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The ballroom is one of the most colorful sights on campus. The ballroom is the birthplace of many stories. The ballroom is the place where comedy and tragedy open, but never where it closes.
The life of a college student is very monotonous, because the money in the pocket is not abundant, and if you want to make your life rich, you can't enrich it. For a girl like Liu Yiyi, that kind of monotony is even more monotonous. In the midst of this monotony, the ballroom is a place of mystery and richness. The ballroom is like an uncertain promise, with many possibilities and a space for imagination to unfold, giving it the charm of seduction. The lights of the dance hall are dim, this dim is its mood, this mood is a bit ambiguous, and the boys and girls who come to the dance hall are here for ambiguity. The boys and girls in a class, the love of classmates for a few years can't cover that enthusiasm, just because there is less ambiguity. The music in the ballroom is melodious, rapid, frenetic, lyrical, and everyone can find the rhythm they need in it. The ballroom achieves something that is not usually possible, and you can go straight to the beautiful girl you have been aiming for a long time at the moment the music starts, and ask her to dance with you with an elegant and pretentious gentlemanly demeanor. The palms and waists of these goddesses, which you can usually only admire from afar, are now being held by you. This is the introduction to the article, which, with any luck, could lead to a big book; As for the bad luck, even a short introduction is better than nothing, at least for an evocative weekend.
On weekends, the ballroom sends a mysterious message to the boys and girls. If you have lovers, you have to go to the dance hall, and if you don't have lovers, you have to go to the dance hall. There are lovers who go to the dance hall to pursue the mood, and the little lovers can't afford to go to a luxurious place, so they sit under the lights of the dance hall, walk around in the music, hug their arms tightly, and touch their bodies when others don't pay attention, and the mood is there, and there is satisfaction. This mood and satisfaction come really and affordably, and the little lovers are reluctant to give up this benefit. If you still have a few dollars left in your pocket, you will go to a roadside shop to eat a bowl of rice noodles and wontons, and if you are still satisfied, you can find a dark corner, under a tree or in a corner, and make out for a night.
If you don't have a lover, you want to go to the dance hall to try your luck, and other people's stories tell her or him that luck can be touched. The dance hall on campus is not only an entertainment venue, but also a place of storytelling. The ballroom serves this dual function, and she or he imagines that she may become the Snow White or Prince Charming of the story, and no one can resist the temptation to become the protagonist of the story. To enter the state of dancing is to enter a tacit understanding, which is a tacit understanding of both body and emotion. Usually the distance that can't be narrowed by how many turns I have made is immediately closer in this state, and if I dare not say it, I dare not ask the question, but now I have the courage to say that I am bold to ask. It's a big deal that the other party doesn't answer, and they will never be so disgusted, let alone look at each other angrily. The ballroom is an imaginary space and a social mecca for university students.
But Liu Yiyi doesn't have so many expectations and imaginations for the dance hall. Miao Xiaohui invited her to dance together, so she went, danced a few times, and was considered a dancer. It was too easy for her to start a story. Just go, once or twice, three times or five times at most, answer the boys' inquiries, and you're done. She didn't know how many times she had heard that question: "Which department?" What grade are you in? She always smiled and said, "Can you not answer?" "They don't ask. She didn't want to look for love in the ballroom at all, and under the blurred light, she didn't even see her face clearly, so she opened the door and let them in, she was not so cheap. She suspected that the boys had asked a few girls that night, and that their enthusiasm was worthless. There have also been a few bold boys who began to say that she danced well, praised her for her good figure, and even said things like "you are so attractive". She knew it was a way for them to attack, and was surprised by their audacity, but acquiesced in the compliments. Either way, it's still very comfortable to listen to. She has a boundary in her heart, she is comfortable, but she can't bite their hook because of this intoxication, if that happens, if she really achieves good things in the future, the other party may not feel too good. The love that originated from the dance hall has a kind of Pingshui meeting, and it is not sacred, who is not touching?
Miao Xiaohui said that Liu Yiyi was biased against the dance hall, and she was biased. Last summer, when she went to dance, a boy put his arm around her and talked as his fingers gently slid up and down her waist. She began to think that she was too sensitive and didn't say anything, and the boy thought she acquiesced, and groped even more. It was so obvious that she immediately shook off his hand and without explaining, turned and left. Because of this incident, she didn't go dancing for several weekends, but then Miao Xiaohui dragged her hard, and she really had nowhere to go on the weekend, so she went to the dance hall again. It's a free world anyway, and no one can force you. With this certainty, Liu Yiyi is calm.
Liu Yiyi regards love as very sacred, too sacred, which makes her give up a lot of possible opportunities. She had thought about it over and over again. A girl, because she has too many expectations and too much sustenance, she can't help but think about it over and over again. She saw herself clearly, she couldn't be a big person, and she no longer wanted to be a big person, and she was very satisfied with having a peaceful prospect, and this prospect depended on the success or failure of love. Liu Yiyi feels that the meaning of love is different for women and men, after all, women and men are not the same people, let alone an ordinary woman.
Later, Wen Ya's incident made Liu Yiyi more vigilant about the story that originated in the dance hall. Wen Ya's boyfriend's surname is Han, and she herself began to call him a green-headed fly, and the people in the dormitory followed suit. Later, she became serious with him, and others were unhappy to call her like this again, so everyone shouldn't call her in front of her, but she was used to calling it, and she still screamed like that behind her back, referred to as "green head". They met at the ballroom at the end of last semester. Originally, Wen Ya didn't want to be serious, but she just said a few more words when dancing, and she also wanted to enjoy the enthusiasm of the opposite sex, so the green head stung up. The green head sat in their dormitory for more than an hour, talking endlessly, and he didn't care if Wen Ya was lukewarm or not. Liu Yiyi didn't understand, how could a man be so cheap, and he didn't have a good impression. Seeing that everyone was uncomfortable, Wen Ya had no choice but to take him out, and when she came back, she still called him "green head". When everyone accepted this title, Wen Ya confessed to him again. This surprised Liu Yiyi, this is also called love, and the game is taken seriously? Miao Xiaohui has a wide range of contacts, and went to the Department of Finance to inquire about the news, it was a character who saw who to bite, and he was already famous, so he told Wen Ya. Wen Ya said at the time that she wanted to cut him off, but she still couldn't help his perseverance, and gave in and said, "As long as he doesn't bite others in the future, it's fine." Liu Yiyi can't figure it out, Wen Ya is also a high-spirited person, how can she accept him? She expressed this meaning implicitly, Wen Ya said: "In the future, there will be a man who will blow you up in your ears all day long and praise you, what can you do if you are fluttering?" Liu Yiyi couldn't figure it out, this "fluttering and fluttering" can also be a reason for love?
One evening, Liu Yiyi went for a walk on the side of the mountain, walking along a path, suddenly looked up, saw Wen Ya in front, and saw her sitting on the green head's lap, and his hands came over from behind and wrapped around her waist. Liu Yiyi was very embarrassed, feeling embarrassed to go back, so she lowered her head and walked forward. Thinking that Wen Ya had already seen her, she would stand up and pass with a smile. Wen Ya took the initiative to greet her when she walked by, but she still sat there and didn't move, and the green head also looked at her and smiled. Liu Yiyi also squeezed a smile and walked over. She didn't expect Wen Ya to be so generous. This little episode made her feel that the world was quietly changing, becoming more and more incomprehensible, and that those unspoken reasons were being challenged.
This evening, the green head came to the dormitory again, and Wen Ya ignored it lightly. He kept making his eyes look at Wen Ya to go out and talk, and Wen Ya pretended not to see it. Liu Yiyi felt that she was a superfluous person, so she said: "I'm going to study by myself, Xiaohui is still waiting for me." "Grab your bag and leave. Wen Ya said, "Yiyi, I haven't finished talking to you yet." Liu Yiyi stopped, I don't know what she didn't finish, looked at her face, understood, and sat down again. The green head has excellent toughness, is not impatient or impatient, says irrelevant words, and has the bearing to accompany him to the end. Wen Ya didn't look at him, he talked to Liu Yiyi, starting from which classes she took, talking about her hairstyle, and asking her what brand of skin cream she used, and what kind of skin her skin was suitable for, she was very expert. Wen Ya said: "Yiyi, I'll go to the next five, and I'll come." "I pulled the toilet paper and went out, and I didn't look back. The green head was not in a hurry or impatient, and talked to Liu Yiyi. Liu Yiyi coped with it first, kept looking at the door, looking forward to Wen Ya's quick return, and as she talked, she actually said that she was on the road, and felt that he was not so annoying. Liu Yiyi was a little thirsty, licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, and he immediately said, "Do you drink water?" I got up and went to pour water, but I knew which one Liu Yiyi's teacup was. Liu Yiyi was surprised: "This guy is so careful." After talking for a long time, Miao Xiaohui came in and said, "You didn't go to self-study today?" Only then did Liu Yiyi know that she had already gone to self-study, and remembered that Wen Ya had never returned. The greenhead politely took his leave. Miao Xiaohui said: "What about Wen Ya? He wants to bite you again! Liu Yiyi said: "He didn't bite me, and he didn't say anything else." Wen Ya never returned, so I lost a night. Miao Xiaohui said: "Like a mosquito biting blood and a fly biting a maggot bite?" Wen Ya had already ignored him. Liu Yiyi was a little flustered, and said as if she had done something wrong: "I didn't say anything else to him, and he didn't say anything else to me." Actually, he wasn't like a mosquito or a fly, he didn't say anything else. Miao Xiaohui said: "That's people's ability, imperceptibly." It's a piece of cake for him to get someone like you done. He is only more than one meter six at most, half a cripple, he bragged outside, and then he was five centimeters tall, and he was invincible all over the wealth. He also said, "He stinged Wenya, and went to other schools to ding, but Wenya found out, and blew the lamp and pulled out the wax." Liu Yiyi said: "If you don't tell me earlier, I will accompany him for her for so long, and she will pay me for my time." At this time, Wu An'an came back, and they stopped.
When Wenya returned to the bedroom, Liu Yiyi went to observe her, and she was still talking and laughing as usual. Liu Yiyi felt that her demeanor was a bit of a performance, hiding the pain in her heart, and thought: "She is really strong!" "I feel that as a friend, I should still give her a little comfort. Everyone went to bed, Wen Ya took the basin to the water room to wash clothes, Liu Yiyi thought, she had never washed clothes so late, this abnormal behavior was a sign of her sadness, she didn't want to talk to others. Liu Yiyi dropped the book, slipped out of bed to find a few clothes and threw them into the basin, and also went to the water room. She stood beside Wen Ya, rubbed her clothes and said, "You threw me in the water and ran to the dry shore by yourself." Wen Ya said, "If you ignore him, he will leave." You found out that I ignored him, why did you ignore him? Liu Yiyi said as if she was ashamed: "How good is that, how is it good?" Wen Ya said: "If you can't say it, then I can't help it." Liu Yiyi felt that it was really wrong for her to accompany the green head for so long tonight.
Liu Yiyi was a little angry, she left like that, she should always explain a few words to herself. Thinking that she was in a bad mood and didn't care, he said, "I admire you so much, and you stand up like this when you encounter such a thing." Unexpectedly, Wen Ya said, "What's the matter?" Liu Yiyi never imagined that she would ask herself such a rhetorical question, so she had to say: "Miao Xiaohui told me, you and him...... Let's quarrel. Since he's sorry for you, you have to figure it out. Wen Ya smiled lightly and said, "Will I still go to be sad for him?" I didn't want to be serious with him, but I was annoyed by my dedication and dedication, so I perfunctory him. Liu Yiyi saw that she was so open-minded, and she couldn't figure it out in her heart, men are tired of being attentive, and it can also be a reason for falling in love, they are all so intimate, and it's nothing to break up. Liu Yiyi said: "You are so chic." Wen Ya said: "There are some things that you have to have a normal heart and treat them with the mood of a game, otherwise you will inevitably be sad." The world comes and goes, doesn't it? You can't help if they want to change, can you? You can't help but change, right? You're going to be sad, aren't you? Is there an end to that? Liu Yiyi was very surprised when she heard this, if she also had a normal heart about this matter, then what was worth focusing on? But it was difficult for her to refute Wen Ya's words, and she said, "That's, that's." "I feel like I can't say anything.
That night, Liu Yiyi couldn't sleep for a long time, and her mind was a mess as if she had been trampled by thousands of troops. She got up gently and sat wrapped in the quilt. Looking out the window was Mulan Road, and when she looked down from the fourth floor, the outline of Mulan Road was visible under the dim street lamp, and she passed by this road several times a day, but she never noticed that it was like this at night. Occasionally, students pass by in pairs, holding hands, wrapping their arms around their waists, and climbing shoulders. There is also a pair, a boy carrying a girl, very leisurely, the two are laughing, it seems that the man's back can't move, and the woman still refuses to come down. The wind is blowing, and the breath of spring seeps in. The curtains, which were used to block the view of the boys' dormitory opposite, fluttered slightly in the wind, were opened at night. The wind rustled a book on the table.
Liu Yiyi was stunned for a while, but still remembered the phrase "normal heart". This sentence had too much impact on her, and it almost had a destructive power. Usually some classmates say that love is worthless, and Liu Yiyi knows that they are joking and hiding their cherishing of love. If a girl even looks down on love, then what hope does she have in life? But today, Wen Ya said it seriously, and she was a little unstable. She thought about whether she should also be chic, game, dance hall or anywhere, grab a surface and give it a try, it's good, if it's not good, it's not like that, think so much? For a long time, she had waited for that feeling of being shocked and heart-to-heart, and she didn't feel that she didn't want to start, that it was too disrespectful to herself. Now she thought, is it necessary to be so serious? Can't you be chic? The thoughts flashed through her mind like countless flies flying in a house, and she felt disgusted. I don't have any ideals, I don't have any beliefs, love is an ideal and a belief. If you give up this ideal belief, your life will really be in the air! Thinking like this, she felt ashamed that she had that kind of game mentality, and her heart gradually calmed down in shame. There were no more figures moving around on Mulan Road, and the wind was still blowing, rustling the book. Liu Yiyi suddenly felt that the rustling sound of this spring night was the sound of time and history being gently turned over. As a result, the rustling sound has a thrilling meaning.