Changning stared at Liu Yunxiang, and there was clearly resentment in her eyes, as if she had robbed her man.

"The rock at the bottom of the cliff was hanging in the air, and he was badly wounded, so I tied him to my back and climbed up step by step with only a rope. At that moment, I tied my life to him, and where were you then? Not long after, he lost his memory, we got along day and night for half a year, mutual affection, and then someone chased and killed, I in order to save him, I led away those killers alone. I saved him again, where were you then? He returned to Daeung, he tried his best to protect you, but what did you do for him. You are his wife, but you are not worthy. ”

Liu Yunxiang sneered, "You saved him, he is grateful to you, but when it comes to feelings, it's just your wishful thinking." As for how we are, you, an outsider, are not qualified to say anything at all. Also, please leave the palace as soon as possible, for the simple reason that this is my home and I don't welcome you. ”

After speaking, Liu Yunxiang turned around and left with a calm face.

Changning said those words, Liu Yunxiang only felt ridiculous and didn't care. The problem between her and Yan Twilight is not the problem of the others, but the problem of the two of them themselves.

At dinner, the two children were not very interested.

"What's wrong?" Liu Yunxiang asked them.

Xingyi raised his head, stretched his little face, and asked, "Mother, Daddy is sick, why don't you take care of him?" ”

Liu Yunxiang was stunned for a moment, and then rubbed Xingyi's hair, "My mother has been busy recently." ”

"But Daddy is sick, very sick, can't he put other things aside?"

Liu Yunxiang couldn't explain to her daughter, so she had to coax: "Then my mother will take care of my father tomorrow, okay?" ”

"Not tonight?"

"Huh?"

"Because there are other aunts in Daddy's house, we don't like her to take care of Daddy." Yan'er said for Xingyi.

The little girl's family is more sensitive than Yan'er, and she is busy with this sentence: "Daddy doesn't like her to take care of it, she sent water, and Daddy hurriedly caught it himself, she wanted to feed it to her mouth, and Daddy pushed it away." ”

Liu Yunxiang smiled, "Yes, if he really doesn't like anyone, he can send people away with a word, and it doesn't seem that he doesn't like it." ”

After eating, the two children urged her to go to Yan Dusk's courtyard.

Liu Yunxiang had no choice, so she had to go out first, sat in the garden for a while, and estimated that the two children had already slept before she went back.

The two children were in the East House, and she went back to the West House. The room was dark, and there was a faint dark shadow on the Luohan bed in front of the window, which startled her. Just as he was about to call someone, the black shadow spoke.

"I've been waiting for you."

Hearing this, Liu Yunxiang breathed a sigh of relief, walked to the table against the west wall and lit the candle, then turned around and came to Luohan's bed, and put the candle on the table.

She sat down on the other side of the Luohan bed and looked up at the person opposite, who was looking at herself aggrievedly at this time, his eyes were red, and he seemed to be able to see tears.

It was as if she had bullied him.

"What are you waiting for me to do?"

Yan Du became angry, "I'm dying, but where are you?" You haven't even looked at me for so many days! If I die, ...... you You probably won't be upset! ”

Liu Yunxiang shook his head, "I'll be sad, sad, but ......"

"But what?"

"But it's not worth it."

Yan Du frowned, "Liu Yunxiang, I am your husband, when I was about to die, not only did you not guard me, but you were also so indifferent. I wonder if you really loved me. ”

"And did you ever love me?"

"You actually doubt this?"

"It's not a suspicion, it's that I'm sure you don't love me, maybe not as deeply as I thought."

Yan Du glared at Liu Yunxiang, unable to believe that she would say that.

Liu Yunxiang lowered his eyes and said lightly: "In order to gain the emperor's trust, you do not hesitate to fight with your life, and if you die, it is also your choice." But at that moment, did you think about me and the two children when you were adventuring, if not, it was because we didn't have enough weight in your heart, and if so, then you were too selfish. I will indeed be sad when you die, but it is not worth it to be sad for your abandonment. ”

Yan Du frowned, "I was sure ...... at the time"

"Is it foolproof?"

“……”

Liu Yunxiang smiled, "You have taken the antidote of Xiaoyaosan, you have recovered your memory, am I right?" ”

"That man trusted Hongxuan, so I asked Hongxuan to tell him that if he wanted to keep the child in the womb of Mrs. Wuchang Hou, he had to go to the imperial tomb to confess to his ancestors. The emperor wanted this child too much, he believed Hongxuan's words, and at the same time Hongxuan recommended me to accompany him, and the emperor agreed. You know how much I hate him, if I recover my memory, I can't cooperate with him to perform any fatherly kindness and filial piety, and he is the most suspicious, so I didn't take it for a long time when I got the antidote. Along the way, I did what a son could do, serving him, taking care of him, and protecting him, but on the way back, when I really encountered danger, I hesitated, and I had no feelings for him. ”

"So you took the antidote, and your hatred for him supported you to continue acting, even at the cost of your life to win his trust."

"Yes, that's exactly what I thought at that moment."

Liu Yunxiang nodded, "Congratulations, you have succeeded." ”

The emperor only gave him a hemostatic elixir, and at that moment he completely trusted Yan Dui.

"I'm going to kill him."

"Hmm."

"You know how much I hate him."

"I know."

"I'm doing this to protect our family."

"I know that too."

"Then why are you still angry with me?"

Liu Yunxiang nodded, "You endure humiliation, you fight with your life, you have me and two children in your heart, I shouldn't be angry but should feel sorry for you." ”

Yan Du frowned, when Liu Yunxiang said this, he clearly saw that her expression became more and more indifferent.

"In case you die, I shouldn't remarry, I will support this palace and do my best to raise my two children. Every year's death day, I will go to burn paper for you, and it will be decades at a time. But when I died, I looked back on this life and only felt that it was not worth it, and that decades had been wasted. At that time, I could have reunited with you on Huangquan Road, but I didn't want to meet you again, so I would tell the children, don't mourn me and you together, one life is enough, don't live again. ”

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"It's really nonsense."

But she has indeed experienced a lifetime like this, and those decades of loneliness make her tremble when she thinks about it now.

"I'm tired, you can go back and rest."

As he spoke, Liu Yunxiang stood up.

Yan Du grabbed her, "If it was because of what I said about the fire before, I only remembered that scene at the time, and I did have a knot in my heart, but after experiencing so many things in Beijin, my knot has been untied." ”

Liu Yunxiang withdrew his hand, "Actually, I didn't find out until today that I am the one who really has a knot in my heart." And you, you may have it, otherwise you wouldn't just remember that scene. Let's be quiet and think about each other. ”

Yan Du frowned, "What do you want to think?" ”

"Think if I'm too persistent, think about our future, think about ......"

Yan Dui's expression suddenly became cold and heavy, he stood up with his chest on his back, and said angrily: "Liu Yunxiang, if you are still thinking about these things until now, then we have indeed wasted these past few years." ”