Wang Qiu was used to his perfunctory, and he couldn't help but feel a little lost in his heart.

Qin Chupei said to Wang Qiu halfway: "Find an aunt who specializes in cooking, you are too tired." ”

Wang Qiu just smiled bitterly.

In fact, Wang Qiu didn't know how to cook before he got married, but after he got married, he began to take care of the children hand-in-hand, and he didn't have Qin Chupei's love, so he poured all his efforts into the children.

In order to let the children eat well, she began to make supplementary food by herself when Qin Muheng was six months old, and until now, what home-cooked dishes, pasta, even noodles are sometimes rolled out by herself.

After eating, Qin Chupei directly picked up his coat and left, and said to Qin Muheng before leaving: "Dad's company has something to do, you listen to your mother at home." ”

Qin Muheng fired a big smile at him: "I know Dad, you have worked hard." ”

Looking at Qin Muheng's appearance, Wang Qiu suddenly wanted to cry, she put down her chopsticks and turned around, wiping a handful of tears when she inadvertently cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks.

Before going to bed, Wang Qiu thought about Qin Muheng's appearance when he was a child, at that time, he was not a little mixed, he cried all day long to find his father, and he began to splash and roll around when he was not happy outside.

Once in a shopping mall, because the last rocket toy was bought by another child, he lay on the ground and cried for more than an hour.

At that time, Wang Qiu stood aside and watched him, but when he got tired of standing, he sat down on a chair not far away to rest.

In the end, he was tired of crying, got up and got into Wang Qiu's arms, and hugged him all the way.

But now Qin Muheng is so sensible that it makes people feel distressed, and he can't even remember why he suddenly became sensible.

Wang Qiu's sad heart was about to break, the tears of all these years had obviously dried up, even if Qin Chupei didn't come back once a month, Wang Qiu wouldn't feel that there was too much of a problem, let alone make a noise because of it.

But when I thought of the sentence he said to himself before, "Mom, my dad went to find that woman." "I couldn't be more sad.

When he said that, there was no anger or hatred on his face, just an ordinary expression that could no longer be normal.

It seems that it is a matter of course for his father to find other women, as if he has long forgotten that he cried and argued that the father in the class was at home every day, but why his father was not at home, as if all this was just an ordinary thing.

But today, when Qin Chupei left, the big smile he showed revealed his loneliness and sadness.

That kind of smile Wang Qiu knows best.

Over the years, every time she went back to her parents' house, every time she met a guest, and every time an outsider asked, she had that smile.

It seems harmless, but in fact, the heart has long been numb.

But Wang Qiu couldn't accept that Qin Muheng would have such a smile on his face, he was only eleven years old, and it was when he was a young rebel, but he was sensible and distressing.

Wang Qiu sat in front of the bed, and the ashtray on the windowsill was already full of cigarettes.

Tears fell from her pajamas one by one, and she couldn't wipe off the tissues that had been used for most of them.

Wang Qiu was suddenly able to empathize, and that night, Qin Muheng said to himself, "Mom, leave him, you are still young." That mixed feelings.

No one will persuade their parents to separate unless there is not a trace of love between them.

From the first time he met Qin Chupei to now, Wang Qiu has loved him for fourteen years.