In front of a morning tea house, a girl hesitated, looking like she wanted to enter but was nervous.

"My name is Jian Youyue, an ordinary girl."

"I don't think I have many friends since kindergarten."

She couldn't help but think back to the beginning of all the nightmares.

……

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【Venue: Kindergarten】

[Time: When Jian Youyue was 5 years old]

"I'm going to go with the teacher, and the hide-and-seek people will go with me!"

A girl in the kindergarten stood up and shouted.

Soon, the little people in the classroom became lively, and a group of people followed.

"There are so many people, how can the teacher not find them."

"But...... It's fun to look at, and I want to play with them, if it doesn't make the teacher angry."

In this way, after hesitating for a while, I missed the opportunity.

"I~ I want to play with everyone too!"

When I said that, there was no one in the class but me.

This situation did not get better after growing up a little.

……

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【Location: Suburbs of Tiandu City】

【Time: Graduation from junior high school】

When graduation was approaching, the teachers organized the students to go out to clean the martyrs' tombs, and everyone divided into groups, planning to have an outdoor picnic after cleaning.

As expected, everyone was divided into groups, and I was the only one left.

I ended up being a lonely kid eating with my teachers.

Actually, I know that everyone thinks I'm weird.

After all, sometimes I can see "dirty things" and tell them that they don't believe me and look at me with weird eyes.

So just like that, spring goes to autumn......

……

……

"I'm back!"

One day I came home and suddenly came to my senses that my senior year of high school was over.

On the day I finished registering at Tiandu University, I didn't stay to see what clubs I joined, but went home from school just like in high school.

After all, my home is very close to Tiandu University.

On the night of the official start of school, I opened my phone, and the message I received on my phone was either from my mother or a scam text message.

Scammers care more about me than outsiders, this is me, Jian Youyue.

That year, I was a freshman.

"Actually, I sometimes think, can we keep going like this?"

"You won't be directly eliminated by society and become a rice worm who eats expensive rice at home, right?"

But perhaps because I often see dirty things, when I talk to people, I always look to the left and the left, and I don't even dare to look into their eyes, for fear that I will see those things in their eyes and then get entangled in those dirty things.

After all...... This is not the first time.

Maybe that's why I'm getting more and more withdrawn.

After all, such an attitude will always make people think that I am ignoring them.

"Ah Yue, do you want to watch TV?"

That's what my dad asked me that night.

"Nothing to look at, Dad."

I said so, but turned on the TV anyway.

……

On TV, the final of the super-large talent show "Dream CHR001" officially came to an end.

The girl who debuted in the C position who was out of the circle, holding the championship trophy in her hand, wiped her tears excitedly on the stage.

The host smiled and said:

"So Xu Ruoxi, after becoming the center of CHR001, what do you want to say to the next generation?"

On the TV, Xu Ruoxi showed a sad smile and said:

"Actually, when I was in school, I liked to shrink in the corner of the classroom and pretend to read, and I didn't have any friends, so I am grateful to the CHR production team for giving me this opportunity."

"But now you have become a muse girl who is loved by young people, and after forming the [CHR001] girl group next, Ruoxi, you must also work hard!"

"Well, it will be, after all, lonely people can also shine in the girl group!"

"That's true, so please enjoy, [CHR001] debut song after forming a group - "Dreams Reborn Several Times" !!"

Music played.

"Stars shining in the night sky"

"On the other side of billions of light-years"

"Even though there is a deep despair"

"Turned into infinite darkness"

"Truth will be conveyed eventually"

"Relying on the River of Time"

"The Meaning of That Radiance"

"Who can read it?"

……

At this time, I couldn't hear the debut song on TV clearly.

I only remember that the girl named Xu Ruoxi said to her on the stage with bright eyes:

"Lonely people can also shine in the girl group!"

"If it's me, can it be?"

I turned to my father and said:

"Dad, I remember you used to play music, too!"

"Of course, do you need it? Dad relied on this hand to turn your mother from Guanzhong to Tiandu. You should know how to get it yourself, right? ”

"Hmm!"

"In this way, Youyue is also starting to be interested in music!"

"Because ~ if I can join a team, maybe I will have a chance to shine?!"

……

That day, I took my guitar out of my locked dad's room.

Practice your guitar, join a band, catch the eye and become the star of the school scene!

And then......

"And then what?"

"Huh? Why is there an extra game on my phone?"

Forget it, let's practice first!

In order to have a recognizable technique, I left the school every day after class and went home to play the guitar and continue to practice at high intensity.

At that time, I probably didn't think that the rest of the story would change from that night.

And then......

"Why am I a junior?"

"I didn't make it to the freshman party!"

"Couldn't find the band members!!"

"I didn't even make any new friends at college because I went home after class!!"

"Isn't that nothing changed?"

Damn it!

said that it would not become a squatting at home, but looking back on the past three years, he was not practicing the guitar but playing "Trickery", and he obviously wanted to get rid of the identity of the house guard!

Why is this happening!

However, I actually have a team!

The girl had a happy smile on her face.

Although it is not a so-called band, but a staff member belonging to the Tiandu branch of the [Spark] organization, it is an auxiliary spell master of the [Nan Feiyan] team with an official number.

Ah~ Although life as a spell master is quite dangerous, being able to communicate with people normally is a good memory in retrospect!

Provided that I hadn't caused something to go wrong with the [Cunning Heart Mantra] because of that accident!

The Heart Mantra is the most precious gift I have received from the mountains and seas.

It only takes mana to give me the courage to stride forward, and thanks to this spell, I'm finally able to get out of the house, get to know people, and even communicate with my teammates normally.

But I lost it again.

Without the courage of spells, I had problems with my ability to cast spells quickly in stressful situations, and I could only become a target in battle, and I almost made a big mistake because of it.

Afterward...... Later, I volunteered to leave the team.

Nestled at home, I went back to my life where I had no one but my parents.

Fear crept over me like never before, and this time, I felt even harder than ever.

It didn't take long for me, not wanting to go back to my old life, to quietly resubmit my application to the organization to participate in the Spellcaster's activities.

So, today, today!

I think that standing at the door of the morning tea house is not the same as before!

……

"Pretty girl, are you going to come in for morning tea?" The proprietress at the door shouted at Jian Youyue.

Jian Youyue was startled, took a few steps back, and hid behind the flower bed.

"Damn, I would have replied that it would have been nice to have someone take me upstairs, but it turned out to be like this, and nothing was said."

Jian Youyue gritted her silver teeth, and her heart became more and more uncomfortable.

"Even if you can't get back to the [Nan Feiyan] team, at least ...... Don't leave me alone anymore!"

Just as she was thinking this, the phone rang.

"It's the phone number of the good-looking big sister Jiang Meng!"

Jian Youyue answered as soon as possible.

chatted in a whisper, and when asked why she didn't go in, she said a few words, not knowing how to explain, she said with a little crying:

"But there are too many people in there, I don't dare to go in!"

"It's a shame, but there are really a lot of people in there......

In the end, it was Sister Meng who came down and took me upstairs.

There, I saw two new teammates as I wished.

It's just that these two new teammates don't seem to get along very well.

Especially the boy who had a good time talking to others.

I don't know why, obviously he chats happily with others, but it seems that he is separated from others by a veil that cannot be penetrated.

"I see, that feeling...... Isn't that me?"

"It's just that why can he communicate with others so casually?"

"Ah! He's looking at me!"

……

……

It took Jiang Mengxiao a lot of effort to let Jian Youyue, who was trying hard to shrink into her sportswear, sit down.

"Jian Youyue, your last teammate, she was originally a very reliable auxiliary spellmaster.

But now, due to some special reasons, although the foundation is still there, he can no longer be regarded as a senior sorcerer, and he needs to start all over again. ”

When Jiang Meng introduced her to the two of them, Jian Youyue kept her head down, her cheeks were a little red, and she wanted to raise her head to look at the two of them.

"I~Goose Goose Goose is ......"

She struggled to raise her head and glance at Ning Pingle.

His expression froze, and then the conversation was interrupted.

"Woo woo, too, too nervous! Bite your tongue!"

She bowed her head in pain, leaned back into the stool, and said no more.

"I guess I'm not that scary, right?" Ning Pingle said helplessly.

Where did this little swan come from?

Jiang Meng sighed, gently hugged the little swan, and said to Ning Pingle: "Jian Youyue's situation is a bit special, she hasn't had much contact with outsiders since more than three years ago, and she is somewhat not good at communicating with people.

But you can rest assured, the auxiliary spells mastered by this child, from strong control to soft support to healing to strengthening the heart, are almost a perfect configuration.

Even if something goes wrong now, the healing and status blessings alone will be enough to meet your needs in the lower tasks. ”

Ning Pingle nodded in understanding.

Seeing that Jiang Meng praised Jian Youyue a lot, he looked at the girl with a scrutinizing gaze.