"Senior Sister Ye, my stomach hurts so much", on the weekend, Liu Zhixi was discussing with Ye Zi and going to the provincial library to read books, but early in the morning, Liu Zhixi had abdominal pain. was wiping the leaves of skin care products, heard Liu Zhixi's moaning, immediately canceled all activities, contacted an online car-hailing, and sent Liu Zhixi to the Municipal People's Hospital. The doctor examined Liu Zhixi and diagnosed that she was fine, but she should pay attention to a light diet and a reasonable work and rest, and then prescribed a list to ask Liu Zhixi to go back after the infusion.

It happened that Ye Zi's internship unit called her to arrange additional work, and Liu Zhixi felt that she was fine, so she asked Ye Zi to go back to deal with work affairs first. Liu Zhixi sat in the infusion room, the nurse brought the medicine and syringe, the moment the needle was pierced into the skin, there was a sharp stinging pain, and then the cold liquid flowed down the blood vessels into the body.

Liu Zhixi closed her eyes and didn't dare to look, she was afraid of injections since she was a child. The rubber band that had been tied to her wrist was torn off, and the tingling sensation had dissipated, and she moved her fingers, and there was a dull and hard pain. For some reason, she suddenly became a little obsessed with the dull pain, constantly stretching her fingers, and the feeling of the needle tip piercing the wall of the blood vessel, made her addicted.

Liu Zhixi opened her eyes, only to find that there was a boy Xiaochen sitting not far away, he hung his head, listless, and sick. Liu Zhixi's two bottles of potion were quickly finished, and Xiaochen was still sitting alone. She quietly approached him, but instead of asking where his parents were, she handed him a beautifully packaged mango mille-feuille, which she had bought for lunch and she decided to give it to Shinochen. Xiaochen raised his head, his eyes were shining, he was obviously hungry, gobbling it up, Liu Zhixi patted him lightly on the back, for fear that he would choke.

Tears streamed down his skinny cheeks, and he licked his lips after eating the last cake crumb. "Sister Zhixi, you are so good", Xiaochen said seriously word by word. "Xiaochen, it's not that I'm good, but that you're worthy, let me be good to you", Liu Zhixi wiped his mouth with a tissue and replied gently.

"But Sister Zhixi, my mother scolded me for being a wild seed, saying that I didn't deserve anyone's liking", Xiaochen's lips trembled slightly, his black eyelashes fanned gently, and he looked at Liu Zhixi painfully and eagerly, as if waiting for a crucial decision. Liu Zhixi suddenly felt a heartache.

"Xiaochen, the purpose of our hard work is not to like others, but to live as we like", Liu Zhixi said softly, she knew that Xiaochen might not understand, but she couldn't find a more suitable wording.

"Mom was pregnant with a baby, and Dad said, Mom is very hard, I have to let her do everything, I can't make her angry. But I don't like my mother now, I like my own mother before", Shinochen's dark eyes were endlessly dark, and he lowered his head again and cast his gaze on the ground. "Sister Zhixi, I want to ask you to do me a favor", Xiaochen said quietly, his tone was not like a request, but a helpless sigh, "Sister Zhixi, help me find my mother, okay?" I really, really, really miss her. ”

When I returned to the dormitory in the evening, Liu Zhixi was using a hair dryer to blow her wet hair, and Ye Zi walked in with a bag, looking a little cold. Seeing this, Liu Zhixi knew that Ye Zi was not in a good mood, so she didn't say anything more. She had been thinking about how to contact Xiaochen's mother, and today Xiaochen cried bitterly and told her that his mother had left home after his third birthday, and had not been heard from and never returned.

And his father soon found a new love and married Pei Qian. At the beginning, Pei Qian still had some scruples, but since her father was getting busier and busier at work, and she was pregnant, she abused herself even more. When her father was at home, she pretended to be attentive to herself, and when her father left, she fought at the slightest disappointment.

Liu Zhixi suddenly thought that Jiang Xiaohan was well-connected, and maybe he could help. She hurriedly took out her mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Jiang Xiaohan, providing the basic information that Xiaochen told her, and asked him to help find it. Jiang Xiaohan quickly replied, and readily agreed to help Liu Zhixi with this favor. Liu Zhixi thanked her repeatedly, and heard Luo Tang's voice in Jiang Xiaohan's voice chat, she sent a greeting message to Luo Tang, but Luo Tang's avatar was always black, indifferently existing in the list.

"Zhixi, have you slept?" In the middle of the night, Liu Zhixi tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, and suddenly heard Ye Zi calling her. "No, Senior Sister Ye", Liu Zhixi replied softly. "Zhixi, I saw Chenxi and He Ying today, are they together?" Liu Zhixi sighed, "Senior Sister Ye, you still don't love the warm sun, right?" ”

The leaves did not speak, and for a long time there was a wall of silence between them. Liu Zhixi decided to push this wall and let the sunlight shine in, "Senior Sister Ye, in fact, I don't know Nuan Yang either, I don't know what kind of person he is, but you are irresponsible to three people like this." The holes in the clothes should be sewn with cloth of the same color, and the holes should not be filled with mismatched fabrics. This is true for sewing clothes, and the same is true for the human heart. You take Nuan Yang as a substitute, but he is never Xin Chenxi, and your heart will never be restored. ”

"Stinky bitch, how much do you cost a night?" Liu Zhixi gradually fell asleep, but was woken up by a noisy mobile phone vibration, she pursed her lips and reluctantly opened the phone, but saw an unfamiliar number and sent an insulting message.

Liu Zhixi's eyes were glued to the screen, and she began to be unconscious, she thought it was a nightmare, and when she saw the text messages on her mobile phone, the black Song characters were at a glance, and the unsightly words poured into her eyes, she understood that this was true, and there were people in the real world who were resentful of her, so they used indiscriminate means to deal with her.

One by one, the text messages entered Liu Zhixi's gaze like a shark, biting her dignity, and Liu Zhixi's hand holding the mobile phone couldn't help but tremble slightly. The evil in the world is far more profound than Liu Zhixi's realization, and the vagaries of people's hearts are unpredictable, like an abyss, pushing her innocent and kind into hell from which she will never recover.

Angry, shocked, aggrieved, all kinds of feelings floated in her heart, she suddenly hated herself, why is she so useless, Liu Zhixi at this moment, helpless and hesitant, beside her, those big trees that can withstand the wind and rain for her, have either been transplanted to other soil, or cut down for firewood, or have decayed and decayed.

Liu Zhixi could only block the mobile phone number, but the other party immediately used another number to send obscene words, helpless, Liu Zhixi had no choice but to turn off the phone, throw the mobile phone aside, and sink her head into the soft pillow, wanting to escape the world like an ostrich in the desert.

"Zhixi, what's wrong with you?" Ye Zi heard Liu Zhixi's soft sobs and couldn't help but ask with concern. "Senior Sister Ye, I, I'm fine", Liu Zhixi thought for a moment. "Alas, Zhixi, you are always like this, everything is hidden, you say that my heart can never be restored, and why are you not even willing to show the fragments of your heart to those who love you and care about you? If you don't let others into your heart, how can you fill the void in your heart? After a long time, Ye Zi sighed and said in a fluttering tone. And this sentence seems to have a huge amount of energy, which gives Liu Zhixi the courage to say it.

After listening to Liu Zhixi's statement, Ye Zi said slowly: "Zhixi, don't be afraid, we will go to the police station tomorrow to report to the police, now that the information grid is so developed, the police will investigate clearly." "Senior Sister Ye, thank you. However, I really don't know what I have done wrong, who I have offended, and I should be punished like this? ”

"Zhixi, you always say that linear algebra is difficult to understand, and that English grammar is very complicated, but in my opinion, human nature and human heart are a million times more elusive than mathematical formulas and English grammar. This world is not as beautiful as the song says, jealousy, revenge, resentment, and hatred are full of people's hearts, there is nothing to take for granted, there are only eternal interests", Ye Zi said slowly, "However, even if the world is like this, it is not the purgatory of Western mythology, because everything has an opposite, one thing descends one thing, this is the real world of flesh and blood, beauty and ugliness." ”

In the police room of the police station, a man with a flat head and a fierce eye sat opposite Liu Zhixi. The man's name is Li Yu, a schizophrenic patient, he sometimes has dull eyes, a fierce face, sometimes a stupid smirk, dancing hands, and next to him, there is a middle-aged woman with a fat head and big ears, who is his mother.

After the information provided by Liu Zhixi, the police quickly found out that it was Li Yufa's harassment information. In view of Li Yu's special situation, the police educated him a few words, asked his guardian to make a guarantee and apologize, and let them go back. Liu Zhixi and Ye Zi were a little dissatisfied with this result, but they had no choice but to pay more attention to safety.

"Zhixi, the mother of the child you want me to check, she died of lung cancer in the Provincial Cancer Hospital five years ago", Jiang Xiaohan sent a message to tell Liu Zhixi the unfortunate news, Liu Zhixi was stunned, and the cold breath hit overwhelmingly. "Zhixi, Zhixi", Ye Zi called her twice in a row, Liu Zhixi came back to her senses, she remembered Xiaochen's tearful appearance, and couldn't help but feel heartbroken, and when she promised Xiaochen to help him find his mother, his cheerful and happy look made her even more unable to tell him the truth.

"Senior Sister Ye", Liu Zhixi suddenly cried and lay on Ye Zi's shoulder, "Senior Sister Ye, you and Senior Xin, the two of you are together well, okay?" You are a good match, you know each other's intentions and love each other deeply, why should you be imprisoned by other people's mistakes and not strive for your own happiness? Did you know that there are so many beggars begging for love in this world, and you are indifferent to the sumptuous feast? ”

"Zhixi", Ye Zi patted Liu Zhixi's shoulder and hugged her affectionately, "No matter what, we are all relatives and close friends." ”