After the start of school, several boys in the department knew that Liu Yiyi had placed an order again, so they looked for an opportunity to approach her. Some asked her to borrow books, some invited Wenya to be a lobbyist, some waited at the door of the dormitory for an hour or two, and some made endless phone calls. Liu Yiyi couldn't even look down on it, and she was very annoyed. She felt that she had seen through it, and behind these passions was nothing more than desire, and she didn't dare to think about any sincerity. Besides, in the second semester of the senior year, the couples on campus are ending their emotional games for several years and preparing to go their separate ways. But this passion also gave her a kind of self-confidence, youth is beautiful after all, and she is also beautiful after all. Thirty years old, before that age comes, there are still eight years, and you can still fight a war of resistance.

Five days a week, Liu Yiyi hitchhiked across the river to the business department of Jiefang South Road of Galaxy Securities for an internship, and then did a graduation thesis after the internship, and then defended it, and graduated. After a month like this, one day, Liu Yiyi told herself in her heart that there was nothing left to wait for, Xia Weikai was completely fascinated by that little slut goblin and would not come back. Even if you are willing to be cheap, think very low, very low, and come to the door with low eyebrows, you will only end up with self-deprecation. Knowing this, Liu Yiyi felt relaxed, and after the relaxation, there was emptiness, boundless emptiness. Love is gone, I am still alive, and life has to go on. Miao Xiaohui said: "If you change your current state, he is not the only man in the world." Liu Yiyi cheered up and said, "Good, good!" Miao Xiaohui invited her to dance on the weekend, and she agreed.

On the dance floor, she met a Ph.D. in finance, and he began to invite her to dance a song saying, "It feels good." The two kept jumping, and Miao Xiaohui didn't come to look for her. After the first half, it was disco next, and the doctor said, "It's too noisy." So they went out and stood there talking. Miao Xiaohui came over and said, "Don't jump Di? He glanced at the doctor a few times, winked at Liu Yiyi a few more times, and went in reflexively. At the start of the second half, the Doctor said, "Are you still jumping?" Liu Yiyi was afraid that he would say something like taking her to supper, so she immediately said, "Jump." "It's in again. Dr. Bian said, "I have a question for you." Liu Yiyi thought: "Is it coming so soon?" The mouth said, "You ask." The doctor said, "Why are you dancing by yourself in your senior year?" Liu Yiyi pretended not to understand and said, "I came with my classmates!" The doctor smiled and said, "I think you're so simple. Liu Yiyi said, "Really? I don't know, I don't know at all. The doctor said, "I'm asking why don't you come with your boyfriend?" Liu Yiyi said: "I don't have a boyfriend." The doctor said, "Why, it's so weird, they're all seniors." Liu Yiyi said: "Are there any good men in this world?" The doctor said, "How do you know if there isn't?" Liu Yiyi thought for a while and said, "What they said, I don't know, what my classmates said." The doctor said, "You haven't experienced it, how do you know?" Liu Yiyi said: "I don't know, I don't know at all, they all said it." The doctor smiled again and said, "I think you're so simple. Liu Yiyi said: "You're laughing at me, right?" I never left school when I was this big, unlike you. The doctor said, "Who laughs at you?" That's good, that's good. ”

The last song is the slow fourth "All the Way Safe", the doctor still wants to dance, Liu Yiyi saw Miao Xiaohui walking out, so she said, "I'm going to find a classmate." What the doctor wanted to say, Liu Yiyi had already turned around and left. Seeing Liu Yiyi, Miao Xiaohui said: "I deliberately left early to give you a chance, what are you doing here?" Liu Yiyi said: "Hmph, you think that when I meet a man, it is an opportunity." And he said, "It's a doctor, I don't feel it." Miao Xiaohui said: "Be realistic, don't always feel the feeling, can the doctor eat as food, can you feel like you can eat?" And he said, "What if you feel it?" Liu Yiyi said: "People who have feelings are too dangerous. God just doesn't make people comfortable. Miao Xiaohui said: "I think he may have feelings for you, and he always pesters you." Liu Yiyi said: "He's a little stupid. He actually said that I was very simple. Miao Xiaohui said: "Even Yiyi has participated in the performance this year, don't expect any girl who can't perform." Men don't get too complacent. Liu Yiyi said: "I feel that I have become bad, I would not have done this to others before." Miao Xiaohui said: "What kind of bad is this?" It's not bad at all, and you still want to mix in this yang world? And he said, "If you don't feel it, you can't do it." I saw you dancing with him all night, and I thought you were feeling up. ”

Liu Yiyi didn't think about it for a week. Another weekend is coming, Miao Xiaohui disappeared early, Liu Yiyi thought, where are she and Manager Xue chic. Liu Yiyi went to play with her fellow countrymen, but she didn't find it, and when she returned to the dormitory, there was no one. Sitting under the lamp, Liu Yiyi felt uncomfortable. In the past two years, she has become accustomed to the life of Xia Weikai, she needs to care, coquettish, and snort, she needs to show her body language to the fullest, and she needs someone to carefully ask about her various troubles and become a dustbin for her mood. Now, suddenly, all of a sudden, there are none. Are girls stupid? Girls are not stupid. If a girl is not stupid, why do they all do stupid things as if they are blind? Because she had no choice. Liu Yiyi now has a very clear understanding of the state of things, no matter what, you can't stop dealing with all them because of resentment, right, what can you do? When the resentment calmed down, when the waiting was fruitless, she felt that she still needed a man by her side, otherwise how could she get by on such a weekend? Because of need, there are illusions, and how can you get close to him without illusions? Need to find reasons for fantasy and worship for yourself. Therefore, it is impossible to seek truth from facts, and neither is it possible to be purely intellectual. The second illusion began to sprout at the time of the first shattering, like a wild goose, staring at the sky for a long, long time in the field, and suddenly, fluttering its wings and flying high. Because there is a need for love, there is love. A woman, when she is not in a desperate situation, she will not deny love, because, for her, to deny love is to deny herself. Liu Yiyi was lonely, feeling that the experience she had gained from Xia Weikai might be too extreme, and the world had not been pessimistic to that extent. Even if you are really so pessimistic, you can only be optimistic, who is strong enough not to go to men? Because of loneliness, I can't refuse; Because of vulnerability, it is impossible to refuse; Because it is necessary, it is impossible to refuse. Retreat to the end, if a man wants to pay attention, a woman can only accept this as a fact. She remembered Zhang Ailing, isn't she smart? Can't you see the world clearly? She alerted many people, but when it was her turn, she was confused. A woman is not cheap, she has no way, she has no choice. Thinking like this, Liu Yiyi gave birth to another glimmer of hope from despair. If we want to go down the road, we cannot do without this glimmer of hope.

Just thinking about it, the phone rang, it was Song Xusheng calling, saying that he had arrived at Caida, could he meet her? Liu Yiyi said: "Why didn't you say it earlier? I'm going to go to the street with Miao Xiaohui, and you've already walked to the door of the dormitory when you call. Song Xusheng sighed and hung up. After a while, another call came. It was the boy from the next class who had been waiting for her four times at the door of the library. He was so excited that he said, "I don't think you can be in the dormitory on weekends, but you're still there!" Shall we cross the river and go shopping? Liu Yiyi agreed without thinking about it, and made an appointment to meet at the entrance of the library. Putting down the phone, Liu Yiyi felt that something was wrong, she remembered all kinds of scandals that this boy had, he had just broken up with a girl in his class, and that was already his Nth love. If you go with him, you might as well go with Xia Weikai. She immediately called, but no one answered, so she had to go to the library. The more she thought about it when she was about to arrive, the more awkward she became. I was determined not to be serious, but I just thought it was a good game, but when it came to the end, I was shaken again. I am Liu Yiyi, Liu Yiyi is not that kind of person! There are many girls with loose belts on campus, but she is Liu Yiyi! Liu Yiyi stopped, and saw the boy standing there anxiously looking at him from a distance. Liu Yiyi quickly flashed behind the tree and hidden, and turned around to the ballroom.

As soon as she sat down in the ballroom, the Doctor saw her in the dim light and ran over to invite her. Liu Yiyi remembered the events of last week. Dr. Dance said, "I knew you were coming today." Liu Yiyi laughed in her heart and said, "How do you know? The doctor said, "Of course I do." Liu Yiyi said: "I didn't plan to come." The doctor said, "You said it on purpose." Girls are like that. He smiled as he spoke, as if he was very satisfied with his cleverness. Liu Yiyi said: "You must think like this, I can't help it, no one can do it." The doctor said, "I don't have to think so, it's true!" Fact! Isn't that true? Liu Yiyi smiled. The doctor said, "You smile so sweetly, when will you show me another one when the light is good?" Liu Yiyi said: "Why are you so great, I must have a good laugh to show you?" The doctor said, "I dare not say that I am great, and I dare not say that I am not great." You'll find out later. ”

Dr. Disco cried into her ear and said, "Get out, it's too noisy." Liu Yiyi said loudly: "I can dance disco." The doctor said, "It's not good for a girl to dance this, it's good for that." The doctor said, "Don't dance this in the future, it's indecent, it's like you don't have an identity, I don't like it." Liu Yiyi pouted and said, "Who are you, if you don't jump, I won't jump?" The doctor said, "Just because you're not a person today doesn't mean you won't be tomorrow, so make a good impression of each other." Liu Yiyi said: "Then don't come next time, I'll jump once." The doctor said, "You're not going to do something I don't like." And he said, "Look at you, you are so beautiful and beautiful, you don't look like a jumping girl." Liu Yiyi said: "You are prejudiced against Bundi." What happened to Bundy? The doctor said, "No, I've seen too much." ”

As he spoke, he learned that the doctor's name was Guo Zhiming, and he was the first batch of doctors from the University of Finance and Economics. Liu Yiyi said: "What's so great about the doctor? We undergraduates are the authentic ones of the University of Finance, and if you don't believe it, everyone knows who you ask. Dr. Guo said, "Nothing remarkable? As soon as I entered the school, I was asked to sign a contract to stay in school, and promised to arrange family members for me, but unfortunately I didn't have family members, single aristocrats. Our house, a two-person apartment, with a bathroom balcony, was personally approved by Principal Ma. There is only one doctoral point in the whole school, and we are the pandas of the University of Finance! Liu Yiyi deliberately yawned and said, "Panda, if you don't jump again, I'll doze off." Saying that, the doctor went inside, and the doctor followed.