Chapter 250: Lin Tai's Remorse (2)
(Cat flutter Chinese Lin Zhang's came by Yu's support, she helped Lin Chengyue up, and protected Lin Chengshuang behind her, she asked, "They are filial children, where do you come from?" ”
Lin Tai snorted coldly, "These two girls, as soon as they heard Lin Shuhui say that they would take them to Jiangnan to be embroidered girls, they flattered them with a warm face, you said that they were children, but they hoped that those would be prosperous and wealthy, and abandon their father in the Lin family's courtyard, is this what children should do?" ”
As soon as Yu Shi heard this, he interjected, "Fourth uncle, don't say that, I told Xiaoshuang that she won't go to Jiangnan, are you misunderstanding?" ”
"Really?" When Lin Tai's eyes looked at Cheng Shuang, there were hopes and doubts in his eyes, of course, Lin Cheng Shuang's answer to him was yes, she said, "Daddy, I didn't plan to go to Jiangnan from beginning to end!" Of course, from beginning to end, she didn't plan to stay in the Lin family's courtyard.
After Lin Tai finished speaking, his heart softened suddenly, but he was very angry when he thought of his other girl, "Xiaoshuang won't go, it doesn't mean that Xiaoyue won't go either!" ”
Sure enough, as soon as Lin Tai mentioned Lin Chengyue, Lin Chengyue didn't dare to answer, she really wanted to go to Jiangnan to be an embroiderer, this was her dream, but if she chose between the two, where should she go?
Lin Zhang's saw Lin Chengyue's thoughts, she said, "Fourth, think about your depressed mood at the beginning, you often complain about your father and me, and often blame us for ruining your life, but have you ever thought that now you are also ruining your child's life." ”
Lin Tai closed his eyes heavily, he recalled the past scenes, it was true that he begged the two elders not to interfere in his life with great pain, but they did not agree, and now because of his personal grudge with Lin Shuhui, he interfered with his children's lives, does he want them to live in pain for the rest of their lives?
"Since they want to go, let's go?" Lin Tai turned away, how lonely and lonely he was left behind, what kind of role did he play in the past, a person who was addicted to alcohol, a person who was lazy to eat, a person who abused and beat children, and a person who didn't care about his family. Suddenly recalling the previous scene, he had some sudden realizations, as if the previous drunken dream and death were an illusory dream.
Lin Chengshuang felt that Lin Tai was actually quite pitiful at this time, she walked behind Lin Tai and called him sincerely for the first time, "Daddy, Xiaoshuang will not leave, and will always serve you until you are old!" ”
Lin Tai cried bitterly, although it was just a simple sentence, but it was enough to move people. Lin Chengyue gently tugged at Lin Tai's sleeve and whispered, "Daddy, if you don't want Xiaoyue to go, Xiaoyue can not go, Xiaoyue can stay with Daddy all the time!" ”
Lin Tai smiled, "Since it's your dream, let's go, remember not to disappoint Daddy!" ”
"Well, Xiaoyue will be, Xiaoyue will not live up to the expectations of Daddy and Sister!"
Lin Tai actually knows that these are fates, and sometimes they must be in life, and there is no time in life to ask for them. He has been drunk several times and has lived a rotten life, not that he can't let go, nor is he obsessed, but he doesn't know how to be a good husband at all, and he didn't believe it when he was killed, but he was depressed back then, and he didn't figure it out at all, and now in retrospect, that thing is mostly related to the woman, but the deceased is gone, and it is in vain to cling to the past. He didn't know how to be a good father, he had fantasized many times about teaching his children to recite poetry and paint, if it was a boy, let them learn to be rich and rich, and he could serve the country in the future, if it was a girl, he would be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, everything, but when something like that happened, everything changed, and now looking back, he feels that he has lived in vain all these years.
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