Lu Li was silent for a long time and did not respond to Xie Nanyi.

It's not that she doesn't want to respond to Xie Nanyi, it's that she doesn't know how to respond, and she blurted out the words just now.

She intuitively felt that when Qi Luwen approached her, it was different from every previous time.

But I'm afraid, it's another self-inflicted amorous.

She was really scared.

Eventually, Lu Li sighed: "It's nothing. ”

She wanted to force this mess down.

"You mean, you feel that Qi Luwen is seducing you?" Xie Nanyi didn't intend to interrupt the topic with Lu Li, "Your feelings may not be wrong." ”

"It's nothing, I'm just like this all of a sudden." Lu Li said, "It's a bit of a sequelae, I always feel that if he gets closer to me, it's interesting to me, in fact, it's not interesting." ”

After Lu Li finished speaking, he pretended to laugh easily.

It's like nothing.

Xie Nanyi was silent for a while and said, "So, you are running away again, unwilling to face your true emotions, right?" ”

"Nothing, what am I running away from?" Lu Li subconsciously blurted out.

"Is there a mirror?" Xie Nanyi reminded: "Take a look at how fake you are now." ”

When Xie Nanyi's words fell, Lu Li just raised his head and looked at himself in the window glass.

Truly......

The laugh is fake.

It's fake, and even Lu Li himself feels stiff when he looks at it.

Xie Nanyi said: "I know what you're afraid of, aren't you just afraid, your feelings for Qi Luwen won't be responded, and you haven't had a relationship for 12 years in the end."

At the same time, I am even more afraid that Qi Luwen will think that you are a perverted and disgusting person, so you would rather torture yourself and force yourself to let go of your feelings for him? ”

Xie Nanyi's words accurately expressed all the emotions in Lu Li's heart.

She can deceive anyone.

But she couldn't deceive herself.

She knew that giving up her feelings for Qi Luwen was more due to the collapse of her confidence, and she knew that she didn't seem to be able to get the same heart as Qi Luwen.

So I'd rather not, so I'd rather bury this relationship.

This way it will not appear, and one day her secret will be exposed, and the person she loves the most will look at her with the eyes of a foreign object.

Laugh at her disgusting emotions.

Speaking of which, she is too proud and too protective of her self-esteem.

Xie Nanyi's voice continued to sound: "You think that you have made a desperate bet on Qi Luwen's relationship and have given it all."

But Lu Li, ask yourself, did you really give it all? ”

"Your most important self-esteem and pride have not yet been given."

After saying this, Xie Nanyi sighed loudly.

The main reason is that Xie Nanyi feels that this sentence is wrong.

But I don't say it, and I feel that I can't express my thoughts clearly.

She just felt that Qi Luwen's feelings for Lu Li were not as shallow as Lu Li thought, and she was not unimpressed.

And Lu Li's treatment of Qi Luwen is not so unreserved.

So two people are always stuck at a certain stage, unable to enter or retreat.

It seems that two people have found a new way to get along, but in fact, the two are still standing still.

Nothing has changed!

For Xie Nanyi, it doesn't matter whether the relationship is active or passive, the most important thing is whether you want the relationship or not.

Nothing else matters.

"I've already said what should be said and what shouldn't be said, I know you're smart, so think it through yourself."

After Xie Nanyi said this, he hung up the phone.

Lu Li tiredly threw the phone aside and opened the window to the maximum.

The scenery outside the window of her room happens to be the most gorgeous seat of flowers blooming in the entire back garden of Deer Park.

Especially in July and August every year, when the sunflowers bloom, as soon as she opens the window, she can see the sunflowers blooming in the entire back garden towards the sun.

Even when night falls, the full moon hangs high in the sky, casting a halo of light on the back garden.

It's a different kind of beauty.

Lu Li looked back, since she followed Qi Luwen, she has been pampered in such a small way.

The pride and self-esteem of this body were also raised by Qi Luwen.

And when Lu Li was thinking about the bits and pieces of growing up in the deer garden, she suddenly saw a familiar figure appear in the back garden.

Lu Li's heart skipped a beat.

In the back garden, Qi Luwen was wearing simple casual clothes, which were tied up to the back of his head because his bangs were too long.

He took the scissors from the gardener and began to build the flowers in the back garden.

Seeing such a picture, Lu Li was surprised.

She never knew that Qi Luwen would prune these flowers herself.

She was pampered and grew up, with a lot of hypocritical little habits.

For example, the flowers in the back garden must bloom well and beautifully, if the pruning is not good, so that the beautiful scenery she sees is not so satisfactory, the deer pear will be unhappy.

But she always thought that these were made by the servants of Deer Park.

But looking at Qi Luwen's skillful appearance and the state of the servant next to him, Qi Luwen obviously did not do this once or twice.

The heart of the deer pear felt like it had been beaten by something.

Again and again, her whole heart was heavy from the beating.

She clenched her hand silently, then released it, then clenched it again.

This was complicated several times, and in the end, Lu Li didn't control his emotions and turned around and ran downstairs.

When Lu Li walked to the back garden, Qi Luwen had already lowered his head and pruned a large area of the garden.

And when Lu Li wanted to get closer, Qi Yi suddenly appeared and blocked Lu Li's way.

"Miss Luli, please stop."

Lu Li turned his head to look at Qi Yi: "When did he start?" ”

"Miss Luli, what are you talking about?" Qi Yi asked a serious rhetorical question.

Lu Li was a little impatient: "I'm asking you, when did he start pruning the flowers in this garden?" ”

Lu Li asked a little excitedly, and the tail couldn't help but tremble.

She remembered the sunflowers that bloomed in July and August.

Remember, Hibiscus in October.

Plum blossoms in December.

And, the most beautiful peach blossom in March.

The scenery of each flowering season is outside a window in Luli.

And Lu Li, who had not received a response for a long time, stared at Qi Yi and asked again: "Answer me, when did he start?" ”

Qi Yi's expression was very embarrassed: "Miss Luli, there are some things I can't say." ”

"Would you like to go to Africa again?"

Lu Li's words fell, Qi Yi immediately had a serious expression, stood up straight and said: "Since Miss Lu Li said that she wanted to be able to see the scenery full of flowers as soon as she opened the window, all the flowers in this back garden were taken care of by Qi Ye himself. ”

Qi Yi said very quickly, and peeked at Qi Lu from time to time.

And even though Lu Li had a premonition of such an answer in his heart, when he heard it again, he still felt that his heart was beating heavily.

She always knew that she was well loved.

But I never knew it was so detailed.

"Miss Luli, there is one more thing that I must remind you." Qi Yi spoke again.

Lu Li looked at Qi Yi: "Say." ”