Chapter 172: Closest Relatives Are Husband and Wife (End)
"Are you saying that His Majesty has decreed the death of Concubine Li?"
When she learned the news, Qionghua felt scared but also very relieved, Concubine Li deceived herself as a chess piece, and now she finally paid the price
But what I am afraid of is that my status in His Majesty's heart will not be the same as before, because the queen is really dead and will never live again, which will become the biggest estrangement in His Majesty's heart.
What chance does she have to redeem it?
"Madam, Your Majesty has already decided that Concubine Li did this matter, and has already stabbed him to death, so it has nothing to do with us, I believe that in the future, it will be a little longer, and Your Majesty will slowly forget about this matter."
Cherry can only persuade over and over again, in fact, she doesn't have much confidence in her heart, because since the queen is gone, His Majesty has not been here once, and he hasn't been here for nearly half a month.
This has never happened in the past half a year, and no matter what happens, His Majesty is reluctant not to come to see Madame for so long.
"I'm just a victim, I'm childless, I'm the most pitiful one! Is Your Majesty really angry with me? But obviously Concubine Li did all this, she was thoughtful, she coaxed and instigated, all this is her fault, what does it have to do with me? ”
In fact, this is also where Qionghua really feels wronged, obviously she herself doesn't have so many bad intentions at all, everything is instigated by Concubine Li!
It was because he did so many wrong things for himself that caused such a result.
"Your Majesty hasn't said anything now, but hasn't you done anything? Didn't you punish Mrs. It means that Your Majesty still feels sorry for you, just wait for the days to pass slowly for a longer time, maybe it will be better? ”
"Yes, you're right, now I still don't bother, wait for Your Majesty to think it through slowly in the future, maybe it's all right?"
Qionghua can only be lucky, doesn't he say that it is because he looks similar to the queen that he can get into the eyes of His Majesty?
Now that the queen is gone, then she is a unique existence, and she is no longer anyone's stand-in, Your Majesty will forget these things sooner or later, and he will definitely be the only one at that time.
Since the queen is gone, the affairs of the harem have been managed by the concubines and concubines, and they have a very good relationship with the queen, and they naturally take care of the pair of children left by the queen.
Not to mention that there is Yunxi to serve closely, at the beginning, the two children always cried day and night, and then they didn't cry anymore, and they knew that no matter how they cried, their mother would not come back, and their attitude towards Xiao He was also very indifferent.
The people in the harem also have a lot of complaints about Qionghua, and they all feel that it was because of her that the queen's death, although the culprit Concubine Li has been given death, but Qionghua doesn't have anything to do with it?
Xiao He hadn't seen Qionghua once in the past month, and he didn't know what he was going to do.
Seeing the two children expressionless to themselves like the former queens, they were so cold, and I felt that my heart was slowly hurting.
Obviously this is not the case, obviously the old days were not like this at all.
In the past, husband and wife loved their children, they were smart and lovely, everything was fine, everything was so perfect, but when did things start to develop like this?
Is it her fault, is it Concubine Li's fault? Or is it all Qionghua's fault, and Qionghua shouldn't have been brought back in the first place?
But he really didn't think about this at the beginning, or did he think about it but didn't care at all, because he knew that no matter how unhappy the queen was, she would only tolerate it after all?
Hearing the sound of the door being pushed open, Xiao He suddenly lost his usual joy, because he clearly knew that no one would be so bold except Qionghua.
At such a time, he dared to push the door in such an unreasonable way, but he was a little more bored.
It seems that it is really amazing, obviously a month ago, he was spoiled by Qionghua as a baby, but now he is not a little more disgusted.
The culprit is indeed Concubine Li, but does it really have nothing to do with Qionghua
That night, Qionghua insisted on forcing herself to punish the queen, it seemed that she was afraid that she had guessed something, and deliberately had to splash dirty water on the queen.
He always thought that Qionghua was just a naïve little girl, many times she was just blinded by these feelings, like an ignorant child who wanted more, it didn't matter, he would spoil and give it.
But now it seems that he is the most ignorant and naïve one, Qionghua may not be as good as he imagined, once he has this thought, then everything that happened in the past will be doubtful.
I used to think that Qionghua was well-behaved and cute, but now it seems that maybe it's just the other party's pretense, pretending to be well-behaved and cute, right?
You can defend yourself, everything was instigated and instigated by Concubine Li, but if Qionghua is unwilling to listen to these words, why would she be close to Concubine Li?
It looks like the person who still came in as usual, but he doesn't have his usual like.
"It's been more than a month, and the queen's funeral has been completed, Your Majesty should cheer up!"
Qionghua said cautiously, looking at Xiao He's back, she wanted to run over like before, hug his waist and say a few aggrieved words.
tells how much he misses these days, that is, he has to endure it stubbornly and endure the queen's funeral.
is afraid that His Majesty is touching the scene, no matter how the queen is, she is gone, and she will not appear in her life again, and this shadow can finally disappear completely in the future!
She's not anyone's stand-in, she's not similar to anyone, she's the only one and only existence, and she finally won't have to hear these words again!
In fact, she still doesn't regret this matter, and if she did it all over again, she would still say so, because she really wanted the queen to disappear.
"I know what Concubine Li has done has nothing to do with you, so I don't want to be angry with you. I always thought you were a naïve and ignorant little girl, sometimes messing around, but your heart is so soft, so you told me, is it all right? ”
Xiao He just stood silently by the window, not even looking back.
If it had been the usual time, knowing that Qionghua was behind him, he would definitely turn around and hold the person tightly in his arms, but now he really doesn't have that kind of thought.
"It was Concubine Li who used me like a chess piece, and it was she who harmed my child.
So these days I really feel very guilty and ashamed, if I could do it all over again, I would never be so excited, I will definitely find out everything well, and I will not wronged people again! “
Qionghua hurriedly knelt on the ground and cried aggrievedly, in fact, when she said she was wronged, she was really wronged.
Although the food and clothing are exactly the same as before these days, although the palace people don't like her, they can only treat her respectfully, they don't care about this, only Your Majesty cares.
But today, it seems that that uneasy feeling has really become a reality, has Your Majesty become so indifferent to himself, even standing here for so long, he is not willing to look back at himself.
This is because in the past, I lived in the clouds and enjoyed a lot of love, but now as long as there is half a point of coldness, I will feel it very keenly and am unwilling to accept it.
What I used to get was His Majesty's passionate favor like fire, and everyone else only had envy, but now as long as this love is a little cold, I can't stand it.
"Qionghua, the first time I saw you, I thought you looked very similar to the queen, but now it seems that I have seen it wrong, you and the queen are not like each other at all, you should step down!"
There is no gentle voice as usual, no special treatment, just treating an ordinary concubine.
Xiao He didn't even want to say anything accusatory, it turned out that when he really didn't like a person, he didn't even want to say anything, but at this moment, he really seemed to understand the queen's feelings.
No wonder she is always silent in front of herself, no wonder she can clearly say many things, but she doesn't want to say a word, it turns out that this is how she felt at the time.
It's a feeling of disgust and tiredness, feeling that the other party feels sick when standing here, and feeling like you've lost when you say the last word.
At this moment, he also had this feeling for Qionghua.
"Mrs. Qionghua, you lost!"
When Qionghua went out in a daze, she ran into Yunxi at a certain corner.
When I heard this, I suddenly came back to my senses.
"What do you mean"
Qionghua covered her heart while asking, feeling that her heart was beating fast and fast, and she was suddenly very afraid to hear what Yunxi said.
"Didn't you just rely on your youth to make you feel different? But now you are nothing more than that, because the queen mother can no longer live, and it will be a permanent thorn in His Majesty's heart.
As long as Your Majesty sees you, you will think of how Niangniang committed suicide in despair, and she will never be able to pamper you as she did at the beginning, so guess if there will be a younger and more beautiful woman entering the palace? What are you then? “
After Yunxi finished speaking, he was very satisfied and enjoyed Qionghua's despair, and came out to go to the imperial dining room to get some pastries.
The two highnesses have been very well-behaved these days, they are all studying their homework seriously, and they will grow up peacefully.
On that day, I found the letter left by the queen mother, and after reading it, the two highnesses had grown up silently, and she would always be by the side of the two highnesses to watch them grow up.
Yunxi has been walking for a long time, but Qionghua is still standing there motionless, she looks at the ground in a daze, and there is even a lot of thin sweat on her forehead.
What is she?
Now it seems like nothing is nothing.
Everything that was once proud seems to be nothing.
She lost.