(forty-four)
Liu Zhixi was almost pushed off the elevator by Wenli, and Luo Run and his classmates looked at them in surprise and confusion. The "old man" reacted quickly and stopped Wen Li, who glanced at him with contempt, "I'm her mother, if you delay our affairs, you can't afford to be responsible!" The "old man" looked at Wenli and Liu Zhixi hesitantly, and it was indeed a mother and daughter. Liu Zhixi reluctantly said to the "old man": "Thank you, this is our housework." ”
Lei Yu's newly bought Maserati stopped downstairs in a stylish manner, arousing the envious eyes of countless people, luxury cars with handsome guys, and many young girls frequently turned around and whispered. Wen Li pulled Liu Zhixi and whispered in her ear: "Wanchen, don't be reluctant, my mother is also forced to do so, you save your mother and your Uncle Su, save this family!" As long as you are willing to be Lei Yu's girlfriend, your mother will send Su Huai abroad for further study, so that he will be like before, with unlimited scenery and a bright future! ”
Liu Zhixi's heart was like a knife cutting at her, and the closest person in the world regarded her as an item that could be traded, but when she heard Wenli's promise, her tough heart was the slightest weak. She thought of the down-and-out Su Huai, she loved him so much, even if it was not the love of young men and women, it was just a brotherhood that went deep into the bone marrow, she also hoped that he would live well, and hoped that the dirty world would not contaminate his clean heart and eyes.
"Zhixi!" When Lei Yu saw her, he politely and gentlemanly opened the car door for her, and in the brilliant sunlight, he seemed to be shining like gold. "Oh, Lei Yu, you, hello", Liu Zhixi hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and squeezed out a smile. Wen Li had a flattering smile on her face, but she was silent, she quietly patted Liu Zhixi, and then said to Lei Yu: "Xiaoyu, you and Zhixi, the two of you are in good hands, Auntie has something to do, so I won't go with you!" ”
Lei Yu was wearing a well-made black casual suit, looking imposing and radiant, he smiled and nodded, "Auntie, where are you going?" I'll send you there. "No need, the driver at home will come to pick me up later", Wen Li whispered in Liu Zhixi's ear and said, "Don't tell him the real situation at home", and then said goodbye to Lei Yu, and walked towards the tunnel entrance with his boots.
"Zhixi, what do you want to eat?" Liu Zhixi sat in the passenger seat, and as soon as she fastened her seat belt, Lei Yu asked her politely. Her mind was not on Lei Yu at all, she looked at the scenery outside the window and was distracted, and did not reply for a while. Lei Yu started the engine, saw that she was silent, and asked again, and she reacted.
Liu Zhixi's throat was as uncomfortable as a fish bone, and the corners of her eyes were hot and painful, but she couldn't hold back and couldn't cry. She took advantage of Lei Yu's concentration on driving, cleared her throat quietly, and pretended to pick her hair and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. "We," she said in a cheerful voice, her gaze just swept over the sign of the Golden Horn Restaurant on the side of the street, "let's eat this!" Lei Yu followed her gesture and looked, "Okay, as long as you like it, it's fine." ”
The familiar style, the familiar environment, the familiar taste, the familiar atmosphere, but the person sitting opposite is so unfamiliar. Liu Zhixi remembered that the last time she came to eat at the Golden Horn Restaurant was Su Huai's birthday. The last time was to celebrate Su Huai's birthday, and this time I came for Su Huai's future, even though I came twice, the purpose was different, the object was different, but it was the same way, she hoped that Su Huai could be happy and get everything he deserved.
Liu Zhixi's mobile phone ringtone, in an elegant environment, is inappropriately noisy, it is Su Huai. "Zhixi, Yao Yao had an accident, she cut her wrists, and now she is rescuing", Su Huai said anxiously and worriedly on the other end of the phone. Liu Zhixi's face suddenly looked like a torrential rain in June, she got up immediately, apologized to Lei Yu again and again, and then left in a hurry.
Walking to the door of the restaurant, Lei Yu caught up with her, "Zhixi, has something happened?" I'll work it out with you. Liu Zhixi seemed to see a straw floating in the air, not the last one that overwhelmed the camel, but the one that could be reached by those who fell into the water. Her beautiful eyes were full of panic, but Lei Yu's meticulous and considerate let her take off her guard and lean on with peace of mind.
Yao Yao was rescued in the ICU of the city's First People's Hospital, and when Liu Zhixi and Lei Yu rushed to the hospital, Su Huai was squatting on the cold ground, his once proud head buried deep between his legs, and his body trembled uncontrollably. Liu Zhixi was about to help Su Huai up, but Lei Yu touched her arm and signaled her not to step forward.
The two of them retreated to the other end of the corridor, Lei Yu took out his mobile phone and made a few calls, "Zhixi, your friend is sad, I can see that he is not in a good state now, let him be quiet, and now the rash comfort is a stimulus and blow to him." Don't worry, I found a few friends from this hospital and they said they would give the best treatment. ”
"Thank you, Lei Yu", Liu Zhixi's heart, like a small boat sailing in a huge wave, can finally stop in a safe harbor. "Zhixi, what do you say thank you to me? This is an exotic point! Lei Yu's sword eyebrows were slightly raised, and his calm and confident smile made his facial features more three-dimensional and distinct. The door of the operating room was suddenly opened, and several nurses walked out pushing the stretcher, Su Huai raised his head sharply and chased after the stretcher, Yao Yao's face was pale, his eyes were blank, but he showed a weak smile.
"Who are the patient's family?" The doctor's cold and emotionless voice sounded on the side. Liu Zhixi subconsciously glanced at Su Huai, he didn't notice, "It's me, doctor, what's wrong with her?" "She's out of danger and she's okay for the time being. But how do you take care of her? She's pregnant, you know? ”
"Su Huai," Yao Yao reluctantly called out with his strength, "Su Huai, our child, is it okay to leave it behind?" It's so small, I can't bear it, I really can't bear it......" Drops of hot tears slipped from the corners of Yao Yao's eyes, and Su Huai stood in place. "Su Huai, the child is innocent", Yao Yao pleaded angrily.
"Brother!" , Liu Zhixi saw Xin Chenxi coming to the door of the ward, but Xin Chenxi deliberately ignored her and looked at Yao Yao with her eyes. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't take care of you."
"The patient needs to rest now, so stay out of the way," the nurse coldly admonished. The four of them withdrew from the ward, Xin Chenxi's eyes were red, and she looked even haggard than Su Huai. Lei Yu quietly went to settle the expenses, and Su Huai looked at Liu Zhixi in a daze, but whenever he met Liu Zhixi's eyes, he avoided it in fear.
"Su Huai", Liu Zhixi walked to his side gently, "I won't blame you, but why are you doing this to yourself?" Su Huai lowered his head, his long eyelashes covering his eyelids, "I drank too much that night, and I can't remember anything!" Xin Chenxi raised his hand angrily and gave Su Huai a slap, but Su Huai did not dodge, nor did he resist or fight back. Su Huai, do you know how good Hong Tao is? How could you do such a despicable thing? ”
Su Huai's tall figure is like a crumbling dangerous building at this moment, swaying. Liu Zhixi only felt that the ruins in her heart had been recolored and renovated by disgust, disappointment, and indignation, but she could never find the original intact feeling. "Su Huai, I'm really, really desperate for you, I want to save you again and again, but you ruin everything!" Liu Zhixi said vigorously, word by word, but like a dagger, it fell fiercely on Su Huai's wound that did not scab.
Liu Zhixi walked alone on the riverside, the starlight was fine, blurring her cold eyes, and the evening breeze was like a willow, stirring her gloomy mood. She felt that her life at the moment was like a chaotic world, with neither a clear direction nor a solid stone to rely on. At night, the river surface is sparkling under the illumination of artificial neon, and the moon is still unscrupulous and unfazed.
The smell of fireworks wafted from the river, and a few flat boats left faint traces on the river, covered by the dense night. She held a bottle of lychee beer in her hand, sipping and sipping, the time of the hall of wine seemed to be as long as a century, like a shining iron foil, exercised in the flames, stretched and stretched, becoming a gorgeous and sharp weapon, and her youth, which was the first fragrance to poke her head out in winter, came too early, cut off the beautiful plot, went too late, and prolonged the period of pain.
In Liu Zhixi's mind, Yao Yao's haggard face appeared over and over again, as well as the sentence "The child is innocent", she was so angry, she tried her best, hoping that Su Huai could fly high, but he personally took off her wings as if she were life. Even though he was destitute and ambitious, she never lost faith in him, all she had was heartache.
Liu Zhixi took out her mobile phone from her bag and couldn't help but send a message to Senior Sister Ye. The leaf's reply, like a little fairy stepping on a rainbow, jumped out in front of her eyes when she was lonely and desperate. "Zhixi, if you really love someone, whether it is family, love or friendship, this kind of love should be one-sided, only in this way, your infatuation will not be hurt by this cruel world, and you will not be exiled by this indifferent world. I love Dawn, and I left him, not because he loved me or not, but because I couldn't support my love for him anymore. Love has become a burden, no longer happy, and letting go may also be a good choice. ”
"Senior Sister Ye, but I really can't let go of Su Huai. The first time I saw him, I liked him, and then because of the changes in the family, I hated him, but this hatred is really too tormenting, just like your dearest person, sticking the dagger of hatred into your heart. Later, the dagger was pulled out, and my heart bled incessantly, and it was he, with his own flesh and blood, to fill my vacant soul. Liu Zhixi's fingers trembled slightly, and she squatted weakly on the ground, and there were flames of a few stars of cigarettes not far away.
"Zhixi, do you know the story of Chenxi and Hong Tao? They are the best best friends, in a field training, Chenxi suddenly encountered danger, life hanging by a thread, it was Hong Tao desperate to save him, but Hong Tao was unfortunately injured, and left permanent sequelae, his injury, but also made him have to say goodbye to the national defense force. Chenxi doesn't love Yao Yao, but she is willing to accept her, this is because of Hong Tao. Are you reluctant to accept Yao Yao now because you love Su Huai, or are you afraid that Yao Yao will take away your love? Zhixi, I think you have always been afraid of losing some beautiful feelings, but the best way to maintain your feelings is not to suffer from gains and losses, but to manage them well. ”
Liu Zhixi lowered her head and stood on the riverside, letting the river wind drift in Yinhan, occasionally blowing off a few wisps of starlight. She suddenly smelled a strong smell of alcohol, and two staggering figures were walking towards her. She looked around, there was no one around, she stepped back in some fear, a drunk grabbed her arm, she struggled to resist, but was held tightly. Another big hand covered her mouth, and she struggled, but to no avail.
"Zhixi!" A familiar voice came, she looked up and saw that it was Su Huai, Su Huai waved his hand at the drunk, one drunk was knocked to the ground, and the other saw that the situation was not right, and left with a curse. Liu Zhixi was frightened, crying and pounced on Su Huai. Su Huai hesitated a little, as if he wanted to dodge, but he still hugged her gently, letting her tears wet her shoulders. "Su Huai, I don't blame you, I love you, and I will accept everything from you. We are still our dearest relatives. ”
"Zhixi, I really, don't remember anything. That day, Yao Yao asked me out, but I didn't agree, but I always felt ashamed, after all, it was because of me that she was like this. I drank that day, and I was really depressed, and the next day I woke up and was actually at Yao Yao's house. I regret it, but it doesn't help. Zhixi, forgive me, okay? ”
Liu Zhixi nodded slightly, she suddenly remembered Leng Jiang, and she had asked for her forgiveness, but she behaved so indifferent and detached. Perhaps, Su Huai and Leng Jiang play different roles in her heart, and their status is also different. Just like peonies and lilies, one is graceful and luxurious, placed in the imperial palace hall, and the other is pure and beautiful, quietly blooming in the valley.