Chapter 304: Apologies, Disgust for Integrity and Cowardly Behavior, Are They Just Abusing Each Other?
"Oh!!"
It's been more than half a year......
Goodbye Gu Huai'an.
Goodbye to the king of the music world who once went crazy in the Chinese music scene and output many high-quality songs for countless audiences at high frequency.
Goodbye to his new work, low-key return.
Many people couldn't help but get a little excited......
Seriously, there are a lot of Pei Jingshu's fans at the scene, if Gu Huaian appeared in a normal way, he would definitely be scolded to death, and there might even be that kind of ......
On the stage, some people collectively shouted "scumbag" or "get down".
It's embarrassing and life-threatening to have that kind of situation offline.
But who let Gu Huaian appear in such a low-key way in a way that no one expected?
When everyone in the venue was tortured by the little fresh meat of the men's and women's groups who shouted and screamed, when everyone recalled last year's New Year's Eve with Gu Huai'an!
He chose to wear a mask and carry an latest piece of work on his stage at this time.
You said!
How can they say those scolding words?!
It's funny......
On the Internet, since the beginning of the "breakup turmoil", Gu Huaian has been scolded and has not stopped.
In reality, wherever he is there, wherever he appears on the stage, the scene is full of joy.
This is him Gu Huai'an, a real king of music who can conquer countless audiences with his voice!
"Hoo ......"
The lens of the big screen is given to his side.
Wearing a mask, no one could see Gu Huai'an's expression, and it is worth mentioning that his hand on the piano was trembling slightly.
No one would be stupid enough to think that he was frozen, there are so many guests performing on the stage, one counts as one, almost everyone is thinner than him, and the female star has everything to show her legs!
This old 6 came up in a down jacket, you say he was shaking from the cold?
I'm afraid you're not kidding me!
This tremble......
Probably, everyone knows why.
It's because Pei Jingshu is watching below......
Offstage......
Pei Jingshu's beautiful eyes were just looking up, far away, but staring directly at Gu Huai'an.
There was no expression on that beautiful face, even though I don't know how many people had turned their attention to her at this time......
Inside, she told herself that she was going to hold on, that she wasn't going to let anyone see her weakness, that she wasn't going to cry in front of that bastard......
Absolutely not!
……
"Knock Knock ......"
The slightly sad melody was in the mood for almost everyone at the scene......
Slowly ringing.
came secretly, in order to avoid Pei Jingshu from finding out, the program team did not give Gu Huai'an the opportunity to rehearse, and even gave him a piano without even accompaniment, only he played and sang by himself.
There are no colorful lights, just him, a piano, and pure white spotlights.
The picture is so simple and monotonous......
But!
It's just this melody, but it seems to drag people into a burst of memories.
It gives people the feeling of sitting by the window on a rainy day, looking out of the window, and recalling the picture of the scenery once seen.
And Gu Huai'an didn't drag on when the melody was advancing, he also opened his mouth to sing......
……
"The sky hasn't cleared for a long time......"
"I still have a smile on my face."
"I've cried ......"
"But I can't bury my guilt."
……
"Oh......"
Many people already got goosebumps the moment he opened his mouth.
This is not only because they haven't seen Gu Huai'an for too long, but also because just these few words have made them find the feeling of listening to Gu Huai'an's scene.
After more than half a year, listening to Gu Huai'an's live again, it is still so admirable.
As an absolute "timbre hooligan" in the Chinese music scene, he always has the ability to attract everyone with one mouth, perhaps some people questioned his identity just now, after all, he wears a mask, but when he opens his mouth, the last bit of doubt is completely gone......
His voice is more recognizable than that face!
So far in the performance of the whole night, many groups of singers in the front have sung very rubbish with half-open mics, and Gu Huai'an is now even playing the accompaniment, let alone fully open mics.
In the state of full open mic, his voice echoes in the ears of every audience, like a kind of enjoyment.
This voice has the ability to close your eyes and listen carefully.
……
"The kite ran aground on a cloudy day......"
"Missing is still waiting, rescue ......"
"I ...... Pulling the thread ......"
"Review the tenderness you gave."
……
In many cases, it is more enjoyable to play and sing than to sing along with the accompaniment, because only the singer knows where to sing harder.
For example, Gu Huai'an, he always knows where to sing, and the keys given should be harder, and the sound will be more sonorous and powerful, and it will be more able to mobilize everyone's emotions.
Of course......
At this time, in addition to emotions, what everyone cares about is more ......
The song "Stranded" itself.
The melody of the whole song, as if the prelude gives people the feeling, surrounds a cloudy environment, rendering a sad mood, and in the melody, you can hear a thick ......
Apologetic.
Of course, this is not only in the melody, but also in the lyrics.
Some people say that you can always believe in Gu Huai'an's lyrics, in terms of "exquisiteness", he has never disappointed in all his works since his debut.
Some people write sad and bitter love songs, that is, I love you, you love me, and I am sweet...... emmOkay, it's a string of questions, it's probably very vulgar and shallow, and it can be put on the bright side, without any rhetoric and metaphors.
But you listen to Gu Huai'an's "Stranded", the sky, kites, cloudy days, stranded, miss and still waiting for rescue!
These lyrics can not only interpret that poignant feeling, but also have a strong sense of picture!
It's a vivid interpretation of the feeling of "apology" to all the people who are listening to this song, okay!
"He's ...... Do you want to apologize to Bae Jingshu? ”
Because Pei Jingshu was on the scene.
Because everyone knows the fact that they broke up.
Because it's this song sung by Gu Huai'an!
So!
At this moment, probably everyone knows what he wants to express.
……
"Lonely ...... exposed to the sidelines"
"Laugh at me and can't afford to make promises......"
"How could it be ......"
"You have forgiven me......"
……
In the whole song "Stranded", what you want to ask Gu Huaian the most is the lyrics, which are probably the words before the chorus.
It's quite vivid, and it's ironic......
He couldn't afford to give Shang Zhuoyan a promise, but he asked Pei Jingshu for forgiveness.
The main song sings apologies, and this section sings extravagant......
What about the chorus?
It is a cruel and helpless reality.
……
"I can only read the dialogue forever......"
"Read the ...... I hurt you"
"I can't forgive my ......"
"Treat me as if I am no more."
……
The chorus is like what Gu Huai'an wants to say to Pei Jingshu.
After the breakup, Gu Huaian was not sad, it was not that he didn't think about redeeming it, but he didn't have any face, and he didn't have any room to redeem it.
He remembered how much Pei Jingshu loved him, how tolerant Pei Jingshu was, and how much she was a husband and wife, especially the picture of her cooking noodles and eating their video in her apartment.
Obviously, Gu Huai'an at that time hated to give the world to her......
Every time I think of that, it makes Gu Huai'an's guilt for her deeper and deeper!
……
"I opened my eyes and looked blank......"
"Forget what you expect from me......"
"I've read the ...... of dependencies"
"I'll leave ...... soon"
……
Someone heard a ...... from Gu Huai'an's voice The feeling of crying.
Indeed, this is not a delusion, as many people feel this way.
Crying is itself a vocal singing method, but with a group of "disease-free moaning" Wang Ba alone "interpreted" it to a height that it should not have......
This way of singing has gradually become associated with "embarrassment", and gradually fewer people use it.
In Gu Huai'an's previous performances, there are probably fewer categories of bitter love songs, so almost no one has heard any form of crying in Gu Huai'an's singing.
And in this song "Stranded", someone heard a similar voice......
This is probably not Gu Huai'an's deliberate crying, but more like ......
Singing to the emotional part, I can't help but sing it.
No way......
Who made this "Stranded" too much like a true portrayal between him and Pei Jingshu!
This song is really realistic, so in line with the situation Gu Huai'an is in, in this song, you can hear a feeling of being so sorry that she doesn't even have the face to apologize, and she is even afraid that she doesn't want to listen to this song......
The last few lines of the lyrics seem to be humble......
"I didn't want to disturb you today, I just want to apologize to you, don't leave in a hurry, I'll leave after I apologize, and I'll leave soon......"
At that moment!
The moment what he wanted to say, was understood by everyone.
"Ah......h
Many people were in tears.
Many people have tears in their eyes.
I have to say that this song "Stranded" really killed a lot of people......
The turmoil that began in June and July this year has lasted for half a year, and under every video and news related to Pei Jingshu, there is a Gu Huaian who has been exposed on the Internet, and this matter is about to be played into a stalk, and everyone knows it.
On the Internet, from speculating about the reason for their breakup at the beginning, to being exposed to Gu Huai'an's scandal with Xilin and Shang Zhuoyan, to Gu Huai'an's "wall falling down and everyone pushing it", and then collapsing the house......
A lot of people don't know why!
Obviously, before Pei Jingshu's news, everything was fine!
He is the new king of the music scene who constantly outputs high-quality new works, she is the face of the internal entertainment with a shark crazy internal entertainment, they are "Pei Companion takes care of CP", they are the most enviable and matching pair of fairy couples in the entertainment industry and even the whole network!
But now, what have become of them?
Pei Jingshu was bruised all over her body, there was no light in her eyes, and even the most precious hair was cut off......
Gu Huai'an collapsed the wall of the house and everyone pushed it, and he could only stay in the marginal area when he went to the small wedding, and now he even came to participate in the New Year's Eve performance, he had to wear a mask, and he didn't even have a costume modeling!
Are they really just abusing each other?!
No!
It's their fans, it's all the people who follow and care about them!
They are like this, and the most distressed thing is the deer people!
When the glitz is gone, you will know who is the true fan!
"Come on ......"
In the crowd, a little girl cried and shouted:
"Come on, Gu Huai'an!"
Then, I don't know if there was a chain reaction, but many people shouted together......
"Come on, Gu Huai'an!"
In this song, everyone can hear what state Gu Huai'an is in the trough period, he is far from being exposed by the paparazzi on the Internet, and he is still happy to go out to eat with his friends.
He, in this relationship, is also full of apologies......
Yes, maybe he is sorry for Pei Jingshu, maybe the problem in their relationship is his reason, but in this song, it seems that everyone can hear Gu Huai'an's sincere apology.
So no matter what, if they scold Gu Huai'an, they will never be able to say it again......
"Knock Knock ......"
Gu Huai'an continued to play and sing, and some people at the scene covered their mouths to try not to fall tears, but some people were already crying.
No one expected that they had a relationship, and the most uncomfortable person who cried turned out to be the deer man.
You see?
When the very discerning director teacher gave the camera to Pei Jingshu like doing things at this time, she didn't shed tears.
No.
Even now, she doesn't.
It's just that......
Her thin lower half of her red lips will be slightly pursed.
Teeth, biting her red lip......
She also endured it very hard.
In fact, if it was her usual, she would have been unable to hold back a long time ago.
"Empathy", Pei Jingshu has never lacked this, but at this moment, her pride and her dignity make her unable to cry no matter what......
She really remembered all their "sweetness" in the past, and as the heroine of Gu Huai'an's "Stranded", she could indeed understand the guilt that Gu Huai'an wanted to express to her in this song.
But......
If you apologize, do you have to accept it?!
Does an apology mean that the things he did don't exist?!
Pei Jingshu will always remember how worried and hung up on him when the news of Gu Huai'an's car accident reached her ears that day!
I remember how she cried when she was at the airport......
She even remembered the demonic wind that blew that day!
What's more, I can't remember the conversation between him and Shang Zhuoyan when I finally rushed to the hospital where Gu Huai'an was!
No matter what, she can't accept the "deception" and "betrayal" he once had!
She will never be like the heroine in the middle, accepting the man she loves and other women.
Now Gu Huaian is apologizing, right?
What are you doing in the morning?!
If she hadn't happened to bump into her at that time, would he have planned to go down with Shang Zhuoyan behind his back?!
So what is she?!
What is she Pei Jingshu?!
Feeling sorry for him is sorry for him, but it doesn't mean that she will forgive him, these are two different things!
At this moment, Pei Jingshu could hear many people shouting for Gu Huai'an to come on, and some even shouted for Gu Huai'an to chase her back......
To be honest, she also had a few moments of soft-heartedness, but unfortunately, Gu Huai'an was only moved by fans and passers-by, and ......
Without her.
There was only sarcasm in her eyes as she looked at the man on the stage.
She even felt that Gu Huai'an was a coward, playing the piano and singing to her sideways, not daring to look at her directly, and even daring to take off the mask so far!
How?
Do you have no face to see her so much?!
Pei Jingshu wants to cry now, but instead of being moved to cry, she is angry and crying......
But no matter how she thought about it, she couldn't hold back and not let the tears flow.
"Alas......"
Looking at such a sister, Pei Ya, the agent sister next to her, sighed silently.
Pei Jingshu is too proud, she has never failed in anything she has done since she was a child, and she is also in love, but in the eyes of Gu Huai'an, the three female guests of "Crystal Love Season", she was the only one and no one else.
This made her unable to accept Gu Huai'an's "betrayal" no matter what.
But all the same......
Pei Ya also knows that her sister's "mouth is upright".
You said she really didn't plan to forgive Gu Huai'an?
Really don't want to look at him again?
Then when she knew it was him, she just stood up and walked away!
And there was no one to stop her.
If she doesn't leave, she is already a manifestation of "soft-heartedness".
When she saw it here, she already had the idea of forgiving him, and it took root in her heart.
It's just that this process of rooting and germinating is very slow, very slow.
As for whether it can be accelerated......
Then it depends on Gu Huai'an's ability.
"I opened my eyes and looked blank, forgetting what you expected of me......"
"After reading the dependency, I ...... it quickly"
Halfway through the B section chorus, I don't know if I also feel too aggrieved to wear a mask, Gu Huai'an took off the fox mask on his face at this time!
Casually, still on the side.
revealed the face that has been scolded countless times in the past six months.
At the time when that face appeared on the screen.
"Oh!!"
"Ahhh!!h
The scene directly shouted crazy!
That is, the field of about 10,000 people, and the effect of shouting nearly 100,000 people was shouted, if there is a roof in this stadium, it will definitely be overturned, okay!
And at that moment, it is undeniable that Pei Jingshu's heart trembled......
She hadn't seen Gu Huai'an for a long time, she hadn't seen him so closely for a long time, and just now she thought that his act of wearing a mask was a "cowardly act", and now, he took off the mask......
After half a year, when it comes to appearance, Gu Huai'an has hardly changed, he is not fat or thin, but his expression has changed, and he is no longer as simple and silly as before, but has become ......
It's a lot deeper.
It seems that in the past six months, he has also grown a lot.
It is worth mentioning that there are also tear stains in the corners of his eyes, which seems to be in response to the speculation of netizens just now, he is not crying, but really involuntarily in the depths......
However, before everyone could sigh at the change in him, he finally had the courage to take off his mask......
"Knock Knock ......"
With a sonorous and crisp piano sound, he sang a coherent high note in a way that was almost like a shout!
"Me! Only! Yes! ”
"Always read the dialogue!"
"Stop me from hurting you!"
"I can't forgive me, I just ask you to be me! Already! No! At! ”
"I opened my eyes and looked blank, forgetting what you expected of me!"
"After reading the dependency, I ...... it quickly"
"Leave! Open! ”
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(End of chapter)