Chapter 387: Remembering the Old: I hope you're doing well, well!
"Yes."
can't say that he is relieved, but Gu Huaian can now smile and say to Shang Zhuoyan that he misses her.
It's really simple to say these two words, and it's not difficult at all.
In the dark alley, Gu Huai'an hadn't walked out yet, and was standing in the shadow of the corner; Shang Zhuoyan stood under the street lamp, maybe the light of the street lamp was not bright, but it illuminated her hair, face, and even her clothes.
At this time, they seemed to be in two worlds of light and darkness.
Light, in this snowy night, it seems to have a shape.
"Really?"
Shang Zhuoyan pouted, looking disbelieving.
"Of course it's true." Gu Huai'an replied as a matter of course.
"Would you be the one to answer so crisply, so quickly?"
Shang Zhuoyan looked suspicious, although she hadn't seen her for three years, it seemed that there had never been any sense of distance between her and Gu Huai'an.
Gu Huaian still regrets that he didn't bring a camera today, if he had a camera, he should be able to take quite good photos......
“…… How indecisive am I in your eyes?! ”
Gu Huaian couldn't help but roll his eyes.
"Poof......
Shang Zhuoyanyu lightly covered her red lips with her hand and giggled......
It seems that there is a relatively large flow of people in front of her, and Shang Zhuoyan's footsteps have not moved much, although standing here, a lot of snowflakes have fallen on her body, but she is still not in a hurry to leave......
Just pull the hat on his coat to cover his head, so as not to become a "snowman".
It seems to cherish the last moment......
"If you don't want to go, let's find a place to sit for a while."
Gu Huai'an obviously understood her thoughts, she was a person, her heart was written on her face, and her anger and depression were obvious.
Such an "empathetic" Gu Huai'an made Shang Zhuoyan feel a little relieved, in the past three years, this stinky straight man has also changed a lot......
"Forget it, there are quite a lot of people nearby, and it's not good to be photographed."
The hat was given to Gu Huai'an, and there was no hat to cover it, but if it was just a mask, it would be easy to be recognized.
And Shang Zhuoyan still enjoys the feeling of walking in the snow......
Getting drenched in snow is different from drenching in rain, and it won't make you wet in the end.
"Why don't you send me back, I live not far from here, and I walk for more than an hour......
She pointed to a place where there were few people and told Gu Huai'an.
“…… You can't walk far for more than an hour? ”
The corner of Gu Huai'an's mouth twitched......
"If you walk for an hour, it's almost five or six kilometers, and you dare to say far from a person who exercises a lot?"
Shang Zhuoyan's face was full of disgust.
"Okay, listen to you."
Gu Huai'an nodded helplessly, and walked out of the shadow of the alley very obediently.
The two of them walked on the snowy street, the street here is actually quite crowded, but it is said that the monitoring does not understand the illegal catch, and the one who catches smoking is accurate.
There was some uphill road ahead, and it was easy to be a little slippery when it snowed, so Gu Huaian subconsciously grabbed Shang Zhuoyan's wrist......
"Be careful."
Shang Zhuoyan glanced back at Gu Huai'an, snickered, and walked cautiously, then asked Gu Huai'an:
"I remember you sang me a song when we were separated that day, and I only listened to the first half of it......"
Gu Huai'an couldn't help but laugh after hearing this, and said:
"Thank you for remembering......"
He remembered that Shang Zhuoyan was so anxious that he didn't finish singing, obviously that song belonged to the type of healing in the second half of the first half, but she didn't want to listen to the second half.
"It's a pity you didn't bring a guitar......"
Shang Zhuoyan pouted, it was always difficult to go back to the hotel with Gu Huai'an now, and she didn't have any musical instruments there.
"It's okay......"
Gu Huaian took out his mobile phone very understandingly, and said while opening the music software:
"I have an accompaniment on my phone."
"Really?"
Shang Zhuoyan's eyes lit up, and she said......
The song "Shanshan", for more than three years, Gu Huaian has not released it, and she thought that Gu Huaian had forgotten this song.
It doesn't seem to be, it's quite important for him to take this song......
"Knock Knock ......"
After a while, the accompaniment sounded.
At this time, it was already very late, and walking on this kind of street where there were not many people, I could occasionally see one or two people, but it was not appropriate to sing loudly, but fortunately, Shang Zhuoyan had Bluetooth headphones.
"Give you a ......"
took out two Bluetooth headsets from the earphone compartment wrapped in pink silicone skin, handed one to Gu Huai'an, and wore one herself......
In the earphones, there was a sound of successful connection.
At that moment, she was slightly stunned, because her phone's Bluetooth had been turned off.
In other words, Gu Huai'an's mobile phone was automatically connected to her Bluetooth ......
This is not an uncommon thing, after all, when she was in Chongqing three years ago, when she went back that night, her mobile phone ran out of battery, and Gu Huai'an's mobile phone was used to call.
But......
It's been three years!
He hasn't changed his phone for three years?
“…… Do you want to live a long life, I don't know, I think you're poor, why haven't you changed your phone? ”
She couldn't help but complain about Gu Huai'an.
Although he knows that he takes the "down-to-earth" route, it will not be used for three years with one hand!
Three years!
She's changed five or six......
Basically, she bought a new model when it looked interesting, she always spends money lavishly, after all, no matter what period she Shang Zhuoyan is in, even in the period when the whole network is abused, she has never been short of money.
Gu Huai'an has become so popular in the past few years, don't tell me that you kid doesn't have the money to change to a "far ahead"!
Faced with this, Gu Huaian just shrugged his shoulders and said calmly:
"Now I don't play games anymore, I can use it, and if I change it, I have to transfer data, which is troublesome."
Libra Gu Huai'an is a little afraid of trouble, and not only that, but there is also a ......
He's a little nostalgic.
"Humph! Pei Jingshu is incompetent......"
Shang Zhuoyan pouted and unceremoniously accused Pei Jingshu and said:
"Then when I see my boyfriend's old phone, I will buy it as a gift for you, do you still need to be taught? It's really ......."
"She's pretty busy...... too"
Gu Huai'an didn't forget to help Pei Jingshu defend herself, Shang Zhuoyan looked at him like this, and suddenly asked with some amusement:
"You two don't usually give each other gifts, do you?"
“emmm……”
Gu Huaian didn't know how to answer for a while.
"I guessed it!"
Shang Zhuoyan suddenly felt a little proud, Gu Huai'an thought that she was going to say bad things about Pei Jingshu again, who knew that she actually giggled and said:
"You're really, a boy, just give a gift to a girl if you're fine, you give it, and people remember to return the gift......"
What she said made people feel a little distressed, she seemed to be very relaxed, but there was a touch of sadness in the depths of her eyes.
Gu Huaian smiled helplessly, didn't answer again, the Bluetooth connection of the headset was good, he played the accompaniment of "Shanshan", and sang while walking......
That is, three years ago, they were impatient and didn't have time to listen to "Shanshan......
Three years ago, Shang Zhuoyan always didn't like this kind of song, I remember that I was in the city where Gu Huai'an's house was located during the Chinese New Year, and when I secretly left, I listened to a song "The Name Engraved in My Heart" in the taxi, and she cried like a tearful person......
also because she didn't like to listen to such songs, she didn't even let Gu Huaian finish singing the second half of "Shanshan", which was obviously written by her.
In the past few years, when she occasionally thinks back on this incident, she will actually regret it a little, because if she didn't listen at the time, she may not have a chance later......
Listening to Gu Huai'an singing, somehow, it was easy to think of the past......
……
"Shanshan, let's put down the phone ......"
"Tonight, let it be left out in the cold......"
"Admit that we didn't live to be ......"
"What does social networking look like......"
"The more lively you are, the sadder you are, right?"
"The more free and easy, the more you can't let go of ......"
"Adult emotions are always the opposite, and they express ...... in reverse"
"If you want to cry, you can cry, and you have to smile tomorrow!"
……
Shang Zhuoyan feels a little honored at the moment, after all, Gu Huai'an is now a star, but even a star with an attendance rate of more than 99% on foreign tours, but at this time, she sings alone, how can she not be honored?
The snow had been falling for a while, and when Gu Huai'an and the others went to eat, it had already begun to fall, and it was quite heavy, and after a few hours, a thick layer of snow had accumulated on the streets.
Walking on it with your shoes on, you can hear a "creaking" sound......
At this time, there are many sounds in their ears, the sound of the wind, the sound of stepping on snow......
But more, it's Gu Huai'an's singing.
Shang Zhuoyan's pair of headphones was divided into two, the left ear was given to herself, and the right ear was given to Gu Huai'an, one ear of each played accompaniment, and the other ear heard Gu Huai'an's voice.
The sound of snow, wind, and music all come together is truly amazing.
……
"If you feel tired while walking, stop walking......"
"I'm busy, I'm busy, I'm lost, just be quiet......"
"A prosperous building will not collapse ......"
"Everyone, three meals and one night, will have a home."
……
As Gu Huai'an said, in the first half of this song, he stabbed Shang Zhuoyan's chest one by one, and the person who was pierced was painful and distressed.
And in the second half, it seems to heal that kind of pain, giving a slap and a sweet date, which makes the sweet date appear even sweeter and sweeter.
For a moment, Shang Zhuoyan thought, if she had listened to the second half of this song at that time, would it be possible that she would not have left at that time?
Who knows......
……
"Love, love, always have someone to teach us to grow up......"
"It's better to think about happiness than to be sad......"
"The flower that is called happiness blooms late, and the person who planted it ......"
"Humility learns ......"
"Powerful."
……
Gu Huai'an walked beside Shang Zhuoyan, his hand was in the pocket of his down jacket, he always seemed to like this action very much, so his hands were always warm in winter.
Shang Zhuoyan's hands were cold, don't ask Gu Huai'an how she knew, because she quietly put her hand into Gu Huai'an's pocket, as if to keep warm.
Under the reflection of the street lamps, the snowflakes are inexplicably romantic, and they sing while walking, which is really like the picture in a Korean drama.
At this time, Shang Zhuoyan couldn't help but think, what would have happened if she hadn't left at that time?
Will there be a future with Gu Huai'an?
Not necessarily......
But judging by his attitude towards her at the time, the story would definitely not end like this.
But in any case, if she stays, the so-called "future" is not like what she wants.
And what she wants, maybe Gu Huai'an can't give it to her in this life.
At that time, she said on "Hello Life Partner", "I don't want to be a star", and even now she still thinks the same......
If they are not celebrities and public figures, then even if Gu Huaian breaks up with Pei Jingshu and is with Shang Zhuoyan again, there will be no big consequences, it is nothing more than a personal emotional problem, and no one will accuse them.
Unfortunately, there are no ifs.
The current result is really the best.
She made Gu Huaian an an irresponsible person, took all the responsibilities herself, ended everything, and exchanged it for three stable years for all of them.
Without her, Gu Huai'an's life is really good, and her career and relationship are skyrocketing.
She is indeed using her own practical actions to vividly interpret the signature sentence in her circle of friends:
"Everything, as long as you think it's worth it."
……
"Shanshan, have you slept well lately?"
"Listen, this song ......"
"Go to sleep."
……
Two people holding hands, singing and walking.
When I walked to Shang Zhuoyan's residence, it was almost eleven o'clock in the evening......
The location where she lives is not remote, it is a single-family house on a small hill, the view and lighting are good, and the sunrise and sunset can be seen from the floor-to-ceiling windows upstairs.
There are even garages in this place where every inch of land is expensive, just like the place where those chaebols lived when Gu Huaian used to watch Korean dramas.
In any case, he can be regarded as an internationally renowned big-name artist, and he is not bad in terms of food, housing and transportation.
"It's been a long time since I've been back."
Shang Zhuoyan smiled bitterly, Gu Huai'an was a little strange when she heard it, how could she, as an artist, not come back for a long time.
However, he didn't ask much, just took out two tickets from his pocket and handed them to Shang Zhuoyan......
These two tickets must be his concert tickets tomorrow in Seoul, three years ago, on the eve of his first concert, Shang Zhuoyan left, and did not catch up with his first concert, and the tickets left for her were also given to her three teammates in China at that time.
Now, now that she has come to Shouer and met in person, Gu Huaian has no reason not to invite her to a concert.
"Oh, I forgot ......"
Shang Zhuoyan couldn't help laughing, and then took the ticket handed by Gu Huai'an without any twist.
"Come on tomorrow, I'll watch you from the audience."
She just happened to have time to come recently, isn't it the end of the year, she has been busy for a year, either to go home for the New Year, or to take her family over, in short, the traditional festivals of the Chinese people still have to be passed.
Family, reunion.
"Ding-dong-ding-dong......"
At this time, Gu Huai'an's mobile phone rang.
It's late, tomorrow's concert, although the time is in the evening, but there is no room for mistakes, Gu Huai'an went out alone, and he didn't report to the staff to say what to do, someone would definitely look for him.
Gu Huaian glanced at it, and replied casually with a few words, saying that he was going back soon......
And Shang Zhuoyan, who noticed this, seemed to be a little relieved, the news came just right, and it also saved her from finding a reason not to let Gu Huai'an go up and sit.
"Okay, I won't invite you to go up and sit, it's late, go back early."
She faced Gu Huai'an, and at the moment of separation, she was not as relaxed as she thought.
Gu Huaian was not sure whether to meet her or not, in fact, there was also a reason because he was afraid of seeing her again, separating again, and being sad again.
"Hoo ......"
Gu Huai'an took a deep breath, and then stepped forward and hugged Shang Zhuoyan.
He was tall, so when he hugged Shang Zhuoyan, he hugged some places below his shoulders, and Shang Zhuoyan could just raise his hand to wrap around his abdomen.
Her body is still so fragrant, not only the smell of perfume, but also the inexplicable smell of milk, not only Pei Jingshu has matured in the past three years, she also has some, even the physique of the two brothers Xiong Daxiong is changing.
"Gone."
After hugging, it's time to separate, Gu Huai'an looks free, he doesn't look back, he waves his hands and leaves, and he pretends to be cool......
In other words, their meeting and separation don't seem to be very romantic, not like the pictures in idol dramas.
For example, when they met, she almost couldn't breathe when he hooked Shang Zhuoyan's neck, or when he left, he waved his hand and left......
It was a downhill slope, I don't know why there was so little snow here, and Gu Huai'an walked quite smoothly.
"Hey, Gu Huai'an......"
It was Shang Zhuoyan, who shouted Gu Huai'an from behind.
When Gu Huai'an turned around, he had already walked some distance downhill, so at this time, his position was a little low, while Shang Zhuoyan was high......
"What?"
Gu Huai'an thought that she was going to invite herself to go up and sit down.
However, Shang Zhuoyan only grinned a few times, and then said:
"I have a few words I want to say to you......"
“?”
Gu Huai'an gave her a puzzled look.
The snow is getting smaller and smaller.
Shang Zhuoyan took off her hat, and her jet-black hair was stained with some white snowflakes, which matched the scarf around her neck.
Maybe it was because of reluctance, a little sparkle flashed in her big watery eyes, but her pretty face like a doll was full of smiles.
"Hoo ......"
saw Shang Zhuoyan take a deep breath, and then said with a smile as much as possible:
"Gu Huai'an, I have never regretted everything between us, although we may not be able to be together anymore, although you may never be able to give me what I want, but ......"
"But I still want you to be doing well......"
"Good."
There are not many flowery words in her language, but they are full of sincerity, such as the word "very good", she shouted twice.
At this moment, she reminded Gu Huaian of the warm and sincere girl who confessed to him with a red loud voice when "Crystal Love Season" ended in Yunnan......
Over the years......
So much has happened......
Everyone felt that she should be a different person.
But she hasn't changed.
Even if there is no longer each other in their world in the future, they will all have to live well!
……
(End of chapter)