Chapter 84: Yuqing (3)

Because my sister came secretly, she only stayed with me for a while, and then hurried back to the yard. I continued to kneel in front of the tablets of my ancestors and fathers, and it was not until I was a child that my mother came with a food box.

"Xiu'er, are you hungry?"

"Mother!" As soon as I saw my mother, tears finally flowed again...... Xiu'er is so scared to be alone here. ”

"Don't be afraid, isn't my mother here to accompany you?" Mother said as she took out the fish from the food box, "Just now that your father is asleep, I have to ask someone to make some food for you." ”

After that, she personally brought me a bowl of rice, "Come, eat quickly." ”

"Mother...... I'm not hungry. "I ate two white flour steamed buns before, but now even if there is a delicious meal, I have no appetite.

"You didn't have dinner today, how can you not be hungry?" Mother was slightly anxious, "Xiu'er, don't be angry with your father!" ”

"Mother, I've already eaten it." When I saw my mother like this, I burst into tears and laughed, "My sister came secretly just now and brought me two white-flour steamed buns." So, Xiu'er is already full. ”

"Yuqing? Has she been here? ”

"Yes," I nodded, "Mother, my sister is worried about me." ”

"That girl, she's pretty good at pretending!" The mother frowned slightly, "Xiu'er, obedient." After going out this time, don't play with Yuqing's girl anymore, you know? ”

"Why?" I was puzzled, "She's a sister......

"She's your sister, yes! But you're different. When my mother saw me like this, she felt very unproductive: "Your father and your brother are partial to her, and you are close to her, but there is no good fruit to eat." ”

"My sister is favored by her father and brother because she is liked." I tugged at my mother's sleeve and coquettishly said, "Mother, I know you don't like your sister very much, I always feel that my sister is not calm enough, and she will only mess around on weekdays." But my sister is very good to me......"

"Xiu'er! Don't you understand it to this day? Mother shook her head, "You have liked to stick to Yuqing and Yusheng since you were a child, but in the end, how do they treat you?" Yu Sheng is partial to Yu Qing, so no matter what you do, he thinks you are not as good as Yu Qing.

And what about Yuqing? It's okay to be willful, and always teach you bad habits. Over the years, you have climbed trees with your mother on your back and run barefoot, and your mother will not know about it in the future? Xiu'er, you've learned to be bad, what can you do in the future? “

As she spoke, her mother said, "You always think that Yuqing can be like this, and you can be like this." But you don't know how much your father loves Yuqing! Now, you just slapped a maid, and your father punished you to kneel in the ancestral hall. But two years ago, Yuqing set fire to the kitchen, but your father was reluctant to say a word!

Xiu'er, listen to your mother's advice! If you want to be close to Yusheng, your mother has nothing to say. After all, Yu Sheng is the only major general, and he will be the head of the Murong family in the future. So it's always good for you to have a better relationship between your brother and sister.

But Yuqing's girl is a girl's family, and sooner or later she will have to get married. Since you are always wronged when you play with her, it is better to simply reduce your contact! In order not to, you will always be hurt and make your mother feel distressed. ”

"Mother, how can you say that about your sister?" After listening to my mother's words, I felt more and more aggrieved.

I'll admit that my mother was right.

The preference of the father and brother for the elder sister has made the elder sister fearless.

To be honest, I'm also jealous that my sister can be favored by so many people. However, my sister treated me very well...... I didn't want to cut ties with my sister or listen to my mother say that about her. After all...... We are sisters!

"Mother, my sister is still talking to us in the study today. Moreover, she brought me food. She was also very nice to me when I was a child......"

"Xiu'er, what should my mother do with you? You're still young! My mother hugged me distressedly, "Do you know that Yuqing is the best at pretending since she was a child?" She's good to you, but it's all pretended! ”

After that, the mother said, "You always say that she treats you well, she treats you well!" If she really treats you well, how can she be willing to let the Luo family brothers and sisters ridicule you? If you really treat you well, Yusheng ran to complain to your father today, why didn't she stop it? ”

"No, mother," I bit my lip and continued to insist, "When the Luo brothers and sisters laughed at me today, my sister helped me." And when my brother reprimanded me, my sister also interceded.

As for why she followed her brother to sue instead of stopping it, thinking about it, she must not be able to stop it! Do you know my brother's temper...... Very stubborn! ”

"Fool, no matter how stubborn Yu Sheng is, can he beat Yu Qing? If Yu Qing really wants to help you, Yu Sheng can only raise his hand and surrender! ”

The mother said, "You child, you always see her interceding for you, but you can't see the set behind it." Sometimes intercession is actually fanning the flames. She's been shrewd since she was a child.

You made a mistake and messed around in front of your father and brother. And what about her? but pretended to be a good sister and kept interceding for you. You are a bad guy in front of your father and brother. And Yuqing is a well-behaved, sensible and lovable girl.

My stupid boy, why don't you understand! ”

When my mother said this, I suddenly had a feeling of enlightenment.

It seems like...... That is true.

Every time I made a mistake, my sister would come and intercede for me. But her intercession can always make the gaffe go in another direction.

Originally, as long as I was coquettish and said a few kind words, it could pass. As soon as she stands up, both her father and her brother will inevitably compare me with her. Over time, her status in the hearts of everyone has become higher and higher. And I, on the other hand, am as low as dust.

Don't......

Is everything really as Mother said?

My sister's love for me actually has another purpose. She didn't really think of me as a sister, but pretended to be for her own sake?

But she's my sister, my sister of the same father and mother!

"Mother's ......" Thinking of this, I was puzzled, "Do you not like my sister?" She's your own daughter......"

My mother was slightly stunned, then touched my head, "Silly child, how can my mother not like your sister?" My mother likes her, but she feels even more sorry for my Xiu'er.

Although your sister is born to her mother, she has been too nonsense since she was a child, so she is not as intimate as Xiu'er. Her mother has taught her for many years, and she is always angry. Therefore, my mother will snub her more and more, and I hope she can understand her mother's good intentions. ”

At that time, my mother's words were not wrong with me. I also believe in my mother's statement.

I even felt a little happy that at least in my mother's heart, I was better than my sister.

It's just that......

No matter how happy I am, since listening to my mother's words, my jealousy of my sister seems to be getting stronger and stronger.

When I came out of the ancestral hall, I made up my mind not to mess around with my sister anymore. I didn't learn her various postures and little girl's temperament. However, he wanted to compete with his sister.

I always felt that since I was in my mother's heart, I could be a thousand times better than my sister. So as long as I work hard, one day, my father and brother will also see my goodness. Then, give my sister that kind of love.

There are delicious things thinking about you, there are fun things thinking about you, and there are rare and strange treasures thinking about you! Everyone in the entire capital knows that General Murong's most distressed daughter is you, Murong Yuqing, not me!

So, when my father said that my sister was quiet, I worked as hard as my sister to learn the piano. When my father said that my sister had perseverance, I worked as hard as my sister to practice martial arts.

However, when I stroked a tune for my father, expecting his appreciation, he said that I was lively by nature and not calm enough.

When I was walking in front of my father, trying to get my father's guidance, my father said that the girl's family, what should I do to learn this?

From the beginning to the end, no matter how hard I tried, I didn't even get a chance.

Gradually, I seemed to dislike being around my sister more and more.

My sister's love for me became more and more unwilling.

Where does she love me? She clearly sympathized with me.

Scold......

They are all father's daughters, why is there such a big difference?

I'm the eldest in the family! Doesn't it mean that the old man is the most loved? But why, I always feel that I am superfluous.

I began to become more and more cold and jealous of my sister.

And what really made me hate her was on that day......

That day, I was practicing calligraphy in the house. But for some reason, the originally sunny sky suddenly sounded a muffled thunder.

The sky was dark and dark.

I was a little frightened, so I hurried with the maid to my father's and mother's yard. But who knows, but I heard a shocking secret.

"Didn't you see that I was on business? What can't be said another day! ”

It's a father's voice!

The tone was very cold.

"I can't wait for the future," said my mother, "there are some things I must say today!" ”

"Madame......"

"General! Even if you are a concubine, you will treat Xiu'er better, will you? The mother's tone was close to pleading, very humble.

"Xiu'er is my daughter, I naturally love her! Don't be cranky, ma'am. ”

"Am I cranky? Isn't it because you're too partial, and you don't treat everyone equally? General, Yuqing and Xiu'er are only two years apart, and there is not much difference in their minds, words and deeds.

But why every time, you are always extra tolerant of Yuqing. But to Xiu'er, but harsh and mean? Do you know how much effort Xiu'er has put into making you happy?

She practiced hard and practiced martial arts hard, just to make you look at her more. But what about you? Always poured cold water on her...... General, I'm a mother. I look at Xiu'er every day at a young age and frown, and I feel very distressed.

It's a concubine begging you, just go and see her and praise her! Although her piano skills are not as good as Yuqing, she has improved a lot. There is also martial arts, and the master said that he also learned well......"

"Madam, why don't you understand?" The father was noncommittal to his mother's words, "It's not that I don't want to praise her, she is not this material at all!" You have to force you to practice the piano every time. practiced martial arts, and refused to fight steadily.

Xiu'er has been pampered since she was a child, and without Qing'er's resilience and perseverance, if you let her learn those things that are not suitable for her, you are undoubtedly finding fault for her!

You've always made me treat children the same and think I'm biased. But madam, I also beg you, don't be too cold to Qing'er! Xiu'er is your flesh and blood, and it is natural for you to love her. But Qing'er has called your mother for so many years, and she is very eager to be close to you, which you will not ignore. ”

Mother Xu saw that her father not only did not understand what she meant, but turned her head to blame her, so she was quite annoyed in her words, "What does the general mean, am I not a good mother?" ”

"Madame is too worried...... I just want to hope that when Mrs. cares about Xiu'er, she can give Qing'er more care. When I usually make new clothes for Xiu'er, I don't forget Qing'er's share. ”

"The general doesn't need to say much, I know what you mean." Mother Xu was unwilling, and I don't know when she started to call herself a concubine anymore, but tried to talk to her father on an equal footing, "You just blame me for treating Xiu'er well and coldly Yuqing." But general, I learned all this from you, didn't I? ”

After that, my mother said, "I have been married to the General's Mansion for many years, and I am worthy of anyone. Even Yuqing, I didn't feel sorry for her at all. But you, general, are so interested in a picked up child, what is it for? ”

Picked up kids!

My heart was suddenly shocked, and my head was confused.

Picked up kids! Mother said...... My sister is a child who picked it up!

"Madame! You can't talk about it again, why don't you ......?"

"I'm just unwilling! General, you can be so close to a child who is not related by blood, but you don't want to care more about your own flesh and blood, you let me, how can I swallow this breath! ”

"Okay, okay, don't mention this again! In the future, I care more about Xiu'er. ”

I didn't listen to what my father and mother said next. Instead, he braved the heavy rain and returned to his own yard in despair.

Picked up children...... It turned out that my sister was a child who was picked up.

She has no blood relationship with the Murong family at all. Her current identity and status, as well as the love of her father and brother, are all for nothing.

And I'm ......

I, the real Miss of the General's Mansion, a Miss of the Princess, with a noble bloodline, is not even as good as a child without a father and a mother?

Father...... Why is that?

Thinking about this, my heart became more and more unbalanced. I hate my sister more and more.

No......

She's not a sister.

From then on, she was a stranger who had nothing to do with me!

And Murong's surname, even if it was given to her by me! Now I'm young, there's nothing I can do with her. And my father and mother hid this for a long time. But someday, someday! I'll take it with you...... Take back everything you've lost!

Whether it is the love of his father and brother, or his status in the general's mansion. I'll take it back, just as well!