Chapter 39

"Yes, I think that's when Suzi Banxia is needed the most."

Looking at Shi Yao's angry expression, Hongyi didn't know what he had done wrong. He didn't think he was wrong to do that.

"If it weren't me who was injured today, would you still take out that pill?" In the end, Shi Yao still asked the question she wanted to ask the most but was the least willing to ask.

This person, many times, obviously wants to choose rationality, but in the end he chooses emotion.

As soon as Shi Yao's question was asked, she regretted it. However, the words have already been spoken, and even if you regret it, it is too late.

A lot of times, we're like that, and a lot of unnecessary troubles are because we don't control our mouths and our sensibilities.

Hearing Shi Yao's question, Hongyi also began to think deeply.

yes, if the person who was injured today wasn't the woman in front of him, would he still do it? Hongyi's mind began to get a little messy.

Hongyi also immediately made such an assumption, and soon, he came up with the answer, he will also try his best to save people, and he will also blame himself and be sad. However, he would not feel distressed by seeing the pale face of the injured person, nor would he take out the Suzi Banxia left by the master after the injured person was saved.

All the reasons are just because that person is not Yun Shiyao, not the woman in front of him.

Receiving such an answer, Hongyi's heart was weak for a while, and he didn't understand why he had such thoughts.

Looking up at Yun Shiyao, who was one step away from him, Hongyi habitually smiled slightly.

"Yes." Looking at Shi Yao, Hongyi said in a panic.

Until the word "will" comes out. Hongichi realized that he had lied again. From childhood to adulthood, all his lies were told to the person in front of him.

But the smile on his face was still as gentle as the wind. Only he clearly knew that his heart was turning over and overwhelmed.

"Huh." Shi Yao laughed self-deprecatingly, what's wrong with her? What are you thinking?

She longed for a monk to answer such a childish question of hers. It is said that the family will be compassionate. What's more, it's a kind monk like Hongyi. Like he said. He probably would have done it for anyone.

"I'm going to pick up my eldest brother." Shi Yao missed Hongyi, and then strode out of the bamboo house. She didn't want to dwell on this issue with such a naïve and Hongyi.

looked at Shi Yao's departing back. Hongyi's heart is messy.

Originally, he thought that as a monk, he should know more about compassion than the rest of the world. I know better what it means to be as calm as water.

But at this moment, his heart was unusually uneasy. Yes, it's uneasiness. Originally, he was furiously happy watching Shi Yao's injuries heal, but at this moment all his joy turned into restlessness and irritability.

Watching Shi Yao walk away, Hongyi also took a step and walked in the direction of the main hall of Hanshan Temple. It was the place where he chanted sutras and recited Buddha since he was a child. He is now going to ask the Buddha Lord for his guilt.

He first hurt people, then deceived people, and even, he actually found that he did not have a compassionate heart as he thought, after Shi Yao asked that question, he actually found that he would have different ways to deal with different people.

The Buddha said that all beings are equal, but just now, he actually left the word equality behind.

He was going to ask the Buddha for forgiveness to comfort the uneasiness in his heart.

Coming to the door of the main hall, Hongichi looked up at the main hall, and through the gate, he saw the Buddha above the main hall, as well as the Bodhisattva Buddha around him.

Hiroichi lifted his foot and walked in. He came to the Lord of the Buddha and knelt down in front of him. Then he folded his hands and bowed deeply.