After Chen Yuhao finished washing, he threw the dirty clothes into the washing machine, pressed the switch, and walked out of the bathroom.

He sat on the edge of the bed, "It's going to take a while to finish washing my clothes, so I'm going to have something to do to pass the boring time." "His eyes fell on the bedside table, which contained his cigarette case, lighter and cell phone." Why isn't there a book on it? ”。

got up, walked to the wardrobe, opened the cabinet door, rummaged through the stack of books, and suddenly a new set of unopened books appeared in his sight, he took it out and looked at it, it turned out to be Lu Yao's "Ordinary World", "When did I buy this set of books?" How did you forget? ”。

I took it apart and picked up the first of the three. Close the cabinet door, walk to the bed, sit on the floor against the edge of the bed, bend one knee again, rest the book on your lap, pick up the cigarette case on the bedside table, smoke one, and light it. Open the book, hold the book in one hand and the cigarette in the other. His eyes were focused on the book, and the hand holding the cigarette put the cigarette into his mouth from time to time, took a puff, opened his mouth, and a thick cloud of white smoke slowly spit out of his mouth.

Chen Yuhao was deeply attracted by Lu Yao's beautiful language, and the more he read it, the more fascinated he became, and it didn't take long for him to be completely immersed in the book, so much so that he didn't feel it when the washing machine stopped.

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“For all these times you stood by me,、、、、、、。” The mobile phone rang suddenly, Chen Yuhao was excited, and quickly picked up the mobile phone to take a look, and the screen displayed "dream", "It's so late, what's the matter with the dream?" He wondered in his heart.

"Dreams"

"Yu Hao: Come pick me up, I'm at Xinle Bar." The voice of Imon, who could smell the strong smell of alcohol from the phone, came from the phone.

"Okay, don't move there, I'll come right over. Remember, don't move. ”

"Okay, come on"

After hanging up the phone, the mobile phone was put in the pajama pocket, and I didn't even have time to change the pajamas, so I took the keys, changed into shoes, and ran out of the door.

On the way, Chen Yuhao stopped a taxi. Sitting in the taxi, he kept driving Cui: "Master: Can you hurry up?" ”。

finally arrived, and as soon as he got out of the car, Chen Yuhao ran to the bar.

"Yu Hao, Yu Hao"

When he was about to reach the door of the bar, Imon's weak voice came from not far away. Chen Yuhao hurriedly stopped his steps and looked around. At once, I saw Imu sitting in the fountain pool intact. The nervous heart of the whole way finally relaxed at this moment, "Huh~", he let out a long breath.

He sat alone for so long, so as soon as he saw Chen Yuhao, Yi Meng couldn't wait to get up and walk towards Chen Yuhao. But she was so drunk that she didn't take a few steps before a horse fell to the ground.

Chen Yuhao hurriedly ran over and helped her up, "Dream: get up." But as soon as they came together, before they could stand up, Yi Meng felt a tumult in his stomach, and he hurriedly bent down and vomited wildly.

"Which bastard? Poured so much wine on you. Chen Yuhao patted Yi Meng's back, gritted his teeth in distress and said angrily.

After Yi Meng vomited, he straightened up, raised his head, and looked at Chen Yuhao's face. A smile appeared on her face, but just as her eyebrows bent, two teardrops the size of beans gushed down her cheeks.

Looking at Yi Meng's appearance, Chen Yuhao's heart suddenly felt as if a sharp blade had been inserted and twisted vigorously, and he was in pain. At the same time, he was worried and nervous, and asked eagerly, "Is someone bullying you?" ”。

"Hahaha~, fool! Look, put you nervous. Yi Meng softly raised his finger and pointed at Chen Yuhao, laughed twice, and said.

"Let's go, let's go home." Chen Yuhao helped Yimeng and walked forward.

"Yu Hao: Shall we sit down for a while?" Iemon said, pointing to the edge of the fountain pool in front of him.

"It's so late, why don't you go back?"

"No~, I want to sit for a while, can you sit with me for a while?" Yi Meng stopped and refused to go forward, pursed his lips, looked at Chen Yuhao, and was coquettish.

Chen Yuhao looked at Yi Meng's coquettish appearance with herself, her delicate melon seed-shaped little face was burned red by alcohol, her slightly upturned lips turned into a beautiful little red flower, and although she was a little listless, her eyes were still clear and bright with a little unhappiness, and she stared wide. Chen Yuhao stared at her blankly for a few seconds, his heart gradually melted, and he said softly, "Okay, I'll sit with you for a while." ”。

The two walked to the other side of the fountain pool and sat down on the edge of the pool.

As soon as he sat down, Yi Meng held Chen Yuhao's arm with both hands and rested his head on his shoulder.

"Isn't that happiness in dreams?" , Chen Yuhao's body and mind were instantly wrapped in happiness, he tilted his head, smiled happily, and looked at Yimeng who was clinging to him tenderly.

After a while, Yi Meng suddenly said: "Yu Hao: You, you are sincere, righteous, and kind, with you by my side, I feel down-to-earth." After a pause, he said: "Actually, I have known for a long time that you like me, but it is a pity and a pity: our ability makes us too small in this bustling metropolis, just like ants, we don't know where it will drift when the wind blows a little." If you, or I, one of the two of us, can have a house in this city, a house of sixty or seventy square meters, where we can settle our family, I will be with you. ”。

After saying "hahaha", Yimeng laughed, but his face was full of helpless sadness.

After a pause, she added, "But it's good to be friends, like now, what do you say?" ”。

Chen Yuhao didn't dare to look at Yimeng, he quietly listened to her words buried in his heart. His heart grew heavier and heavier, and at last it was like a big stone that filled his entire heart. "Yes, the dream is not demanding at all, and it is reasonable, I can only blame myself for being too incompetent to achieve it." Thinking of this, Chen Yuhao couldn't wait to find a wall, and just hit his head to death, and the same was true of sadness: his entire face was written in an instant.

Chen Yuhao didn't answer, and he didn't know how to answer Yi Meng, he slammed his head down.

After a while, he said, "Dream: It's too late, shall we go back?" ”

"Good"

got into the taxi, and within a few minutes, Yimeng fell asleep on Chen Yuhao's shoulder, and let out a slight snoring sound before two minutes of arrival. Chen Yuhao heard the even snoring sound in his ears, and couldn't help but turn his head and look at her with pity. Imon's hair slid down her face, covering her face completely. Chen Yuhao couldn't help but reach out and gently pull away the hair on her face, in order to prevent the hair from slipping down on her face again, he helped her gently pull the hair to her ears, and quietly looked at this face that puzzled her, "Dream: How nice it would be if you could still snuggle on my shoulder like you do now tomorrow!" ”。

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"Dreams, dreams: wake up, we're here." Chen Yuhao shook Yimeng gently and shouted a few words.

"Hmm~" Imon was so tired, she just smacked her mouth twice, turned her head to the other side, and fell asleep again.

"It seems that the dream can't be woken up." , Chen Yuhao looked at Yi Meng's helpless Yaoyao head. Then he got out of the car first, then picked up Yimeng, and let her lie on his back, carrying her all the way.

Yi Meng's whole body was soft, his hands hung down on Chen Yuhao's chest, his head was against Chen Yuhao's head, and he made an even breathing sound "whirring".

Chen Yuhao quietly listened to Yimeng's "whirring" breathing and quietly felt her body temperature. If he had been like this before, he would have been nervous and his heart would have raced. But now, his heart is like a knife, and his heart hurts so much that he wants to cry out loud.

He walked slowly, hoping that the road would be so long, so long that it would take him a lifetime to walk it.

When she got home, Chen Yuhao put Yimeng on the bed, helped her take off her shoes and coat, and let her lie down. He ran to the bathroom again to bring a basin of water, wiped her face and hands with a towel, and covered her with a quilt.

Chen Yuhao picked up the basin and walked out.

"Yu Hao"

As soon as he turned around, he heard Yi Meng calling himself, and Chen Yuhao hurriedly turned around. "Yu Hao", he saw: Yi Meng's eyes were closed, and his originally happy and happy face was suddenly full of distressing sadness.

My heart suddenly twisted like a knife, and there was a huge pain. He put the basin back on the bedside table and sat slowly down against the edge of the bed. He bent his knees, propped his hands on his knees, and inserted his fingers into his hair, and his eyes immediately turned red.

Chen Yuhao didn't expect Yimeng to love him so much, and because of his incompetence, he couldn't give her a solid and safe home in the city and didn't have the courage to express it, so he had to hide it in his heart and let himself fall into pain.

"It turns out that she is the same as herself: she is suffering for love, when did she fall in love with me?" Chen Yuhao recalled: "Dream" "What's wrong?" "Pay attention to safety on the road" and "Okay", that was the first time she called her "dream", she reacted so naturally, as if she had heard herself call her like this countless times, if she hadn't been moved by herself and thought that she would call her like this, how could she react so naturally; Also, the jokes of those colleagues in the company, if you don't see it, how can you make such jokes for no reason, and every time you dream of it, you just bow your head and run away, and you never lose your temper. She should be the same as herself: she treats such jokes as a little beauty; 、、、、、、。 ”。

"It turns out that under this happy-looking, carefree little face, there is a heart that has always been sad for itself!" Tears flowed down his cheeks.

"As a real man, how can you bear to let your beloved suffer like this because he loves himself? No matter what, I'm going to earn this house that can house our family. ”。

Chen Yuhao got up, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Yimeng for a while, reached out and patted her shoulder gently, and said softly: "Meng: You sleep well, don't worry, I will earn the house that can settle our family, don't worry, I will earn it." Then, pulling the quilt around her neck, picking up the basin, walking out of the bedroom, turning off the light, and gently closing the door.

Chen Yuhao was still a little worried about Yimeng, and it was too late to take a taxi, so he decided not to go back.

It was already more than two o'clock in the morning, but Chen Yuhao didn't feel sleepy at all. He walked to the balcony.

On the balcony, he took out a cigarette case and a lighter from his trouser pocket, lit a cigarette, looked at the quiet community, smoked several puffs in a row, and his heart slowly calmed down.

He began to reflect on himself and looked back at this relationship seriously: "From the first day I dreamed of coming to the company, I fell in love with her. From now on, as long as I can see her every day, I will be happy, and I feel that life is colorful and very meaningful. For her sake, you can do whatever you want. But what did I do? In addition to sighing, he has always been resigned to fate, and has never worked hard to change himself for the sake of this relationship, so that he can become a little better and have the ability to have dreams. ”

Thinking of this, Chen Yuhao suddenly felt extremely ashamed, he held on to the railing with his hand, and his head hung down heavily. After a while, he raised his hand again, put the cigarette in his hand in his mouth, and took a deep breath.

After smoking the cigarette in his hand, Chen Yuhao turned around and went back to the room, and when he reached the living room, he stopped, turned his head and looked at Yi Meng's bedroom door, "Dream: Thank you, thank you for helping me see myself clearly." It's good to have you! Then he turned off the lights in the living room and walked to the other bedroom.