if the main personality could not bear it, she would be replaced, and the main personality could sleep in the sea of consciousness for a while, and after a while, everything would be over.
But it didn't work.
Mo Zhenzhen reached out and touched the pearl hairpin on her head, this was originally Su Zhenzhen's thing, her favorite hairpin style, because pearls will fade, she will buy new pearls every year to replace or re-order an identical hairpin.
At that time, she was holding this hairpin, holding Mo Zhenzhen's hand, and piercing her heart.
Mo Zhenzhen can't refuse the requirements and any behavior of the master's personality, this is the 'rule' that has been engraved into her bones since she was born, just like other personalities say, she is a dog beside the master's personality, a mad dog who can do anything for the master's personality.
But she killed her 'master' on that day, Su Zhenzhen died in her hands and arms, and the restriction called 'guardian' in her body was broken, and she became a truly independent personality, no longer a 'dog' who lived for.
She devoured her numbly as Su Zhenzhen said, only in this way will Su Zhenzhen's personality really die, and her 'human' nature has begun to recover.
The sub-personality in front of her, which is similar to Mo Mu's youth, has witnessed everything, she is like a bystander, smiling and watching the main personality go crazy in pain and then die and finally be devoured, and when everything is over, she also asked Mo Zhenzhen with an innocent face.
"So, from now on, are you the main character?"
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Seeing her again, Mo Zhenzhen's deliberately forgotten memories began to revive, looking at the smiling and relaxed and sunny sub-personality, Mo Zhenzhen suddenly understood why Su Zhenzhen collapsed at that time.
In fact, Mo Zhenzhen knows that Su Zhenzhen has a desire for father's love.
When she was a child, she had imagined that if Su Qinghuai regretted it and her mother accepted him again, she would have a complete home.
Later, Su Qinghuai had too much lace news, and she knew that he would not come back after watching too much.
Later, she also had some expectations for the agent, and she felt that since the agent liked her mother, it would be good for him to marry her and form a complete new home.
But it turns out that the agent's liking is just a love talk with her, and the purpose is to make money from her.