Chapter 37: So Chen Wan, I like you, but I don't like you anymore
"Why?"
Hearing Chen Wan's roar, Lin Yi smiled, smiled and smiled, his nose was a little sour, and he spoke: "Chen Wan, let me tell you a story, there was once a person who had a dog, and this dog would wag his tail at this person every day,
But this man doesn't like him, even if this person's family likes him very much, they keep this dog for the purpose of liking this dog to be able to protect this person's safety, just like a knight guarding a princess!
However, this person doesn't like this dog, and even hates him, she feels that this dog sticks to herself every day, it's too annoying, she thinks that without this dog, she will be better off,
But one day the dog stopped wagging its tail at her, and the dog went to wagging its tail at others and sticking out its tongue at others, this person instantly felt empty in her heart, and she was thinking, he is a dog raised by me, why can he wag his tail at others? ”
The boys from the conservatory who knew about this incident around them were silent when they heard Lin Yi's words.
They wanted to say something, but they couldn't say anything at this moment.
They just felt a little inexplicably sad and uncomfortable.
"At first listen, we thought that Lin Yi would not leave the dog, and then we thought that he was actually talking about people! In the end, we found out that he was still mocking dogs! TM's licking doggy! ”
"The princess is just upset because of the knight's departure, the knight no longer protects the princess, as if her favorite toy has been lost, isn't Chen Wan just like the princess who lost her beloved stationery?"
"TM, Lin Yi, if you refuse, you will refuse, why are you calling me by name!! Woo woo, grandma drop, don't use a licking dog knife to hurt me! ”
"Yes, Lin Yi is obviously talking about dogs, but I feel like I'm looking in the mirror!"
"TM's, the clowns are all out and assembled!"
"Actually, I think Chen Wan still likes Lin Yi, but she is used to it, her pride, and she is inexplicably reserved in her heart............ At the end of the day, I like it, but I don't like it enough! ”
"The toad is infatuated, and he dares to provoke evildoers for his face. I went to Yaochi to ask for elixir, and I was willing to exchange the life of a frog for a goose.
However, when the swan is healed, he still misses the old man after all. Since then, the toad has become a golden toad, and he only recognizes money and does not recognize people. ”
"Grass, why are you all so emo! The affection that comes from TM in this world, the affection is just to sleep the ruffian! ”
"Yes, and licking one is licking a dog, TM's I lick a bunch of I am a sea dog!"
"WOC, you are so ruthless, you actually mess with my Dao heart, come here, pull down and pop oranges!"
"Linen falls~~"
“.............”
Many boys are sighing, some are deep, some are deliberately funny, but they all have red eyes, every boy once had such a dream of licking a dog!
"No, no, no, no, it's not like that! That's not true! ”
Hearing Lin Yi's words, Chen Wan shook her head desperately, tears were thrown out of the corners of her eyes, she wanted to justify, but she felt that all the words were so pale and weak.
She just felt her heart ache,
I just feel so uncomfortable,
It's like suffocation.............
She wanted to tell Lin Yi, no, she never treated him as a dog with a wagging tail, nor did she treat him as a beloved toy, he was a person in her heart, a living person!
But she couldn't do anything, because wasn't everything she did exactly like Lin Yi said?
When Lin Yi liked her, she only hated and was bored with Lin Yi, she said: Lin Yi, it's so annoying, can you stay away from me, I think I would be better off without you!
But when Lin Yi left, she cried again, begging to let Lin Yi come back.
Who will believe her, who will believe that she really loves him!
No, not even herself.
But she just loves!
"Lin Yi .........."
Chen Wan grabbed Lin Yi's hand and was reluctant to let go, his eyes full of tears looked at Lin Yi's eyes, Lin Yi also looked, at this moment, he finally found himself in Chen Wan's eyes,
Dressed in white,
Scold!
What a handsome prince!
However, Lin Yi did not hesitate to reach out and grab Chen Wan's hand and grab his hand, Chen Wan was very hard, so Lin Yi could only break it a little, little by little.
Even Chen Wan was hurt, and she was already red, but he was still struggling.
But Chen Wan didn't seem to feel it, just tears, desperately flowing.
Lin Yi was still indifferent, because he knew that Chen Wan liked the current prince Lin Yi, not the former knight Lin Yi.
He broke Chen Wan's hand little by little, and the bits and pieces of what he had experienced with Chen Wan flashed in his mind like a horse's eye, from the first time he saw him as a child, to the ignorance of a teenager, the love of youth, and the enthusiasm of adulthood.
He has done a lot, and in the middle of the night, he rushed to the girl's downstairs because of a game by Chen Wan, and rode a few kilometers away to buy a breakfast in winter.
Because of Chen Wan's words, he can personally run more than ten kilometers away to buy a cup of milk tea, and sketch a portrait of Chen Wan with tens of thousands of Chen Wan's names.
Everything he did was just to let Chen Wan see and be moved.
But now that I think about it, it's not like that!
Sometimes, we always want to create an infatuation with an unreserved giving and almost masochistic method, and then allow ourselves to obtain a deformed sense of satisfaction and security.
When we rode more than ten kilometers to buy her a cup of milk tea, when we braved the wind and snow to buy her breakfast all winter, when we stood in the rain and punished ourselves with cold rain or even not eating,
We always fantasize in our minds, feeling that we are as exciting as Qiao Feng vs. Juxianzhuang, Guan Yu walking thousands of miles alone, and even being able to move ourselves to cry in the depths of love.
However, for those who still care about you, a cup of milk tea is milk tea, and a breakfast is breakfast, which can't carry the kind of love and purity that you want to place on it.
When we were young, we always couldn't wait to express our love and love in our hearts, but she would think we were immature.
When we were young, we finally had the courage to confess like her, and say those three words tremblingly, but she would think we were ignorant,
As adults, we have stepped into society, and we are crushed by reality, sometimes we can even lose our dignity for three meals a day, where do we have the courage to express our feelings.
How dare you enter the prosperity with a poor body, how dare you mistake a beautiful woman with a clean breeze on your sleeves!
All the so-called hard work that Lin Yi has experienced, Chen Wan has never felt it, and even knows it at a loss.
The sign of growth is not the growth of age and knowledge, but the learning to restrain oneself.
Restrain your emotions, restrain your feelings!
And now, Lin Yi has to restrain his liking and soft-heartedness towards Chen Wan.
So Chen Wan,
I still like you, but I don't like you anymore, many things in this world are too late to understand!