Chapter 106 I don't want to see you again
Jiang Li only felt that there was no place to vent the anger in his heart at this time, it was obvious that he had a bad attitude towards her, why did she apologize?!
With a snap, he dropped the notebook in his hand, and the pen fell to the ground, and he was broken into two pieces by the man, which shows his great strength!
Hua Yuwei was frightened and froze on the bed, not daring to move at all, for fear of angering the man in front of her.
"You ......" Hua Yuwei had just spoken, and Jiang Li raised his head at this time.
Looking at each other, she realized that the man's eyes were full of anger that she had never seen before, so that her words were blocked in her throat, and she didn't dare to say more!
"Don't say it again, you're not wrong, it's my problem, it's that I can't face you. You ......"
He didn't finish his sentence, and then fell silent.
"Why?"
"Don't ask me why! I don't want to say it, I don't want to think about it, I don't want you to think about it again! Therefore, Hua Yuwei, I won't come to see you often in the future, and I won't care about you as much as before! That's all I can say. ”
After speaking, she left the ward without looking back, leaving her alone in the ward, at a loss.
The nurses in the ward had never seen the gentle Jiang Li lose his temper, and after seeing this scene, they were stunned for a long time and didn't speak until the man left, but the eyes that looked at the woman were different.
I didn't want to stay in the ward any longer, so I followed Jiang Li and left.
In an instant, only Hua Yuwei was left.
The words Jiang Li said when he left kept echoing in her mind, what did it mean to be unwilling to let her think about it again? Did he know about the things in the past?
There was a mess in her mind for a moment, and she didn't want to think about it at this time, or even want to ask, she just wanted to hide quietly in her corner.
Since Jiang Li became angry, Hua Yuwei seemed to close herself, except for the time of eating and taking medicine, she closed her eyes and stopped talking every day.
Jiang Li had wondered many times whether to look at her again, but every time he walked outside the door of the ward, his feet seemed to be stuck to the ground, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't take that step.
After going back and forth a few times, he finally gave up, letting himself be so cold to Hua Yuwei, and he didn't care about it anymore.
And the nurse's attitude towards her has also changed 180 degrees, from the previous meticulous to the current dispensable.
Hua Yuwei didn't say anything, and endured all this silently.
The sunlight outside the window was just right, and it looked very warm, but she couldn't feel it, and she felt that her body was full of cold, so she couldn't help but hug her body tightly.
"Can you let Dr. Jiang come and have a look? I have something to say to him. This time, Hua Yuwei finally mustered up the courage and made a request to the nurses who had been cold to her these days.
The nurse who was cleaning looked up at her, but did not speak, and did what she was doing.
"Well, can you ask Dr. Jiang to come over?" Hua Yuwei continued to ask, even if she didn't answer.
"Stay in peace, didn't you hear what Dr. Jiang said last time? He said he wouldn't come again. ”
"Is it okay for me to ask him? I really want to see him. ”
"Rest well, I'm out." The nurse ignored her plea and left the room.
The nurse's departure made Hua Yuwei's tears fall instantly, and all the memories of this time and Jiang Li kept appearing in her mind like fragments.
Happy, happy, like the sun outside the window, silently exuding a warm temperature, so that she is reluctant to abandon it.
Looking out the window blankly, from day to night, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open.
Hua Yuwei was indifferent and still sat like this.
Jiang Li, who had been entangled for a few days, still stepped into the ward, he comforted himself, just came to see it and left, and did not want to admit that he cared about this woman in his heart.
Seeing Hua Yuwei sitting alone, there was an undeniable distress in her heart.
"Why are you still sitting? Shouldn't you take an early break? He said awkward words of concern, but the stiffness made him feel strange.
Looking up in an instant, Hua Yuwei's eyes were full of light for the first time in so many days, and her clear eyes flashed with disbelief.
"I, I thought you'd never come here again." His voice trembled slightly, and he sat up straight.
Jiang Li took a few steps forward, but did not come close, just stood at the door, looking at the woman on the hospital bed from a distance.
There was no light on in the ward, and the expression on his face could not be seen clearly in the dark, "You hurry up and lie down and sleep, remember what I told you, you need to have a good rest." ”
"I know."
"I'm leaving, you go to bed early."
In just three sentences, Jiang Li wanted to leave this place, he didn't want to continue to stay, and it would be a torment to stay for a second longer!
"Wait a minute!"
However, before he could leave the door, he was attracted by the movement behind him, and when he turned around, he saw the woman who had fallen to the ground.
"Wait a minute, Ah Li." For the first time, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes in front of him, with an incomparably crystalline glow, and under the moonlight, her face looked unusually desolate.
"I told you, call me Dr. Jiang." Frowning slightly, he still didn't want a woman to call himself so affectionately.
looked at the person who fell to the ground, and didn't mean to help her up at all, just looked at it coldly, even if it hurt in his heart, he resisted the urge to help.
"Ah Li," Hua Yuwei didn't care, she still screamed persistently, and slowly got up from the ground, "I don't know what you know, and I don't care what your attitude is towards me!"
I only know that you are the person I rely on, and I want to see you every day, isn't it you? ”
With his hands clenched tightly at his sides, his nails digging deep into his palms, he stood there with his brows hanging down, not saying a word.
"Ah Li, I know that you are not fake to me, I can feel everything before, you are so good to me, why can't you do it now? What went wrong? ”
She moved forward step by step, and every word she said seemed to be stepping on a man's heart, with incomparable pain.
"I listen to you every day, go to bed, eat and take medicine on time, and take good care of my body, just because that's what you said, as long as you ask for it, I'm willing to do it! We're the same as before, can't we? ”
Finally grabbed Jiang Li's wrist and used all his strength, unwilling to be thrown away by him again.
"Ah Li, I really hate us now, where did you go before? Where did the one who would be as warm as the sun go? ”
In the end, Hua Yuwei choked up several times, couldn't say anything, could only hold his hand and cry silently.
After being wronged for so many days, she finally said all the things in her heart this night, didn't think about anything, didn't care about anything, and only said what she wanted to say to him.
Jiang Li didn't want to look at her again, glanced at his own gaze, and tried to push her away with his hand.
Sensing his movements, Hua Yuwei grabbed his wrist even harder, and pleaded in a pleading tone, "Ah Li, please, don't treat me like this, okay?" Except for my sister, I only have you now! ”
At this time, Hua Yuwei was already in tears, and all her thoughts were naked in front of the man on this night, without any reservations.
The hand stopped in an instant, Jiang Li simply turned his back to her, his tone was still indifferent, "Hua Yuwei, you should know that there will be no result between me and you." ”
"I don't want results! All I want now is for you to be by my side! Isn't that okay? ”
"No, you can't."
Without any pause, his answer made her lose all strength in an instant.
Stunned, he let go of his hand, and Jiang Li's hand was withdrawn in the next moment, as if she was some kind of virus, so he couldn't dodge!
"Don't say such things to me in the future, I'm just a patient with you."
"Can't you just tell me why it's like this?" Hua Yuwei bit her lower lip and asked unrelentingly.
After all, they are two sisters with Hua Xu, and in terms of personality, the two sisters are very similar in their temperament to break the casserole and ask the end.
However, she was silent.
"Why can't you tell me? Is that the reason so hard to say? Or are you just toying with me? ”
Jiang Li turned around, his eyes were full of anger, and even his voice trembled, "Why? I originally thought it was a lotus flower on the snowy mountain, but I didn't expect that all this was just my whim, you are not at all! ”
A simple sentence, but it resounded in Hua Yuwei's mind like thunder, "You, you know everything?" ”
"That's right! I know it all! Knowing the past that you and Hua Xu are unwilling to face! How do you make me do to you like I used to? Seeing you now only makes me feel disgusted, do you know you! ”
Words bordering on viciousness that did not take into account her feelings at all. After saying all this, Jiang Li seemed to be unable to stay in this room anymore, and slammed the door and left.
Hua Yuwei's body kept trembling, and those nightmare-like memories surged up like a tide, and she couldn't suppress it at all, making her fall into endless panic!
Those pasts that she didn't want to think about anymore, because of a man's words, just came to her mind.
smiled self-deprecatingly, yes, she was no longer a white lotus, but a flower that failed miserably, how could she pray for a sun like Jiang Li to stop for her?
Silently wiping away her tears, she returned to the hospital bed, slowly closed her eyes, but her heart hurt irrepressibly, this feeling she had never felt before, she didn't know how to solve it, she could only let her hurt.
It is said that if you keep sprinkling salt on the scar until it no longer hurts, it indicates that the scar is healed.
At this time, Hua Yuwei was doing such a thing, constantly recalling, and constantly crying, until the tears could no longer flow.
I knew that the unbearableness of that scene became extremely clear and blurred......