Chapter 248: Is He Crazy?
Some people ......
Chase the spotlight.
In the applause and cheers, I gradually lost myself and enjoyed the gift of fame.
Some people ......
is talented, if you write it casually, it will be a hit, and if you shoot it casually, you will be an actor.
And some people ......
Diligently, grinding over and over again, questioning, persevering in pain......
Then, he finally became famous!
But fame did not make him stagnate, but he wanted to break through himself again and step on another peak!
But......
How difficult is it to break through the peak?
Ah K is a paranoid person himself.
If he weren't paranoid, he wouldn't have been able to drift in Yanjing for six years, sticking to his original dream in pain.
"In the Rain" made him famous!
He had briefly enjoyed the great benefits that fame and fortune had given him.
But......
At the same time, there are doubts on the Internet.
questioned that his "In the Rain" was a product packaged by capital, questioned that he would go downhill without [Starlight Future], and even questioned that "In the Rain" was not created by him.
Oppugn......
No matter which artist has it, this is one of the "scenery" that must be passed on the road to fame.
It's very common and normal, and there aren't many netizens who question Ah K, after all, the real sales of "In the Rain" are there, and the fans have always been there.
But......
But Ah K somehow drilled the tip of the horns.
He paid unimaginable energy and sweat for "In the Rain" and "Midsummer", he suffered so much, how much darkness he had, full of loneliness and despair!
This experience made him more and more paranoid in his heart, even so paranoid that he would not allow anyone to question it.
Of course, these can still be endured after all!
But......
When [NC Entertainment] was established, he received a call from [Shengshi Entertainment] and [Starlight Future]......
The other party was very enthusiastic at first, invited him, and talked to him about the prospects of his company and how it would be packaged for him.
When he learned that he had no intention of changing jobs, the other party's attitude began to cool.
Persuade him to recognize the reality!
chatted with him about capital, why "In the Rain" became popular, about resources, and about connections......
However, he never told him how good his work was!
Wrath!
The flames of anger, which began at that moment, were completely ignited!
These people devalued him to a limit, as if overnight fame was an accidental, even "charity" thing.
He firmly believes in his bones that as long as the work is good and strong enough, even if the resources are very small, it can still be popular!
Resources are always auxiliary!
He started to use anger as a force, he started to compose, he started to write like crazy, and he wrote song after song!
But......
It's all rubbish......
He watched it over and over again, and then, found that there was no song that could surpass "In the Rain"!
Unwilling emotions continue to wrap up anger and paranoia!
Keep creating!
However, creation is never something that you can force out.
If you are in a hurry, how can there be any good works?
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"Maybe, I really can't."
Skybridge at night.
It's still noisy.
There are still so many wandering singers who have not become famous.
They were singing, hysterical, looking forward to the day when they would suddenly become famous overnight, just like Ah K.
But......
There are never many lucky ones.
The wind blows.
Ah K finally calmed down.
Calming down, he lowered his head.
A sense of despair permeated him, and he even envied the wandering singers who sang on the flyover.
But he couldn't say why, and there wasn't even any reason for it.
He maybe, really hasn't had much talent.
It is also possible that he has talent, but this talent is not enough to support him to go far.
His ceiling, his talent is here?
Perhaps, his success is really the packaging of capital?
Perhaps, he can only be famous for one or two songs, like countless singers, and after one or two songs, he gradually faded into obscurity, and finally could only survive......
Mixed thoughts came to his mind over and over again, and he became disappointed.
"Don't be pessimistic, you're just in a hurry, there's still a long way to go......"
"But I've lost that feeling, Mr. Zhang, I need a feeling no matter what I create, and I don't have that feeling anymore......"
On the flyover.
Ah K sighed faintly.
In "In the Rain", he was very humble, and when he was humble, people would have many fantasies, longings, and longings for the future.
Every time he sang this song, he melted into his soul, and then, hoarsely, sang it without scruples about anything......
When he was creating, he never thought about sales, popularity, or popularity......
Later, he succeeded, and after a brief period of joy, he found that his state of mind had changed.
He felt the pressure of "fame"!
When he wrote the song, he was thinking about what the sales of this song would be in the future, whether it could surpass "In the Rain", whether it could break the shackles and go to the next level.
And will it fail......
There are too many chaotic thoughts, and they begin to be restrained, and it is difficult to be as pure as before.
"You want to succeed, but you're afraid of disappointment?"
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid, Mr. Zhang, we are out of [Starlight Future], we are now alone, I am the music director of [NC Entertainment], I am the person in charge of the whole project, I have to play the first shot, the height of "In the Rain" is not enough, and it is still far away...... If I fail, our entire music project will be paralyzed, and it will be a serious morale blow! A lot of people outside are watching me and watching our jokes, and I can't imagine what kind of ridicule the outside world will have after my new album hits the streets......" Ah K became excited again, and his whole body trembled with excitement.
He said a lot of things.
Zhang Sheng looked at him and was very serious: "Ah K, we have nothing in the first place, and we lost it, it is nothing more than starting from scratch!" ”
"But along the way, we have had a hard time, and we finally have a foothold, and I can't afford to lose ......."
"You have a good rest, don't think about the new album."
"I've tried to persuade myself to do that, but I've been suffering from insomnia, constant insomnia, anxiety, depression, ......"
"I'll help you find a songwriter."
"Mr. Zhang, can I become the king of heaven!"
"You can!"
"Can I?"
"You can!"
Ah K stared at Zhang Sheng.
Zhang Sheng nodded, his eyes were very firm, and his voice was unprecedentedly serious!
Ah K asked several times.
Zhang Sheng also answered a few times!
Then, Ah K nodded and clenched his fists!
"I can write, I can write, I'm talented, I'm definitely talented! I am the future king, the real king of strength! ”
Ah K said this sentence over and over again, and his lip bit blood.
And then......
He suddenly yelled on the flyover!
I didn't know what it was called, so I suddenly went crazy and roared like a wild beast.
The eyes of passers-by were attracted by him!
When he was done, he suddenly laughed again.
"Haha, Mr. Zhang, I'll ask you for a leave, take half a month's leave!"
Shout loudly.
When he had finished shouting, he burst out laughing, ripped off his clothes, and ran forward in a frenzy.
The faster I ran, the more I couldn't see my back!
But......
Zhang Sheng stood quietly and watched.
After a while, interview cars appeared in the distance, and a group of people walked in the direction of Ah K excitedly.
Zhang Sheng silently glanced at the sky.
The sense of madness in Ah K's body seems to have penetrated into his soul.
Even Zhang Sheng, who was accustomed to seeing strong winds and waves, felt a sense of infiltration coming to his face.
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The next day.
When Zhang Sheng returned to the company, he saw countless reporters surrounding the company.
When the reporter saw Zhang Sheng, he was so excited that he came over.
They handed the microphone and asked questions about Ah K.
Zhang Sheng didn't respond, just walked into the company silently.
"Mr. Zhang, Ah K, are you crazy?"
As soon as he walked into the company, he saw Shen Xiaoxi walking towards Zhang Sheng with a solemn face and showing Zhang Sheng the latest news.
[The famous singer Ah K is running on the street, and it is suspected that his creation has encountered a bottleneck......]
[The famous singer Ah K, sleeping under the overpass, clashed with the homeless man for a pack of instant noodles! ] 】
[Shocked, the famous singer Ah K, smashed the guitar on the street! ] Suspected trauma...]
【……】
After Zhang Sheng saw the news, he didn't feel shocked.
"He's not crazy, and, more normal than anyone else, he's just looking for a way to break through!"
"Breakthrough?" Shen Xiaoxi looked at Zhang Sheng, and then at the news, his face dazed.
"Yes, you go to work......"
"Good!"
Zhang Sheng returned to his office.
Ah's various actions come to mind.
Although the behavior is crazy and even abnormal, Zhang Sheng vaguely feels that Ah K is not only not crazy, but more sober than ever!
He is just venting the invisible pressure in his heart in various ways!
He wanted to find that feeling of "creating".
After thinking for a while, Zhang Sheng stopped thinking about it.
Subsequently, I carefully checked the progress of the movie "Seven Days to Kill......
Half an hour later......
There was a knock at the door.
"Come in!"
"Mr. Zhang......"
"Xiaoxi, what's wrong?"
"I don't know what's going on, like...... After we started the company, everyone was not quite right! Shen Xiaoxi's expression was very complicated, and he looked like he wanted to say something.
"What's going on?"
"Tang Wu, Mr. Tang seems to be crazy too......"
"Why is he crazy?"
When Zhang Sheng heard this, he was stunned.
"I don't know how to explain it, well, Chen Mengting, Mr. Chen is coming over now, let Mr. Chen tell you, well, Mr. Tang is also here, and the two are arguing very much......" Shen Xiaoxi just wanted to say something, the phone rang, and after answering the phone, Shen Xiaoxi became more and more exciting.
"Oh......"
Zhang Sheng nodded.
Ah K is crazy, it seems to be understandable, after all, he is paranoid to the bones, seeking the so-called breakthrough!
But he really couldn't figure it out......
Why is Tang Wu crazy?
Could it be that there is a problem with the feng shui of this new company?
(End of chapter)