…… There are no eunuchs, and it is not that there are no more.

Yesterday, I went to work during the day to fish, wrote more than 1,000 words on my mobile phone, and wrote and deleted it when I got home from work.

Then I went out to eat again, and came back at nine o'clock, but as soon as I turned on the computer and looked at the codeword interface, my mind was blank.

The next plot is the sword world, the battle of the road, and some group scenes.

But I just don't know how to write wonderful, at least I have to write to my satisfaction, but the result is that the more I write, the more irritable I become, and I force myself to write hundreds of words, and when I look back, I don't know what I wrote at all.

Then it was written and written and deleted again.

I don't know why, it's basically been like this lately, and the more anxious I am, the more I can't write.

Then I want to adjust my mentality, and when I don't have an idea, I go to read books, watch movies, and find inspiration.

But when I think of not changing it today, I will keep remembering it in my heart, and then I will start to be anxious again, and it will be repeated, a vicious circle......

In the end, the successful cycle reached twelve o'clock.,It's a new day.,It's a break today.,Just just don't care.,Adjust the state first.,And then make up for it.。

Then I've been reading books, reading the works of the rankings, watching the works of the gods, and I even took the time to watch a movie halfway, and my mood began to slowly calm down.

Then, after thinking about it carefully, I also found out some reasons.

One is a matter of time.

Part-time codeword,Sometimes it's really too late.,Plus I haven't been able to keep the manuscript.,Sometimes something unexpected happens.,Like overtime or something.,It's too late to change on time.,There will be anxiety.。

Worried about the instability of the update and being scolded, worried about affecting the results, plus the long-term work during the day, the afternoon and evening code words, the mental aspect is indeed a little tired, and then it will affect the efficiency of the code words.

The second is the problem of the plot.

Nearly 1.7 million words, the plot of Shenzhou has entered the final stage, and it is indeed a little difficult to write.

In the last month or so, not only the update, but also the plot, are a little unsatisfactory, which I can see myself, and I have been remedy, but it has never met expectations, so I can only write according to my own ideas.

But when I think about it tonight, I figure it out.

After all, I have no experience in writing long stories, there will always be various problems, and in the past few months, I have written very smoothly and coolly, with very few carvings and the like, and my grades have been steadily rising.

This book has been able to get to this point, and I'm satisfied.

Next, I don't bother with grades or anything, I just want to finish the story I set, at least so that I can accumulate some experience.

I really like to write this kind of long story, including myself, and I also like to read millions of words of long stories, watching the protagonist go through all kinds of adventures and dilemmas from the beginning, and finally slowly grow.

It's the same process as when I wrote my book.

I'm probably in the middle of now, when the protagonist has just stepped into the novice village.

Before, it was because I was too demanding of myself and couldn't meet my expectations, so I was prone to anxiety.

Next, the requirements are lowered, and I don't think about anything else, and I will finish writing this long story first, no matter how many people are left to read it in the end, no matter what the grades are, first finish the book according to my initial setting.

Saying this, it is not to sympathize, nor to find a reason not to update, but to explain the situation to everyone, and it is also a summary of myself.

Today's weekend off, I was going to write today's in advance last night, and then I had a break today, but before I knew it, I sat until four o'clock.

Now the whole person is in a state of emptiness, nothing is thought, and the anxiety is gone.

But I'm afraid that I can't continue to stay up at this point, so I should sleep first and take care of my spirits, so that I won't be sleepy during the day.

Yesterday's update, I'll make it up today.

This book has been written since February 15th, nearly 1.7 million words, and it has never been interrupted for no reason, and I have never asked for leave more than three times a month, and I have made up for it all after I took leave.

It's just that there was no update last night, and it really wasn't written.

Let's just take a leave of absence yesterday.

I took one day off before this month, plus yesterday, for a total of two days.

If I'm in good shape during the day today, I'll write an extra chapter as compensation.

Well...... The main thing is to make me feel better, otherwise I will feel ashamed and guilty if I keep remembering......

That's it for now, if you wake up early today, you will change a chapter at 12 o'clock, and if you wake up late, you will wait for 6 o'clock in the afternoon to change together.

If you don't go anywhere today, you will put your home code word.