Early on the weekend morning, Liu Yiyi went downstairs to buy sanitary napkins. Good things came in the middle of the night, which had been a problem for her before, but now she was looking forward to it, and she was nervous all day long. Only then did she realize why everyone called this a "good thing", which is indeed a good thing.

When I went upstairs, I met the landlady and asked her if she was going to climb the mountain together. Qin Yixing once explained that he should not associate with the people around him, but others had already proposed it, and he was embarrassed to refuse, so he said, "Wait for me to wash my face." "I went to the toilet to change the paper, and went to climb the mountain with the landlord. The two were gossiping on the mountain, and the landlord asked her where she went to work again, Liu Yiyi hesitated for a moment, but still said. I regret it, why don't you say a virtual unit? She also wanted to ask the landlord a few questions, why never went to work, and never saw anyone else in the house? Do you have a husband? How can you survive being in front of the TV all day? But thinking about this question, she would have more questions to ask herself, so she held back. The landlord asked her a few more questions, and she answered vaguely, after which she said, "The air in the mountains is really nice." The two discussed how many negative ions there were in the woods and what kind of benefits they had for the body. When he went down the mountain, Fang **ran said without a beginning: "He has been renting here for a few years." Liu Yiyi heard it clearly, but pretended not to hear it, and went to talk about the weather. Back in the room, Liu Yiyi remembered that Qin Yixing paid the rent in the corridor a few days ago, and the landlord said that there were more than 400 yuan in water and electricity bills. At the time, she thought it was owed by his friend before, and she didn't think much about it. Now that she thinks about it, Liu Yiyi understands a little in her heart that there must have been other stories in this house. Liu Yiyi rummaged through the things in the room, saw two bras at the bottom of the cardboard box, and found a few bottles of unused cosmetics in the depths of the drawer, as well as a "Girlfriend" magazine. Liu Yiyi gasped, and a coolness slowly floated up from the soles of her feet. She stared stupidly at the few things on the table, crying in her heart, feeling like she had fallen into a conspiracy. She sat down at the table, and there was a faint pain in her body that she couldn't understand. She walked out onto the balcony with her chest against the windowsill, and pressed hard, and hard, trying to resist that pain with one pain. The wind blows on the face, warm, it is the wind of early summer, and there is no humidity of spring. The oranges outside the window were the size of ping-pong balls, glowing a cyan sheen in the sunlight. Liu Yiyi muttered a few words outside the window, but she didn't know what she was talking about.

waited until it was dark, and Qin Yixing finally came. Liu Yiyi lay on her side on the bed and ignored him. He said, "I'm here to fetch you food, but I'm not coming, and you're not going to eat yourself." Finding that Liu Yiyi was not in the right mood, she pulled her body over and said, "What's wrong?" Liu Yiyi shook off his hand and twisted his body back, his face still facing the wall. After repeating this several times, Qin Yixing said: "If you have an opinion, just mention it." Liu Yiyi said: "No comment." And he said, "I dare not have an opinion." Qin Yixing said: "I know you are wronged, but this is something that cannot be helped." Shall I stay here longer in the future? And he said, "Who told you not to appear early in my life?" You were in junior high school when I got married. Liu Yiyi said: "I appeared earlier, and now I don't know who is lying here." I couldn't help but jump up and open the carton, and said to the two bras, "What is this?" Qin Yixing laughed and said, "I thought something big had happened." My friend has a girlfriend too. Liu Yiyi saw him smiling calmly, and wondered in her heart, is the landlord's information wrong? She said, "You make it up, you make it up, you tell the story anyway, and you tell it on both sides of the house here." Your friend? Your friend's name is Qin Yixing. Qin Yixing's face sank for a moment, and he immediately laughed again and said, "Which fly farted at you?" And he said, "Why do you want to admit that truth, I am not serious with you." I've been worthy of you since the day I met you, and I've been worthy of you. If you want to tell a story, everyone recognizes the truth, and it's endless, and everyone is endless, hehe. Liu Yiyi was so cold by him that she pulled the blanket and covered her head and wanted not to speak, but somehow she threw the blanket away and said, "I'm not like you!" Qin Yixing said: "What are you like about me?" Liu Yiyi was stunned, yes, what is the difference between herself and him? He thinks that he has a sincerity, a purity, and therefore has the right to demand him, and he also has the right to be angry. But others don't think so, and for good reason. Can you prove this purity? Liu Yiyi felt aggrieved, but there seemed to be no particularly solid reason for this grievance. I am sincere and pure, but others don't think so. Who told him not only to have a story, but to run to his bed so quickly? Since this is the case, it cannot be said that it is pure and cannot be put on a shelf. Perhaps, it is really that I think wrongly, set myself wrong, think that I am serious, so I have the right to claim, but in fact, I don't. At this point, no matter how much you talk about it, it is impossible to explain it clearly. Liu Yiyi felt aggrieved, but she had nothing to say, and cried with a whimper.

Qin Yixing didn't persuade her, grabbed one of her hands, and gently scratched it in the palm of his hand. Liu Yiyi withdrew his hand, he grabbed it again, and scratched it gently. This was repeated several times, and Liu Yiyi let him hold it, still crying. Qin Yixing's fingers slowly squirmed in her palm, and the slight itch seeped into her heart little by little. Qin Yixing said: "Enough crying, right? Liu Yiyi said: "I didn't cry enough!" He wept again. Qin Yixing sat with his back against the bed, moved Liu Yiyi's head to his lap and said, "You cry slowly, tell me when you cry enough." Liu Yiyi twisted his thigh hard and said, "No conscience, no conscience!" Qin Yixing screamed in pain, and Liu Yiyi let go of his hand and said, "You make me feel scared and dare not think about it." Qin Yixing said: "Don't think about it if you don't dare to think about it." Everyone has a past, and everyone thinks about it so carefully, so don't come together, just look at each other from afar. Is that possible? This is God's program, who has the power to oppose God, who? What matters is not yesterday, but today. Liu Yiyi felt that this was reasonable, but it was unreasonable, and said: "Don't wipe everyone out with such a simple wipe, the past is different from the past!" Qin Yixing said: "What's the difference?" Liu Yiyi was asked, really, what's the difference? Can you say that your own past is pure, and someone else's past is dirty? Liu Yiyi felt that there should be a boundary, but she couldn't tell where the boundary was. She was full of grievances and began to cry again. Qin Yixing said: "Crying enough, crying enough, one blow, then decline, three and exhaustion, crying enough." Liu Yiyi said: "I don't know if I cried enough to cry?" I'm going to cry too! "I stopped crying. Qin Yixing took the lunch box and went downstairs to get food, and said, "Be good, eat." I have to go, my time is rigid, I have to go. There's something on the table, take a look. "Touch her head and go.

Liu Yiyi heard the door click, and everything was quiet. She lay on her side on the bed, very clear-headed, but when she sobered up, she fell into an even greater confusion. She felt that she should still have some principles, and without this principle, she would be no different from those girls who can be committed to others. She knows several such girls, and sometimes she envies them a little, she really lives so easily and chicly, but more, she still looks down on them. I am still different from them, and I still have principles, and this principle is a serious feeling. To say that God's program, which is also God's program specially designed for man, without this program, there would be no boundary between man and beast, that would be terrible. Thinking like this, Liu Yiyi almost made up her mind that she must keep her little principle and break up with Qin Yixing. This is almost the last dignity of a girl. But how difficult it is to stick to this little principle! Will he break up with Qin Yixing? It's all come this far, can you talk about any self-esteem? She confused herself by asking. There are good reasons for that, and there is no very good reason for that. Since he has played such a role, he can't be serious and can't talk about principles. But if you are not serious and principled, what have you become? After all, I'm still alone! She was confused, not knowing if the world was wrong or if she was wrong.

I don't know how long it took, it seemed that she had slept for a while, and she didn't seem to have slept at all, Liu Yiyi stood up and saw a cockroach on the table probing her brain behind the box. She looked at the cockroach for a few minutes in the light, smiled weirdly, and smiled again. The cockroach's tentacles also swayed slightly, as if in response to the laughter. She quietly picked up a newspaper and rolled it into a tube, suddenly jumped over with a scream, and slapped it the box, and the cockroach disappeared as soon as it slipped away, I really didn't expect it to react so quickly. That's when she noticed the box, and when it opened it was a mobile phone, pink, lying there very warmly. She couldn't help but pick it up, and a sense of satisfaction came to her. How many times have I envied others, I can't imagine that I can have a mobile phone. She pinched the phone in the palm of her hand and felt very felt, this is her own mobile phone! She sat at the table, played with her phone for a while, and found a message inside: Good girl, please believe in my true love. It was sent by Qin Yixing. Somehow, Liu Yiyi immediately believed this sentence. Take a step back and say, even if he is deceiving himself, he must have the enthusiasm to deceive. It's enough to have this enthusiasm, how else can you ask of him? In fact, she knows very well in her heart that a man's love for a woman has to be a lifelong love, and that love has roots and a tomorrow. What is true if there is tomorrow, otherwise what if a woman has no youth? Loving her youth, like a dragonfly dotting water, is harmful. Thinking like this, she felt sad, and she couldn't imagine that she had fallen to this point, hiding in a dark corner, having no self-esteem, enduring loneliness, and waiting for a man with a family in the most colorful years of her life. He is the whole of his life, but he doesn't know that he is a fraction of his life. It's so unfair, and I don't know what forces are causing this? There is a hand, an invisible hand. Liu Yiyi sighed: This is too unfair.

Under the lamp, Liu Yiyi played with her mobile phone, so she sent a message to Qin Yixing, asking him when he would come to see her. After sending it out, I regretted it very much, at least I wanted him to explain to himself, I didn't even have an explanation, so I forgave him, it was too worthless. Remembering that it was the middle of the night, would his wife see it?

Falling on the bed, Liu Yiyi suddenly thought that she would get up early tomorrow, go climbing the mountain with the landlord, and ask how many girls had been here before? Thinking of this, Liu Yiyi sighed again, and after sighing, she gave up the idea. Alas, what can you do if you know?