Liu Yiyi regretted this call very much, what does it mean to be humiliated? And he was very angry, but to whom did he speak of this anger? He used to be so good to himself, but when he said zero, he would return to zero. When you think about it, this is really the only possible outcome. Miao Xiaohui called and asked her about her current status, and when she asked Qin Yixing, she said: "I don't want to contact him, I am entangled by him, if Song Xusheng knows, there will be a murder." Miao Xiaohui said: "It's not a dish of cake for you to deal with Song Xusheng, a piece of cake?" I'm afraid of skewering, it's decades of trouble, and it's really going to kill people. Liu Yiyi said: "Don't say I don't want to contact, even if I do, I won't do such a stupid thing, right?" Miao Xiaohui said: "Is it one or two men who raise children for others now?" Are they stupid? Liu Yiyi smiled and said, "Yours didn't have a string, right?" I'm a little worried that you're so sensitive to this issue. Miao Xiaohui said: "I have my mind now, and if I don't pay attention, I won't be able to play." Liu Yiyi said, "I will learn from you." And he said, "Have you taken your heart, has your husband accepted it?" Miao Xiaohui said: "Who knows? I don't care about it, I ask for trouble. Nowadays, a man remembers that he still has a wife and children at home, and it would be good to bring back the money and not bring back the germs from the outside. No matter how good it is, I don't dare to think about it. Liu Yiyi suddenly felt that there was also a benefit to finding Song Xusheng, at least she didn't have to worry about him. Thinking like this, there is a feeling of finding a balance, and men have the advantage of not having money. She said: "Fortunately, Song Xusheng has no money. Miao Xiaohui said: "It's okay if you don't have money, if you don't have money, those stories don't have a foundation, who is really an amorous seed?" Outside said that Lucheng girls are amorous, that's. Liu Yiyi said: "Have you really become so generous?" Miao Xiaohui said: "Who called me a shopaholic? I couldn't resist the temptation of those good things, so I had to close one eye. The best of both worlds in the world is less, and since there is less, you can't expect the only exception to happen to you. Besides, the man wants him to behave, and he says that you suppress human nature and are inhumane, can you say that he is unreasonable? Liu Yiyi said: "Alas, even women say that this truth is true, and the future of women is too bleak, and being a woman is really a natural tragedy." It can only be said that what else can be said? ”

Although he repeatedly said to himself that Qin Yixing's matter would end like this, Liu Yiyi still had an expectation in his heart that he was unwilling and did not dare to face, and Qin Yixing would call. This expectation is like the moon in the sky, hiding in the clouds one moment and hanging there brightly the next. She vaguely calculated Qin Yixing's emotional cycle in her mind, as well as the possible limits of such cycles. Over the past few years, she has been well aware of this cycle of passion, which is why she dares to gamble over and over again. It's also gambling.

A week passed, and another week passed, and there was no movement. The more Liu Yiyi warned herself not to think about it anymore, the more vivid and clear that expectation became, and gradually gathered into a huge anxiety. The anxiety condensed, forming a solid knot with clear edges in his chest, like someone had secretly stuffed a lead ball. She hated herself, she knew there would be this day, so why bother in the first place? I hate Qin Yixing again, since you understand women so well, why didn't you even give yourself a chance to refuse in the end? She wondered if he would refuse in a gentle manner if he really called one day? She even conceived a plan to refuse, but she overturned it, feeling that she probably did not have the courage and determination to resist. I can't think about it clearly, and it is in vain to think about it because time has proven it, so I tell myself not to think about it again. However, the willful and domineering power in my heart does not understand this truth, and I have to think about it. Not only do you want to think about it, but the more you think about it, the more vivid, detailed, and active it becomes. Thinking that there might be another woman beside Qin Yixing, his heart felt like a blunt knife was cutting. Alas, women, women, how sad it is to fall in love with someone!

During that time, Liu Yiyi still had a pain, that is, to cover up the irritability activated by anxiety in front of Song Xusheng. Several times she was angry at Song Xusheng namelessly, she didn't choose to clean the dishes, she came home late, her shoes were not in place, there were oil spots on her clothes, she ate biscuits when she was about to eat, and the biscuit crumbs fell on the ground and were not cleaned, etc. If she couldn't bear it, she could count the countless no's from his entry until she went to bed at night. At first, Song Xusheng let her go and asked, "Yiyi, what's wrong with you?" Liu Yiyi said, "What's wrong with me?" I? If you didn't do it yourself, can't others say a word? Later, Song Xusheng hurriedly said, "What do you mean?" If you don't like it outside, you can tell me about it, and you're just going to toss me like this? Liu Yiyi realized that she was excessive, and Song Xusheng was not dull to that extent. She said, "What do I mean? You have so many faults, isn't it good to point them out and fix them? Mao ** said, humility makes people progress, why can't you be modest? "And he will not count anything more. She knew that Song Xusheng was very wronged, and she also knew that he could swallow this injustice. He wanted her, and he couldn't swallow it. Not only to swallow it, but also to make her happy. Liu Yiyi thought, husband and wife did not have an overnight feud, this word seemed to be understood before, but now I understand, this is wonderful, this is said to a man.

Sure enough, at night, when he went to bed, Song Xusheng said, "What is Yiyi so unhappy about these days?" Liu Yiyi thought, here, here. She said, "Am I that upset? He also said: "I was angry with the customer, and after a while, the power was cut off, so I slapped the computer and called, I want to ship!" I'm shipping! The computer was almost smashed. They are the uncle, and I am the little daughter-in-law. If you are angry, you have to pay for your smiling face, and you have to vent your anger in your heart, right? It's like something on your body, you have to find a channel to leak it out after holding it for a long time. Song Xusheng said: "Who dares to be angry with my wife? He also said: "Don't hold back if you are angry in the future, you will be sick, and if you really have nowhere to be angry, find me to be angry, who told me to be a man, and being a punching bag is also a responsibility, isn't it?" Liu Yiyi said: "Are you really so good? And he said, "You are so good, and I am not so bad." It's so good that you can make more money and come back, and it's good for me to be a full-time wife at home. Song Xusheng took a deep breath, sighed again, and said, "Do you think I can get rich?" Liu Yiyi said: "He asked me! Is this a drama? Then he said, "Aren't you going to Yan Fulin?" ”

Next, Song Xusheng didn't ask for anything, turned off the lights and said, "You sleep, you have to work hard tomorrow." Liu Yiyi lay down in the dark and said, "Are you going to sleep?" Song Xusheng said: "Seeing that you are working too hard, I won't work hard for you." An arm reached out and took her in his arms. Liu Yiyi smelled the breath on his body, which seemed to be a little different from Qin Yixing's. She thought about Xia Weikai again, and the aura was also different. Many memories flashed in her heart, as real as watching a yellow disc, and filled with a distant warmth, but it did not activate the enthusiasm of the moment. She couldn't help sighing, Song Xusheng tightened his arm and said, "If you are unhappy, forget it." Liu Yiyi said: "I also want to forget it, but in my heart it can't be counted!" Song Xusheng said: "Stupid." Liu Yiyi snorted and said, "It's really stupid." And he said, "Indeed, I am a fool." Alas, you are a good person. As she said this, she felt an unexpected warmth in her heart, and leaned her body over there.

I don't know how long it took, Song Xusheng had fallen asleep. Liu Yiyi slid her head out of his arm and fell asleep sideways, thinking that she was so calm here in Song Xusheng, and she didn't have the feeling of burning passion, but she was just playing the role of a wife. Men she doesn't know, women, the feeling of the body follows the mind, and if the mind is not in place, the body cannot be in place. It's been so long since she got married, and she hasn't found that feeling of being in place, and that's what she has experienced. That kind of difference, can you deceive others and deceive yourself? has such deep marks in his body and mind, what about Song Xusheng? Didn't he? This is a feeling with bacteria, which needs to be sterilized and sterilized. This is very sad for him and for himself. Would it be different, she imagined, to change people? I'm afraid not. Just that little passion, already burned, like a volcano with only ashes left. Song Xusheng can't see through this fact, as long as there is a living person in front of him, he is enough, and he can't ask where his heart is. The past has overdrawn the present and the future, and the years that have been applied to build love and affection have been squandered. It's no wonder that there are more and more divorces now, who cares about whom like that? Since it is a partnership, if it can't be combined, it can only be dissolved. Thinking of the word "scattered", Liu Yiyi was shocked in her heart, will she have that day? If you really scatter your own path, it will be even more difficult to go down. If you don't have to, you can't take that road, even if it's just a business, you have to manage it well, otherwise you will really lose miserably. When I was tired and about to fall asleep, I suddenly thought that I actually used the word "management" to describe the only marriage in my life, which itself was a loss, a miserable loss. How many women in this world have lost badly, it's just a regular state. Freedom and liberation, but the unforgettable love is gradually drifting away. So many men are abusing their power to the maximum in the name of love, and so many women are involuntarily joining the ranks, and it is becoming more and more difficult for true love to find the soil to take root. How can a tree grow without soil? Not to mention growing luxuriantly. Who is really the only one, and who will always put whom on the knap in their hearts? Love is devalued, that is, women are valued. Love is drifting away, that is, happiness is drifting away, at least, for women! Perhaps, today, love needs to be redefined, it needs to be put down from the altar, and there is a feeling of being willing to sleep in a bed, even if it is love, even if it is only one day, it is also love. Liu Yiyi felt unspeakable loneliness and sadness.