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Back in the empty dormitory, Liu Zhixi felt empty in her heart, she missed the carefree time she spent with Luo Tang before. Luo Tang's luggage had already been packed, and Liu Zhixi suddenly remembered that she had asked Luo Cheng if she would cry when she graduated, and at this moment, her tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes. She became alone again, helpless and homeless, and her concern for her father deepened. Fortunately, Xin Chenxi often sent her news about her father's condition, as well as photos of her father doing rehabilitation.
At ten o'clock in the evening, Liu Zhixi, who had been busy all day, walked out of the I SHOW office and took the elevator, she subconsciously pressed the "5" floor. With the "tick tick" sound of the elevator arrival, Liu Zhixi walked out with the crowd and habitually walked to the bubble tea shop. Looking at the smiling unfamiliar face, she suddenly woke up and ordered a mango ice, but was told that the store did not sell it, and in a daze, she bought a cup of fruit tea, which was no longer a familiar taste.
"Zhixi", a hoarse voice called, she turned her head in surprise and saw a tall but skinny figure, so familiar, but a little strange. She frowned slightly, only to find out that it was Liu Yulin, who hadn't seen him for half a year, he was so thin that he could be described as skinny, and his face was also so haggard, without a trace of anger and vitality, and his eyes that had been bright before were dead and silent.
"Zhixi, is Xiao Tangerine okay?" Liu Yulin sat opposite Liu Zhixi, silent, and thought for a long time before asking cautiously. Liu Zhixi's hand stirring the coffee, shook suddenly, the coffee leaked from the metal spoon, she hurriedly wiped it with a tissue, and said in disguise, "Look at it, I'm so sloppy, if Xiao Tang is here, I'm going to complain about me again." Liu Yulin saw through her panic at a glance, and his eyes, from the slight expectation just now, turned into a vast Dead Sea. "I know, I, bless her", he sighed as he picked up the tea in front of him, his hand abruptly stopped in the air, but he didn't bring the cup to his lips.
"I haven't seen you for a few days", Liu Yulin smiled awkwardly and changed the topic, "These days, my business has failed, and I am in a particularly bad mood, so I went on a trip." As a result, the world has changed so much, and as soon as I came back, everything changed." "If you want others to start from the beginning, you must first be responsible for others", Liu Zhixi's eyes were quiet, and she said lightly, her expression was like an elegant cloud shadow on the horizon. "You, do you know something?" Liu Yulin's face changed abruptly, and he asked with some weakness.
"No, I don't know anything. Don't worry, Xiao Tang doesn't know anything either", Liu Zhixi raised her eyes to look at her watch, it was not early, she picked up her coat and said goodbye to Liu Yulin. Liu Yulin nodded, his eyes were like a dark night sky, without a touch of starlight, tomorrow would probably be another rainy day.
Yes, Liu Zhixi had already guessed everything, and there was the black coffee that Luo Tang had given her before in the dormitory, telling her that Liu Yulin's friend had brought it to him from abroad. Liu Zhixi tasted it, and it tasted quite good, but some time ago, when she was bored, she found on the Internet that this kind of packaging was full of strange foreign coffee, which was actually a new drug treatment drink launched by foreign countries. She immediately deduced that Liu Yulin's disappearance should be related to drug use, and seeing him today made her more sure of her conjecture.
Outside the white delivery room, Liu Zhixi and Su Huai stood side by side. Through the glass, you can clearly see the cute little lives in the nursery. Yao Yao gave birth to a healthy baby boy weighing 3.7 kilograms, and the mother and child were safe. The nurse took the child out, looking at the child's pink little face, Liu Zhixi took the child, the baby's soft body made Liu Zhixi very worried that he would slip out of his hands.
Su Huai looked at the child in Liu Zhixi's hand, his eyes were full of pity, but his expression was not half happy. "Su Huai, this is your child, the continuation of your and Yaoyao's lives. Don't you hug him and kiss him? Standing in front of Yao Yao's hospital bed, Liu Zhixi teased the child while softly reminding that it was Su Huai.
"Yao Yao, do we have to go to Beijing? Is it possible to stay here? Su Huai didn't take Liu Zhixi's words, but asked Yao Yao in a low voice. Yao Yao's face was weak, but her face couldn't hide her happiness, "Su Huai, we must go to Beijing, where we met and witnessed our love." Besides, Beijing has a good education system, and we should do our best to give our children the best resources. A trace of sadness flashed on Su Huai's face, but he was silent, looking at Liu Zhixi intently to make the child laugh.
"Wanchen, Hong Tao is gone", Xin Chenxi called sadly and told Liu Zhixi. She turned and walked out of the room, hiding in a corner, quietly listening to the phone. Thinking of the two old men, bearing the most desperate grief of their age, Liu Zhixi's heart is like a knife, human life, said tenacious and tenacious, said fragile as if it was like grass mustard in the wind, fragile porcelain. She stood outside the door, calmed down, and smiled brightly before entering the room. She didn't tell Yao Yao.
Standing in front of Fu Hongtao's tombstone, looking at the high-spirited black and white photos of him before his death, Liu Zhixi's tears fell silently in the sad autumn. The green plants planted in the cemetery, with their withered leaves falling down, were ruthlessly blown in an unknown direction by the bleak wind. It was a cold light rain, Xin Chenxi looked solemn and didn't say a word, letting the rain wet his coat, as if someone leaned on his side and cried bitterly.
Liu Zhixi heard the footsteps behind him, it was Su Huai, holding a bouquet of yellow chrysanthemums, walking slowly, he gently put the bouquet in front of the tomb, burned the paper money again, and bowed to the tombstone. "His parents, Yao Yao and I, will do their best to give them financial assistance," Su Huai said silently, repenting as if he had done something wrong.
"Zhixi, we're leaving, and we'll go to Beijing the day after tomorrow. Knowing you is really my greatest luck and joy. You're a good girl, but I know there's no point in saying that now. I just, from the bottom of my heart, I hope that you can always be happy, no matter what you meet, you must be optimistic", Su Huai's voice was a little hoarse, "Don't worry, I will run my home well and treat Yao Yao and the children well." Don't worry about me, I'm not that ignorant teenager anymore, I'm going to be a man on my own. ”
"Su Huai, let's go away and fly high, chase your dreams to your heart's content, and fly to the vast sky. I am also very happy to know you, and I have left so many precious memories that no amount of gold and silver treasure can buy. Thank you, we will always be relatives and close friends", Liu Zhixi couldn't help but choked up.
The pressure of schoolwork is getting bigger and bigger, Xin Chenxi graduated, Su Huai went to Beijing, Luo Cheng went to Guangzhou to work hard, Liu Zhixi was alone, she was always alone, but her busy life didn't make her have too much time to be sentimental. She sat in the I SHOW office, brewed a cup of instant coffee, and gently rubbed her temples with the index fingers of both hands.
"Felice, let's see who's coming?" Luo Run's magnetic voice said beside her, "Teacher Luo Run, you haven't gone home yet?" Before Liu Zhixi's words fell, she heard a crisp sound of high heels, "Senior Sister Ye!" ", she exclaimed happily. Ye Zi was dressed as an "office lady", fashionable and delicate, and capable, "Ah, Senior Sister Ye, the photos you sent me to teach in the northwest have changed too much!" Ye Zi pursed his lips and smiled.
"I'm back, I'm about to graduate from my internship, of course I can't be disgraced!" "Did you find the house?" Liu Zhixi asked with a smile, "Still looking", Ye Zi told him. "Let's move to our dormitory", Liu Zhixi whispered, "I'm alone, very lonely", and her voice contained infinite sadness and loss. "Okay", Ye Zi couldn't help but glance at Liu Zhixi seriously, and found that her loneliness was not pretended, Ye Zi sighed in her heart and immediately agreed, Liu Zhixi's face immediately flushed with excitement, cheering like a child.
Lying on the bed in the bedroom at night, Liu Zhixi and Ye Zi are each immersed in their own worlds, like two planets whose orbits never meet, in the private past, each reminiscing and exploring. However, their sky, intertwined with the glow of the glow, contained so many words in their hearts that they wanted to say to each other, but for a while, no one knew how to start, and each other's experiences were like chaotic words, filled in their minds, and they couldn't find an open exit.
"Zhixi, how's he?" Ye Zi hesitated, but he was the first to break the silence, "Senior Sister Ye, Senior Xin is fine, you don't have to worry." "Yes, it's not my turn to worry about his life", Ye Zi whispered, her voice so small that only she could hear it, "Zhixi, do you know, I teach in a small mountain village in Tianshui, Gansu Province, where it is barren and desolate, there is no vegetation, no clear water, yellow sand is all over the sky, and everyone's face is gray. However, I saw that the eyes that were thirsty for knowledge were so sincere and clean. Those children often come to school hungry, but I can feel that their souls are full and rich. ”
"But that's only part of the story, where the children who can go to school are from slightly better off families, or have a little bit of insight from their parents. Many more children, because of poverty, drop out of school early, either stay in their hometowns to work in agriculture or leave their hometowns to work. I have visited their homes, and the living conditions in the dilapidated caves and the walls of the homes can be described as shocking. Compared to them, we are really so happy", Ye Zi muttered, Liu Zhixi suddenly thought of Shi Yue, before coming to the Su family, she lived such a dark and poor life, she regretted for a while, this boy's future journey, I don't know where it will lead, she only prays that he can always keep his original intention, and not be wiped out by evil.
"Zhixi, are you asleep?" Ye Zi hadn't heard Liu Zhixi's movement for a long time, and called softly. "No, Senior Sister Ye", when Liu Zhixi replied, there was an obvious crying in her voice, she was also taken aback by herself, but she could no longer suppress her emotions, she told Ye Zi everything that happened in the past year.
"Zhixi, I don't want to comment on your housework, but you have to believe that as long as there is light in your heart, the road ahead will not be dark. Stride towards hope, leave the pain behind and embrace a new life, the sun is always there, as long as you try to look up, you can feel its warmth. And, haven't you noticed that there are many people who love you deeply", Ye Zi said softly. "Really? My biological mother only treats me as a pawn for her", Liu Zhixi sighed sadly, "However, what you lost in the winter will be repaid to you in the spring", Ye Zi said sincerely.