There are some things in this world that are really hard to tell right from wrong.

After all, the world is complicated.

Lin Cheng lowered his head and apologized to Qi Haifeng.

Annoyance, regret, self-blame......

In an instant, such a series of emotions arose in his heart.

"Aside from verbal apologies, what else?"

Zhang Sheng's faint voice sounded in his ears.

He looked at Zhang Sheng, his eyes were blank, and then, he became overwhelmed again.

He instinctively felt that Zhang Sheng seemed to be on Qi Haifeng's side, and he was collaborating with others to bully him.

But after seeing Zhang Sheng's eyes, he felt that it was not.

Zhang Sheng seems to be a good teacher, obviously there is not much difference in age, but he feels like an elder separated by generations.

"I, I'll pay for my phone, clothes ......"

He pulled his wallet into his pocket.

There were only a few shredded banknotes in the wallet......

And in the bank card, there are only more than 100 yuan.

This money, not to mention not enough to compensate Qi Haifeng's clothes and mobile phone, is not enough to eat by himself.

He felt a sense of powerlessness and an unprecedented embarrassment.

It's as if someone has stripped off their clothes and exposed everything.

"Forget it! This time, I gave Brother Sheng face, and I considered myself unlucky......"

See this scene......

Qi Haifeng also shook his head.

When Lin Cheng apologized in front of Zhang Sheng, and then saw Lin Cheng's pitiful appearance, his anger actually disappeared by half.

Young people all want to save face, and getting the appropriate generosity when they get face is also a kind of performance of character, and there is no need to force people to a dead end.

Lin Cheng was silent, his body shrunk in the corner, but his head was lowered.

Qi Haifeng's generous words seemed to be a kind of humiliation, and this humiliation pierced his heart deeply.

He couldn't hold his head up in his life.

"In this world, there is nothing that is counted and counted, and if you owe someone, you have to find a way to ......repay it."

"It's okay if you don't have money now......"

"You write an IOU to Haifeng, roughly set a deadline, and then, you find a way to pay it back slowly......"

“……”

Zhang Sheng's voice sounded beside Lin Cheng again.

Lin Cheng nodded, but he still didn't look at anyone, just stared at the ground in a daze.

"Forget it, Brother Sheng, I think it's ......"

Qi Haifeng subconsciously shook his head, and just as he was about to say something, Zhang Sheng looked at him silently.

His voice was awkward on the spot, and he instinctively panicked.

The dormitory fell into an extremely strange silence again, and Jiang Kailong, who was reading a book, also poked out his head.

"Brother Sheng, you don't think that I ...... Apologize too, right? Brother Sheng, don't make a fuss......"

Zhang Sheng's eyes stared at Qi Haifeng's hair, and he smiled wryly, trying to make the atmosphere more active and dispel the depression.

Zhang Sheng was still staring at him silently.

He became more and more furious: "Brother Sheng, you also know, I didn't do anything wrong, he suddenly hit me, and I just resisted passively...... What's wrong with me, you let everyone say, I'm not wrong! Statement, are you right? ”

He laughed awkwardly again, and then looked around, only to see that the dormitory brothers around him did not speak.

He looked at Zhang Sheng again, but saw that Zhang Sheng's eyes seemed to have a trace of indescribable coercion, this coercion made him feel a little chill down his spine, and his defense line finally collapsed: "I, I shouldn't have scolded him for being insane, I ...... I shouldn't have lied to you......"

"What else?" Zhang Shengping looked at him and asked again lightly.

"I don't have it, what else did I do wrong? I was beaten, I just fought back...... At most, at most, I shouldn't have scolded him in front of everyone, but I didn't insult him, he stole things or anything, it was all said by other people, and it had nothing to do with me......"

After Zhang Sheng looked at Qi Haifeng's explanation, he retracted his gaze: "Lin Cheng, tomorrow you accompany Haifeng to repair your mobile phone, and if you can repair it, you will lose the money for repair, and if you can't repair it, you will lose all the money, okay?" ”

"Hmm......" Lin Cheng nodded in response, but still didn't dare to look at anyone.

"Okay, then let's turn off the lights and go to bed, and that's how this matter will be dealt with first.

……………………

Outside the dormitory.

The crowd finally dispersed.

Several teachers were late, and when they asked about the situation, they educated Qi Haifeng and Lin Cheng in the attitude of turning big things into small things and small things, and then left.

Night.

It's getting deeper.

Lin Cheng couldn't sleep left and right.

He thought about a lot of things.

There are grievances, self-blame, unwillingness, and feeling that the world is too dark......

He finally got up and came to Zhang Sheng's side, and then, Zhang Sheng led him to the balcony.

He said a lot to Zhang Sheng.

Including the ins and outs of the library, including his sudden outburst.

Zhang Sheng listened silently.

In fact, deep down I have already guessed a rough idea.

"I know it's wrong, but, Brother Sheng, why, the world is so unfair to us, I just want to study hard......"

Under the moonlight.

His voice was soft.

But I cried.

His emotions were somewhat devastated.

Things weren't supposed to go this way, and he wasn't supposed to have suddenly erupted in a neurotic way, and he found that he didn't even know himself.

"When the water is full, it overflows, and it's good to vent it, which is not a bad thing......"

"Brother Sheng, I don't have the money to compensate him, I ......"

"There's no money, you can make money."

"I don't know how to make money, I, I also want to go to the cafeteria like you, but, I ...... Can you help me ......"

He has a lot of thoughts hidden in his heart.

But the hustle and bustle of the crowd frightened him, and he stepped forward to take the initiative to find a job as a canteen cooker, and he couldn't even wipe his mouth open.

That's a lack of self-confidence in my bones.

"To put it simply, it's not as difficult as you imagined, what hinders you is only the cringe-grinning thought in your heart, when you hit Haifeng, did you hesitate?"

"I ......"

"Because you're not pushing yourself, you're not cornered."

"I will only tell you about part-time directions, such as tutoring, food delivery, and when you go to work in the student union during school flower activities, I will not help you in any way, nor will I help you introduce anyone......"

Lin Cheng was silent.

The mind is extremely complicated.

"I know that you are afraid, and I also know that you want to put down roots in this city, but you have to overcome your fear and overcome your fears, and you will be qualified to take root in this city in the future, otherwise, you are nothing in this city, and you think you are good at studying? Are you excellent? Are you lonely? But people who are good at reading and have a high degree of education are like ants in this city, what advantages do you have? ”

“……”

"You don't have to socialize, of course, if you're strong enough, you can not socialize at all, but you're not strong enough, you're not a genius, I know you're not convinced, but you have to know the reality clearly!"

“……”

"Remember, reality is more complicated than you think...... You can't even hold your breath for this, how can you have a future? You don't even dare to look at people directly, and you still expect others to come and hold you? ”

“……”

"We have a poor birth, but the birth difference is not a reason for our inferiority, we are weeds, but we are not anyone who can trample on us, even if we are trampled on, we are burned by fire, we can thrive again, and then be born to the sun."

“……”

"Once you've taken the first step, you'll find that the first step isn't that hard."

“……”

The moonlight shone on the land.

The distance is wrapped in a layer of silver.

Lin Cheng had heard countless words in his life, but he had never been as shocked as this time.

He lowered his head, felt the blood surge, and even asked him to jump off the twelfth floor here, without blinking.

Morning.

They walked back to their dorm.

Not long after, Qi Haifeng stood up again and walked out with Zhang Sheng.

Lin Cheng didn't know what was going on......

I only knew that about half an hour, Qi Haifeng walked in from outside, and then came to him and apologized to him again.

"Lin Cheng, I'm sorry, I'm ...... I'm also impulsive sometimes, don't take it personally......"

After Lin Cheng looked at Qi Haifeng's sincere apology, he subconsciously sat up again and hurriedly responded with a few words.

Somehow, he felt that Qi Haifeng's distance seemed to be much closer.

Seem......

It's not so hateful!

Then, Qi Haifeng lay down on the bed, he looked at the ceiling, and remembered what Zhang Sheng had said to him alone outside.

He was enlightened, as if he understood a lot of things in an instant.