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Don't dare to be serious, and you don't have to be serious. As long as you don't take it seriously, don't care, don't love, and swatt love to death like a fly, things will be simple. Horizontal and vertical are a lifetime, is it necessary to be so serious?

When she walked down the embankment, Liu Yiyi thought about it and felt a little more comfortable. She breathed a long sigh of relief: "A laugh in the sea, life is a dream!" Hehe laughed a few times. A middle-aged man came over with an umbrella under the embankment and asked her how to get to Lucheng University. Liu Yiyi pointed out the direction to him, but he didn't seem to understand, so she explained a few words. As she spoke, he leaned his umbrella over to shield her from the snow. This move made Liu Yiyi feel a little good, so she glanced at him more, he was a middle-aged man with a good demeanor.

The middle-aged man left, and Liu Yiyi also left. After walking a short distance, the middle-aged man turned to look at her and stopped there. Liu Yiyi looked around and was a little afraid, but she still had the courage to walk over, and when she passed the person, the down jackets of the two of them wiped and made a light sound. The middle-aged man said, "Go under the umbrella too, see the snow is so big, your hair is wet." Without waiting for her to agree, he leaned over the umbrella and walked side by side with her. Strangely, Liu Yiyi lost her sense of fear and walked in silence. The man said, "Why did you run to the river alone today, Christmas Eve?" Liu Yiyi said: "I don't know! I felt that it was too blunt, and said, "What about you, aren't you different?" The middle-aged man was silent for a while and said, "They are all frustrated people!" Liu Yiyi couldn't help but sigh lightly, and suddenly felt that this person was very smart and able to understand people. The man said, "Every man has his own troubles." Liu Yiyi suddenly had an impulse to communicate with him, and held back. At this time, when they came to the road, there were more people. Liu Yiyi said: "Lucheng University, this is it. "Ready to leave. The man said, "Don't you want to find a place to talk?" I haven't spoken to anyone in a day. Liu Yiyi felt very abrupt, looking at him, he smiled and his eyes flashed eagerly. Seeing her hesitating, he said, "Call a car, find a hotel, and have a cup of coffee." As soon as Liu Yiyi heard the word "hotel", she understood and said, "My classmates are waiting for me!" And he ran away.

In the middle of the night, Liu Yiyi lay on the bed and tossed and turned, unable to find a position to fall asleep, I really don't know how she usually fell asleep. Later, she simply gave up her efforts to fall asleep, and cruelly thought about what happened tonight, and what kind of state Xia Weikai was in now. Come to think of it, the only way out is not to be serious. As long as you don't take it seriously, don't care, don't love, things will be simple, and it will be easy, how about not for a lifetime? Miao Xiaohui said, don't torture yourself for other people's mistakes. It sounds so chic, but in fact it is so bleak, this is the only spiritual escape for women in a helpless desperate situation, otherwise what should I do? God is dead, and man will still live, and from now on, he will have to experience a suspended life. There is nothing that a person without faith should not do, and when he becomes an official, he must be corrupt, and he will definitely become bad. When a woman becomes bad, how bad can she be? In other words, even if there is one less belt, there can only be one less belt. Thinking so, Liu Yiyi remembered the man holding the umbrella, and simply went with him, so she took revenge on Xia Weikai. She regretted it a little, and at the same time she was terrified that she had such an idea.

The next day, Xia Weikai called, and Liu Yiyi wanted to scold him as originally planned, and then hung up the microphone categorically. I've imagined that resolute posture when I hung up the microphone many times in my mind. Somehow, she relented and agreed to meet him. Putting down the microphone, she was sullenly angry, and at first she seemed to be angry with Xia Weikai, but he was like a nobody! Later, I realized that I was angry with myself, why didn't I hang up the microphone as planned? Do you have any illusions about him? She was about to scold herself, as if her inspiration had been touched, and she found a reason for herself, and she must ask clearly, what is wrong with her?

Thinking like this, Liu Yiyi calmed down a lot. After class in the afternoon, I met Xia Weikai on the lawn of the library, and saw Xia Weikai's face full of sunshine as usual, I really wondered if I saw the wrong person last night, otherwise how could he? She quickly recalled the scene of the previous night, and the scene came to life vividly. After confirming it, Liu Yiyi felt confused and terrified, could it be that everyone in this world is participating in a large-scale masquerade? She stared at his face again, and he said, "How can you look at me with such strange eyes?" "Just come over and kiss her. When his lips were close to her face, she blocked it with her palm and said, "A strange smell." And he said, "Why do you have a lip mark on your face?" He pointed to his cheeks and said, "Here." Xia Weikai was taken aback and said, "No, right? Liu Yiyi said: "I can see a little bit clearly, why don't you wash it?" Xia Weikai touched his face and said, "Impossible, if there is, when will you stay." Liu Yiyi said: "My memory is so bad? His heart softened a little, and he couldn't bear to see him pretend anymore, it was too cruel, and said, "Where were you last night?" Xia Weikai said: "Last night it was really, really, I wanted to call you and go again, but they were too anxious." I'm sorry! He grinned again, "I'm sorry." Liu Yiyi said: "Xia Weikai! Who the hell are you? Xia Weikai was surprised again and said, "Men, good people, Chinese." What do you mean? Liu Yiyi said: "There are people who are acting geniuses." I was going to appreciate your acting skills again, forget it, that's enough. You tell me directly, who is she? Xia Weikai's voice softened and said, "Who is talking nonsense to you?" Liu Yiyi said: "Who? You! Which of your words is not nonsense? Xia Weikai said: "Seriously, honestly, ...... Who is she and what does she mean? Liu Yiyi said: "Say, say it, haven't said enough, say it, say it, say it." Suddenly, she couldn't hold back any longer: "Christmas Eve, little Yiren." Thinking of Ah Jian, he covered up and said, "At first, I thought it was the person in Guangzhou who was waiting for you in Xiaoyiren." ”

Xia Weikai lowered his head, raised his head for a long time and said, "I was confused for a while. Liu Yiyi said: "I'm not confused, if I'm confused, I'll think you're really confused." Smart girls will play foolish about themselves, I'm not that smart. I can't forgive you for being confused for a while, isn't that too confusing? Xia Weikai said: "It was a student from the art school, called, I said I have a girlfriend, she said try to get along for a week, forget it." I was curious, thinking that a week would soon pass, and I would fall for her. Liu Yiyi said: "So pitiful? What is the plan of a graduate student in a junior college? Xia Weikai said: "My heart is too soft, and I don't want to disappoint the people who love me." Liu Yiyi said: "Is this a real reason? Xia Weikai hesitated and said: "If you want to say the real reason, it is human nature. Liu Yiyi said: "Don't blame all mankind. Xia Weikai said: "Then it's the nature of men, okay, this is definitely the real reason." Liu Yiyi said: "It's a man again." Every time I say this, no one has anything to say, and I can only accept it as a fact. God made men in this way, what can you do with God? If that's the case, the world is so disheartening. Isn't this a terrorist world for us? I don't believe it. Liu Yiyi shook her head weakly, "I don't believe it, I have to believe it, it's not interesting to live anymore." Xia Weikai said: "Don't say it so scary. Then he sighed and said, "Alas, alas, how can I be so uncertain about my feelings?" ”

It was getting dark, there was no one around, and the court was quiet. Xia Weikai said, "Let's eat." came to take her hand, Liu Yiyi dodged away and said, "Don't eat." Xia Weikai said: "You're still angry with me!" Liu Yiyi said: "What you are saying is really what a man said, what is this, it will be over when you are angry?" Xia Weikai said: "Don't think so seriously. Liu Yiyi smiled: "Hehe, this matter is not serious, so what else is serious?" You have torn my feelings bloodily, you have dealt a heavy blow to my self-confidence, you have brutally destroyed my faith, and these three are more serious than the other. And you wasted two years of my youth, I won't say anything. Xia Weikai said: "I didn't expect you to see it so seriously." If you want to open a point, it's fine. There are some things to be calm. Liu Yiyi glared at her, her teeth chattered with anger and said, "Ordinary heart? What! I wanted to bite off a piece of meat from it, chew it up, and spit it into the spittoon! I'm a person, a person! Not a dog on the street. You patted your ass and came, patted your ass and left, no heart and no lungs, only ordinary hearts remained, and there were some sworn alliances that opened the river. If you have a heart and lungs, you can't have a normal heart! Ordinary heart, hey! This is your men's, we have no heart and no lungs and can't have a normal heart, and the consequences are on us. You are terrible to say such things! He smiled again, "Teach a woman that she should have a normal heart for the greatest sustenance in her life, is this human talk?" What is it! Xia Weikai sighed and said: "Then you think about the old society where men had seven or eight poke at home, so what should you do?" In the end, it is human nature. Liu Yiyi said: "Don't say these in the name of people, leave a little dignity for people." You go back to the old society, I don't go. And she is willing to go back to the old society with you, then she will go, I will not go. Xia Weikai said: "Let's not talk about her." Hello, she's not good. Liu Yiyi said: "This can only remind me of what you said about me from her last night." Xia Weikai said: "It's really good for you, she's not good." She is so sassy and promiscuous, no one dares to ask for it, and she is not a good person for a long time. I don't dare to look for her, such a girl who can do anything anytime, anywhere, do I still guard her every day? I just didn't stand up to temptation for a while. Liu Yiyi said: "That's just your taste, you don't want her to be noisy!" Xia Weikai said: "You see me like this? Liu Yiyi said: "Then what else do I think of you?" Xia Weikai said: "She is the water that flows back and forth, and you are the mountain that does not move." Liu Yiyi said: "Even if I am so stupid and believe your foolish nonsense, there will be an end to the flow of water?" Xia Weikai said: "This is the last time, you forgive me again, the last time." Please. These words gave Liu Yiyi a reminder, she remembered the Guangzhou girl, and her heart softened a little and hardened.

Liu Yiyi stood up from the stone bench and said, "Cold, cold." I'm leaving. Xia Weikai grabbed her sleeve and said, "I'm not done yet." Liu Yiyi said: "It's over, I don't want to say it." Xia Weikai said: "I still want to say." Is this good, you give me ten days and half a month, I will finish the matter over there, and bring a review to you. When Liu Yiyi heard that it would take ten days and half a month to get out of the trip, a burst of anger burst out in her heart and said: "Ten days and half a month is enough to be sticky for a while." A little longer, Xiao Xia Weikai will come to the world. You go, I don't care about you for a year, who am I, what qualifications do I have to care about you? Xia Weikai said: "Give it some time to turn, it's not good to turn your face and not recognize people all of a sudden." Liu Yiyi said: "You said that she is not a good thing, I think that thing in your heart is very good." It's okay to hurt me, just don't hurt her. At this time, she walked to the door of the library, and Liu Yiyi said, "Don't follow me." Xia Weikai said: "I want to follow you." Liu Yiyi said: "You go to Xiaoyiren, it's still early, it's too late to do anything." Xia Weikai said: "Don't bother me, you forced me to gamble, don't blame me for what you did." Liu Yiyi kept walking forward, and after walking for a while, she found that Xia Weikai didn't follow, and she felt a kind of loss in her heart, so she couldn't help but not look back. At the corner, she glanced over there out of the corner of her eye, and Xia Weikai was still standing in the dim light.