The memories of the teenager, like a shuttle and an arrow, are fleeting, but they will suddenly flow into the brain again on a certain day in a certain year, like a clear spring, washing the young man's mind again and again, so that the young man can not forget.

As the deep memories in his heart were awakened, Xiao Ji returned to the newly enrolled school three years ago, when it was raining heavily in the sky, Xiao Ji slowly found and walked into the class full of strangers - the eleventh class of the seventh grade. At that time, Xiao Ji was a little shy, hurriedly found a place in the far left row, sat down, and soon after, a girl sat next to the teenager, Xiao Ji committed social fear, especially in this, in a strange city, a strange school, an unfamiliar class, as if everything was unfamiliar. He hurriedly shifted his gaze, not daring to let his gaze meet others, and was also afraid to communicate with others, trying to restrain his laryngitis, and quietly suppressed the sound of clearing his throat. The teacher sat on the podium at this time and didn't say much, just heard him make a phone call, saying that a classmate had broken his bones because the ground was too slippery. Soon after, the class bell rang, and as the class bell rang, a teenager wearing yellow rain boots and a yellow umbrella entered the classroom, he squeezed past the teacher, and the teacher teased him: "You are Xiao Yang, right, why are you late for the first day of school?" Xiao Ji looked at the young man, looked at him with a gentle and delicate smile like a willow, slowly walked past the teacher, and walked to the seat behind him, with an indescribable good feeling in his heart, Xiao Ji secretly vowed: I must be friends with him. Then the homeroom teacher began his tirade, stating his name, saying that he was forced to be the homeroom teacher of their class, and that he was forced to teach biology, when in fact he was originally teaching physics. As he spoke, the radio suddenly sounded, and it turned out that the principal was about to start speaking, and the principal welcomed the arrival of the students, and told the students about the great achievements of the seniors of the graduating class at that time, and gave the students chicken blood, and asked the students to try to catch up with them, even more powerful than them. The students were full of spirit when they heard it, full of the momentum of the newborn calf who is not afraid of the tiger. After the headmaster finished broadcasting, it was time to move the books, and all the boys in the class diligently went to the building of the teacher's office to move the books. After moving the book back, the book distribution process began, Xiao Ji always had to look at Xiao Yang a few times when handing over the book, Xiao Ji didn't know what Xiao Yang's full name was at that time, and when the book was finished, Xiao Ji still couldn't help but look at Xiao Yang, Xiao Yang also noticed it at this time, and asked Xiao Ji what was wrong, Xiao Ji replied awkwardly that it was nothing. At that time, the atmosphere in the whole class was very warm, only the corner of Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang was very deserted, they didn't speak, Xiao Yang and Xiao Ji next to the female school bully, they were all reading the books they had just released, and they loved learning very much. Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang only occasionally looked at each other, and every time they looked at each other, Xiao Ji's heart seemed to have a warm current flowing through them. Unconsciously, when the time came to get out of school, the parents of the students were anxiously waiting outside the door, and as soon as the bell rang, the teacher announced the end of school, and the students followed their parents in an orderly manner and went home from school.

When I went to school the next day, the head teacher lined up a new seat and changed Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang very far, Xiao Ji didn't want to know Xiao Yang like this, so he took the initiative to chat with Xiao Yang, this was the first time Xiao Ji learned Xiao Yang's full name, at this time he was ecstatic and chatted with Xiao Yang very happily. After that, Xiao Yang and Xiao Ji became nominal friends. Later, Xiao Ji learned that Xiao Yang and another teenager surnamed Yang had grown up together since childhood and had a good time, so he intentionally or unintentionally asked about Xiao Yang's preferences from the boy surnamed Yang, but he didn't ask anything. The first trouble that Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang encountered was Xiao Gao, at that time Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang had a good relationship, but there was a Xiao Gao who suddenly came out halfway, and Xiao Yang had a good relationship, Xiao Ji, at that time, he was more possessive, and he didn't want Xiao Yang to play with Xiao Gao when he was playing, especially some of Xiao Gao's harassment behaviors to Xiao Yang at that time, which made Xiao Ji very unacceptable, such as locking him, and putting his hand into his shoes, saying that it was a massage, and harassing Xiao Yang when he went to the toilet, since then, Xiao Ji has been going to the toilet with Xiao Yang, for fear that Xiao Gao will still harass him, Xiao Ji often helps Xiao Yang block the door, and Xiao Ji told Xiao Yang to stay away from him, Xiao Ji said to Xiao Yang many times, and finally Xiao Yang made a little statement, he resisted Xiao Gao's behavior, and told Xiao Gao that he didn't want to play with him. So far, the relationship between Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang has become better. Their best memory is that after physical education class, they went to the door of the cafeteria to buy a bottle of pulse, and every time there was a bottle of pulse, that time was the happiest time for Xiao Ji since he was in junior high school. Later, Xiao Ji gradually couldn't eat enough there, and was forced to follow their itinerary all day long, without any freedom and privacy at the teacher's house, and was often bullied by the teacher's children, complaining to the parents, they didn't listen, and the only happy time was in school, staying with Xiao Yang. But the good times didn't last long, and after experiencing a beautiful friendship, the relationship between Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang had a huge breakdown......

I remember that it was when the first semester was approaching the winter vacation, Xiao Ji followed the trend in the class at that time, and it was popular to wear basketball bracelets in the class, so Xiao Ji left a James for himself and gave Kobe's to Xiao Yang, when the bracelet was discovered by his mother, Xiao Yang's mother asked Xiao Yang to return the bracelet to Xiao Ji, but Xiao Yang did not tell Xiao Ji the truth, saying that he lost the bracelet, so Xiao Ji helped Xiao Yang buy another one, but the second one was found by his mother, so that his mother was angry, and Xiao Yang told his mother, Xiao Ji has a close relationship with him, there will be some intimate titles, and there will be some intimate behaviors, Xiao Yang was also more angry at the time, which made his mother even more angry and let Xiao Yang stop playing with Xiao Ji, and found the head teacher to dissuade him, and said that if Xiao Ji looked for Xiao Yang again, he would go to the police, and then Xiao Ji was also very angry when he heard Xiao Yang say this behind his back, plus the obstruction of his parents and the obstruction of the teacher, he didn't go to Xiao Yang again at that time. Since then, the relationship between Xiao Yang and Xiao Ji has gone through a period of cold ...... During this period, they may occasionally peek at each other, but they never dare to look at each other, and even when they meet on the road, they will pretend not to know each other and walk quickly.

Later, Xiao Ji has been playing with some girls in the class and has some good friends, and Xiao Yang also has two friends who play better. However, Xiao Ji was still unwilling, unwilling to cut off contact with Xiao Yang like this, so he talked to Xiao Yang in a physical education class, when Xiao Yang was there to pad volleyball, Xiao Ji said to Xiao Yang: "Can you come with me and I pad." Xiao Yang gave the ball to Xiao Ji, Xiao Ji is not very good at padding, so he returned the ball to Xiao Yang after two pads, and then helped him count it on the side, and Xiao Yang padd a few. In this way, the two of them played a physical education class, and since then, their relationship has slowly improved. In the days that followed, they would often chat and run together in physical education class, and once in physical education class, Xiao Ji asked Xiao Yang where his family lived, which was the first time Xiao Ji knew where Xiao Yang's family lived. In physical education class, they often play volleyball and throw solid balls together. Xiao Yang gradually pulled back Xiao Ji, who had fallen for a year, and Xiao Ji cut off almost all communication at that time for Xiao Yang, and did not play and talk with people who played together all day long. And Xiao Yang also gave Xiao Ji a sense of security at that time, he didn't talk to others, only talked to Xiao Ji and played, and they became best friends. Later, Xiao Ji began to study hard for Xiao Yang and vowed to catch up with him. There is a lot of pressure on this road, such as having gastritis at the beginning, at the beginning, it was just reflected in the stomach pain, I always wanted to vomit, I didn't know it was this disease, I took leave to go to the hospital to see it, I wasted a night and a morning, I did a gastroscopy in the morning, and the gastroscopy was really uncomfortable, so that Xiao Ji didn't dare to do it a second time, but as soon as Xiao Ji returned to school, he thought about how many classes he pulled down, how to compensate, Xiao Yang, did not live up to Xiao Ji, but accompanied Xiao Ji all the way to study, I remember that what impressed Xiao Ji the most was that Xiao Ji was left by the teacher to be silent because he didn't memorize the language, and Xiao Yang, in order to wait for Xiao Ji, waited for a long, long time, Xiao Ji swore from then on that he must endorse it well, and strive not to let Xiao Yang stay and wait for him, and not to waste Xiao Yang's time. But Xiao Ji worked very hard to memorize it, but he still couldn't change the reality that sometimes he was left behind.

After getting gastritis, Xiao Ji began his meal delivery journey, so he can often eat with Xiao Yang, he is very happy, although he eats white porridge every day at that time, but as long as he eats with Xiao Yang, even if it is white porridge, he can eat very happily. also because of the delivery of food, and Xiao Yang's grandmother became familiar, Xiao Yang's grandmother would give Xiao Ji fruits and some Xiao Yang's vegetables to eat, and Xiao Ji's mother would also give some fruits to Xiao Yang, how good their relationship was at that time.

The winter vacation of the third year of junior high school was the happiest winter vacation they had. Why? Because, that winter vacation, it was the first time they spent New Year's Eve together, and it was the first time they said happy New Year to each other. At that time, they agreed to be together all the time, and they were full of expectations for the future at that time, but the good times did not last long.

After experiencing the previous things, and the pressure of studying hard, Xiao Ji slowly suffered from mental illness, he would hate himself for not studying well, not listening to the class well, and always being sleepy in class, so he always used a knife to cut himself when he was sleepy in class. Although Xiao Yang sometimes persuades Xiao Ji, it seems that it has little effect on persuading Xiao Ji not to hurt himself, Xiao Yang deliberately told the teacher to change to the seat next to Xiao Ji in order to supervise Xiao Ji to study hard, but Xiao Ji showed Xiao Yang his unbearable side, and he has been taking up Xiao Yang's time...... Asked him questions in class, and there were some behaviors that wasted his time, all of which made Xiao Ji regret it, and then Xiao Yang went to tell the head teacher about it, and the head teacher successfully replaced the two of us, and Xiao Yang was not allowed to come to Xiao Ji, when Xiao Ji hid in the toilet, crying from the end of class to class, on the one hand, he hated his incompetence, and on the other hand, he was angry that Xiao Yang went to the head teacher to complain. At this time, Xiao Ji kept wanting to jump from the window of the toilet, until the head teacher came to the toilet and took me to Teacher Yuan's office, Teacher Yuan is a very considerate teacher of students, before Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang wrote some secrets on the paper and were discovered by Teacher Yuan, Teacher Yuan didn't say anything. This time I was invited to Mr. Yuan's office, Mr. Yuan's first sentence was not why you cried, but brought paper, helped me wipe away my tears, and comforted Xiao Ji, before asking the reason, Xiao Ji said at the time that the results of the mock exam were not even the worst high school score line, there were three volunteers at that time, and Xiao Ji also filled in the first three high schools, but when Teacher Yuan asked Xiao Ji if he could change his volunteers, and asked Xiao Ji if he wanted to change, Xiao Ji resolutely said, no need. Teacher Yuan praised Xiao Ji's courage and told Xiao Ji the story of his son, although his son is only in the second ranked high school, but in the experimental class, he is studying very well, and I wish Xiao Ji to come on, Xiao Ji knows that this time, he really has to study hard, there is no way back.

At that time, Xiao Ji began to study hard after experiencing that incident, suppressed his sleepy brain more desperately in school, studied harder at home, and put down most of the time spent playing games, just to catch up with Xiao Yang and catch up with his ideals, Xiao Yang finished talking to the head teacher, and then came to me, did not listen to the head teacher, and then we still studied all the way, doing nucleic acid, queuing, getting out of class, physical education class, staying together all the time, the only happiness at that time, It was the days when we played table tennis together in physical education class. At other times, I'm studying hard! I was really tired and tired at that time, but with Xiao Yang here, Xiao Ji had the heart to hold on, Xiao Yang may not know that he is Xiao Ji's spiritual pillar! Without him, how can Xiao Ji live......

Unconsciously, on the eve of the high school entrance examination, the two of them grasped it even more, did not dare to slack off, and held the expectations of the high school entrance examination and the agreement after the high school entrance examination, they walked into the examination room of the high school entrance examination, and then the high school entrance examination ended smoothly.

Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang's first meeting after the high school entrance examination was in the gym, they were still in contact at that time, they made an appointment, after the high school entrance examination, they went to play table tennis together, they were sweating profusely, playing very happily, Xiao Ji also drank the pulse that Xiao Yang's father gave to Xiao Ji, Xiao Ji was very happy.

Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang's second meeting after the high school entrance examination was at the Hilton Hotel, when the class held a graduation ceremony, Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang sat together, they talked happily, at that time they were happy, and reluctant, drank a little wine (that was the only time they drank), Xiao Ji came to the stage to sing a song for Xiao Yang, love is like the rain in the lyrics overflowing, this kind of love, is infinite considerate dedication, is the decision to stay together happily for a lifetime.

The third time Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang met after the high school entrance examination was to go out to play, that was the first time they went out together, they went to Wuyue Plaza, the time was June 20, 2022, on that day, they went to KTV first because there was still some time for the opening of the movie, they sang songs together, Xiao Yang sang a few songs to Xiao Ji, what impressed Xiao Ji the most was that the world kissed me with pain and early two songs, these two songs Xiao Ji has been listening to since then, and these two songs have always inspired him and made him keep standing up in falls, Walk out of your grief and keep trying. There is also the ordinary road they sing together, every time I listen to it again, I can always hear tears. Then they went to watch the movie that made Xiao Ji unforgettable for the rest of his life, friends for a week, after watching the movie, Xiao Ji came out crying, and he couldn't let go for a long time, he asked Xiao Yang at the time, will we be good friends for life, stay together forever, always keep in touch, Xiao Yang said: "Of course." They were very moved at the time, after watching the movie, they went to the video game city, bought some coins, and played with the shooting machine, which surprised Xiao Ji, Xiao Yang actually refreshed the historical record of the shooting machine, they had a lot of fun at the time, and left a photo to record Xiao Yang breaking the record. In the end, they went to Starbucks downstairs, bought two cups of matcha Frappuccino, talked about many things in Starbucks, and finally parted, Xiao Ji asked Xiao Yang: "Will we really meet again?" Xiao Yang said: "Definitely, I'll go first, goodbye." "The beautiful day is over, and after returning home, Xiao Ji is still reminiscing about the time when he went out to play.

In the first two days of that day, Xiao Yang did not contact Xiao Ji, until the last day, it was the last day of Xiao Ji's make-up class, that day Xiao Ji got up early in the morning, because it had to be tossed and turned several times to reach the make-up class, that morning after getting on the bus, Xiao Ji heard, Qidong Middle School released, the strange thing is that Xiao Ji's mind is full of cherry blossoms in Jiming Temple, at that time Xiao Ji didn't know what it meant, because the make-up teacher has a metal detector, so the mobile phone must be handed in, for fear of being reported by the student to make up the location, As a result, because of the handing in of this mobile phone, on the same day, Xiao Ji missed the last call from Xiao Yang, which also became Xiao Ji's biggest regret, because later, Xiao Yang never called again......

In the days without Xiao Yang, Xiao Ji was very uncomfortable at first, and during that summer vacation, he constantly fell, cried, often wanted to force himself to cheer up, wanted to run to relieve his mood, but always unconsciously ran downstairs to Xiao Yang's grandmother's house or Xiao Yang's house, and then changed to listen to music while crying. Although it was very sad, Xiao Ji remembered that he had promised Xiao Yang that he would strive to catch up with Xiao Yang, so, after entering the first year of high school, Xiao Ji was still studying very extremely, he would use a knife to cut himself when he was sleepy, he would drink coffee until his heart hurt, and he would go home and memorize words until two or three o'clock in the morning before going to sleep. Hard work pays off, Xiao Ji in the first exam, achieved a good grade of thirty-five, Xiao Ji has been working hard, but, in the second exam, Xiao Ji has regressed many times, Xiao Ji is under a lot of pressure, and there are a lot of problems that plague learning, such as gastritis, sinusitis-induced headache, plus this time without Xiao Yang's encouragement, without his company, Xiao Ji feels that now his body no longer supports him to listen to the class, and he always asks for leave to see a doctor, and he can't learn well. I thought about taking a year off to study, recuperate at home, and then slowly learn on my own. So Xiao Ji began the treatment of his own disease, he had to take more than 20 pills a day, and often had insomnia, feeling incompetent and unable to find the meaning of existence. Xiao Ji is trying hard to shine and want Xiao Yang to see himself, he participates in school performances, participates in theatrical performances, studies hard, and desperately wants to join the group.

In the time when Xiao Ji and Xiao Yang had no contact, Xiao Ji thought about Xiao Yang all the time, he took Xiao Yang as an example in these difficult days, and kept chasing him, in order to live up to the agreement between them, he has been studying hard, even if he is taking a leave of absence, but there will always be some low periods, during this period, he will have no motivation to learn, he knows that he has fun, at this moment how much Xiao Ji hopes that Xiao Yang can encourage him again. It's like...... He agreed with Xiao Ji as agreed...... How Xiao Ji hopes they can meet again, now Xiao Ji has learned to cherish, learn to love, and learn to pay a little more for love, but, Xiao Yang, can he come back......