When General Cang Da brought Cang Luochen to the border army and brought him to the battlefield, Cang Luochen once resisted.

She didn't want to get caught up in this endless fight again, and lived a life that was the same as her previous life, but even worse, washing her blood-stained hands and cross-knife in the water every day.

When she told her father, General Cangda, what she thought, she didn't wait for the expected rebuke.

General Cangda only patted her on the shoulder, and took her father and daughter out of the barracks alone.

For two days, General Kura rode with him through all the nearby villages and towns.

The people of the village were hungry and cold, and the child of the cold winter was dressed only in a single garment, and she gave the child her cloak and kept the silver on her body.

But his father said, "You can save them for a while, but the money is gone." ”

At that time, she was seven or eight years old, and she had never seen what life in this world was like.

In the past, she only lived with her mother in a big mansion in the capital, living a life without food and clothing, and her immature voice said softly: "They can work to earn money to support themselves." ”

She was in the consciousness of a previous life, to measure what she saw now.

General Cangda rode her horse and walked through the fertile fields, which were empty when the weather was cold and frozen, and only the snow covered with no end in sight.

General Cangda said: "It is still the month of Layue, and there are still several months before the beginning of spring, and ordinary people have long run out of food to survive the winter because of years of war, and if they can survive until the beginning of spring planting, they can't afford to buy grain seeds." Even if you get the grain on credit, you may be robbed of half by the passing army before the harvest arrives, and the rest will be difficult to survive the winter after paying the tax. ”

Cang Luochen in the previous life, there was a time when she didn't know where to go, and she knew how unbearable the feeling of helplessness and despair was.

Look at the hungry yellow-faced and thin-skinned children, look at the old women in the town who are leaning on the corner and beg, and look at the couple standing in the city and trying to sell their children just to get a full meal.

Even the heart of iron and stone has softened.

General Cangda said: "My son, you think that my father is willing to live this battlefield for many years, why don't you want to go back to the old house in Kyoto with you to spend a leisurely life." But if we retreat, the enemy will occupy our territory, and our people will then become their slaves, beaten and bullied, and then there will be no eggs left under the nest? Where will we come to the day of peace? Someone has to do something. ”

If Cang Luochen didn't see everything in front of her, she would resolutely choose to live only for herself.

But in her previous life, she had already suffered a lot, and now she can empathize with such a miserable image, so it is difficult for her to choose to live selfishly.

Besides, as General Cangda said, how can there be eggs under the nest?

Maybe her joining the world won't stop the war, but God has sent her here to give her a new life, and she should always do something about it, instead of living a life of mediocrity.

"Jiuyao, my father only has you as a child, and my father hopes that you will be a man, and you can fight for the country, the people of the country, and the peace of future generations."

At that time, Cang Luochen looked at the endless snow in front of him, but his immature voice was calm and fierce that did not match his age: "What's the matter with my daughter's body." ”

Since that day, Cang Luochen has accepted this kind of life, maybe it is really as those veterans in the army said, her life was born for this battlefield.

But Cang Luochen believes that her two lives are human, and her rebirth may be born to kill and stop killing.