Chapter 638: Those Losses in Life

When Su Wen woke up from his coma, his body had been covered with a thick layer of snow quilt, the oil-paper umbrella in his hand had long been buried deep in the snow, and the guqin under his feet had been broken into two pieces.

But the snow had stopped, and the sky had already dawned.

Su Wen's eyes still seemed to be a little confused, and he got up from the snowdrift, feeling a splitting headache, as if he had experienced a hangover last night.

He just stood in the snow and looked around blankly, but suddenly a lament echoed in his ears.

"I would like to say goodbye to you. ”

In an instant, Su Wen's eyes regained clarity, and he blurted out: "Qing Bing!"

The oil-paper umbrella is still there, the guqin is still there, and he is there, but she is gone.

There seemed to be her dancing figure in the air, and the faint fragrance of her hair still flowed in his ears, but there was no longer that shadow around him.

Without saying a word, Su Wen ignited the talent in his body, followed the last memory in his mind, and rushed away in the direction that Ning Qingbing left last night.

Su Wen's short cry continued to echo in the mountains, startling a flock of chickadees in the treetops to flee in all directions.

"Green Ice...... Qingbing ......!"

One hour, two hours......

Su Wen searched the entire mountain col and the entire holy city, and almost dug the entire Afang Palace three feet into the ground, but he never saw her.

It's been a whole night.

If she wanted to leave, where could he find it?

The literati looked at the rare panic on Su Wen's face, and they were a little surprised for a while, thinking that something terrible had happened, or that the demon army had already arrived in the city.

For Su Wen. Ning Qingbing's disappearance is a very big deal.

Why did she leave? Where did she go? Her body was still so weak. The wounds on his body have not healed yet, how far can he go?

Su Wen couldn't think of an answer. So he could only move around like a headless fly.

Finally, he returned to the top of the mountain where he had been with her the previous night.

He picked up a handful of snow and rubbed it on his face vigorously, trying to calm himself down, because he couldn't find it if he searched aimlessly.

"What the hell is going on? Think about it...... Think about it......"

Su Wen just sat in the snow, holding his head, and began to think carefully about what happened yesterday.

The most important thing was the last sentence that Ning Qingbing said to him.

That's not a goodbye. It's a farewell.

"I would like to say goodbye to you. ”

In the original text of "The Evil", this last sentence should be: Dare to be with the king.

Two sentences, the difference between two words, but the meaning is very different.

In addition, why did he suddenly faint? It is definitely because he is too tired, or haggard, thinking that when he was in the Demon Domain of Southern Xinjiang, he ran day and night for more than half a month in the face of the pursuit of all the demon clans. Nor did that happen!

So, is it ......

It was only at this time that Su Wen finally grasped the crux of the problem, and he immediately sank his mind into the sea of Wen. Look inside what is going on in your body.

Really.

He was poisoned.

To be precise, it wasn't a poison, but something like a requiem. Drugs with a mandatory sleep aid.

Then, as Su Wen, who is in the position of medicine. How could it be so easy to fall for this ecstasy?

Only the people he is closest to and most trusted. It is possible.

For example, the half bowl of uneaten ravioli.

Thinking of this, Su Wen did not feel a sadness of being betrayed, but instead breathed a long sigh of relief.

Because this at least shows that Ning Qingbing wanted to leave by herself, not kidnapped by others, and did not suffer any coercion.

Now the question becomes, why did she leave without saying goodbye?

If combined with the sentence "I am willing to be with you", the most likely answer is that Su Wen did something sorry for Ning Qingbing, and the other party was determined to cut off relations with him.

Judging from Ning Qingbing's table yesterday, this is not the case at all.

Her gaze at him was full of tenderness and affection.

Every word she said to him was filled with incomparable love and strong reluctance.

So why did she choose to leave?

Su Wen frowned, and sat in the snow for half an hour, but he couldn't find the most critical key.

Then he simply lay down, looking up at the gray sky, feeling the coldness around him, and suddenly felt as if a piece of his heart had been gouged out.

He finally felt an indescribable sadness.

He finally realized that he had lost her.

A similar situation was felt when Su Wenyu was in the Lost Swamp Trial, facing Liu Zide's mutilated corpse, and when he was holding Wang Yangming's stiff body in the Temple of Light.

But it's never been so strong.

He didn't know where she was, he didn't know why she was leaving, he didn't know if she was alive or dead, he didn't know what kind of pain she was suffering......

He didn't know anything.

Just last night, she was still by his side, laughing with him, joking together, reminiscing about the past together, and looking forward to the future together, why did everything change overnight?

Su Wen closed his eyes slightly, as if he could still see Ning Qingbing dancing in front of him.

It turned out that it was the last dance.

She looked at her with such affection, and the smile on her lips was so pitiful, but why did she leave herself?

After the dust settled, looking back at yesterday's past, Su Wen finally understood many things he didn't understand.

For example, she insisted on dancing for herself.

For example, she wants to have a good appointment with herself.

For example, she looked so happy when she received the sheepskin jacket......

Wait a minute!

Su Wen sat up suddenly, the sadness in his eyes quietly disappeared, and was replaced by a glimmer of hope in his eyes.

Then, following the position he remembered, he began to dig hard in the snow.

The thick snow was lifted from the ground by Su Wen, and soon he could see the color of the soil below, which was frozen as hard as stone.

Su Wen was silent and dug the snow on the ground for more than half an hour, until the snow in a radius of dozens of feet was cleared, and then he stopped his madness.

Then a slight smile slowly lifted into the corners of his mouth, identifying something very important.

She didn't leave because she didn't love him.

Because she took away the sheepskin jacket that Su Wen gave her.

This answer was very important to Su Wen, and even suppressed the sadness in his heart, because he believed that no matter why she left or where she went, as long as she still loved him, then one day, he would find her.

That's enough.

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PS: After thinking about it, I finally gave Ning Qingbing such an ending, leaving the last hope in Su Wen's heart, and it can be regarded as the best explanation for friends who like Ning Qingbing, as Mo Yu said in the book review area, as long as you remember her, as long as you think she is still alive, then, she will never die. (To be continued......)