Every day, after getting off work, Liu Yiyi either danced or beautified before returning home. Sometimes she comes back with a very strange feeling, why did she come here, is it because she is married? This is a reason, but only a rational reason. Liu Yiyi does not have any special attachment and yearning for this place called home. The man returned, but the heart did not know where, not even herself. There's nowhere else to go, and that's the only reason. Sometimes Song Xu went to Yan Fulin, and Liu Yiyi could go back later, but she still went back. has a girlfriend as old as herself, has a family and children, and can't take care of herself; Those who are smaller than themselves have a generation gap again, and they can't play together. When colleagues in the sales department go crazy somewhere, there are still some times, but the number of times is limited after all. You can't go to the store every day, you can only look at good things, and the more you look at it, the more painful it becomes. Ah Yu rarely meets each other, she becomes more and more hypocritical, and uses hypocritical chic to hide her embarrassment. Liu Yiyi became more and more unable to endure this hypocrisy. Liu Yiyi has freedom and time, but this free time has no more meaning to her, so she can only go back, watch the TV, watch it, watch it, and go to bed.

Family life is very bland, too bland, not at all like the newlywed couple. When I fell in love with Song Xusheng, I was very unwilling, because there was a Qin Yixing by my side, and I didn't feel that it was so unbearable, but now that there was no Qin Yixing, the pain suddenly became clear. Liu Yiyi actually knew how to make Song Xusheng happy and excited, her years with Qin Yixing were not in vain, she knew what they wanted. Let's talk about what happened in bed, how to start, how to develop, how to be slimy endlessly, how to mobilize every part of the body, how to make the body and voice perfectly combined, she knows everything. It may be said that she is an experienced woman. But when she was with Song Xusheng, she didn't take out any of the eighteen martial arts, and she could be simple. At first, he hid it to cover up, afraid that he would have any ideas, but then it became a routine to be able to simplify it, like a river, which had experienced the turmoil in the mountains, and now had entered the soothing plain. Since there is no passion for performing passion, and since Song Xusheng does not ask for that passion from himself, it is better to keep it simple. Jane didn't have to muster up the courage to perform the virtual passions that made her miserable. He doesn't have the strength to motivate himself, so do you have to excite him yourself? This made Liu Yiyi a little regretful, but this regret did not become the spiritual motivation to change the status quo. In regret, Liu Yiyi thought that for marriage, the greatest value is that two people are heart-to-heart and love each other, which is the truest value. With this kind of realm, you will feel that your efforts are worthwhile, and you will go beyond utilitarianism, do not make small calculations, and consider problems with family affection as a starting point. However, today, this kind of realm is hard to find, who will love whom? He was the first person who didn't believe in love. It's not that you don't want it, but you don't dare to hope for it. Whoever loves someone with all his heart and does not hold back will hardly escape doom. The fluidity of men's feelings is too great, and women can only face it in a chic way, I don't love me if I don't love me, otherwise what should I do? Even if it is Qin Yixing, he can be regarded as a man who is willing to pay, this kind of dedication makes him miss it to this day, but his contribution is also carefully calculated, you want to ask for more, no. The boundaries are very clear, the principle is very strong, the will is very strong, you can't change him even a little bit, and it is chilling to think about it. Do you dare to love with affection? It was a hopeless road. Liu Yiyi was glad that she had reservations, so that she would not be unable to extricate herself, and said that she would marry and marry. Times have changed, and women can't stay the same. The body takes precedence, and the space for the mind is getting smaller and smaller.

Thinking like this, Liu Yiyi had a question, did she believe in Song Xusheng too much? Who can guarantee that he will be working all the time at night? Why didn't he tell himself the number of the landline over there? She remembered that when she was at school, the landline number of the dormitory was kept secret from Song Xusheng. In this way, no matter where he is, even if he is at Qin Yixing's place, he calls and says that he is in the dormitory, and he can't confirm it. She thought, could it be that Song Xusheng would also play such a clever trick? On this day, she pretended not to care and asked, "What is the landline number over there Yan Fulin?" Song Xusheng said: "I don't know, no one will call me." Liu Yiyi sneered in her heart and said, "What is the matter to call your mobile phone, you still need money to answer the call." Song Xusheng said: "You haven't beaten a few times." Liu Yiyi almost decided that he was playing tricks, even such a person had to play tricks, the world was too terrifying. She said, "If you don't want to tell me, forget it." Song Xusheng said: "I really don't know. Immediately picked up the phone and asked Yan Fulin for the number, and told Liu Yiyi. Liu Yiyi observed his demeanor, and really couldn't see any performance ingredients, thinking to herself, if it wasn't for the lack of strings, I don't know what I was thinking, or he was a master, calm to the extreme. If even he is a master, then the world is really impossible to grasp. In the next few days, she dialed a few times at night, and Song Xusheng was really there, so she was relieved, because she was thinking too complicated. Alas, he works so hard every day, and he shouldn't think that he is.

Song Xusheng discussed with Liu Yiyi about having a child, and Liu Yiyi said: "This is the birth!" She thought about the child's life, and that life was really settled, and she was a little resistant. Song Xusheng said: "What do you mean by this birth, you are almost twenty-nine, do you know it yourself?" Liu Yiyi said: "I only have a youthful tail left, and I want to hold on to it." Song Xusheng said: "Women are so narcissistic, selfish, and not good. Liu Yiyi said: "Others say that women who are not narcissistic are not cute." Song Xusheng crooked his mouth and made an expression of disgust, and said in a loud voice: "Unless she looks at herself, the more she looks at it, the cuter it becomes." And he said, "You are not such a sensual person, why do you go to that group of sensual people to fill a role?" ”

Liu Yiyi thought about it for a few days and asked Miao Xiaohui's opinion. Miao Xiaohui said: "It's too late. Liu Yiyi said: "I still want to be chic for a few days." Miao Xiaohui said: "I didn't see anything chic about you!" And he said, "What are you going to do if you don't have children?" Are you keeping an empty room all night? Liu Yiyi smiled and bent over and said, "In those years, I really kept watch for the empty room night and night. Miao Xiaohui said: "Those who do it during the day are called lovers, and those who do it at night are called lovers." ”

There is no point in resisting, is it still going for a divorce? So what else can be proved besides proving that marriage was a mistake? If you don't get divorced, what are you waiting for? The pace of fate is becoming more and more urgent and irresistible. This made Liu Yiyi think that life was not chosen, but prescribed, and this was fate. After thinking about it, Liu Yiyi bought a book on eugenics and asked Song Xusheng not to go to work at Yan Fulin for the time being, so as not to come into contact with chemical reagents, and added nutrients to him. Song Xusheng said: "How can you pay so much attention to giving birth to a cub? How many eugenic books did Confucius's father read? And he said, "The main thing is that you don't run around, it's dirty everywhere outside." I'll accompany you more, don't be angry. Liu Yiyi was a little strange when she heard this, and she didn't have time to think about it, and then passed.

A few days later, I had to have dinner with my colleagues in the company in the evening, and Liu Yiyi called Song Xusheng in the afternoon. Song Xusheng asked which restaurant it was in and when it would be over. Liu Yiyi said: "When it's over, it's over." "In the evening, everyone was excited, and it was not until nine o'clock that they dispersed. When she got out of the restaurant, Liu Yiyi saw Song Xusheng waiting at the door, so she said, "What are you doing here?" The colleague smiled and said: "Yan'er is newly married, inseparable, happy!" Song Xusheng said: "I'm afraid it's not safe when it's late." "I'm going to push the bike. Liu Yiyi said: "Go, go!" Song Xusheng shouted: "My bicycle is still over there!" Liu Yiyi frowned and said, "Go, go!" Song Xusheng said: "Don't want a bicycle? I had to follow Liu Yiyi. When the colleague walked away, Liu Yiyi said, "You go get the car, I'll wait for you." Waiting for Song Xusheng to ride over, Liu Yiyi said: "Don't appear in front of my colleagues in the future on your great bicycle, other people's husbands and boyfriends are driving small cars to pick up people, and I can't afford to lose this face." Song Xusheng didn't make a sound, and Liu Yiyi said, "Did you hear that?" Song Xusheng said, "Okay." Liu Yiyi said: "I will go back by myself in the future, and I won't trouble you to pick it up." Song Xusheng said: "It's not safe at night." ”

The next day, Liu Yiyi went to work, and a female colleague said: "That's your husband, I saw him look at the crack of the private room door two or three times yesterday, and I thought it was a little strange, it turned out to be your lover." You have your back to the door and don't see it. The pony said, "I'm afraid I'll kidnap her!" Another female colleague said: "It's good that my husband is half as good as this, and he won't eat if he is jealous." Alas, the old husband and wife. Liu Yiyi smiled and said, "I'm afraid that some robbers will rob me when it's too late." After returning home, Liu Yiyi said to Song Xusheng: "Don't pick me up in the future, others will laugh at me." Song Xusheng said: "It's not safe." Liu Yiyi said: "Someone sent me." Song Xusheng said: "Then it is even more unsafe." And he said, "Didn't I say that I would accompany you more?" Liu Yiyi said: "I can't afford your concern, and I can't feel at ease when I eat." Song Xusheng said: "Then you have to come back at eight o'clock, it's not a good thing that it's too late." Liu Yiyi's heart flashed and said, "What do you mean, you?" Song Xusheng said, "What do you mean?" You know. Where you are, with whom, what you do, I'm not sure at all! If I wasn't sure, I was thinking wildly, and I couldn't tell myself that I didn't want to. Are you that confident in yourself? Liu Yiyi wanted to be angry, and when she thought that it would lead to a lot of words, she couldn't help but say: "If you still peek in the crack of the door once or twice, you are not afraid that others will look down on you." Song Xusheng straightened his neck and said: "It's better to look at the flat than to be dumb." Liu Yiyi said, "What do you mean?" You! Song Xusheng said: "She asked me in turn." Liu Yiyi thought that he was going to turn history again, and that was something he couldn't help but say, so he said: "I thought he really cared about me." "Thinking that the two don't trust each other, how can they cherish each other? What kind of husband and wife is this? Is it really a partnership? Lamentable.

Quarrels are quarrels, what needs to be done has to be done, these are the days. Song Xusheng chose a day, carried out the great mission of reproducing human beings, and then pinched his fingers to count the days. When the day comes, what should come to Liu Yiyi is still here. This made Song Xusheng very frustrated, and pinched his fingers one by one and said, "That's right." He began to doubt his own abilities and said, "You shouldn't have a problem, right?" Liu Yiyi looked at him a little pitiful, and comforted: "You are not a sharpshooter, how can you hit the bull's-eye with one shot?" Song Xusheng said: "Yan Fulin said that he only aimed once in his life, and he hit. And he said, "I am sure I have no problem." Liu Yiyi said: "I definitely have no problem." Song Xusheng immediately said: "How can you be so sure that you must have no problem?" Liu Yiyi was shocked for a moment, her face was a little unnatural, and she immediately smiled again and said, "I've always been normal." Song Xusheng said: "What is normal? "I looked a little nervous. Liu Yiyi immediately said: "Every month is normal. Song Xusheng let out a long sigh and said, "Oh. Then he said, "Then wait for the next month." Liu Yiyi wanted to ask him again, why are you so sure that you must be fine? Think about it, what can you do if you know it? An unpleasant image came to her mind, and she shook her head vigorously to shake off the vivid imagination.

Wen Ya came from Wuhan and stayed at the Great Wall Hotel. Liu Yiyi was going to see her at night, and she wanted to tell Song Xusheng in the morning, but she was afraid that he would not finish asking, so she didn't say anything. After getting off work, I felt that I should still talk about it, so I sent a message to Song Xusheng on the bus. Song Xusheng immediately called and asked what was going on. Liu Yiyi said: "That's it, what else can it do." When he and Wenya went to Heyun for dinner, Song Xusheng called, but Liu Yiyi didn't answer. When I called again, I still didn't answer, so I sent a letter to ask why I didn't answer the phone. Liu Yiyi wrote back and said, you are verbose, what should I say in front of Wen Ya? At more than nine o'clock, Song Xusheng kept calling, and Liu Yiyi had already set the mobile phone to vibrate, and let the mobile phone jump in his trouser pocket, but he didn't answer. After jumping more than ten times, Song Xusheng sent a letter and said: "Someone told me that if your girlfriend is missing, there must be a problem." Liu Yiyi didn't reply to the letter, dialed Song Xusheng's phone number, but didn't speak, put the phone behind the teacup, and still talked to Wen Ya, the voice was a little louder, Wen Ya followed and the voice was louder, and after a few minutes, the mobile phone was turned off. When the two talked about their classmates, the one who had the most comfortable life was Wu Anan. She has no capital to toss, and she has no capital to toss when she finds a boyfriend, so she doesn't toss, she lives honestly, and her children are three or four years old. There is also Yi Fan, who stayed in school after graduating from graduate school, and has a good life with Dr. Guo, and his children are also in kindergarten. Liu Yiyi was panicked in her heart, but she still had a smile on her face. It was almost eleven o'clock, Liu Yiyi sent Wen Ya back to the hotel, and when she went out of the gate and was preparing to get into a taxi, she heard Song Xusheng calling her. Liu Yiyi had already stepped in with one foot, so she pretended not to hear and left in the car. As soon as he arrived home, Song Xusheng came back, and Liu Yiyi preemptively said, "Where have you been so late?" Call Yan Fulin and say you're not there. Song Xusheng didn't expect her to say this, so he was stunned for a moment and said, "Why are you pretending not to hear?" Liu Yiyi said: "Didn't you listen to us?" Little man, I lost all my face. Song Xusheng said: "I will call you at the door of the Great Wall Hotel." Liu Yiyi looked at him with suspicion: "Did you call me?" Did you go? I'll see where you're going on a date with someone! Song Xusheng hurriedly said: "I called you so many times at the door of the hotel just now, who am I going to go on a date?" You are sitting in a red Xiali with a license plate ending at 1411, and you don't believe you can take out your taxi ticket and look at it. I'm afraid that the driver will drag you somewhere, and you'll chase after you all the way. He gasped exaggeratedly.

Liu Yiyi smiled lightly and said, "Thank you for caring about me." And he said, "You really care so much about me!" Song Xusheng said: "Can't you guard it?" When a woman has a man who is willing to guard her, that is her greatest happiness. Liu Yiyi said: "It depends on how he guards, he always wants to be together, and he is suspicious." Why do you distrust me so much? Song Xusheng said: "I am willing to trust, but which man is willing to be a fool, which one?" Some things have to be forgotten if they suffer losses, and some losses are absolutely unacceptable. Liu Yiyi didn't understand and looked at him suspiciously. Song Xusheng said: "Extraordinary times. Liu Yiyi suddenly sounded a thunderbolt in her head, gritted her teeth and said, "Who do you think of me?" Song Xusheng said: "I'm afraid of anything." In case there is a contingency, that is, the sky collapses, and no man can afford it. Liu Yiyi's chest was about to explode, and she took a breath and was about to shout, but then she let out a long breath and said, "Didn't you listen to the phone?" Song Xusheng said: "How do I know that there is really no one else? He went to the toilet, bought cigarettes, it was all possible. Otherwise, you have called you so many times, and you took the initiative to call me at that time? Why is it that the time to go to the toilet or buy cigarettes is cut off again? Liu Yiyi smiled and said, "Smart." Then he said, "You are so worried about me, what are you doing with me?" We'll go to the ward office again tomorrow. Song Xusheng said: "Ah, yes, I am for your good and for the good of our family, so I am like this!" After saying a few good things, he knelt on the bed and lowered his hands and said, "For the sake of the son who is about to be born, you will spare me." Liu Yiyi couldn't help laughing, this smile lost its principle, and it was too late to take it back. Song Xusheng took the opportunity to get up and hugged her and said, "Tonight is a good time." He stretched out his left hand, pinched his left fingers one by one with his right hand and pressed them down, "Look at my miscalculation, I'm good at math and have studied advanced math." ”

When she went to work the next day, Liu Yiyi received a call from Qin Yixing and asked her when she was free. Liu Yiyi said: "Thank you for remembering me." Qin Yixing said: "Not only do I remember it now, but I will always remember it." Liu Yiyi thought that he could speak, although he was open-mouthed, he was also listening. She said, "Why don't I feel it? Qin Yixing said: "Don't dare to disturb your peaceful happiness." Liu Yiyi thought that when a woman encounters such a talkative person, she really can't help it. She said, "Who thinks anyone will believe you?" Qin Yixing said, "Then I'll explain it to you in person at night." Liu Yiyi thought that Song Xusheng would definitely check the post in the evening, and said, "How is noon?" Midday. Qin Yixing said: "Alas, it is regulated. What can you do at noon? Then noon. ”

The morning was very busy, and there were customers looking for her non-stop. After closing the market, Liu Yiyi hurried to the appointment, got into the taxi and kept urging the driver: "Hurry, hurry!" Entering the couple's private room of Heyun Restaurant, Qin Yixing jumped up, picked her up, and closed the door with one kick. Liu Yiyi grabbed his neck, and the two kissed wildly. Liu Yiyi gasped and said, "Why haven't you seen you for a few months, and when you see it, you go back to the past?" Qin Yixing said: "Do we still need a process between us?" Liu Yiyi said: "I'm a little embarrassed." He also said: "Today is very busy, the market will open at one o'clock in the afternoon, otherwise the customer will be in the corridor with my name and shouting, like a grandson, and he will be able to smash the computer if he doesn't come again." Qin Yixing opened the door and called the waiter to come over and ordered two Western meals. The waiter left, and Liu Yiyi said: "Western food is not good, it is expensive and not delicious." Qin Yixing said: "Mood, comrade, mood." ”

During the meal, Qin Yixing said, "Then I'll eat quickly." Liu Yiyi watched him gobble up time, so she said, "Slow down." Qin Yixing said: "No matter how slow the time is, it is not enough, I don't want customers to go to Manager Guo to say bad things about you." Liu Yiyi looked at the Western food and didn't eat a bite. Qin Yixing said, "What's wrong? Liu Yiyi said: "I'm anxious. Qin Yixing said: "There is enough time, enough, I have a car." Liu Yiyi said: "I am anxious with myself and fighting. Qin Yixing had already put a spoonful of salad into his mouth, and he pulled it back and said, "You want to be loyal to him?" And he said, "No, is it?" Liu Yiyi straightened up, retracted again, straightened up again, and retracted again. Song Xusheng's worried expression flashed in his heart, and he finally straightened up and said, "We are going to have a child, I'm afraid we will get confused." Qin Yixing sighed: "Then forget it." He slowed down the pace of his meal, and said, "Why don't I go to the car and bring the medicine and annihilate all my offspring?" Liu Yiyi said: "That's not okay? It will have an impact in the future. Qin Yixing said: "Already planted?" It's okay, it's okay. Liu Yiyi was reluctant to take this risk and said, "Who knows? Qin Yixing said: "You really can't bear to let me down? Liu Yiyi felt his selfishness, and asked himself to take risks for the sake of desire. This made her determined not to be left to his whims. "I'm afraid I'm going to have a freak in the future," she said. Qin Yixing said, "How is it possible? No way. His persistence strengthened her resolve and said, "What if? What if? Qin Yixing said dejectedly: "Alas, it's really not good, then forget it." Liu Yiyi said: "I'm sorry, I disappointed you." The two performed other shows, Liu Yiyi wanted to behave better and give him a kind of compensation, Qin Yixing patted her on the shoulder and said, "Okay, okay, it's even more uncomfortable if the mood really comes up." Liu Yiyi sat back at a loss and smiled awkwardly.

Back in the sales department, the moment the elevator went up, Liu Yiyi felt a kind of dizziness, and a thought jumped into her heart: If you want to say that Song Xusheng is stubborn and admits death, but at least he is not stupid. Is his heart bright? It's not unreasonable for him to guard himself like that!