Chapter 55: She Crossed (21)
"Why does Miss say that, in fact, Miss just needs to live her own life, the county lord is noble, naturally she has her life to live, why does Miss always have to compare with the county lord?"
This is also what Helu doesn't understand the most, some of the things she has vaguely found these days, the reason why the young lady has such a big temper every time she feels unfair is because no matter what, she will always compare with the county lord.
But the young lady is the young lady, the county lord is the county lord, the identities of the two people are very different, how can they compare?
"Why can't I compare with her, I just want to compare with her!"
Helu gritted her teeth and pouted, her mission to come to this world is because of this, she just wants to experience the life of a heroine!
But now tell her that the heroine is still Xiao Yihua, and she is just a supporting role, how can she be happy, so what is the meaning of her appearance here?
"Miss really wasn't like that before."
Helu didn't know what to say, as if she couldn't listen to what she said, and she was always immersed in her own inexplicable thoughts, which was really incomprehensible.
"Once upon a time, now and now, people will change, don't you want me to change? Is there anything wrong with me being like this, I can't have my own dreams! ”
Liu Xuan'er vented her resentment on Helu, the only person she can bully now is Helu, fortunately, she is also a daughter, she is not a common person, if this is the case, then don't want to be a queen in this life!
She is not a fool, and she knows that not everyone can be a queen, and her identity can only barely be seen.
So what she can rely on is the love of His Royal Highness the Prince, as long as His Royal Highness the Crown Prince really likes herself and really wants to make her the queen, it is not impossible.
But now it is difficult to take this step, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince seems to have only Xiao Yihua in his heart, and he really has no place for himself, which is what makes her really feel desperate.
He Lu didn't say anything, she just concentrated on drugging Liu Xuan'er's hand, she knew that Miss was different now, so she wouldn't listen to what she was saying.
It's just that she really misses the former miss, the former miss was obviously so dignified and gentle, obviously so good, and the relationship between the two sisters also got along very well, and it wouldn't be at this point at all.
She really misses the old lady and misses the old days.
"This time I was injured, no one asked me at all, my father and mother felt that I was a shame to the Liu family, disgusted with me and embarrassed the Liu family, those two sisters must not care about me, what good things can they say just by their appearance!"
Liu Xuan'er was angry and aggrieved, and she didn't even feel that the injury on her hand hurt much, because her heart hurt, she felt that the pain in her hand was nothing.
"Actually, Miss and the two sisters got along very well in the past, there must be some misunderstanding, why don't you find a time to make it clear?"
Helu asked tentatively, in the past, the young lady and the two younger sisters have always had a good relationship, even if there will be some small frictions, they will not be taken to heart at all, and it is impossible to make trouble to such a point.
"Don't be kidding, why should I make it clear to them, they are not my real sisters, they are just young ladies from the concubine, what qualifications are worthy of me to make it clear?"
Liu Xuan'er said disdainfully, she and those two are not real sisters, what is the need to misunderstand the words clearly, it is not a big deal.
"But after all, they are all sisters," Helu tried to persuade him more, but was quickly interrupted again, and simply shut up and didn't want to say anything more.
And Liu Xuan'er closed her eyes and pondered, she couldn't let herself continue to be wronged, she couldn't let the ancients bully her again and again as a modern person, and she must take the initiative!
Xiao Yihua has let herself suffer so many losses, she must also pay it back.
But what should she do?
Because of this identity, it's not good to really act in a bright way, so I can only use some small tricks that can't see people.
Don't blame her for being so vicious, it's just that she was forced to be anxious, no one wants to be wronged again and again, she is not a saint, and it is impossible to forgive generously every time.
What's more, Xiao Yihua is not as simple and kind as he appears on the surface, he says that he regards himself as a good friend, but in fact he has not done anything to help her, but he has made himself suffer a lot of sins intentionally or unintentionally.
By the way, Xiao Yihua didn't like the sachet I gave last time, and I saw her hanging on my waist when I went there these days, which means that I really like it, why don't he make another one himself?
As for what will be sewn into this sachet, it is up to her to decide, and she must let Xiao Yihua suffer as well, so that she will feel more balanced in her heart.
"Lately, I think it's really boring, and there's nothing new and interesting."
Tao Yao looked at the scenery outside the window boringly, everyone is really quiet these days, there is no movement at all, and Liu Xuan'er doesn't know what she is doing.
"Wouldn't it be nice to be quieter? Does the group leader like to be lively? ”
Shiyu was smiling and adding tea, the peach blossom hairpin county lord sent by His Royal Highness the Crown Prince last time was still worn on his head all the time, it seems that His Royal Highness the Prince's heart The county lord really likes it very much!
Tao Yao smiled and shook her head, she hadn't let Liu Xuan'er suffer enough grievances, how could it be over?
The real Xiao Yihua treats Liu Xuan'er as a good sister, because she really believes in the other party, so she will be harmed by the other party's conspiracy alone, otherwise with this identity gap, how could she be killed?
Sure enough, didn't this come to mind something?
A servant walked in with a plate that seemed to be embroidered with a lovely sachet.
"County Lord, this is a sachet embroidered by Miss Liu herself, saying that the county lord will definitely like it."
At least Tao Yao and Liu Xuan'er are still friends on the surface, so the people did Liu Xuan'er's affairs quite quickly, and hurriedly brought the sachet over.
"This sachet is really beautifully embroidered, send someone to tell her, I like it very much."
Shiyu took it and handed the sachet to Tao Yao, who seemed to be very happy, looked the sachet left and right, and finally tied it directly to her waist.
"Yes."
The subordinate got the order and went out, but he felt that the county lord and Miss Liu were really good friends, and they were willing to hang a sachet on their waists, and they were so happy.
"I look at this sachet as if it is embroidered, but this pattern is really a bit novel, but I think it is quite cute, and it is difficult for her to have so many strange ideas."
Shiyu looked at the sachet hanging on Tao Yao's waist, and always felt that it was not impossible not to look at it.
The county lord obviously doesn't like Miss Liu, but he wants to make a look like he likes this sachet very much, and I don't know why.
"I've said it's been too peaceful for a few days, and I think it's boring, and I should have something interesting!"
Tao Yao touched the sachet on his belt and smiled, look, he will only use these unsightly means to use these unseemly thoughts.
Shiyu tilted his head, a little unsure what the county lord meant, could it be that there was something wrong with this sachet?
"The county lord really accepted it? Still like it? ”
Liu Xuan'er was ecstatic, this was carefully taken by herself for so long, and she was worried that Xiao Yihua would not like it when she showed it, and she specially chose a super cute pattern, which should be liked by girls of this age!
She really accepted it, and she didn't waste her hard work.
"Yes," Helu nodded vigorously, "The county lord really likes it, and even hangs it directly on his waist, which means that he really likes the sachet of Miss Xiu." ”
Helu is also very happy, the only thing that the young lady is sure about now is that she must have a good relationship with the county lord, as long as the relationship with the county lord is good, everything is possible.
"That's natural, I've put so much effort into embroidering things, of course she'll like it!"
Liu Xuan'er rubbed her fingers proudly, in order to give this sachet, she didn't know how many needles had been pricked with both hands, but there was no way, she could only spend this effort to please Xiao Yihua.
If the identities and status of the two of them were reversed today, she would not be so aggrieved, and she must let others be so humble to please herself.
"I don't know what other reason I can use to ask her out, what if I don't?"
Liu Xuan'er said to herself, every time you go, you always have to pay a greeting sticker first, if the other party is unwilling, it is a matter of one sentence.
These experiences have made her thoroughly understand the importance of identity and status in this society.
"Miss is trying to make an appointment with the county lord? It's better to go to the south of the city to go green, the peach blossoms there are blooming just right, and the county lord should also like it? ”
Helu said her thoughts, and she was also looking forward to the fact that Miss and the county lord could become real good sisters, and that would definitely help Miss a lot.
"Go to the south of the city to see the peach blossoms?" Liu Xuan'er's eyes lit up and she felt that this method was very good, "You are right, I will use this reason after a while, I hope that the county lord can agree at that time and cultivate the relationship between our sisters!" ”
Liu Xuan'er was very happy, this is indeed a good way, what bees and butterflies will be provoked when the peach blossoms are visited, don't blame her.
She is ready that she may be injured, but more must see Xiao Yihua also suffer this loss, she has suffered so many grievances in this world, why can't Xiao Yihua bear it?
"The most right thing Miss did was to become friends with the county lord, Miss still listened to the slave maid, she must have a good relationship with the county lord, maybe you will need the county lord's help in many things in the future!"
Helu sincerely persuaded her, she only hoped that the young lady would be like before, not always thinking about comparing things with the county lord, and not thinking about what to fight with the county lord.
After all, the status is all there, the young lady really can't compete, but she will make herself suffer, without the good friend of the county lord, this is really more than worth the loss.
"I know I don't need you to say more, I know that it's my blessing to be friends with the county lord, I should accept my fate, I shouldn't have any extra thoughts!"
Liu Xuan'er sarcastically said in a strange way, sure enough, these pedantic and ignorant ancients only had these feudal and despicable thoughts, and they didn't dare to resist or live their own lives!
She is not from this world, she comes from a higher society, and she does not have these thoughts full of dignity and humility.
She just doesn't accept her fate, she wants to turn the tide, and she wants to become her own protagonist!