“……”

There was silence on the other end of the line.

Gu Huai'an has a small group, and at the beginning of the accident, the friends around him and the small ones didn't care less, especially these people who had a good relationship, they actually cared about him at this time.

They must have wanted Gu Huai'an to be the best man no matter what others say, and hearing him say this makes them feel even more sorry for him.

After a while, one of them on the phone said:

"You come back first, when will you come back?"

Gu Huai'an smiled and said the date of going back, he must have to go back a few days in advance, so he had to go to someone's house to help or something.

Before the concert after filming, Gu Huaian had almost no work arrangements, and he was going to go home directly, he was really fed up with the "transparent" feeling of being followed everywhere he went in the capital.

He's also quite tired.

It's not a first-tier city over there, and there aren't so many paparazzi, so at least it's easier.

"Okay, then let's go back and have a drink."

After a few simple words, Gu Huaian hung up the phone.

The plane was about to take off, and the flight mode was turned off, and Gu Huaian closed his eyes to recuperate.

When I arrived at the crew, it was already afternoon, there was no scene of Gu Huai'an today, they were filming a dinner scene, Sister Xilin and the other two actresses were about to vomit when they ate rice noodles in the kitchen, and there was a little actress NG several times, which made Xilin feel helpless.

"Coming back?"

When it was finally finished, it was already evening, and Xilin saw Gu Huai'an, the old 6, leaning against the door, so she went over and called him to take a walk with her.

After eating so much, you have to digest and digest it, although my sister doesn't care much about her mouth, but if she eats too much, she will get fat.

Gu Huai'an nodded and followed, as the sun set, the orange-red sunlight was on the stone road of Yunxi Village, and the path that was incomparably smooth by passers-by occasionally reflected the light, which was really a bit dazzling.

Occasionally, you can meet local villagers, and they will greet Celine, which is enough to see how well-known an actor Celine is.

To be honest, Gu Huaian doesn't like to stay here very much, so he should leave immediately after the finale, not only because he got married, but also because of ......

Walking on the road here, you can think of the days when "Crystal Love Season" was recorded, Shang Zhuoyan, and Pei Jingshu.

And now, the funny thing is that Gu Huai'an actually cut off any contact with them.

One can't be contacted, and the other can't.

There is only Sister Xilin, who is always by his side.

"Haven't eaten yet?"

As she walked, Celine suddenly asked.

"Hmm."

Gu Huai'an nodded, he always can't remember to eat recently, and he is always easy to forget to eat when others don't ask.

"Let's go, I'll take you to a famous local rice noodle."

Xi Lin smiled, and actually pulled Gu Huai'an to a nearby car rental store to rent an open-top to eat rice noodles.

She definitely didn't eat it, she ate it in the afternoon, mainly because she wanted Gu Huaian to eat.

And what made Gu Huaian a little helpless was that the store that Sister Xilin was looking for turned out to be ......

It was the house where he took Pei Jingshu to eat early in the morning.

"Sister Cirlene, did you do it intentionally or accidentally?"

Gu Huai'an was a little helpless and asked with a wry smile.

"Ah...... Yes? ”

Xi Lin still showed an unknown look at the time, and later listened to Gu Huai'an's explanation before she smiled helplessly and said:

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay......"

Gu Huaian shook his head, he was really a little hungry, so he ordered a bowl of rice noodles in the red soup casserole that he had eaten, and took a can of Coke.

He sat there eating, while Sister Xilin sat opposite and watched, everything was quite normal, but I don't know why, Gu Huai'an suddenly couldn't eat while eating.

“……”

Celine didn't say anything at first, just sat there with her hands dragging her cheeks.

Today's sister wore a milky white dress, and when the orange-red sunset sun was on the skirt and her hair, it made her look very fairy.

But Gu Huai'an always subconsciously had the illusion that Pei Jingshu was sitting opposite......

Gu Huai'an still remembers the last time she ate rice noodles with Pei Jingshu here, when she wore a dark blue skinny jeans, black Martin boots, a pure white knitted top, and a dark pink knitted jacket......

Because of that illusion, Gu Huaian lowered his head to eat rice noodles, and was always embarrassed to raise his head.

It's weird and awkward......

And just when Gu Huai'an wanted to say that I would rest and eat again, Xilin suddenly asked:

"Are you sure you won't chase her back?"

At that time, Gu Huai'an paused for a moment, and subconsciously raised his head to look at Xi Lin, and he saw a little bit of ...... in his sister's eyes

Unwilling, reluctant.

But more than that, it's like watery tenderness and ...... Distressed.

To tell the truth, after Gu Huai'an broke up with Pei Jingshu, for a while, Xilin felt happy and happy, she knew that this was wrong, but she still couldn't help but think like this......

That is, Gu Huai'an returned to being single after breaking up, is it right to be with whoever he is with, is it normal?

Anyway, he has also cut off contact with Shang Zhuoyan now, so is his chance greater?

So she has always been by Gu Huai'an's side, and she will become closer and closer to him during the filming period, and now she even dares to change any clothes other than underwear in front of Gu Huai'an.

But for some reason, she could always feel it......

Gu Huai'an was not happy.

It seems that since there is no Pei Jingshu in his life, he looks really normal like he has lost his soul, how should he film, and joke with the crew and actors......

But he gives people the impression that he can't deceive people.

Therefore, even if she is reluctant to give up, Xilin still wants to make Gu Huaian happy......

“……”

Gu Huai'an was silent for a moment, Mother Jiang also asked him about such a topic, but to Sister Xilin, he didn't seem to be able to answer like that.

He just laughed, stared at his sister's exotic eyes, chuckled and said:

"I didn't expect Sister Xilin to say such a thing."

My sister pursed her lips slightly, raised a pair of round and slender jade legs, and replied very intellectually:

"People always know what belongs to them and what does not belong to them, and the twisted melon is not sweet."

“…… I'm not a melon. Gu Huaian said.

"Flutter ......"

Celine couldn't help but give him a blank look, and she said:

"I guess you're thinking right now, if Shang Zhuoyan was as empathetic as me, you wouldn't be where you are today, right?"

“……”

Gu Huaian didn't speak, just smiled, and then continued to bow his head and eat rice noodles.

Sister Xilin really knows him, her pair of Danfeng eyes seem to be able to see through Gu Huai'an's heart, Gu Huai'an rarely talks about Zhuoyan in front of her, but in fact, whether it is Pei Jingshu or Shang Zhuoyan, it is his eternal pain.

He wanted to redeem it, but now that it was, there was no room for redemption.

Equally......

He also felt that he was a little unqualified to redeem it.

Truly......

You can say that he has never done anything sorry for Pei Jingshu, and even because he insisted on the bottom line, he had a very awkward relationship with Shang Zhuoyan, but he and Shang Zhuoyan almost took that step in the end, just like that, it is irreparable.

I blame myself.

Celine shook her head and smiled, and said softly:

"No one does anything wrong in his life, the ancients said: know the mistake and change it, the good is great; The Buddha said: Put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground, you ......"

"You wait for Sister Xilin first, I've always felt that this is not fair, then a good person has to go through nine hundred and eighty-one difficulties if he wants to cultivate to become a Buddha, so the bad person will put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the spot?"

“…… You have to interrupt at this time, do you? Lift the slash? ”

"Hah...... Sorry you continue. ”

“…… You don't know how to continue. ”

Xi Lin silently held her forehead, glared at Gu Huai'an viciously, and stopped beating around the bush, and said bluntly:

"She likes you a lot, I think if it were me, I might not be able to accept that kind of thing for a while, but if you really admit your mistakes, if I want to be me, I will forgive you."

In fact, Celine didn't want to say these words, she didn't want to be a listener and a bystander, she had never been weaker than anyone else in the next competition, but emotional things didn't seem to be something that could be obtained from competition......

Letting go is also a kind of gentleness.

pushed Gu Huai'an to others, and her heart was like being cut by a knife......

When she said this, her expression seemed normal, everything was normal, like a confidant big sister going to enlighten Gu Huai'an.

Gu Huaian was just about to answer......

"Alright."

Celine stood up suddenly, and said:

"I just saw a good flower seller from over there, I want to go over and take a look, you eat first, come to me after eating."

With that, she turned to leave, and without taking a few steps, she paused again, and then turned back and said:

"Tomorrow is the last scene of the finale, that is...... The scene that was not filmed after the start-up, how do you want to shoot it. ”

After saying that, my sister turned around and walked away.

The sky is dark, the sunset is gradually disappearing into the sky, the street lights are slowly lit up, there are some tourists coming and going in the ancient city, fortunately, the location is remote, but there are not many people, and no one recognizes them.

At night, Sister Xilin's back gives people a feeling of loneliness and loneliness.

After turning her back and walking away, her tears finally flowed down her face......

It's really hard to let go.

But she never wants Gu Huai'an to be like this, never!

……

The next day was the finale scene, one of which was the kiss scene and bed scene between Gu Huaian and Xilin, that is, the scene when the film was started, which was not filmed.

At that time, the two of them had just joined the group, they were not familiar with the characters, they were not familiar with the environment, and they were only based on the plot and so on, and they couldn't be well substituted into the characters.

So at that time, the director pushed this scene to the back......

I didn't expect that this push would be pushed to the last one.

"Oh......"

When the camera was turned on, when I saw Xi Lin change into the familiar OL professional skirt, black silk, and high heels again, the audience still howled.

Compared with the last time, Gu Huai'an was not so cramped during this shooting, and his acting was also very natural.

It is worth mentioning that I don't know why, Xilin was very devoted, even if she was pressed on the bed by Gu Huai'an, she looked emotional, her pretty face was crimson, and she responded to Gu Huai'an's kiss warmly, and her two jade hands wrapped around Gu Huai'an's neck as if she wanted to squeeze him into her body.

What I know is filming, but what I don't know is really doing fake scenes......

During the filming, Gu Huaian felt some of the emotions that my sister wanted to release through this scene, which were suppressed in the depths of her heart.

He responded but didn't respond much, as to why......

It's because my hand hurts and I can't stay on the bed for too long......

Although after three or four months of recovery, there is no major problem, and there is no delay in doing anything, but I still can't do heavy work, there will be a faint feeling of pain, and it is naturally uncomfortable to support the whole body.

After the filming of this scene, Celine didn't say anything, and walked outside alone for a long time.

It's obviously a passionate kiss scene, but she gives people a rather sad feeling, and some people who watch it are a little confused.

In the afternoon of the same day, after filming the last scene, Gu Huai'an was finished, and the whole crew was also finished, the director sent flowers to several leading actors and took a group photo together, and the whole crew was quite lively.

At night......

The crew held a celebration banquet, and almost everyone was there, but they didn't see Celine.

Gu Huaian asked the staff and said that because of her work, she hurried to the airport to catch a flight after finishing in the afternoon, and was going to attend a film festival abroad.

This makes Gu Huai'an feel quite a pity, I feel that Xilin left very abruptly, and I don't know why, Gu Huai'an always has a sense of seeing goodbye this time, and I don't know when I see Sister Xilin again.

It's probably an illusion, but you should be able to see it at any time.

finished that night, because of the fact that his arm was almost good, Gu Huaian also drank some wine with the crew, but he didn't get drunk, he drank quite well, but he also drank a lot.

The next day, I slept until ten o'clock......

Fortunately, the plane was scheduled late, in the afternoon, otherwise the plane would not have been in time.

After leaving the crew and on the way to the airport, to be honest, Gu Huaian felt quite relaxed, because it seemed that the next thing was really ......

There is no work left.

It's good to collapse the house, you don't have to be busy with all kinds of work like before, he has earned enough money this year to spend in this life, sometimes Gu Huaian thinks that it seems to be good to enjoy life like this.

While waiting for the plane, Gu Huaian had nothing to do to watch the video, and swiped some news related to Pei Jingshu......

Douyin is annoying and always knows what you want to see.

After three or four months of adjustment, it seems that Pei Jingshu has recovered, and she has lost a lot of weight after returning from abroad, but her mental state seems to be much better, and she is no longer as blind as before, but faintly ......

It has restored some of the cold feeling of the former "iceberg goddess".

The hair is no longer long and straight in the past, it is still short hair as before, maybe it is indeed longer than before, and it can reach the shoulders, but it can't be compared with the previous "white moonlight black long straight".

The current Pei Jingshu gives people a feeling of "breaking off love" and "being light without love", as if she has completely come out.

Fans in the comment area are also saying:

"Sister Pei forgot about that bastard earlier!"

"My sister Pei should always be beautiful and fall in love!"

"Don't fall in love in the future!"

……

Recently, Pei Jingshu seems to have begun to return to work, and she gives everyone the feeling that she has completely come out, and she can live her life as she should, and she has completely cut off any relationship with Gu Huai'an.

As the only "victim" in the whole thing, Pei Jingshu's work and career will definitely not be affected, or the same sentence, "the face is in the country", as long as she comes back, she is still the well-known "internal entertainment face" that everyone knows.

And Gu Huai'an is miserable, under every video of "Sister Pei is beautiful", there is a Gu Huaian who is exposed on the Internet.

If the concert can't turn over in the second half of the year, it should probably not be able to turn over for many years, right?

Sometimes Gu Huai'an will think badly, if you can't be a salted fish, you can get it, a plant (a plant)!

……

The plane was delayed for more than half an hour, and it was already night when I got home, which made Gu Huaian a little helpless, there was no one at home, and I made a phone call to find out that my mother had gone to the store.

The Internet turmoil has been quite big, and it has not stopped until now, and Gu Zhun has quarreled with his classmates at school because of this, not to mention Gu's mother.

So Gu Huai'an has always said that let my mother rest with her family in the past few months, and she is not short of money anyway.

But this middle-aged woman who has been busy for most of her life has never been idle, and if you ask her to close the store and stay home, she really can't stay.

So just two months before the public opinion turmoil was not so big, Gu's mother reopened the store......

In her words, not opening a store is like we really have a weak heart.

Even if Gu Huai'an did something wrong, the family didn't have anything to do with it, right?

Truth be told, this thing ......

It seems that Gu Huai'an blames himself the most.

Since his debut, no matter what happens, no matter what kind of scolding Gu Huai'an has, it doesn't matter, but what he can't stand the most is to affect his family.

His mother has been sitting upright all her life, gentle and kind, she has never done anything hurtful, and her relatives and friends are also very good, no matter who is affected, she should not be affected by Gu Huai'an.

“……”

Sitting in the living room at home, Gu Huaian didn't say a word, he didn't even pack his luggage when he came back, he didn't pack it, he wasn't stunned, he was just thinking.

After breaking up with Pei Jingshu, he was quite depressed for the past four or five months, almost without any fighting spirit, and when he went to the company, he also had an attitude of "nothing to say" and "I don't know what to do".

Being scolded by so many people, coupled with his own self-blame, made him not want to turn over for a while, he just wanted to be a salted fish......

I don't want to chase back Pei Jingshu, I don't want to be an artist anymore, I don't want to do it anymore, I don't want to do anything anymore......

But when he returned home and saw that because of the impact he had had on the family, considering his mother's feelings, that kind of fighting spirit seemed to fill Gu Huai'an's heart again.

When the star is very glamorous, relatives, friends and neighbors at home send small ...... and so on, they will compliment you and praise you, as if being a star is a great thing.

But once something happens, this identity will also make your family members without any background become "street rats" overnight, and the little things in your family, in the corridors and at the entrance of the village, are talking everywhere, even if they don't say it to your face, they will poke you in the back.

Therefore, no matter what, even if it is for the sake of his family, Gu Huaian has to turn over this body.

As for Pei Jingshu......

Even if it can't be recovered, at least, Gu Huaian has to apologize to her.

So far, he still owes Pei Jingshu a "sorry".

Figured it out......

Motivation is coming.

……

(End of chapter)