Chapter 180: Once Lost in the Sea to Water (5)
Emperor Jinghe felt a lot of pain when he heard this, and thought that Pei Lang really didn't care about me, and she didn't even care about me threatening me with power.
"Do you really hate me so much?" Emperor Jinghe's emotions were out of control at this time, and he was commensurate with me.
Seeing Emperor Jinghe like this, the queen was still indifferent, "I hated you, but now I don't hate you anymore." ”
"Why?" Emperor Jinghe heard her say that she didn't hate, and she didn't like it.
"Your Majesty, I met you when I was a girl and later married for more than 30 years. You have treated me very well, and I have treated you very well. Then you coaxed me and deceived me, so I was angry with you, hated you, and hated you. Now that I'm old, You'er has grown up, and Ananda has also married. Those resentments and hatreds don't matter, so I don't hate you anymore. The queen spoke very calmly, although countless memories appeared in front of her when she said these words, but she could no longer roll up the storm in her heart.
When Emperor Jinghe heard this, he only felt more pain in his heart.
"What you care about the most in your heart is only Zhen'er's life experience, you are annoyed that I did everything possible to let you raise Zhen'er, and I hate me even more and later wanted to make Zhen'er the prince, yes or no?"
"Yuan Jingshu, you really don't have to pretend to be so affectionate in front of me." The queen sneered, "But you're right, you told me that Yuan Zhen was the son of your savior when you fell into the infinite desert." In order to repay your kindness, you promised your benefactor to treat Yuan Zhen as a parent, and from the moment you hugged Yuan Zhen in front of me, you said that he was our lost Xiu'er and destined to be our son. I believe in you, and I consider him my own son. And it turned out to be the son of you and another woman, and if you let me not hate you, it will never be. ”
Emperor Jinghe showed a look of guilt on his face, why the queen hated him for many years and resented him, he couldn't justify. For the sake of truth, he told a big lie to her.
"But that's not what I hate you the most, what I hate most about you is that you went to great lengths to make me recognize Yuan Zhen as my own son, let him be the eldest son, and then you have to make him the crown prince." After speaking, the queen sighed again, "But now I have looked down on it, whether it is hatred or resentment, it has disappeared." I will not ask who you want to make the crown prince, you can rest assured. ”
"I want to make Yuan Zhen the crown prince, not because he is the son of that man. Rather, it is among the princes, he is the most suitable for the king, he has a strategic mind, ambitious, by him to succeed the throne, I Da'an has the opportunity to unify the world. After Emperor Jinghe finished speaking, he hurriedly said, "Peilang, it's not that I didn't think about making You'er the crown prince, it's just that he has a loose temperament and his heart is not here." Now the Da'an Dynasty is surrounded by crises, and You'er is the king, which is not the blessing of my Da'an Dynasty. If Ananda were a man, she would be wise and resourceful, and she would have acted decisively with a big heart, and if she had been a man, I would have made her the crown prince. ”
These words were thought about by Emperor Jinghe thousands of times in his heart, and he would never say them to anyone on weekdays, but now he said them to the queen in one go.
When the queen heard this, she was stunned for a while. Yuan Zhen was raised by her, and whenever she looked at Yuan Zhen over the years, she would say to herself, he was the child I raised, and his life experience was involuntary, so I should treat him well.
But the more this is the case, the more she will immediately think of his life history, and it will be like a thorn in her heart. In addition, after Yuan Zhen grew up, he acted more and more calmly, and he couldn't see him through more and more, so his mustard for him naturally became deeper.