Chapter 180: You're Coming? I'm coming! Still leaving? Don't go!
Hearing Chen Wan's words, Lin Yi was stunned for several seconds, and finally he looked at Chen Wan, he didn't expect Chen Wan to say these words today, and the impatience and disgust in his eyes disappeared.
His voice was a little lonely: "But Chen Wan, you also know, it's just a game!" ”
He looked at Chen Wan, his eyes carefully looked at Chen Wan's face, the pear blossom with the rain was full of sadness, and the eyes that were as beautiful as the moon before were blurred by tears.
He subconsciously wanted to reach out and wipe the tears from her face, but Yan Yu's face instantly appeared in his mind, and his hand stopped,
There was a dull ache in my heart.
He looked at Chen Wan: "Yes! After more than ten years of relationship, how can it be said that you can let go of it? The hazy good feeling of childhood, the immature love of teenagers, and the warm love of youth, I have given it to you, Chen Wan!
Whether or not your parents and my parents subconsciously instilled the idea of knights protecting the princess, like it is like,
I've really paid and liked it, and I don't regret it, but now I really don't like you,
There are many kinds of likes, and you can like many people at the same time. Like is to be happy together, love is not happy and want to be together.
Chen Wan, I know you like me, more or less, at least a little, but you may like to be with me, but you don't have me in the future you envision.
I'm never in your future plans, I don't know if you have someone you love in your heart, but I know very well that you don't love me.
Or to put it bluntly, it is probably that you want to have a dog, but you see a cat in a pet store and think it is interesting, so you buy it home, bored and tease it, occasionally think of it, you will not cherish the time with it, when you play at a friend's house, you see a friend's dog, and you still want to have a dog.
And I know better that there is a girl who loves me, I like you for as many years as you are, she loves me for as many years, before Yan Yu was with me, I used to tell her, that I can't be with her yet, I said, before I didn't completely dislike you, it was unfair to her to be with her,
Actually, that's just one aspect, I was still a little unwilling at that time, and I still had a trace of illusions, but later, as you understand, what you did again and again shattered all my unwillingness and illusions.
I shouldn't be able to forget you, but you are in my heart, there is only a small place left, where there are vague memories, for you, is to let go. For her, it's a responsibility!
I'm sorry Chen Wan, I liked you, but now I like another girl, and I don't just like her, but also love, I once said that I wanted to marry you when I played with you, but it was always a game, and I also told me in my heart that I wanted to marry her, this is a promise!
Chen Wan, let me go, let you go, and let her go, everyone is fine! ”
After Lin Yi finished speaking, his eyes were also a little moist, but deep down in his heart he was extremely relaxed, everything was really let go, everything was really over, everything was really turned over!
In the future, he lived only for that girl!
Looking at the back of Lin Yi leaving, Chen Wan stood in place, she stretched out her hand and grabbed Lin Yi's back, but in the end, she didn't catch anything, tears flowed down,
"Lin Yi, did I lose you after all? I've lost you! ”
Chen Wan turned her head and left the company in despair, I don't know where she went, the two turned their backs to each other, their eyes were red, and they walked farther and farther, obviously as long as they turned around, there was only a distance of more than ten meters between the two, and in just a few seconds, the two could hug each other.
But at this moment, the two turned around, and the distance between the two became endless.
ps: I know that I can only accompany you on this journey, and after goodbye, we will live quietly for a few years.
Then I suddenly saw you through the glass window of a bus on a crowded street.
I want to tell the driver to stop immediately, I want to bang the window to get your attention,
want to jump out of the car, want to run, want to yell,
I want to tear the whole world between you and me.
I was short of breath, my face flushed, and my fingers trembled.
I moved myself to tears in my intense imagination.
And the truth is always, I sit motionless, quietly watching you go away.
Your face, from the beginning to the present, I have never seen clearly.
_______ to the youth we once had and the people who were lost in those years
Lin Yi returned to his workstation, and the people from the second secretary department hurriedly turned their heads to look over, and when they saw Lin Yi coming back alone, and there was no Chen Wan behind him, they were slightly surprised, especially Zhou Zhiren beside Lin Yi, he saw Lin Yi's somewhat red eyes, and he was even more puzzled, but he didn't dare to say or ask.
Lin Yi sat at his workstation, took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Yan Yu: "Yan Xiaozhu, I miss you!"
Thinking of Yan Yu, Lin Yi's mood was a little better, with a gentle smile on his face.
Some people always have to go through all kinds of ups and downs to encounter, and some people lose it for a lifetime, so Yan Xiaozhu, are you ready to accept my lifelong entanglement?
Buzzing!
The phone vibrated slightly, and Yan Yu sent a big question mark.
"Lin Dog, did you take the wrong medicine today?"
"Yan Xiaozhu, I want to see you, I want to do it now!"
"You're not going to work, are you?"
"This bullshit class, whoever falls in love with it!"
"Then I'll go over, you come out?"
"Good!"
With a gentle smile on Lin Yi's face, he stood up and put on his coat.
Seeing Lin Yi stand up, Zhou Zhiren and many people also subconsciously put away their things and prepared to get off work, but after glancing at the time, they reacted, and now there are still a few hours before they get off work!
"Lin Linyi, where are you going?" Zhou Zhiren couldn't help but ask.
"Meet my girlfriend!" Lin Yi replied without looking back.
"But it's not time to get off work yet, is it?" Zhou Zhiren was even more puzzled.
"Did I tell me I'm off work?"
Lin Yi had already walked out, and Zhou Zhiren scratched his head, feeling that something was about to grow inside. Lin Yi walked out of the company, and then started Bosu G and walked outside the company.
At this time, Yan Yu also set off from the mall and took a taxi.
Lin Yi sent Yan Yu a shared location, Yan Yu hurriedly clicked on it, and then the two looked at the map and kept approaching each other, Lin Yi kept stepping on the accelerator, and Yan Yu kept urging the driver to hurry up.
Finally, the blue dots and red dots on the map were next to each other, Lin Yi parked the car in the parking space on the side of the road, Yan Yu got out of the car, and the two looked at each other across the traffic on the road. When the traffic light turned on, the two ran towards each other, and finally, the two hugged each other tightly, Lin Yi hugged Yan Yu and walked back to the side of the road, ignoring the eyes of passers-by, bowed his head and kissed him.
After a long time, the two separated,
Yan Yu raised her little head and looked at Lin Yi, her beautiful big eyes were full of smiles: "You're here?" ”
Lin Yi nodded: "I'm here!" ”
Yan Yu looked at Lin Yi: "Are you still leaving?" ”
Lin Yi shook his head: "Don't go!" ”
(End of chapter)