Chapter 311: What She Did, She Returned......
Small restaurant, not too big private room, hot mutton soup is bubbling hot, because there is a range hood, so the heat will always be steaming upward, and it will not fall on the faces of any customers at all.
Mutton is warm, people who drink soup and eat meat will always become warmer, even if it is Pei Jingshu, the coldness on that delicate and pretty face has quietly dissipated a lot.
"You need to be so ...... Unbearable? ”
She no longer sits so upright, and she no longer stands at the angle of a "moral high ground" like that, looking at her as if condemning Shang Zhuoyan.
Instead, slowly, I softened my body and picked up the chopsticks......
"It's not necessary, it's a fact."
Shang Zhuoyan looked indifferent, she was really smart, in all the stories just now, she picked Gu Huai'an like picking vegetables, as if everything had nothing to do with him.
“…… Playful...... Fun......
Pei Jingshu stared at Shang Zhuoyan's eyes, with a little anger, she repeated these two words, and then asked:
"Is it fun?"
Without waiting for Shang Zhuoyan to answer, she said again:
"Isn't it fun to make a fool of me?"
She thinks that Shang Zhuoyan is just taking her for a fool, should she think that she will believe such a rough story framework?
What a joke!
How could she Shang Zhuoyan pester Gu Huai'an just because she was fun, look at what she has become today, her career has collapsed in all aspects, her popularity and reputation have been ruined, how could she be willing to take such a big risk just for a so-called ......
Playful?
"Ahh......h
Indeed, Shang Zhuoyan never thought of "fooling around" like this, her delicate face like a doll was finally no longer full of smiles and banter, but a bit of resentment as if she had been "recognized".
She pouted, put down her chopsticks, raised her jade hand, held her cheeks, stared at Pei Jingshu with a resentful expression, and said:
"I'll admit that my intentions in approaching him are not pure, but you should know the purpose very well, please, he's a genius, if he can make me a few albums, I'll make money no matter what......"
At this time, she seemed to "take off her disguise", giving Pei Jingshu the feeling that this is a mercenary woman.
In fact, in the entertainment industry, there should be such people everywhere, and the reason why Shang Zhuoyan can act so similarly is because she has seen too many such people.
And I have to say that playing a villain is really better than acting a decent one......
There are always people who say that the fish seller plays well, but in fact, is there a possibility that the role itself is very good, very brilliant, and very easy to act, and the two complement each other?
“……”
Pei Jingshu didn't refute again, but bit her red lips lightly and stared at Shang Zhuoyan silently.
To be honest, Shang Zhuoyan's reason made her helpless to refute......
Just in time, the curtain of the door shook, and a serving robot came up with the dish she had just ordered.
"Oh......"
Seeing those dishes, Zhuo Yan's eyes lit up, and she hurriedly went to serve the dishes, as if she had forgotten for a while that she was talking to Pei Jingshu just now.
She looked heartless, as if the things she was talking about today were insignificant to her.
The first time the food was served, I thought about eating first, rather than continuing to talk to Pei Jingshu first......
It wasn't until she noticed that Pei Jingshu had been staring at her that she made a "forgot" expression, said sorry, and continued in a helpless tone:
"I didn't expect to take it off, it's good, I can't mix it up in China......"
There was some voiceover in her tone, as smart as Pei Jingshu, so she naturally heard it at once.
"What do you mean?"
Pei Jingshudai frowned slightly.
"I'm leaving......"
Shang Zhuoyan picked up a piece of Dongpo meat that she had just ordered with chopsticks, and did not shy away from the fact that there was fatty meat, stuffed it into her mouth and chewed, with a satisfied face, but muttered in her mouth:
"It's no different from braised pork......
"Where?"
Pei Jingshu stared at her, it stands to reason that she shouldn't care about this issue, where is Shang Zhuoyan going, dead or alive, what does it have to do with her Pei Jingshu?!
But who made her always such a soft-hearted god?
"Go abroad."
Shang Zhuoyan picked up the barley tea and drank it, saying:
"I can't mix in domestic entertainment, I can still mix when I go abroad, I used to mix abroad, and the impact of the outside market is a little smaller."
It's just that you may be making a little less.
After all, all over the world, our country and Europe and the United States can make a little more money, not to mention the kind of projectile land in the stick country, their stars don't go abroad to the third or fourth line, many of them don't want to be grounded, but their income can only be grounded.
“……”
Pei Jingshu was silent.
At this moment, the tip of her nose was a little pantothenic, and her eyes were a little moist, she didn't understand why her empathy ability was always so strong, and she felt sorry for Shang Zhuoyan......
Even......
There will be some self-blame.
Because no matter what, Shang Zhuoyan has reached this point because of her breakup.
One of her own dynamics ruined all a person's career, forcing her to leave the country and develop in a foreign country, she is still a girl......
Can Pei Jingshu not be awkward in her heart?
Although she frantically comforted herself that Shang Zhuoyan was to blame and suffered herself, she was always a kind person......
"Why did you come to tell me this?"
Holding back the tears from flowing seems to have become a compulsory course for Pei Jingshu in the past six months, so she will not cry at this time, but she asked.
"Before leaving, I want to be a good person."
Shang Zhuoyan has been eating, and she has never stopped talking, she rarely looks at Pei Jingshu, and rarely looks at her, as if she is afraid that if she looks at her, she will break her work.
As she ate, she said to herself:
"To be honest, Pei Jingshu, I envy you, you can make a man so desperate for you, obviously you hurt him so deeply and made him live so hard in the past six months, but what he thinks in his mind is to chase you back."
The word "envy", Shang Zhuoyan is really tired, how much she wants to write it to herself recently, whether it is "Stranded", "Are You Still Afraid of Heavy Rain" or "Gentle" on New Year's Eve.
Sometimes Shang Zhuoyan feels that "Crystal Love Season" is their epitome, and she Pei Jingshu will never have to do anything, just wait there, and everything will find her door;
And she Shang Zhuoyan, what she tried her best to get, did not belong to her in the end.
It's ridiculous.
You say she's relieved?
Gave up?
And it didn't ......
It's just that it's just a helplessness forced by reality.
She doesn't want to go, but is it realistic if she doesn't go?
And now, she just wants to do something good before leaving.
No matter how low the truth of all the words she said today is, the phrase "I want to do something good when I leave" should never be questioned by anyone.
Everything today is caused by her, if it weren't for her, Gu Huai'an and Pei Jingshu would not have been able to get to where they are today, they would be very happy......
Then, as the "initiator" of everything, Shang Zhuoyan feels that she should also understand something.
In the past, she always fought hard for love, and did not hesitate to fight against the world......
Now, after going through so many things, although there is no good meat on her injured body, she still wants the person she likes to live well.
She often thinks of the sentence "I don't want to be an artist anymore" when she said in "Hello Life Partner", and this sentence is the same now......
She thought, if she is not an artist, her work is not affected so much without contract restrictions, and she doesn't have to go abroad, is it really possible to stay by Gu Huai'an's side?
Either way, that's no longer realistic.
Recently, Shang Zhuoyan likes to think about things as little as possible, because the more she thinks about it, the more bitter she feels.
Life is bitter enough, so she should try to be as sweet as possible.
"Forgive him."
I don't know if it's too much to eat, Shang Zhuoyan put down her chopsticks, gently rubbed her delicate jade hands, looked at the cruise ship outside the window, and said:
"This kind of good man is rare to see in the ages, dedicated, single-minded, still a straight man, has a psychological cleanliness fetish, has a very positive outlook, is very delicate, always wants to be worthy of everyone, and is very talented, and can control his lower body......"
She was talking, in no order, like thinking of something and saying something, but she didn't know what was going on, and she felt a little sour in her heart when she said it.
What she didn't expect was that Pei Jingshu actually stretched out her hand and handed her a few tissues when she came back to her senses.
"Give...... Why are you giving me tissues? ”
Shang Zhuoyan was stunned for a moment, and asked stupidly.
I saw Pei Jingshu pointing to her cheek, and when Shang Zhuoyan raised her hand to touch it, she found that she didn't know when, her tears actually slid down her cheeks.
And she didn't feel anything at all, she didn't feel it at all!
"Oops...... Why are you in tears......"
Shang Zhuoyan grinned, took the tissue to wipe it, and continued to make a "don't care" and "don't care" look.
Just a few tears, she wiped them for a long time, probably because she felt ashamed and didn't dare to look up.
Pei Jingshu's nose tip was pantothenic, and she also wanted to cry......
She was thinking about how many times Shang Zhuoyan cried and how many tears she shed, so that when she cried, she didn't even notice that others reminded her.
Is it numbness?
She didn't understand Shang Zhuoyan, nor did she sympathize with her, because she hurt herself very badly.
But Pei Jingshu is always so kind, and her empathy is always so full......
She could completely feel that the woman in front of her didn't seem to like Gu Huai'an less than herself.
"Alright, I've said everything I need to say."
is not an actor, but Shang Zhuoyan controlled her tears very well, although she wiped it for a long time, her eyes did not show how red she was when she wiped it.
As she spoke, she stood up gently, the pure white dress she was wearing today was somewhat similar to the outfit of the "maid" in the anime, there was a milk bag on her chest, Xiong Da Xiong Er was shining, but there were a few drops of oil on it, she always hated to be careless, and no one paid attention to her......
The big watery eyes looked at Pei Jingshu, and Shang Zhuoyan said:
"Let's go, I still have an appointment, you eat slowly, I know you don't want to see me, anyway, it should be difficult for you to see me in the future, I wish you happiness, oh yes, I also wish you a successful concert."
When she said this, she smiled quite happily.
As she spoke, she put her pink coat on her body, and when she was done, she should have left.
And from beginning to end, Pei Jingshu just sat there, looking at Shang Zhuoyan, trying to find some loopholes in her delicate face like a doll......
Unfortunately, it was not found in the end.
She always felt a little distressed in her eyes when she looked at Shang Zhuoyan, this girl was very cute, but she was always miserable......
In the past six months, their lives have not been easy, but in the final analysis, she and Gu Huaian are not irretrievable, just like now, both of them can still hold concerts and mix in this internal entertainment.
And Shang Zhuoyan had to leave the country because of those things.
Although she is to blame, as the only person who did not end well, she is still very distressed out of humanitarianism.
Pei Jingshu was so proud that she wanted to give Shang Zhuoyan a hug at this time, but she couldn't do it.
I could only watch her go.
And that's when it ......
"Oh, one more thing......"
Shang Zhuoyan, who had already opened the curtain and was about to leave, suddenly paused.
She came back and said:
"Before I leave, I will definitely meet with him, I will tell you in advance, but don't worry, it's just a goodbye, I definitely won't do anything out of the ordinary, otherwise I won't tell you."
She playfully winked at Pei Jingshu, and stretched out her delicate jade hand to make a "wink" movement, and finished speaking......
She walked away in style.
Although she is quite distressing, in Pei Jingshu's place, she has always maintained her dignity, even if she said that she would meet Gu Huaian again in the end, it was not like asking for her consent, but more like a "notice".
It seems that even if Pei Jingshu disagrees, she will go to see Gu Huai'an.
And the reason why she left in a bit of a hurry and didn't wait for Pei Jingshu to answer was just because she felt that the fact that she wanted to see him didn't match the character she created today.
If it's really just fun, why do you want to see him one last time before leaving?
Pei Jingshu didn't chase her, and she didn't plan to prevent them from meeting, if she didn't let them, they wouldn't necessarily not meet.
She just sat there, thinking about what Shang Zhuoyan had just said......
Obviously, Shang Zhuoyan wants to take all the responsibility on herself, even if she can't believe a lot of what she said, because she has portrayed herself too lowly......
But the role Gu Huai'an played in it was completely like the Gu Huai'an that Pei Jingshu knew.
Therefore, she couldn't help but think, did Gu Huai'an really stick to it all the time before she slowly fell?
She didn't know......
But she had to admire Shang Zhuoyan.
Everything this woman said at noon today planted a seed of Gu Huai'an's "innocence" in her heart, so that when she thought about their affairs again, she would always subconsciously think about it, blaming Shang Zhuoyan, Gu Huaian just didn't know how to refuse.
She is always a person who can't have a thorn in her heart, she wants to forgive Gu Huai'an many times, but when she thinks of what she heard and saw in the hospital, and thinks of the matter between him and Shang Zhuoyan, she can't cross this threshold no matter what.
So she always needed an explanation, always needed someone to help her pull this thorn out......
And Shang Zhuoyan is smart when she is smart, she knows that Pei Jingshu has this thorn, and she also knows how she should pull it out.
At the time of pulling, although she portrayed herself as very vulgar, she at least retained her dignity.
In the end, she used her departure to fulfill everyone.
Truly......
She is responsible for all the troubles, and she is the one who does the evils.
So now, she is using her own departure to redeem everything.
Responsibility......
Morality......
What do you owe......
These should all be borne by her Shang Zhuoyan.
So in fact, even if Shang Zhuoyan asks Pei Jingshu for consent, Pei Jingshu should acquiesce to her to see Gu Huai'an for the last time.
She, after all, is worth it.
……
"Wuhu~"
Shang Zhuoyan, who returned to the car, looked very relaxed, funny to say, his career collapsed completely, and he was scolded like a sieve, he used to walk on the street because he was afraid that people would recognize him and cause onlookers, but now he walked on the street because he was afraid that people would recognize him and be scolded, and he lived like a rat crossing the street......
But recently, Shang Zhuoyan seems to be in a very good state, she doesn't cry or make trouble, she can eat and sleep, and she wants to go out to eat delicious when she has nothing to do......
"Solved?"
The agent Han Li was also in the car, and the reason why she accompanied Shang Zhuoyan was that she was afraid that she would be beaten by Pei Jingshu and her staff.
If Shang Zhuoyan hadn't insisted on going alone, she would definitely have followed......
"Resolved successfully!"
Shang Zhuoyan grinned and said:
"Let's go to the shopping mall in front, and my friends from abroad asked me to bring them a few beautiful clothes."
Han Li didn't say anything, just looked at her distressedly, and then took her for a whole afternoon, until the evening, and until late at night.
She complained about Shang Zhuoyan many times, Shang Zhuoyan said that she was bringing clothes to foreign friends, but she tried them on by herself, and bought many of her own models, obviously looking for an excuse to buy clothes for herself.
Shang Zhuoyan insisted that it was for foreign friends, and Han Li bluntly pointed out that you really think that everyone has your three measurements, be careful that buying clothes back is humiliating to them, you just returned to foreign countries to have a good relationship with the people around you......
"Oh, I know, I know, I know......"
Shang Zhuoyan was impatient to hear it.
When she returned to the hotel in the evening, Han Li had to leave because of work, so she could only send her downstairs to the hotel.
Shang Zhuoyan is the artist with the best conditions she has ever bred, she can sing and dance, both her appearance and voice are impeccable, she has a good personality and high emotional intelligence, and her popularity in the industry is even better......
If it is a benchmark, in her heart, even Pei Jingshu, who is known as the "god of internal entertainment", cannot compare with Shang Zhuoyan.
But such a female star who was supposed to shine was chopped up by the word "love".
Ruined ......
Everything is ruined.
Gu Huai'an missed her for life!
……
(End of chapter)