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Show oneβs true colors in the end. Liu Yiyi felt that for more than half a month, she was really blindfolded by the footcloth and blindfolded by lard, and it was not until she was poor that she saw the deadly dagger. Speaking of who Ah Pei is, he doesn't know it, and Ah Yu also saw the situation and told himself, but he still thought that he was an art director, talented and career-oriented, and walked forward with the idea of luck. In this kind of thing, how can there be a fluke? The beginning is wrong, and the next step is only more and more wrong, how can there be any luck? Liu Yiyi scolded herself in her heart for deserving it, deserving it! After scolding, I made up my mind that this one-night stand must never happen again. Passions that are born and extinguished are worthless, and they will be regretted immediately afterward. And there are all kinds of scruples in the passion, for fear of getting medicine and injections, knives and scissors, and even AIDS to kill the step, what's the point? A one-night stand also has a love, that's what men say. Pity yourself for believing this like a fool, suffering but having nowhere to complain. Liu Yiyi felt very sorry for her parents, especially her father, he was so pitiful.
After the injection, God had mercy on him, and he worried for a few days, and the time that should have come to the body came. Liu Yiyi thought that this matter was over. Who knew that a few days later, Ah Pei called again and asked, "Are you well?" "Very caring. Liu Yiyi originally wanted to scold, but after listening to his tone, she was a little soft-hearted, and said coldly: "Okay." Ah Pei said, "I'm worried about you, and you want to send medicine but you refuse to meet me." Liu Yiyi said: "Thank you for your concern." Pei said, "I really care." Liu Yiyi said: "I really thank you." A Pei said: "I always think of you in my heart these days, I can't let go, I can't forget it, I can't stop it!" Liu Yiyi's tone softened and said, "I didn't expect that I was worthy of being so concerned by others." Ah Pei said, "I'm really worried." Liu Yiyi said: "I really didn't expect it." Suddenly, he had a little hope and said, "You are so concerned about me, you can do me a favor." Pei said, "I'm really honored to have the opportunity to help you." Liu Yiyi said: "I have an invoice for the injection here, which is less than 2,000 yuan, you can help me find a place to reimburse." I still borrowed money from someone else, and I haven't paid it back yet. Ah Pei said: "This money, won't it?" Do you want to borrow this little money from others? But...... Seriously...... Do you want to find a place to report...... Shall I treat you to dinner in the evening? Liu Yiyi said: "If you don't want to, forget it." Ah Pei said, "Do you want to find a place to report...... That's a little bit of money...... Who to look for? Only to find myself. Shall I treat you to dinner in the evening? Let's discuss that issue in person, okay? There must still be a way. Liu Yiyi sneered in her heart and said, "This money, this money...... I've got something to do tonight. Pei said, "There must still be a way." What about tomorrow, tomorrow? There must still be a way. Liu Yiyi said: "There will be something tomorrow, every day." "Hung up the phone.
At this time, Ah Yu came in after washing his clothes and said, "It was Ah Pei who called, right?" Liu Yiyi said, "Yes." Ah Yu said: "I just heard others say that he is a person who can be entangled, and if he is entangled, he will shed his skin if he does not die." He didn't come to pester you, did he? Liu Yiyi said: "Didn't you call me and invite me to dinner." I'm going to the Hongmen Banquet? Ah Yu said: "Then I can rest assured, otherwise I will accidentally harm you." He is a professional gamer, and he understands the heart of a woman, and he said that you are beautiful at the beginning, do you want to hear it? Invite you to dinner, and then take you to play, and send roses, a few prongs, the whole set of procedures, like a love species, you don't get on his thief ship? Liu Yiyi wondered in her heart, could it be that Ah Yu knew about herself and Ah Pei? She said: "Ah Pei also said that he would take me to Zhangjiajie to play." Ah Yu said: "That's also the program he designed." And he said, "If you really come to those places, you will not be able to do it." Liu Yiyi's heart beat when she heard it, and she couldn't tell if Ah Yu knew those things, and said, "Why is it as if he took you there, you know everything?" The corner of Ah Yu's mouth smiled secretly and said, "You must not have taken me there, you must have taken someone else." Liu Yiyi's face was a little unnatural, and she didn't dare to say anything more. Ah Yu said as if he didn't pay attention: "These people have taken advantage of it, and their achievements are average, blowing and blowing outside." Liu Yiyi turned her face to clean up the bed and said, "Really? It's true? Ah Yu said: "But for some people, he doesn't necessarily go outside to blow, right?" It doesn't matter. Liu Yiyi's voice was so thin that she could barely hear it: "Really? It's true? Ah Yu said: "People like him, like us who are still a little serious, don't dare to mess with them, only those who have taken off a few layers of skin are not afraid to take off a few more layers of skin, broken cans, can be fearless, anyway, they don't have tomorrow, and they don't think about tomorrow." If you still have that seriousness and want to play the world, then the world doesn't play with you? No one bandaged you yet, who can you go to trouble with? Where can you go to accuse him? Liu Yiyi couldn't wait to find a place to hide, and said in a crying voice: "Really? It's true? It's true. It's true. β
With that, both of them felt closer to each other, and went to dinner together. While eating, Ah Yu said: "Yiyi, do you think you have a strong sense of dedication?" Liu Yiyi said: "It's not strong." If you want to be strong, you can't be strong, after all, it's a man's world. Be a strong woman, and you don't have such a strong will. Ah Yu said, "There is always a goal, right?" Liu Yiyi said: "I really don't know what my goal is and what I'm waiting for. Ah Yu said: "Only I know what you are waiting for, I don't say it, you say it yourself." Liu Yiyi said: "I really don't know, I never thought about becoming a company manager one day." Ah Yu said, "You are waiting for a person, a man." Liu Yiyi said: "Who? Ah Yu smiled and said, "Who are you waiting for, how do I know?" At least an idol. Liu Yiyi said: "Think about it, there is nothing to wait for as a man, I have to wait for that man." But when will such a person appear? Where would such a person be? Ah Yu said: "Men are free and liberated, they must be chic, and if they are not chic, they will be sorry for themselves." Didn't someone say that you have to be worthy of yourself when you live? This must be what the man said. Whether it's worthy of us or not, it doesn't matter. Their dashing comes at the cost of our fate. In this world, how much pain has been swallowed silently by women, in countless invisible corners. If you swallow it, the world will be peaceful, so the world will really be peaceful. Heaven - down - too - flat. It will not be until there is a woman or two who can't swallow and jumps off the building and throws herself into the river that someone will say, oh, there are two women in pain. After that, the world is peaceful again, the world is peaceful! How dark and cruel the world is, only they know it, and if they know it, they don't say it, endure it, endure it, who wants to point to their own wound and say to others, look, there is a wound here, such a deep wound! Even if it is said, after it is finished, the world is peaceful again. Heaven - down - too - flat. Who but herself would be concerned about that wound? Liu Yiyi sighed, sighed again and said, "The world is peaceful." Walking on the street and looking at the peace of the world, in fact, it is not peaceful at all. β
The two of them were silent, and they both felt each other's wounds, such deep wounds. There was a tenderness in his eyes that was born of sympathy. This sympathy, even between best friends, can only be expressed implicitly. In this age of worshipping the strong, compassion has also become a difficult and skillful thing. Finally, Ah Yu said: "There is no goal, so being a woman is the goal, and if you really achieve this goal, it is also a successful life, and it is a great success." Liu Yiyi said: "This success is not easier than being a strong woman." What era is it now? Men follow their feelings, their feelings, you think about it, you want everything in the bowl and the pot, and you don't want it. As soon as it is said that it is a man, it is this thing, and it is very wordy. You can't tell him not to be a man! The tragedy of a woman is that she yearns for love in an era of desire, she can't be unloved, she is too longing. Ah Yu said: "I have figured out love, and I don't fantasize about it." I feel threatened by time now, and yesterday I read a matchmaking advertisement in the evening newspaper, men over 38 and women under 25, register for free. This is the choice of the market! I'll be thirty in two years, what should I do? There was a sense of crisis that ended. Further back, like the withering of flowers, silent and miserable. Speaking from the heart, I would like to understand men, throughout the ages, who is not a few wives and concubines? But if we understand them, what can we do? The world is getting freer, and women are getting harder. Liu Yiyi said: "I have to think backwards now, starting from despair and moving towards hope, just like a blind person who is very happy when he has a little sense of light." In this way, there is a little hope, and there is a satisfaction. Ah Yu smiled and said, "This is also an idea. Thinking about it this way, you have to be a woman. β
When it comes to being women, both of them feel a little lighter. From clothes, hair, skincare, and fitness. Liu Yiyi said: "This woman really wants money to do it, and the salary and bonuses are all up, which is not enough." Ah Yu said: "Money is the most cost-effective in his own body, attracting an excellent man, and all of them are back." Liu Yiyi brushed her forehead and grinned and said, "You are for men, and I am dressed for myself." Ah Yu said: "! Show it to yourself! Pull! Don't mess with me. Then he said, "Yiyi, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, you are too simple, what can you do with that little money?" Wrap yourself up as a boutique. Since she is a woman, she will do it as a career and be meticulous. Being a woman is our lifelong career, and we must have professionalism. β
Being a woman is a lifelong career. Liu Yiyi seems to understand this truth, but when it comes out of Ah Yu's mouth, there is a shock. The next day, she took out all the money, bought two sets of clothes, two pairs of designer shoes, bought L'Oreal skin care products, got a fitness card, and dyed her hair golden. Look at yourself in front of the mirror, as if you don't know it. Is this yourself? She stuck out her tongue, and the person in the mirror also learned from her to stick out her tongue, and then squeezed her eyes slyly, and got a response. In this way, she was relieved, this is indeed herself, it is Liu Yiyi. The blonde Liu Yiyi is still Liu Yiyi. After watching it for a long time, she got used to her new image, and her body was much more fluttering. This new image gave her confidence and realized the meaning of packaging and listing. She stretched out her arms and twisted her body to learn the posture of the star on TV, and smiled inexplicably, her lips opened slightly, and the upper and lower pieces gently opened and closed, so pitiful and cute, as if she wanted to talk, as if she was asking, and she was calling, as if how many secrets of life were hidden in the depths of the mirror. After looking in the mirror for a few days, it's always a bit of a pity that there is no one to appreciate it. Someone needs to appreciate it, and it can't be someone like Xiao Sun. Thinking like this, she suddenly had a strange idea, why didn't she go and meet Xia Weikai? From despair to hope, Xia Weikai is not the kind of person who has no bright color. This idea just came to her, and she herself couldn't accept it, am I so spineless? But the more she tried to step on this thought, the more buoyant it became, like a lifebuoy with enough air. There are some truths, she understands that she understands, but if she understands it, there is still no way, as if the brain is not her own.
On the morning of the weekend, Liu Yiyi slowly cleaned up in front of the mirror, her hair and face were tidied up, and she tried several sets of clothes repeatedly, and finally chosen. Conditioning herself to the best of her ability, she asked herself in her heart, "What is this for?" Without answering, he went out. When he went out, he didn't seem to be his own, and he got on the bus with a ghost and went to Lucheng University. In the car, Liu Yiyi met Wu An'an, who was studying in graduate school. Wu Anan asked her where she was going, and she said, "It's okay on the weekend, go climb the foothills." Wu Anan said, "How can you be fine?" Then he pointed to a man next to him and said, "This is Xiao Peng, in the library of Caida." Liu Yiyi said: "You are so happy." He nodded at Xiao Peng. Seeing that Xiao Peng was not exciting, he said perfunctorily: "Very good, very good." After getting out of the car, Liu Yiyi thought for a long time, came up with a very appropriate reason to come here, and walked slowly in front of the graduate building, calculating in her heart that Xia Weikai should almost come out for lunch. After walking seven or eight back and forth, she saw Xia Weikai riding a small bicycle from that side to the building, and there was a girl standing on the back frame of the bicycle, holding his shoulder. Xia Weikai turned around to talk to the girl, but didn't see Liu Yiyi. Liu Yiyi quickly turned around, and the bicycle passed behind her, and the girl's crisp laughter was heard. Liu Yiyi watched them get out of the car in front of the building and go in hand in hand. Liu Yiyi is too familiar with this scene, even the bicycle is too familiar, but the person standing behind her is no longer herself, nor is she a baby, but a strange girl. This is what I should have thought of, why didn't I even think about it? Why do you always irrepressibly take your wishes as reality? Liu Yiyi didn't understand herself, and her heart was falling heavily. She said to herself that it shouldn't have been so heavy, but it was still so heavy. There is no way, I understand it, and there is still no way. Liu Yiyi suddenly felt that she was so strange.