"There are so many unforgettable moments in my life......"

"But ......"

"Maybe many years later, I will still remember the end of the summer of '09!"

"On that day, I remember that the sky in Yanjing was gray and hazy......"

"On that day, I remember stepping on this land, I saw the towering steel jungle unfolding before my eyes, countless glossy pedestrians, countless electronic screens, and a constant stream of vehicles......"

"The streets and alleys that don't know where they lead make me both frightened and anxious, and when I can't move an inch, I inevitably think of death......"

"But I don't dare to think about dreams and futures, after all, what future is there for people like me?"

"I walked into that Internet café, and in a trance, I said to myself, if I look in the wrong place again, or if there are no friends there to take me in, then I won't look for it again......"

"It doesn't matter where you go, whether you live or die, lie down or stand......"

"Anyway, a person like me, with no relatives and no friends, is hidden in the corners of this world and survives, no one pays attention to him when he is born, and no one cares after he dies, and even after a few years, there can be no trace of me......"

“……”

"I always remember the smell of that internet café......"

"Sourness, rottenness, mustiness, foot odor, and, that thick, breathless suffocation......"

"However, it is me, the most beautiful and splendid temple, where I can at least shelter from the wind and rain, and at least, there is a place to live......"

“……”

【Rice Rabbit Game】Doorway.

The sun dispelled the cold, shone on the land, and made the land begin to become warm.

The noisy and crazy reporters gradually quieted down when Zhang Sheng stood at the door of [Rice Rabbit Game] and said the first word in a very deep voice.

Countless parents looked at this young man......

Their expressions at the beginning were extremely angry, as if they were standing on the highest point of morality, staring viciously at Zhang Sheng, a jackal, tiger and leopard......

However, then the angry expression gradually began to become stunned, and the face slowly froze, and in a short moment, it seemed that something had penetrated from their ears, and then madly pierced their bodies and penetrated into their hearts.

This kind of thing made them suddenly silent, and then, before they knew it, the whole world was only the figure that was not too tall, but stood straight.

They know that Zhang Sheng likes sensationalism very much.

They also know that Zhang Sheng's speech will always be passionate, and then it will make people want to stop.

This person is like a brainwashing expert, the more people there are, the better he plays, and the crazier his ability to control the field is.

This time......

Zhang Sheng is still using his unique ability to give a speech, but what is different from the past is that he does not talk about those great truths floating in the sky, nor does he say those "inspirational" and "enthusiastic" words, but tells the story of two years ago with an extremely simple and profound sincerity......

"There, I met a lot of people......"

"They are the net rotten, the waste, the garbage, the maggots and the worms in the eyes of our normal people, and they are despised and blamed by others......"

“……”

"Until now, the words of a friend ...... in my mind."

"Is this all about us, in this life?"

"Is this all there is to us in this life?"

"Yes, we have no education, no technology, no money, and many of us don't even have a harmonious family, we have dreams, but in this cold world, dreams feel cheap and unusually vulgar......"

"What else can we do in this life?"

"A lot of people are saying that we are to blame for all this, if we don't indulge in games, if, work well, if we ......"

"We can always stand in the sun, just like I am now, standing in the sun, looking at these self-depraved people, we criticize them, we angrily accuse them......"

"We will always be on top of them, staring at them with a gaze of overlook and disgust......"

"I have never said that we are wrong, there is no right or wrong in this world, and at the same time, the idiom of self-depravity also applies to many people...... Sometimes, like some things in our world, we are not rotten, only worse, only rotten to the bone, rotten to the core, rotten to the core......"

"I crawled out in the dark, little by little, I felt the slaughter in the darkness, I also felt the cold, and at the same time, I also felt the ...... death"

"I've seen people on the fringes of society, they're alive, but they're not the walking dead......"

"I've heard so many dreams......"

"Like me, people who don't have ID cards, people who are swallowed up by some dark side of this society......"

"Some of them have been in barbecue stalls and told me that if they could live again, they would like to stand in the sun, go to work well, work well......"

"Some want to be singers, some want to be painters, and some want to kill all over the world in the game, and prove their talent on the platform with players across the country and around the world......"

"I have also seen with my own eyes that at five o'clock in the morning, a friend who stayed all night suddenly burst into tears, he said that he wants to be a normal person, but he can't turn back, if he lives again, he hopes to study hard and study hard......"

“……”

………………………………

In an internet café.

Wang Fatzi is still working as a network administrator.

Like in '09, he was still poor.

In the second half of 10 years, he became obsessed with live broadcasting, and almost as long as he received his salary, he would log in to [YK Live] and give tips to female anchors.

A person who lives in the bottom world, only under the wrapping of the Internet, will he find his own vanity, even if this vanity is only a short word of "thank you, big brother", it is enough for him to be excited for half a month.

Life......

It's always the same.

Want to fight......

However, there was never a struggle.

February 2, Chinese New Year's Eve.

The smell of the New Year outside the Internet café is getting stronger and stronger, but inside the Internet café, Wang Fatzi always sits in front of the bar.

He opened the live broadcast room.

But this time......

He didn't look at the female anchor, nor did he log in to [YK Live], but opened [J&T Live] and saw Zhang Sheng who was giving a speech in [J&T Live].

Looking at it, I don't know why, my eyes are a little wet, some inexplicable memories hit his nerves, and every word Zhang Sheng said seemed to be talking about himself.

And then......

I don't know why, but the number of onlookers at the bar has gradually increased.

Before I knew it, a group of people were around.

"I know Zhang Sheng, Zhang Sheng is my brother, before, he was sitting here, poor, I took him in......"

Wang Fatzi suddenly became very excited, his eyes were full of bloodshots, and then he shouted excitedly.

But......

In exchange for a burst of laughter.

"Haha, if you know Zhang Sheng, why the are you still working as a webmaster here?"

"Eh, if you took Zhang Sheng in, why didn't Zhang Sheng take Ling Fei with you? Zhang Sheng is worth a billion now, right? Just take a little bit between your fingernails and you can buy this Internet café......"

"yes!"

"Zhang Sheng's current [J&T Live] is so popular, you have such a good relationship with Zhang Sheng, why don't you let him give you a supreme membership number?"

“……”

The gossip of ridicule made Wang Fatzi both angry and anxious, he blushed, and after holding back for a long time, he took a deep breath.

"The relationship between us cannot be measured in terms of money, in fact, if I want to find him, I can find him at any time, and he will definitely take me in and give me a glamorous and decent job, but ...... I hope that the friendship between me and him is not mixed with any money, and that we are at least equal......"

Wang Fatzi's eagerness to defend provoked a wave of laughter, the sound became more and more harsh, and this smelly Internet café became more and more jubilant.

Wang Fatzi looked at everyone and didn't believe it, his face became redder and redder, and there were countless things in his throat that he wanted to say, but after a while, it seemed that all the explanations were like the last struggle of putting gold on his face, and it seemed that these things he emphasized could only make himself a joke, and it would also smear Zhang Sheng, and eventually it would become a pale and weak joke......

He finally didn't say anything.

In an internet café.

The laughter became louder and louder, and Wang Fatzi's past "bad deeds" were taken out by everyone and whipped the corpse......

Including online dating, he was deceived of nearly 10,000 yuan......

Including when he started a business in the second half of 09, he lost a lot of money......

Including rewarding female anchors at least 2,000 yuan a month......

……

The mottled deeds seem to have become a breakthrough that makes people laugh.

In the corner of the Internet café, several young people with bloodshot eyes were disturbed by the laughter and opened their eyes impatiently.

They walked over to the bar, ready to silence them.

But......

By the time they walked to the bar, the gang had finally quieted down.

Several young people took a deep breath, and just as they were about to leave, they heard Zhang Sheng's voice......

They subconsciously looked at the management screen of the bar.

And then......

"I'm born to be useful!"

Zhang Sheng's voice seemed to have been low before, but then, it suddenly erupted, and a thunderous sound poured into their ears.

One of the young men shuddered slightly, and then he subconsciously glanced at it more.

That's it......

He struggled to look away, and then, uncontrollably, leaned closer to the bar.

In a huge Internet café.

Gradually, it began to become quiet......

A few young people who were shouting about charging the Internet fee were also startled when they felt the sudden silence......

And then......

They heard Zhang Sheng's voice.

(End of chapter)