Back in the dormitory, Liu Yiyi's heart went up and down.

At that time, if Qin Yixing hugged her and put her on his lap, the matter would be settled. He is so calm and so gentlemanly. Since she was asked to think about it, she had to think about it. It starts with why he wants to make himself think about it. Thinking of this, Liu Yiyi was a little frustrated. The atmosphere is there, you are a man, you will decide the direction, the vicissitudes of the sea, and the true character of the hero will be revealed. He kept it to himself! In Liu Yiyi's impression, men are all chased by something, and they are all in a hurry, but he is so calm. Liu Yiyi thought, you are calm, I am more calm than you, I don't have anything else, don't you have patience? Men are urging ghosts one by one, that's a man, are women also urging ghosts?

Having made up her mind, Liu Yiyi thought about it slowly, and wanted to think things through, anyway, there was time. At first, it seemed that she was trying to give herself a reason to wait, but when she thought about it deeply, she really hesitated. Liu Yiyi has experienced several men, some have a deeper relationship, some are shallow, but no matter how deep or shallow, no one has ever given her the belief of love. Manager Xue didn't, Dr. Guo didn't, and Ah Pei didn't. Only Xia Weikai gave her love, and it was her love, but she was still destroyed, so easily, in an instant, she was destroyed. This belief is more fragile than anything else, and with a single blow, it is shattered, like a classical porcelain vase, which can no longer be put together. Liu Yiyi once thought, this is fine, so that it will be free and liberated, and there is nothing that people without faith dare not do. But for more than a year, I haven't made full use of this freedom, and there is always something in my heart. This little thing is now blocking freedom again. Thinking about it, Liu Yiyi seems to understand herself, that is, speaking of which, she still has no intention of giving up! Perhaps, that bit of faith is not so fragile, and if it is knocked down, it will stand up tenaciously, like a trampled grass. Otherwise, what sustenance does a woman have for her life in this world? If so, there would be no reason to accept Qin Yixing's suggestion. I should still wait, maybe, the person who has been waiting for it will appear soon. When she had an idea, her heart was at peace.

But at night, she watched TV alone, which was calm and not calm. Perhaps, Qin Yixing is right, the silver and silver youth is passed away by the TV, it's a pity. Being idle is also idle, and accepting his suggestion does not delay anything. I am still free, I will come when I come, I will go when I go, and I will not delay anything, and I will be idle anyway. Thinking like this, Liu Yiyi was confused, what did she think? She perceives that she is attracted to this man, which is the germ of love. However, I don't want to admit that this is the prelude to love. For love, I have suffered a heavy setback, and I don't want to think about it anymore, and I don't dare to think about it anymore. When love sprouts, she also hides it, deceives herself, and finds other reasons for things. In the face of Qin Yixing, why would he be so uncompetitive? Thinking of Qin Yixing, suddenly, she herself was also unexpected, a material-like warm current swept through her body, leaving a damp trail in an inexplicable place. She felt that the trail was very clear, like a beacon light on a night plane. I tried to draw it in my mind again, and as soon as I traced a short paragraph, I lost my way. She felt so clearly that she was a person, a woman. Realizing this, Liu Yiyi was a little flustered: How can this be? Even if you want to go to him, it will only treat him as a life station, a man who is still emotional, how can this be? met with Qin Yixing a few more times, and neither of them said that question anymore. Liu Yiyi thought, did he retreat, or did he leave enough time for himself to think? She couldn't think clearly, so she simply didn't want to. After each meeting, she felt her heart move a little closer to him, and it seemed that a trend had formed that could not be reversed.

In the afternoon, the company held a general meeting of all employees, and the general manager announced a new operating mechanism, the core point of which is to link income with performance. The day that Liu Yiyi was worried about finally came. I have no relatives in Lucheng and no network, where can I go to advertise? It's not the most embarrassing thing to have less money, the most embarrassing thing is that you can't afford to lose that face. The performance is ranked last, the penultimate few, that day is really not a human life! It's too cruel, Liu Yiyi thought, it's too cruel. A woman, like herself, is satisfied to be able to stay quietly in a corner, but in such a big world, where can she find this corner? There are challenges everywhere, they are all difficult roads, and it is difficult to rush out. Grim, brutal, must be faced, there is nowhere to hide. After the meeting, Liu Yiyi went to the office, wanted to call Miao Xiaohui, spit out the bitterness in her stomach, picked up the phone, and put it down again. Even if it's such an iron friend, it's always embarrassing to show her her incompetence! She thought that there was anyone who could do her a favor and give a little business? Manager Xue? Mr. Jia? Or Ah Pei? A girl, if she wants to get a business, it is not possible not to use the identity of a girl, this is her most important resource, but it is dangerous to use, like licking blood from the knife. Not only should you be charming, you will snort, you will twist your waist, but you must also be clear-headed, not glued by the other party, and lick the blood from the knife edge! Liu Yiyi felt aggrieved, thinking about it, as soon as her nose was sore, tears flowed down. She endured it desperately, thinking to herself, what's the use of crying? Moscow doesn't believe in tears, does Lucheng believe in tears? She wanted to be strong, took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears, and the more she wiped it, the more aggrieved she became, and she simply cried out happily.

After crying, Liu Yiyi sat facing the window, feeling discouraged. Outside, there are buildings far and near, high and low, so clear in the sun, even the windows are clear. This is Lucheng. If you want to survive in Lucheng, it is not an easy task. It's not easy to live a little better. She sat down, with numb calm, and watched the scenery outside the window darken and darken, and the night came down and down.

The phone rang, it was Qin Yixing. He said, "Why not in the dormitory?" She said, "Overtime." After saying that, he shrugged his nose, a little sour, shrugged again, shrugged again, and suddenly, sobbed. Qin Yixing asked, "What's wrong?" She didn't say anything, she just cried. He asked more than ten times before she told the matter, and then said, "You can find me some business." He said, "You don't know that the TV station itself pulls advertisements?" She sniffed hard, gasped, and said, "Even you won't help, who will help me?" He said: "Speaking of which, it's not that I can't help you, but think about it, most of it has been taken by the company, and I'm so panicked!" If you want to help, I'll just help you. Liu Yiyi said: "That's not good!" He said, "It is only natural for a man to help a woman." "I asked her to go downstairs again, and he came to pick her up.

Qin Yixing still parked the car at the gate. Liu Yiyi didn't dodge, pulled the car door and got in, and at that moment saw a colleague smiling at her secretly on the steps. Along the way, Liu Yiyi was silent, thinking that behind Qin Yixing's natural righteousness, there was a natural righteousness. Without this natural righteousness, there is no such natural righteousness, which is also natural and righteous. Behind all these kinds of natural righteousness, there is a self standing. This is the reality of survival, and you can't float if you want to. When he arrived at the private room of Heyun Restaurant, Qin Yixing sat down, handed the remote control to Liu Yiyi, and snorted at the TV. Liu Yiyi put down the remote control and said, "I'm not in the mood today." The waiter poured the tea and went out, and Qin Yixing said: "There is a sentence that I shouldn't say today, but there are some things that I can't say if I don't say it." I'll just say it. As he spoke, he looked at Liu Yiyi inquiringly. Liu Yiyi nodded imperceptibly, and Qin Yixing said, "I'll tell you two things today." Be my lover, I like you. Liu Yiyi smiled slightly, silently, thinking in her heart, the word "like" is still light, is she not worthy of the word "love"? Qin Yixing said again: "You better go to graduate school, and then the undergraduate degree will not be enough." You study hard and don't worry about anything else. Liu Yiyi said: "Finished? Qin Yixing said, "It's over." Liu Yiyi said: "These two things are actually one thing, right? Qin Yixing said: "How do you understand it, that's your right." He smiled a little shyly and said, "Yiyi is not stupid." I said it a long time ago, and I shouldn't have said it today. Liu Yiyi said: "Every day I say it." He snorted in a muffled voice: "It's right." ”

Qin Yixing looked at Liu Yiyi, and a bright light was emitted in his eyes, which was both admiration and passion. He said, "Why do you look more and more beautiful?" If I make a mistake, you can't blame me. At this time, the waiter knocked on the door and came in, Qin Yixing took Liu Yiyi's hand and asked the waiter: "Do you think my wife is beautiful?" The waiter looked at Liu Yiyi, then at Qin Yixing and said, "Your girlfriend is really that beautiful." Qin Yixing said: "How do you say it's my girlfriend?" My wife. The waiter said, "No one has ever brought a wife to our private room." There's a minimum, isn't it? Occasionally, someone brought his wife to him, and his wife would drag him to eat in the hall. The waiter went out, and Liu Yiyi said, "I wasted your money." Qin Yixing said: "Although I am not the boss, this money is only a small amount of money." Liu Yiyi said: "It's a lot of money for me." A big dollar of 100 yuan, I have to make up my mind to be willing to move it, that's a lot of money. Qin Yixing smiled and said, "It's not that miserable, right?" He also said, "A man is not afraid of anything, he is afraid of not succeeding, but he is actually afraid of not having money." Women, don't be afraid of anything, I'm afraid that she is not like Liu Yiyi. Liu Yiyi said: "What you said is very true. I know you're talking nonsense, but I still love it. Women are so stupid. ”

Qin Yixing got up and pressed the door lock, and Liu Yiyi heard a soft click, which was very clear. She said, "What do you want to do?" He said, "What do you say?" He picked Liu Yiyi up and put it on his lap and kissed it. Liu Yiyi said: "I have long known that you have a conspiracy. Qin Yixing said: "Knowing the trick and falling for the trick?" Liu Yiyi said: "You don't know how stupid a woman can be." After a while, Qin Yixing's hands were also restless. Liu Yiyi fell on the sofa and obeyed, and suddenly felt that the buttons of her jeans were loosened, and said, "What do you want to do?" Qin Yixing was busy saying, "What do you say? Liu Yiyi said: "I haven't thought about it yet." Qin Yixing said: "Think about it later." Liu Yiyi also felt that her words were unreliable, so she didn't think about how she could walk into this private space with him? Liu Yiyi said: "No, this is a public place!" Qin Yixing said: "It's obviously a private space. Liu Yiyi was frightened by his audacity and said, "Don't, don't, the waiter will be here in a while." Qin Yixing said: "Not such a stupid waiter." Liu Yiyi said: "Don't, don't, we've only met a few times." Qin Yixing said: "Then how many times do you have to see each other to be affectionate?" Besides, we've known each other for more than a year. "Before we could discuss it, we got into the groove. Liu Yiyi snorted lightly and stopped talking.

After lingering on the sofa for a while, Liu Yiyi said, "You won't be disappointed in me, right?" I used to ......" Qin Yixing covered her mouth with one hand and said, "Stop!" I didn't think so. He also said, "I didn't think that there were twenty-three years old in Lucheng...... What - girls. Liu Yiyi was a little relieved, and a little aggrieved and said: "Actually, I really ......" Qin Yixing pressed her lip with one finger, Liu Yiyi took that finger in her mouth, sucked it lightly and said, "Salty." Qin Yixing moistened the napkin in the tea and handed it to Liu Yiyi and said, "Clean up the battlefield." Liu Yiyi said: "Do you love me or not?" Qin Yixing said, "Sure." Liu Yiyi said: "What is it for sure?" Qin Yixing said: "I like you." Liu Yiyi's heart sank for a moment and said, "The level of liking is too low." A woman, as long as she is not ugly enough to be old enough to be that point, men always like her. Qin Yixing said: "Then I owe you, will I say it next time?" I don't like to be pushed to take a stand. When others urge me, I can't express it. Liu Yiyi said unhappily: "God knows if you have a state?" Qin Yixing said, "Didn't I do this work with you?" Liu Yiyi said: "Does a man have to have that state to do that?" There are so many leisure places outside, so many girls, others say that there are tens of thousands of people in Lucheng, when do you want men to express their attitude? Qin Yixing said: "If a man takes money to express his position, that is also a statement." Liu Yiyi said: "What kind of state is that?" Without going on, Qin Yixing said: "Yiyi, you are prejudiced against men. Who hurt you before, you honestly confess. Liu Yiyi said: "Do you still think that you are my first love?" Qin Yixing shook his head and said, "Don't dare to think, where do you dare to think?" Today's girls, so free, where do they dare to think? Liu Yiyi said: "Men have to think about themselves first, and then think about others, that's a bit fair." It's so unfair. ”

Qin Yixing said: "Give you something, forget it later." Stuff a stack of money into Liu Yiyi's pocket. Liu Yiyi immediately took it out, threw it on the table as if her hands were hot, and said, "Don't!" What do you think I am? Qin Yixing said: "Do you dare to do it!" Are you afraid of being beaten? "Roll up the money and stuff it into Liu Yiyi's hand. Liu Yiyi's palms opened, dancing and said, "If you say don't want it, don't do it!" Qin Yixing said, "Why are you keeping such a distance from me?" Putting the money in the palm of her hand, "You buy two beautiful clothes to wear, let me see!" I'm also spending money for myself. She said, "Don't you think I'm not that beautiful?" He said, "I don't agree with your modesty, which not only underestimates you, but also underestimates me." Liu Yiyi had no choice but to roll up the money and pinch it, feeling that the money in her hand was a feeling, she could go and pay the money for next month's gymnastics, and she could buy the clothes and cosmetics that she had long wanted, as well as the pure wool coat. She clenched the money tightly, her hands were sweaty, as if she was about to pinch out the water, and she said: "I don't like people forcing me the most, and forcing me to ask for money is also forced." Qin Yixing said, "Do me a favor." Liu Yiyi said: "Why do men have to be like that to be so good to women?" Qin Yixing said: "Otherwise, how could he be so good to women?" Liu Yiyi said: "Speaking of which, men are all bad guys. Qin Yixing said, "Of course, none of them are saints. The two of them began to eat, and the dishes were cold. Liu Yiyi said: "To be honest, how many girls have you bullied? Qin Yixing said, "Just one, you." Liu Yiyi said: "Ghost letter." I want to play as a saint! Patted the couch, "Is this the bed?" Qin Yixing didn't make a sound, just laughed, and said for a long time: "Yiyi is still a good girl." Alas, if only I hadn't gotten married. When leaving, the two stood behind the door and hugged each other for a while, Liu Yiyi felt that the money in her palm was a little hot, and suddenly she had a very bad feeling, and quietly stuffed the stack of money into Qin Yixing's pocket.