"What?" When Hua Su heard this, Huo Ran got up and looked at him in disbelief.

"Yan Chengluo, what do you mean? How can you say such a thing? If you regret marrying me now and don't want this child, you tell me that I have to give birth to this child even if I am alone, and raise it well, without dragging you down, but you don't have to say such things. ”

She was angry.

He was so uncomfortable that he almost collapsed, but he struggled to hold on, but what about him? He even said that he wanted to terminate his pregnancy.

"Hua Xu, you misunderstood me. It's been a day, you look at you, your whole face has lost weight, and now you're lying on the sofa as if you've lost half your life, I look at you and feel uncomfortable, the book says that you want to be pregnant for ten months, can you hold on to ten months? I'm worried about you, that's why I ......."

Yan Chengluo put the book in his hand aside, came over and sat down beside her, looked at her face flushed with excitement, and explained.

"Don't explain it to me."

Hua Xu impatiently raised his hand to stop him, "No matter what mood you are in, you shouldn't say such a thing, I have your child in my belly, you are the father, the father of the child, the person you will rely on in the future, you are now saying that you want to terminate the pregnancy, you want to terminate his life, he has life, he can hear, let him hear his father actually say that he wants to ......"

She accused, and suddenly her stomach rolled again, stared at him fiercely, got up and rushed out.

"Hua Xu, Hua Xu, I ...... I'm also in a hurry, that's why I ......"

Seeing this, Yan Chengluo hurriedly followed.

Boom! The bathroom door slammed shut the moment he stepped in, and the whole house shook against his nose.

Hua Xu lay on the toilet, exhausting his rights and vomiting.

Tears welled up with force, and she wiped them away with great effort, and collapsed to the ground. Tired lying on the toilet, powerless to say anything.

She understood what Yan Chengluo meant, she didn't want her to be too painful, so she said something like that, but she was uncomfortable in her heart, she was irritable, and she wanted to lose her temper.

"Hua Xu, you open the door, the doctor said, when a person is pregnant, the reaction is different every time you get pregnant, I look at your pain, I think it's better for us to give up this time, and maybe it will be better next time."

Yan Chengluo banged on the door and continued to explain.

"Get out of here, I won't let you say this, and if you dare to talk to me about this topic in the future, get out of my way, and I won't see you again."

Hua Su roared angrily, Huo Ran opened the door, and stared at him as if he was glaring at an enemy, his eyes were extremely red!

"Yan Chengluo, you know what? When I was rehabilitating in the United States, I was like a thousand arrows piercing my heart, and the pain was eroding my heart and my body day by day, but I didn't back down, because I had to overcome myself. ”

Maybe it was the excessive weakness of her body, maybe it was the memories that were so clear, and the scenes flashed in front of her eyes in an instant, and an unspeakable pain rose up her back.

She took a deep breath and stared at him for a moment, clenching her fists.

"American detoxification?" Yan Chengluo's eyes flashed with a hint of inquiry.

After meeting her again, he knew in his heart that she must have experienced an inhuman torture after quitting drugs. That memory, for her, he was missing.

How did she spend her time?

"Huaxu, what have you experienced in the United States? Tell me. Also, this flower on your forehead, why? He asked, taking a step forward, reaching out to hold her.

"Nope." Hua Su took a step back, dodging his hand, his clenched fist trembling slightly, unable to hold himself.

"Those days, for me, were hell, a living purgatory on earth. Life is worse than death. I was locked in a cold room, with only a small window, and the insects and ants were allowed to cut through my body and suck my will. ”

As if back in that dark room, she hugged her shoulders and crouched down.

"I thought I could get through it, I thought it wouldn't be difficult for me to get off drugs, but I lay there, devoured by that torture. I realized that I might as well be dead. I banged my head against the wall until the scar on my forehead was bloody and I fainted. ”

The pain gripped her deeply, her head buried deep in the crook of her arm, trembling helplessly.

Yan Chengluo looked at her distressedly, squatted down and hugged her into his arms.

"I'm sorry, Hua Xu, I wasn't by your side during those days when you needed me the most, it was my fault, it was all my fault, if I hadn't let you get involved in these things before, you wouldn't have gone through this, forgive me, forgive me."

He muttered, hugging the little aching body in his arms, hating that he couldn't bear everything for her.

"It's what I'm supposed to bear, and that's what I'm supposed to bear." Hua Xu finally calmed down and leaned against his chest, all the strength of his body had been wiped out.

"Fortunately, Haotian is taking care of me by the side, and thanks to ......," she paused, reached out and grabbed the clothes on his chest, tugging at them little by little, "I keep thinking of your shadow in my mind, telling myself that as long as I hold on, I will be able to see you again." ”

Indeed, in those days of inhuman torture, Yan Chengluo became her only support.

The words "I'm sorry ......" pierced Yan Chengluo's heart again like a thorn, and he hugged her tightly, almost collapsing.

Why don't the people sent to the United States look for drug rehab one by one? Why did you always believe she was dead?

"It's not your fault, really." Hua Xu pushed away slightly, looked up at him, raised his hand to caress his perfect face, and his eyes melted into deep love.

"I don't blame you."

Is there really no blame for me? If you think about it, it's all because of love.

"Thinking about your days, this torture will be lessened, and each time it will be lessened, until finally, I have overcome myself, but I ......" she raised her hand and touched her forehead, smiling bitterly.

"During the period of drug rehabilitation, the old wounds here were added to the new wounds, and I covered them with thick bangs, even so, the hideous scars still scared many people. I'm worried about ......," she hesitated.

Yan Chengluo looked down at the flicker in her eyes and held her hand, "Are you worried that I will think you are ugly?" How so? ”

was said to be in his mind, Hua Xu blushed and admitted: "Indeed, I was worried that you would say that I was ugly, so I found a tattoo master, and when I saw this flower, I chose it without hesitation."

Because the flower on the other side is the flower of love, only the flower of hope. During those days in the United States, if I didn't have love for you in my heart, I wouldn't have overcome myself, and ...... I still love you, I know it in my heart. ”

The flower of the other side, the flower of true love, the flower of hope. She finally found her love.

"The Flower of Love."

Yan Chengluo repeated, rubbing his chin against her soft hair, bowing his head and kissing the flower on the other side, "She will always be the flower of love between us, for a lifetime." ”

Lifetime?

Hua Xu's mood had stabilized, she looked down at her abdomen, suddenly realized something, pushed him away and stood up in front of him, and declared solemnly:

"So, now? What is this pain to me? It's just vomiting, I can overcome it, really, I'm not bitter, it's not painful at all, because there is a little life growing up in my body, he is our child, for me, this is the most precious. ”

She said firmly, took a deep breath, turned her face to look at the two servants who were trembling on the side, hooked her lips slightly, and cheered up and ordered, "You two start cooking, keep cooking, as long as I vomit, start eating, I don't believe it, I will keep vomiting." ”

Her stubborn energy came up, and no one could stop her.

When the two maids heard this, they quickly agreed and went into the kitchen.

Yan Chengluo looked at her, and a wave of admiration rose inexplicably in his heart.

Perhaps, when he first met her, in her, it was such a force of unyielding strength that attracted him, and it has been until today.

He walked over slowly, stood still beside her, and reached out to hold her shoulder, "Hua Xu, it was me who was wrong just now, it was I who shouldn't have such thoughts, and I won't in the future." ”

Hua Xu stabilized his emotions and looked up at him, "I understand what you mean, my temper is not good, I just want to be angry, I want to lose my temper at you, I can't control myself." ”

"It's okay, as long as you're comfortable, it's okay if you lose your temper, it's really okay." Yan Chengluo hurriedly said, picked her up and returned to the sofa.

Despite this, Hua Xu's thoughts were still exhausted by the vomiting day after day.

Outside the window, the night covers the entire sea, and the window is ajar, and the sea breeze that blows slowly brings a hint of fishy smell, which makes people feel very comfortable.

The villa was dark, and everything around could only be seen clearly by the faint moonlight.

Hua Xu lay on the sofa, his head resting on Yan Chengluo's knees, his eyes closed and motionless, and the surroundings were quiet.

Everything seemed to fall into a dead silence, and her consciousness fell into a semi-confused state.

"Hua Xu, it's been half a month, you've vomited so much in half a month, you can't eat anything, look at you now, you're so thin that only skin and bones are left."

Yan Chengluo's fingers caressed her body, and every part could clearly touch the exposed bones, and he said distressedly.

"I don't care what you do, you can't have such evil thoughts anyway." Hua Xu whispered, turned over slightly, leaned on the inside, raised his hand and hugged his waist, as if this way the beating heart in the body could be stronger.

"But now you're throwing up more and more, as long as you hear a little sound, you can't stop vomiting, and you vomit when you see a little light, I'm really worried that you'll ......"

Yan Chengluo sighed secretly.

It was the first time he had seen a pregnant woman, who couldn't help but vomit when she heard the sound and saw the light.

If it goes on like this, how can a person still survive? In the last few days, doctors have come to infuse nutrient solutions to maintain survival, which is too worrying.

"It's okay, I can keep going, didn't the doctor say it? It's been two months now, maybe by three or four months the reaction will be smaller and smaller, and everything will be fine. ”

Hua Xu opened her eyes, the bright moonlight outside the window stimulated her vision, and she couldn't help but close it again, and it took a while to get used to the light and open her eyes to look at him.

Through the hazy moonlight, his face became more and more angular, strong and delicate. She couldn't help but raise her hand to caress it, her slender fingers with a faint coldness.

He raised his hand and held it, wrapped in the palm of his hand, and inside the warm palm was her cold little hand, like a needle piercing his heart, he kissed her hand and clenched it.

"If this pain can be converted, I am willing to bear everything for you." After a while, he whispered, and his other hand caressed her face, infinitely distressed.

"I know, your eyes tell me, but if you bear all this pain, what do you want me to do? Luo, maybe only in this way can our children be extra precious.

Now that one day later, I can deeply feel that the child has grown up in my womb, and I will have more hope. After going through hardships, it is not easy for the child to come, and I will love him more. ”

Hua Su took his hand, put it on his lower abdomen, and said softly. Really, the morning sickness reaction these days has given her a sense of sacredness and pride that she is about to be a mother.

It is only as a mother that you have this opportunity and privilege.

"I will not waste this experience, and the child will be a filial child in the future." She said softly, full of pride.

"But your physical condition is really worrying." Yan Chengluo hugged her tightly, hesitated for a moment and said, "Why don't we go back to the United States, maybe when we get there, what can they do?" There is also Jiang Li, his medical skills are excellent, and there will definitely be a way to make your morning sickness feel better. What do you think? ”

He suggested, not daring to force it too much.

Now, I can't care so much, Hua Yuwei should be considerate if she knows about this situation.

Hua Xu stopped talking, closed his eyes and thought for a moment, then nodded silently.

Maybe it would be better to go back and be with your family.

With her consent, Yan Chengluo immediately started to arrange, and the next evening, the private plane docked on the beach in front of the door, packed everything, and he got on the plane with Hua Xu in his arms, and went straight to his home in Los Angeles.

At home, everyone had already received the news that the two were coming back, and knew about her pregnancy and morning sickness, and immediately held an emergency meeting.

Around a pot of tea, all the members sat around, drinking tea and discussing the arrangements after the two returned.

"Mrs. Yan, I think Hua Xu and Luo will still live with me after they come back, you see, Yu Wei is there, Jiang Li is also there, and now you also know the situation of Hua Xu, there are doctors around you, live over there, feel at ease." Hua Dongchuan took the lead in expressing his own opinion, looked at Yan's mother, and felt that he took it for granted that he had arranged it.

There are many people in the family, so it is more convenient to take care of Huaxu.

"My family, it's not right for you to say that." Yan's mother smiled and said politely, "Although there are many people over there and Jiang Li is also there, Hua Xu married into the Yan family, which is the daughter-in-law of the Yan family, and I should take care of her."

Besides, she is pregnant, and she is pregnant with the grandson of the Yan family, and it is natural for me to take care of my grandson, how can I let her live there? Moreover, there is only a courtyard separated from this side, and it is not far away, when there is something to do, make a phone call, and Jiang Li can come over in three minutes, how convenient. ”

"Auntie, it's not like that, my sister has severe morning sickness, I live here, I can talk to my sister when I have time, unravel, and maybe it will be alleviated at that time, you take care of it alone, it's too hard, and you will have to take care of the child when it is born, let us do our best at this time."

Hua Yuwei hurriedly said and glanced at Jiang Li.

"Yuwei, in fact, you have lived with me for five years, and I have long regarded you as my own child, but in the matter of Yaxin, I was confused for a while, and I turned a blind eye to your request for help, this matter has been tormenting me these days, I can't sleep day and night, I feel guilty for you!"

Mother Yan looked at Hua Yuwei, sighed heavily, and couldn't help but say.

At that time, if she had changed her mind a little, maybe Hua Yuwei's child would not have been lost.

"This ......" Hua Yuwei's face changed slightly, she bit her lip tightly, and pulled out a smile for a while.

"Auntie, this matter has passed, it is something that happened in Vientiane, doesn't it mean that a new page has been turned when you come to the United States again? Don't mention the previous things, we'll be a family from now on, won't we? ”

Those pains have passed, and she doesn't want to live in pain, learning to forget in order to live happily, this is how she feels after going through so many hardships.