The re-examination was passed, and Liu Yiyi was relieved. After peace of mind, he fell into a kind of emptiness. There is still half a year to enroll, and I don't know what to do every day. Qin Yixing taught her: "Can't you prepare for admission, can you finish reading the book?" Liu Yiyi said: "It's been a year since the strings have been tightened, can't you let me breathe a sigh of relief?" You spend more time with me every day. Qin Yixing agreed, but he couldn't do it. Liu Yiyi went to play with Miao Xiaohui and them, and it was inevitable that there would be men who played together, and there was inevitably the possibility of a story if there were men. Qin Yixing said: "If you want to play with them, don't play with me." Liu Yiyi said: "Then let me suffocate myself?" I haven't asked you what you've been doing with your wife every day. I won't allow you to be with your wife! Qin Yixing said: "Then you mean that I can't ask you what you did with them?" Then you go with them, and ignore me. Liu Yiyi felt aggrieved, she didn't do anything, and she pretended to be deaf and dumb to the messages sent by those men, isn't it okay? But she couldn't say that Qin Yixing couldn't say it, but she couldn't fight him. In any case, she couldn't live without him. She said: "Then I will stay in Kangding every day and suffocate to death." Qin Yixing said: "You go to dance and wash your face, and those things that are given to you every month are here to do this." Liu Yiyi took out the money he had just given him and threw it on the bed and said, "I don't want your things!" "Fall on the bed and put your face against the wall. Qin Yixing put the money away and said, "Really? Throwing the money loudly, "Money, you are so pitiful, no one wants you!" God only wants to rain, not you! You can't get married if you're so beautiful, so you have to be a bachelor for the rest of your life. People would rather want those little young brothers than you, what a pitiful! Liu Yiyi almost laughed, then turned around and said, "Who wants those little young brothers?" Qin Yixing pinched the stack of money in his left hand, pointed at it with his right index finger and said, "Then why did you get rid of them?" Liu Yiyi said: "Are you so reasonable?" Qin Yixing said: "Then how can you talk about it?" Liu Yiyi said: "I won't tell you!" Qin Yixing said: "Is it true that you don't tell me or if you don't tell me?" Don't tell me today or never again? Did you get angry and don't tell me or decided not to tell me? Liu Yiyi covered her head with the quilt and said, "I won't tell you!" After a while, there was no sound in the house, and Liu Yiyi sharpened her ears to listen, but she didn't hear the door. She began to feel weak in her heart, and he just left angrily, so what should I do? When I thought of the words "what to do", my heart became more and more empty. After a long while, she lifted the quilt and sat up, and saw Qin Yixing still sitting there, looking at herself. She said, "Why haven't you left yet?" He said, "Why should I go?" Liu Yiyi was shocked and said: "Then it's time for me to ......" Qin Yixing interrupted her and said: "You haven't answered my question yet, do you really want me to go or do you want me to go?" If you really want me to go, I'll really go, don't regret it. He lifted himself and sat down again. Liu Yiyi wanted to say, "I really want you to go." "I didn't think about it. Qin Yixing said: "Think about it, I'm too unreasonable, I can't accompany others, can I still not let others accompany others?" But when I think about it like this, I can't get over it in my heart, why am I so open-minded? Maybe I shouldn't like you, if I don't like you, I'll be open-minded. Very strangely, Liu Yiyi's anger disappeared without a trace immediately. He demands so much from himself because he likes himself and loves himself! Why didn't you think of this yourself? She said: "Then what do you want people to do, you have to give a way out!" Qin Yixing said: "Your only way out is me." He took another breath and rolled his eyelids and thought for a moment, "Make an agreement, you can't be alone with other men, it's not too demanding, right?" Liu Yiyi said: "It's not high." And he said, "You don't believe me?" Qin Yixing said: "It's not that I don't believe in you, I don't believe in human nature, after I turn forty this year, I don't believe in human nature anymore." I have lived for forty years, and I have learned so little. People are unreasonable, and if I am reasonable, I should guard my wife and children. But if I don't want to be unmoved by you, that's not human, and if you don't want to be unmoved by a handsome guy, it's even more inhuman. Liu Yiyi said: "Then I can't trust you either." Qin Yixing smiled, "Exactly right." And he said, "Do you want to come?" Come on. So the two of them began to "come on." Liu Yiyi suddenly remembered that every time the two quarreled, it ended with "come on", which shows that "come on" is really a very important thing, otherwise, if you quarrel and leave, it will be over.

Qin Yixing didn't allow her to contact other boys, so she had no choice but not to do so. She also knows that such a pure friendship is impossible, is it a pure friendship between herself and Liu Mingyu? If you are not stupid, you can't pretend to be stupid, let alone pretend to be stupid in front of Qin Yixing. But the time Qin Yixing gave her was really limited, she was too lonely. She couldn't bear it anymore, and she said to him: "If you still snub me like this, I'll find a third party." He said, "Just let me know when you've arranged it, and don't take me for a fool." She loved him and needed him, so she didn't want to go for him. He felt like he was racing against time to see her with her, and she felt that he was at the bottom of all the procedures, and the feelings of the two were always far apart. Many times she waited for him in Kangding all day, and he came for half an hour, forty minutes, and hurried away. This is only enough time to do the thing in bed, and the rest of the words should be left in the message. Every time he said he was leaving, she hugged him tightly and said, "How can a man turn so fast?" I haven't turned my mind around yet! Can you have mercy on me and give me two more minutes? Just two minutes. Qin Yixing looked at the time and said, "Then two minutes." After a while he said, "Someone else is waiting for me, and I'm going to be late." She said, "Two more minutes, two minutes." He was gone, and she lay there, her heart empty, thinking, is her best youth spent in this state? Liu Yiyi felt very aggrieved and unbalanced, and she had a lot of resentment. Qin Yixing came, she wrote her resentment on her face, Qin Yixing said: "I just spend this little bit of time, how precious, all of it is spent on ideological work, so what am I doing here?" I don't like to hear complaints, I don't like to look at angry faces, I came to you, is it opening up a second source of trouble? Liu Yiyi knew that this was true, he had paid so much, not to see himself angry. She couldn't be angry for long, but she still kept a straight face and pushed him away. Qin Yixing began to do ideological work and coax her. She was angry, but she knew it was time for her to turn. If there are so many unhappy breakups, the relationship between the two will be in danger. Understanding this situation, she can always find the right opportunity to turn.

Liu Yiyi once asked Qin Yixing to give himself a full night every week, and he was not allowed to leave until eleven o'clock. Qin Yixing agreed, but it was difficult to do, there were always such and such things to interrupt. Every time Liu Yiyi is like this, she will be depressed for several days, no matter how he says sorry, he will not reply to messages, and he will not answer the phone. He coaxed her, but remained silent. He said, "I'm not here to see other people's faces, so I'll go." She knew he wouldn't go, but she knew it was time for her to turn. He coaxed her again, and she said, "Badass." He began to undress and said, "Learn from me." She didn't move, waited for him to move, and then she was reconciled again.

But Liu Yiyi still couldn't help complaining. I spent my beautiful youth in loneliness, can I have no complaints? If you don't show it, is it natural? Liu Yiyi knew that she was stupid, but this stupidity was also sincere stupidity. On this day, Qin Yixing came to Kangding, saw Liu Yiyi lying on the bed and ignored himself, and said: "The first thing I do every time I come to Kangding is to do your ideological work, how can I have so much time to do this work?" My time is not elastic at all, and if you want to come to me to squeeze in time, it is cutting meat on the thighs of mosquitoes. Liu Yiyi said: "Why don't you tell Zhou Shan about this?" Qin Yixing said, "Maybe I'm not qualified to look for you." Alas, you put all your mind on me, I'm so tired, take half of it and put it on someone else, I'm too stupid again. A man who has no spare time is not qualified to engage in extramarital affairs. Liu Yiyi shouted: "Why don't you say that you are not qualified to get married?" You say, why are you? Qin Yixing smiled bitterly and said: "The most pitiful man in the world is me, I have to face two crazy women every day, and I will be crazy if I continue like this." Liu Yiyi said: "You accompany her every night, she is still crazy?" Why is she so unreasonable? I hate her, she deprives me of the time I deserve. Qin Yixing said: "The two of you don't know each other, but you are fighting all the time, and the demands made to me are always-for-tat. I'm caught in the middle, I don't know how to be a person, I'm tired, I'm tired! Liu Yiyi said: "Did I ask for a lot?" You spend one night a week with me, and I'm balanced. Qin Yixing said: "Zhou Shan, she is aware now, she keeps a close eye on it every night, and she makes a lot of noise at the slightest clue, you have pity on me." Liu Yiyi said: "There is no more pitiful girl in the world than me." Qin Yixing sighed again and again and said, "Alas, you are so pitiful, I understand you." It's understandable or there's no way. My state can't be changed, this is the fact that steel nails are nailed to the steel plate, you can't change when you're angry, and you can't change your grievances. No way, I can't help it! You understand to understand, and you don't understand to understand! Otherwise, they will have to go their separate ways. Liu Yiyi didn't dare or want to take on this topic, and said: "Then think about me, the only thing I do every day is to wait for you to come, sometimes I don't come, and it's a little while, what should I do?" Qin Yixing said: "It's been a long time since you quarreled, isn't this back to square one?" And he said, "I will do what I can, and I will do it without you having to say it." If you can't do it, don't force me, forcing me will only hurt my feelings, and if I hurt my feelings, I still can't do it, that is, there will be no positive effect, only negative effect. I've said these things a hundred times, and I don't want to say it again for the hundredth and first time. If you want me to say again, my heart is like soup. "I am a slave, and there are two mistresses, and they give-for-tat orders, who do I listen to?" I can't even do it as a slave now, it's pitiful! He sighed heavily and said, "I think we may be inappropriate." What can I do, what did I not do? With you and me, I've pushed the limits in every way. What is the limit? In this way, I still have to look at your face every day, and I can't just look at your face at home? Speaking of which, I also know that you love me, but how can I afford this love? Yes, I'm tired! Liu Yiyi is willing to understand him, but if she understands him, what should she do? She said, "Do I deserve it?" Qin Yixing sighed and said: "My state and your mentality can't be changed, can't be reconciled, it's not suitable!" It's not suitable! After saying that, without hesitation, he left.

Liu Yiyi lay there, thinking that she was about to cry, but, unexpectedly, there were no tears. There was only one hate, hate, hate, in her heart. hates Qin Yixing, and hates himself even more. It's all over hate, and I still can't find the direction. Leave him like that? She stopped herself. In any case, he needs him, in every way, and without him, everything is in vain. He is really like his own sun, he comes, there is light, there is warmth. Liu Yiyi saw the conclusion in her heart clearly, as if she didn't dare to face it. Realizing this, Liu Yiyi looked back and thought that as a man, Qin Yixing was indeed too difficult. He did give everything he could to himself. She sighed, she couldn't find a way out, and there was no way out, the only way out was to endure, endure, endure. It's too wronged, it's sad, after being wronged and sad, I can only endure, endure, endure. Liu Yiyi didn't contact Qin Yixing for two days, and wanted to wait for him to take the initiative. On the third day, she couldn't bear it anymore, so she sent him a message and said, are you really so ruthless?

This weekend, Qin Yixing accompanied Liu Yiyi to eat Western food, and it was already dark when he came out, and it was raining lightly. They were about to go to see a cabaret performance, and when the car was halfway there, Qin Yixing received a phone call, it was his daughter Qinqin who called, and after the exam, he asked his father to take her to play. Qin Yixing parked the car on the side of the road and said, "What should I do?" Liu Yiyi said: "What do I say, will you do it?" Qin Yixing said: "Then I'll send you to the show." Liu Yiyi said: "What do I look at alone!" Qin Yixing said: "I told you that my state is a steel nail on a steel plate, and I can't change it at all." Your mentality is so unbalanced, unwilling, and yes, you can't change it, what should you do? I can't help it, the last resort is to go our separate ways. Liu Yiyi sighed heavily and asked him to send him back to Kangding. Along the way, Qin Yixing kept saying sorry, and Liu Yiyi said, "What's the use of being sorry?" There are no more meaningless words than that. Qin Yixing sighed desperately and said, "It's difficult, it's difficult, it's not easy to be a man!" I really envy those well-behaved men! Liu Yiyi said: "I also envy those girls who are well-behaved!" How could I be so unlucky to know you! Qin Yixing sighed and said, "Then, we ......" Liu Yiyi got off the car on the street and stood on the side of the street. Qin Yixing said: "It's raining, open the umbrella." Liu Yiyi still didn't move. Qin Yixing said: "I'm really sorry, you have pity on me!" He got out of the car and hugged her gently, "There's no way, there's really no way." The car behind sounded the horn desperately, Qin Yixing had no choice but to go back to the car, said a lot of sorry, and went. Standing on the side of the road with an umbrella and hesitating for a while, Liu Yiyi didn't know where to go. She tentatively walked a few steps in one direction, feeling that it was not right, there was nothing waiting for her in front of her, and she went in the other direction, it was still not right, it was not right. Suddenly, there was a sharp horn sound, and someone was heard scolding: "Hen! She removed her umbrella and found herself less than half a meter away from a small car. She looked at the driver suspiciously, and the man said, "That's you!" I want to die and jump off the building and throw myself into the river, but there is no cover in the river! What should I do if I crush you to death? You can't be too selfish! Then she knew that she had come out into the street, and hurried back.

Liu Yiyi walked aimlessly in the rain, stopped again, and stared at the street scene, the people who came and went were very unreal, the sparkling neon lights were very illusory, and even she was very illusory, fluttering like a big rag doll. In the drizzle, in a trance, she felt that she had retreated into the depths of time, and now she was standing on the streets of Shanghai in the thirties, and everything in front of her was the old Shanghai in her mind, and she was a character in the movie. She moved her lips slightly, as if she wanted to say something to herself, and after a while, she suddenly realized that she didn't really know what she wanted to say.