After taking the English level 4 exam, Liu Yiyi breathed a sigh of relief. After dinner, she felt a little strange in her heart, and she didn't care about it at first, planning to go to karaoke with Miao Xiaohui to sing as planned. Gradually, that strange feeling turned into a kind of anxiety, as if in some nameless mysterious corner of the body, a source of energy was released and gathered in the chest. Clearly aware of this, she was taken aback, and immediately thought that there might be something wrong with English level 4, and the test was not as good as she expected. She wanted to calm down and recall the questions she had taken in the afternoon, but her heart was like grass growing in a mess. After recalling a few topics with Wu An'an, he was still not at ease, and he was not at ease with Miao Xiaohui, and he was not wrong, so he was relieved. But this anxiety did not relieve, but became heavier and heavier, forming a noticeable depression in the chest. This inexplicable feeling has never been felt before, and when she went to seriously analyze what was going on again, she suddenly understood that she didn't want to sing at all, but wanted to see Xia Weikai. Knowing this, she felt ashamed, and even hated herself a little, how could she be like this to a man she had just met? She wanted to ignore the wishes in her heart, so she first found two clothes and went to the water room to scrub them slowly, then climbed on the bed to tidy up, folded the towels neatly, sat cross-legged on the bed, and saw that Miao Xiaohui was still looking in the mirror slowly, so she said, "Go early, there is no box when it's late." Miao Xiaohui still looked in the mirror slowly and said, "Those boys haven't come yet." Liu Yiyi lay down and felt the knot in her chest even more intensely, which was material, fleshy, round, with obvious edges. She didn't want to give in to this desire, so she leaned over and said to Miao Xiaohui: "Look at you in the mirror, you are so beautiful, so beautiful, so beautiful, if I were you, I would fall in love with myself, and I would not love anyone else." Miao Xiaohui said: "Are you serious? I didn't think it was that pretty, you lied to me. Liu Yiyi snickered in her heart and said, "If I were you, I would be blatantly narcissistic, justifiable, and invincible!" Miao Xiaohui took the mirror and looked left and right and said, "I don't think so, as usual, I know you are teasing me." Are you kidding me? As she spoke, she stared at Liu Yiyi and waited for her to give her reason. Liu Yiyi had to say: "I think you are very beautiful today, if I were Fan Ji, I wouldn't be able to sleep at all, and I dropped out of school and stayed by your bedside all day." Miao Xiaohui smiled and said, "I know you tease me." He also said: "Fan Ji is really not at ease, he regrets it to death." Liu Yiyi said: "What does he regret? Miao Xiaohui said: "Regret shouldn't be like that, you know, now it's up to him to guard it himself." At that time, he wanted not to be like that, he must, and he would bear the consequences, right? At this time, Wu Anan came in, and Miao Xiaohui said to Liu Yiyi: "It's getting dark." Liu Yiyi slipped out of bed and went out with Miao Xiaohui.

Singing the song, Liu Yiyi felt that it was not interesting at all, the song was boring, the classmates present were boring, and the boys were especially boring. They saw that Liu Yiyi was not interested, and asked her what was wrong with concern, and Liu Yiyi squeezed out a smile and said, "The fourth level has tested me." There was a boy who had been trying to find an opportunity to get close to her for more than half a year, and then he came over and said, "Roar and vent, and the spirit will come back." "I want to help her order a song, and I want to sing a duet with her. Liu Yiyi felt annoyed, and reluctantly smiled and said, "My throat is uncomfortable." As if to confirm it, he touched his throat again and coughed dryly. She looked at the male classmates in front of her one by one, and figured it out in her heart, feeling that none of them could compare with Xia Weikai in any aspect, not even Fan Ji. Fan Ji is tall and engages in sports, but Xia Weikai is also tall and engaged in sports, he is still studying science, a graduate student. The advantage is so obvious, and it is also her psychological advantage. She said to herself in her heart: "Tell the truth, seek truth from facts, there is a sentence to say, that's it." Am I biased? Absolutely not, truth be told. No wonder I studied with them for two years, and I didn't feel it at all. Thinking like this, her psychological advantage is stronger, her desire to see Xia Weikai is stronger, and her feelings are already in a state of loss of control that she is not aware of. The boy was singing "Sister, you boldly go forward", his head was deeply bowed, and he looked very engaged, glancing at her from time to time to see if she was not, as if expecting her to be moved. Liu Yiyi felt that his posture was wrong, his voice was wrong, and nothing was right. She pretended to be moved, and nodded her head twice. The boy was encouraged, his body was more exaggerated lyrical, and his eyes were a little floating, as if he were conveying a mysterious message, and this was a performance for her alone. Liu Yiyi didn't want to show any special interest, so while he was looking at the TV screen, he turned his head and leaned into Miao Xiaohui's ear to speak. After the boy finished singing, he looked at Liu Yiyi, looking lost.

Liu Yiyi finally felt that she couldn't stay any longer, and stroked her forehead with her hand. Miao Xiaohui finally noticed her special posture and asked her what's wrong? Liu Yiyi thanked her for her sensitivity and said: "Suddenly my head became dizzy, and my heart was a little depressed." Miao Xiaohui said: "It's a little boring to stay in the box for a long time. He offered to go out for a walk with her, and the boy volunteered to accompany her. This enthusiasm made Liu Yiyi feel anxious and said, "You sing, you sing." I had to sit still, for fear of ruining everyone's interest. After holding on for a while, Liu Yiyi suddenly stood up, took a step, retreated and sat down, and said to Miao Xiaohui: "You sing, I may have to go to see a doctor." And he went out. After walking a short distance, the boy caught up and said, "Where are you going, will I send you?" "It's begging. Liu Yiyi was anxious, and said almost bluntly: "Just walk around here, I really want to be quiet for a while." The boy said tenaciously, "Let me be quiet with you, okay?" Liu Yiyi sighed a few times to express irritability and said, "Ahhh He had no choice but to stand still and look at Liu Yiyi in the distance.

Walking to the intersection, Liu Yiyi stopped, not knowing which direction to go. To the right is to go back to the dormitory, and to the left is to go to Lujiang University. She instinctively turned to the left, but was it appropriate to think that she seemed so urgent? Besides, where to find him? She wondered why she hadn't thought of these questions in the box just now. Liu Yiyi regretted it, she shouldn't have come out, and now she can only go back to the dormitory. When I was about to get to the gate, I saw a tall man looking around, wasn't that Xia Weikai? Liu Yiyi walked over and said, "What are you doing here?" Xia Weikai saw Liu Yiyi and said, "You're back!" As if he took a step forward to hold her up, he stretched out his hands and lifted them into the air, "Call and say that you are not here, you are singing, I will rush over here and die, you will come back one day." I want to go in and take a look, but the aunt in the communication room refuses to die, do I look like a bad person? Liu Yiyi was moved and said, "How long have you waited?" You've just arrived, right? Xia Weikai said hurriedly: "It's been more than an hour." As he spoke, he counted the fingers of his left hand with his right hand as if he had been in his hand for more than an hour. Liu Yiyi raised her hand and said, "Stupid." I didn't understand what I was trying to say, and said, "Silly big man." ”

Xia Weikai pushed the bicycle, and Liu Yiyi followed him. Xia Weikai said: "Your campus is very lively at night. Liu Yiyi didn't make a sound, her heart seemed to be very steady, and her anxiety was obviously alleviated. She was very grateful that Xia Weikai came to find her and waited so long. She thought that when she needed him the most, he actually needed her the most, and even ran to the door to wait stupidly, and she actually came out halfway and went back to the dormitory, as if some magical power had made arrangements. Is this a coincidence? Fate, fate! There is this tacit understanding only with fate, and there can be no other explanation than fate. Xia Weikai said: "Do you like to be lively? Without waiting for an answer, he said, "I don't like it very much." Liu Yiyi said: "That's up to you." Xia Weikai stepped on the bicycle and nodded with one foot: "Come up." ”

Xia Weikai rode along the river, and Liu Yiyi said, "Where are you going?" Xia Weikai said: "Over there, there are a lot of people here." Liu Yiyi said: "People are afraid of something, but they don't be thieves." Xia Weikai said: "There are too many people to be lively. When he reached the edge of a wood, he parked the car and, naturally, led her inside, saying, "Be careful of falling." Liu Yiyi felt very warm, and she had someone to care for. She suddenly realized something again and said, "I'm not going to fall." He tried hard to pull her hand back, but he squeezed her hand tighter. Liu Yiyi felt that he didn't have such a big right now, but since he exercised it, she accepted it. She had a little heartbeat, which was completely different from the feeling of being grabbed by a guy when she danced.

There were some chairs in the woods, and they were sitting on a pair of lovers, and their intimate posture could be seen in the faint light, and they were as if nothing had happened when someone walked by. Liu Yiyi said: "This place is not good. Xia Weikai didn't answer, led her around, and finally found a chair. After sitting down, Liu Yiyi pulled her hand back and said, "This place is not good. Xia Weikai said: "Why is it bad? This is where a lot of stories begin. Liu Yiyi said: "It's too dark." Xia Weikai said: "It's good to be dark, is it going to the spotlight?" Liu Yiyi twisted her body and said, "Black is not good, black is not good." Xia Weikai grinned and said, "If you say it badly, that's not good." Liu Yiyi moved her body away from him and said, "I want to leave a little." But he sat still.

In the dark, Liu Yiyi couldn't see Xia Weikai's face clearly, but she smelled the breath on his body, which seemed to be sweat, but there was a kind of intoxication. The two were talking, but somehow, the topic turned to fate, and they were talking about classmates' stories for a long time, as if they had nothing to do with themselves. touched the edge several times, and was pulled away by Liu Yiyi. After going around a few times, both of them felt that they had to return to this center to bring it, and they couldn't get around it, otherwise it would be too uncomfortable. Finally, Xia Weikai said: "Don't you think I have a lot of fate with you?" Liu Yiyi felt that it was not okay to deny it, but it was definitely not good, and said: "Then I don't know what kind of fate it is." Xia Weikai immediately said: "That's the kind of thing." "I didn't say which one it was, but it was clearer than it was. Liu Yiyi wanted to ask which one it was, but it was too stupid, too hypocritical, and there was also the meaning of urging a statement, so she said vaguely: "I don't know." "I thought about the discussion for a long time, and it was all to pave the way for the future, just like a well-designed design with tacit understanding. Xia Weikai said: "You are such a smart girl and you don't know yet? Do you know I don't know, I know anyway. After a pause, he said, "I think of you as my girlfriend in my heart." Liu Yiyi's heart was beating fast, she didn't expect him to say this so quickly, she thought how many circles she would have to go around to get to this point, she said, "I don't know." Xia Weikai moved his body over, put one arm on her shoulder and said, "Do you know now?" Liu Yiyi's shoulder moved a few times, trying to shake off that arm, but she didn't shake it off, so she didn't move. After being silent like this for a while, Liu Yiyi thought that things came too suddenly, although she was willing, it was still too fast, too sudden, and the nobility of love was devalued. She shook her shoulder again, and the arm stubbornly stopped there. Liu Yiyi was afraid that he would be embarrassed, so she didn't have the courage to resist further, so she said "hate" and stopped shaking.

The moon was very bright, bright and white, like the sun in the night. The moonlight poured down from the shadows of the trees, illuminating the grass on the ground clearly. Countless insects form an endless sonata, like the harmony of various instruments, coordinated just right. Suddenly, a few birdsong leaped out of the sound, like a mournful strong, with a sense of alarm. Liu Yiyi lowered her head, looked at the leaves and grass under her feet, and finally stopped her eyes on the sneakers. She stared blankly at the shoes, which showed their face clearly in the moonlight. She imagined how a pair of men's big hands would put on their shoelaces, and how they would tie such a bow, and then pull and tie them tightly. I thought of the man in these shoes, whom I had just met, and who was now holding him. Although it was cautious and a little shy, it was still hugging after all, and the arm resting on her shoulder became more and more hot and materialistic. After being silent like this for a while, Liu Yiyi said, "It's okay, right?" Xia Weikai said: "It's still early." "The questions were very vague, and the answers were very vague. Liu Yiyi didn't know if he really didn't understand, or if he deliberately answered the question. She shook her shoulders a few times, and felt that the message was clear enough. Xia Weikai said: "Is it cold? He leaned back against her. Liu Yiyi shook her shoulders a few more times, and said even more: "You're not stupid." Xia Weikai said: "Because I'm not stupid, I'm not stupid." As he spoke, he tilted his head and pressed his face against Liu Yiyi's face. Liu Yiyi wanted to dodge, but her head was fixed by the arm that suddenly became strong. "It's still early," she said. He said, "Not early." She said, "It's early, it's early!" "There is a coquettish hatred in the refusal, but there is a promise in it. He said, "It's just not early, it's not early." His lips were on hers. She gritted her teeth and let out a muffled whining sound, leaning back. He leaned forward, almost pressing against her, the tip of his tongue arching hard, trying to open her teeth. She finally opened her mouth and tried to push his tongue back with her tongue, but he sucked it hard and sucked it up. Liu Yiyi suddenly lost the desire to resist, and said vaguely, "It's too early, it's too early", and he went.

After a long while, Liu Yiyi gasped and said, "Then let me ask you, how do you know that I live in the student dormitory and still live upstairs?" Xia Weikai said: "I didn't know. Liu Yiyi said: "You think I have a fool on my head, right? "I retold the conversation on the phone that night. Xia Weikai hummed for a while, and explained the matter in detail from beginning to end. Liu Yiyi said: "I knew that the note was not lost. Xia Weikai said: "I can find you if I really lose it, I go to the door of the library every day to wait, to the door of the four houses to wait, before the hair is gray, one day I will wait for you." Liu Yiyi was moved, leaned forward a little, Xia Weikai got this obvious signal, picked her up, put her on his lap, Liu Yiyi bent one hand on his neck and asked, "Why do you like me?" And so many good girls. Xia Weikai said: "You are so cute. Liu Yiyi hugged his body again and said, "Do you know, for a girl, cuteness is the lowest level of evaluation, pitiful, no one loves." Xia Weikai said: "Then I don't know how to say it, I have no words." That day, I saw you put your chair away after self-study, and I thought you were so cute and elegant, so I decided to follow you. After stalking you for a few days and finding out that you don't have a boyfriend, I think you're cuter. Hearing this, Liu Yiyi seemed to have received a promise, which was not empty, it was touchable, flesh and blood. She said: "To tell you the truth, today is my first kiss, I have been guarding it for several years, but I didn't expect to dedicate it to you." Xia Weikai said: "I know, I know. Liu Yiyi said, "How do you know?" Xia Weikai said: "Of course I know, anyway, I know, I can't pretend." Liu Yiyi was shocked in her heart and said, "Is there anything different?" The question was vague and gentle, yet clear and sharp. Xia Weikai paused and said, "Who knows? I don't know, I don't know. Liu Yiyi felt a little sad in her heart and wanted to ask further, but asking would only make her even more sad. She was afraid, she didn't dare to think deeply, and she didn't dare to ask deeply. Sighing, she said, "I don't know if you're a good person." This is both an attack and an evasion, saying that she landed on the ground with both feet and moved away from Xia Weikai, "I really don't know." Xia Weikai said anxiously: "Why aren't you a good person?" His hands slapped his body up and down, and he snapped, "What's wrong?" What's wrong? Liu Yiyi said: "Forget it." He raised his head to look at the shadows of the trees, looked at the moon, and thought that today's Liu Yiyi was no longer yesterday's Liu Yiyi, a little sad. Even if it's just a kiss, it's not a big deal, what is often seen on campus, but it can be regarded as an earth-shattering event for yourself, and it can be done so easily, as if you are unwilling. Look at the moon drifting behind the shadows of the trees, thinking that unless you don't come today, this thing is waiting for you, and you can't get around, it's simply everything ready and seamless. Liu Yiyi forgave herself, if you want to blame the moon, blame the moon. Then he stretched out his hands to put his arms around her, and she leaned her mouth over and said, "I don't know if you are a good person." ”