Chapter 181: Taste Your Pain (9)
"Yes, it's just that the face is good-looking, and it's really nothing special."
Xiao Wang suddenly sighed, he could only comfort himself with this sentence, otherwise what else could he do?
He has to be a generous person, even if he will be unhappy because of these things, he can't show it, he can't be unhappy for a long time, and tomorrow he has to forget all these thoughts.
And the other side of the river is also not much better, with the situation at this moment as a comparison, I suddenly feel how beautiful my life was before.
When I became the dispensable one, I realized what a sour and heart-wrenching feeling this was, in fact, how could this not be retribution, and all the original suffering was avenged on myself?
"Do you think Your Majesty will really like me? How much of your liking for me is genuine? ”
Walking on the way back to the palace, Xiao He's whole person was a little confused, not knowing what he was asking, and not knowing what the situation in this world would develop.
The problem is that Xiao Xie really has no original memory, and he doesn't seem to like him so much, not to mention that there is also a Xiao Wang, who is really able to stand next to Xiao Xie.
And he is just one of the many sons, can he still get Xiao Xie's sincerity with this certainty, and can he return to his former appearance?
"Why does Childe keep asking these inexplicable questions lately?"
Xiaoqing heard it in a fog, and he didn't blame him for talking too much, but these questions were too strange to ask.
Why does Childe have to ask for His Majesty's sincerity, not to mention that His Majesty will not have much sincerity, if Childe wants to think about this, it is really asking for trouble, and it will only make himself more and more wronged, why bother?
"Yes, in this world, if I ask these questions, it is really stupid, but I am still a little unwilling!"
Xiao He laughed self-deprecatingly, he has come to this world, what are you still asking for?
Do you still think that as long as you move your mouth like in the original world, Xiao Xie will return to him again?
Their positions have been reversed, and now it is Xiao Xie who really holds the power, and he can only be the one who pleases.
If you want to make up for your guilt, you can only humbly please them, thinking about how to please the other party and do something that has never been done before.
"Don't say that, Childe, at least His Majesty kept you that night, which means that he still likes you very much!"
Xiaoqing hurriedly comforted, but now it was hard to muster up the courage, but don't put out the fire at this time
At the very least, it can be regarded as a great joy to be able to get His Majesty's attitude, and most of the sons have been silent in the harem for a lifetime, and I am afraid that they will not even be able to get His Highness's disgust.
"Yes, does Your Majesty still like me?"
Xiao He's eyes suddenly had some brilliance, "If you really don't like me, you will ignore me and no longer care whether I learn the rules well or not, but she cares, which means that she still cares about me!" ”
Xiao He used these words to comfort himself over and over again, if he was not comforted, he really didn't even have the slightest confidence.
"That's it!" Xiaoqing nodded hurriedly, "I'm afraid that Gongzi doesn't know what kind of situation the Gongzi who is really not liked by His Majesty, they are silent, no one can remember them, this is the real dislike!" ”
"yes, when you don't like someone, you don't want to see him anymore, yes, that's it!"
Xiao He suddenly smiled, his thoughts were slowly changing like this, and he could only use these words over and over again to comfort himself numb.
Because if you are very sober, you will only feel aggrieved, you will only feel bitter, it is better to think about these happy words, at least you will feel a little hopeful.
"Xiao Gongzi!"
Hearing someone calling himself, Xiao He looked in the direction of the south with his voice, and found that it was An Gongzi who had just argued with Yun Gongzi, and at this moment he was walking towards him with a smile.
"Gongzi An."
Xiaohe greeted him with a standard smile, and now he always remembers his identity and smiles at others, which must be remembered at all times.
"Xiao Gongzi doesn't have to take Yun Gongzi's words to heart, he has always been such an open-mouthed character, but it is precisely because you have suffered losses from him that you have to have a long memory, but don't have a next time."
An Gongzi looked very good, and as soon as he came over, he comforted him softly.
"What happened last time?"
Xiao He was stunned for a moment, when he came to this world, he had already finished the board.
"I heard that last time you had some disputes with Yun Gongzi, and you made disrespectful remarks, and it got to Xiao Wang, so Xiao Wang fined you twenty boards. But now I think you've got a long memory, and you've matured a lot in what you say and do. ”
An Gongzi suddenly smiled.
"What Gongzi An said is naturally right, if you suffer a loss, you have to have a long memory, otherwise people have lived in this world for so many years, wouldn't they all live in vain?"
Xiaohe also has a return and a smile, and he feels a little flattered by a person who can be kind to him.
When I came to this world, I felt that I hadn't met many good people, except for Xiao Wang, who was better, it was this An Gongzi.
"If Xiao Gongzi doesn't mind, can I go to your palace to sit? Recently, I have nothing to do and want to talk to someone. ”
Gongzi An didn't mind and walked directly to Xiao He's side and looked side by side, looking very familiar.
"Naturally, I don't mind."
Xiao He has no reason to refuse, he can feel the kindness of the other party in just a few words, he can't ask for it, he has been in this world for so long, and he can finally have someone to talk to.
"Humph!"
And after Yun Gongzi went back, he lost his temper again, and sure enough, the most feared thing finally came true! That slut really got into His Majesty's eyes after learning the rules, and all this is true!
"Childe doesn't have to be so angry, that Xiao Gongzi's mind is empty, now it's just this face that can be seen, if this face can't be seen in the future, it will definitely be beaten back to its original shape!"
Songbai carefully picked up the teacup that fell on the ground little by little, although he knew that his master was indeed in this temper, sometimes he still felt very scared.
"Do you think I don't know, I just don't feel happy, when I think of it, I worked hard to teach him the rules, I taught him with my own hands! I just feel disgusting! ”
As he spoke, he also showed a disgusted expression, if he wasn't afraid that he wouldn't be punished if he didn't learn the rules well, he wouldn't feel so attentive!
Now like this, it's completely lifting a stone and shooting yourself in the foot!
"If Gongzi is angry now, it will be a big mistake, what we have to do now is to wait, and when His Majesty's freshness passes, Xiao Gongzi will be nothing at all!"
Songbai cautiously persuaded that in fact, their sons were good at everything, but the only bad thing was that they were too easy to get angry, especially when His Majesty liked other sons, he was always aggrieved and irritable.
"I know, I know, but I'm not happy in my heart!"
Yun Gongzi touched his heart with his hand, and said aggrievedly, his handsome face was a little red with anger, and his good-looking eyes were already full of tears.
If you don't let him teach Xiao He the rules, forget it, but he has taught the rules for more than a month, and he personally taught Xiao He's rules, which is an unacceptable fact.
Forget it, everything is a foregone conclusion, and it's not interesting to dwell on this.
Now what we should think about is what fresh and interesting programs to prepare for the next Mid-Autumn Festival dinner, which can please Your Majesty, the last time it was An Gongzi who pleased Your Majesty, and this time we can't let him be in the limelight again!
Xiao He's recent life can be regarded as slowly getting better, food, clothing, housing and transportation have also been greatly improved, and more importantly, he has made a friend, An Gongzi.
He felt that this An Gongzi had a very kind temperament, a little similar to Wang Fu, and a little bit of a feeling of not fighting or grabbing.
Knowing that there will be a Mid-Autumn Festival banquet in the palace next month, he also thought about it, and each prince will prepare some gifts, so he naturally has to prepare.
But what kind of gifts should he prepare for this time, not to mention that his current position is average, and he can't take out anything precious.
Xiao He thought about it carefully for several days, but he still didn't have any good ideas, he didn't need much food every day, he couldn't eat and think about things, he couldn't eat well and couldn't sleep.
It's only been a few days, and the delicate body seems to be thinner again.
"What's going on with Childe these days? The food was just a few bites, or did you not like it? ”
Xiaoqing came in with some tea, and watched Xiaohe standing motionless by the window, as if he was thinking about something, and he really didn't know what was going on.
"It's nothing, it's just that I don't know what to prepare for something strange and interesting, and there's nothing I can do about it."
Xiao He sighed helplessly, to be precise, he doesn't seem to be able to get anything good now, this is what really feels a little embarrassing.
In the past, I wanted to go down with all the orders, and I was ready immediately, but now I am the only one who thinks about it, and I still can't think of anything interesting.
Suddenly, she had an idea to give Xiao Xie a jasper bracelet, which was her favorite thing in the past.
With this idea, it is easy to prepare for other things, and it is not difficult to prepare a fine jade to carve into a bracelet.
But the difficulty is that he is not sure how Xiao Xie will react when he sees this bracelet, will he be happy, or will he be disgusted when he sees it?
When the bracelet is ready, I put it in my hand and look left and right, and I feel that I can't see enough to look at it, and it looks like I have returned to the time of the year.
The bracelet was a gift to Xiao Xie when she got married, and she had been wearing it on her hand for almost ten years, if it hadn't happened to Qionghua later, the bracelet would still be in her hand.
Thousands of mistakes are all his fault, and the more I think about some things, the more ashamed I feel, so I don't dare to have any thoughts about the grievances I suffered in this world.
They all feel that they deserve it, he is atoning for his sins, and maybe the shame in his heart can be alleviated a little bit if he suffers a little more.
"Childe has been looking at this bracelet for several days, is there anything special about this bracelet?"
Xiaoqing really didn't understand more and more, what did his master want to do, and finally found a good piece of jade to make a bracelet, but is this bracelet so precious?
No matter how he looks at it, it's just an ordinary bracelet, and he always thinks that His Majesty shouldn't look down on such a bracelet, right?
But I'm embarrassed to say it, after all, the master made it so carefully, whether Your Majesty can take a fancy to it is not necessarily, maybe you suddenly like it?
"Of course you don't understand, the bracelet is just an ordinary bracelet, but you don't understand the meaning of it."
Xiao He said with emotion that only he knew about the world in the past, and only he knew everything that happened
It's completely different for this world, and even if you say it, you can't imagine what kind of world it will be.
Sometimes the memories of the old world are slowly disappearing, and when I wake up, I think that maybe everything is a dream, this world is real.
But what's even more terrifying is that the abnormal memories are disappearing, only the memory of how he hurt Xiao Xie is remembering more and more clearly, and he can dream clearly when he dreams.
I dreamed that I was bewitched by Qionghua, I dreamed that I was becoming more and more alienated from Xiao Xie, and sometimes I was awakened by a nightmare and felt ashamed to see people, so what kind of face did I dare to ask for forgiveness?