Chapter 544: Living with Less Sin, Dying with Happiness!
Listen?
This is what a twenty-two-year-old girl should say?
Even people in their seventies and eighties would not say such things.
Tao Zhiming smiled bitterly and said: "You are only twenty-two years old, and your real life has just begun, why do you say that you have already spent your good years?" ”
Shen Yan said: "You are not much older than me, and age does not represent qualifications, and everyone's life is different, so naturally, I think I have had the best time, is there a problem?" ”
Tao Zhiming said: "What you said is also very reasonable. ”
Tao Zhiming actually agreed with Shen Yan's statement.
However, Tao Zhiming is not the kind of wooden fish head, he is just more persistent than others.
Tao Zhiming asked curiously: "When do you think your good years and time are?" ”
Shen Yan said bluntly: "Eighteen-year-old summer. ”
Tao Zhiming said: "The summer of eighteen years old was indeed a very good time. ”
Shen Yan said: "You may have misunderstood. ”
"Misunderstanding?" Tao Zhiming was even more puzzled.
Shen Yan said: "My best time was indeed the summer when I was eighteen years old, but it was not to leave the time in the eternal moment, because my dream came true, and it was in that summer. ”
Tao Zhiming asked, "Dream? ”
Shen Yan said: "To my only relative, my grandmother will be retired to the end." ”
As soon as these words came out, Tao Zhiming was stunned.
In this way, wasn't the summer of eighteen years old a time that made Shen Yan heartbroken?
After all, it was Shen Yan's only relatives who had left, and in this world, it was considered to be nothing to worry about, so naturally there was nothing to remember.
But what Tao Zhiming couldn't understand was, why did Shen Yan say that it was her dream to give her grandmother a pension?
Shouldn't Shen Yan have bigger dreams?
"Is it your dream to give your grandmother a pension?" Tao Zhiming asked.
He can't deny that old-age care is a natural thing, but as a dream, does that mean that the dream seems too superficial?
Shen Yan sneered and said: "I can't compare with you, I didn't graduate from junior high school, I left society at the age of fifteen, I have no family background, no education, no connections, and no self-advantages worth taking, so if I continue to live in this life, I can only do nothing, and I can only worry about three meals a day in the future, so why should I continue to live?" ”
Tao Zhiming, who heard this, was directly silent.
It's not just Tao Zhiming.
There are also many water friends in the Tiandao live broadcast room.
They thought Shen Yan was suffering from severe depression.
But listening to Shen Yan's self-description, what is the point of living for a long time?
To live is to suffer.
"How do I feel that this Shen Yan is sober in the world?"
"I don't want to live anymore, so are you still awake in the world?"
"She's probably the kind of person who sees her hope coming to an end."
"You're talking so great, isn't she running away? To put it bluntly, she is a waste, an out-and-out bastard! ”
"That's right, Lao Tzu owes more than three million debts, and he has never thought about suicide."
There are still many sailors who can't understand Shen Yan's thoughts.
Of course, there are also many sailors who feel that Shen Yan has seen her head, and to live is to wait for death, and there is no hope at all.
Shen Yan said: "Don't say anything to help me or anything like that, living and exchanging lives is simply unrealistic, I'm really hopeless, I'm just a complete waste, in fact, this world is very beautiful, if there is a next life, I won't come again." ”
Tao Zhiming asked: "Not everyone is born to stand on a high point, although there are many nobles on the way, and I am like this, if you want to talk about your background, I am not much better than you." ”
Shen Yan asked rhetorically, "Can this be the same?" Even if I have noble people in my future life, even if I can live a good life in the future, this is not the life I want. ”
"What kind of life do you want?" Tao Zhiming asked.
Shen Yan said: "I just want to suffer less sin when I live, and I can be happy when I die." ”
Hearing this, Tao Zhiming began to understand Shen Yan's inner thoughts.
He was silent for a long time, and did not speak.
Shen Yan said again: "Big guy, I won't bother you." ”
Let's talk about it.
Shen Yan walked away.
And Tao Zhiming didn't catch up, just looked at the back of Shen Yan leaving, he was taught a lesson by a girl in her early twenties today.
And this lesson also benefited him a lot.
Tao Zhiming seemed to know that Shen Yan would not survive.
Even if he could help Shen Yan once and save Shen Yan for a while, it would be impossible to save her for a lifetime.
Tao Zhiming is also the chosen one.
In this copy of the mountain and sea beasts with an eight-star difficulty coefficient, he is also a mud bodhisattva who crosses the river and is difficult to protect.
How can there be any ability to protect Shen Yan.
Moreover, Tao Zhiming never thought about protecting Shen Yan all the time.
Shen Yan is the kind of person who doesn't care about death, even if she dies here, she doesn't have any despair.
Taking a step back, even if Shen Yan really had the ability to pass the trial, then she might not be thinking about how to survive.
What's more, Shen Yan didn't have this strength at all.
……
Meanwhile.
In Zone B2.
A five-year-old girl looked upstream, red fish with wings and a hissing sound, flying over the waterfall.
For this kind of fish, of course, the sailors in the Tiandao live broadcast room are very clear.
It was the winning fish recorded in the Book of Mountains and Seas.
These winning fish may not even be a third-level alien beast.
But whoever stipulates that there can be no low-level alien beasts in District B2.
So far, in the second trial of the second trial of the B area, there are many low-level beasts.
Of course, there are also more than a dozen levels of strange beasts.
Su Qianqian jumped to the top of the waterfall.
One by one, the winning fish leaped in front of her.
She also caught a winning fish that weighed only three pounds.
The winning fish in Su Qianqian's hands is still flapping its wings, and the frequency is comparable to that of a hummingbird.
Obviously, the wings are so transparent, and they are like cicada wings, but they can support the weight of the pillar winning fish, and they still have to be so tall.
When Su Qianqian turned around, when she looked down, she saw a purple and red thing moving under the waterfall.
The sailors in the Tiandao live broadcast room also saw it clearly through Su Qianqian's live broadcast screen.
"Water snakes?"
"The water snake is so big, it feels like it's comparable to the Titan Python, right?"
"It can't be a Titan Monty Python, right?"
"I can't say, among the strange beasts of the mountains and seas, there may not be no Titan Python."
Bang!
Suddenly.