Chapter 193: Taste Your Pain (21)
"I should have taken what the prince said, but I always felt empty in my heart."
Xiao He couldn't help but say what was in his heart, maybe in his opinion, you are a very gentle person, and you will involuntarily show your vulnerability in front of him.
"What do you mean?"
Wang Fu raised his eyebrows and asked quietly.
"Maybe I'm just a dispensable person to Your Majesty, she may be happy when I'm around, but if I don't accompany you, I'll feel that it's not a big deal, or is my existence so important to Your Majesty?"
Xiao He was very distressed, maybe his mood at the moment was what Xie Minghui had experienced, when he brought Qionghua back, how could the other party not doubt himself like this?
It wasn't until this moment that I really understood what a big blow Qionghua's appearance was to Xie Minghui, and I also understood why I could tolerate other concubines, but I couldn't tolerate a Qionghua who was seven points similar to myself, which was a blasphemy of the past feelings.
How ironic, now he understands, but everything can't go back, can he go back to the old time and say sorry to Xie Minghui?
"I can see that you seem to be really different from other sons, and other people have had such distress in front of me, but what they are distressed about is not the same as what you are distressed about."
As he spoke, Wang Fu personally poured a cup of tea and handed it to Xiao He, who was a few years older than these sons, and had experienced a few years more than them.
"What's the difference?"
Xiao He took the tea, and he really didn't have any mood to taste it.
The mood of these days is really bad, so bad that I don't want to eat, no matter how delicious and delicious the food is, but I don't have the desire to eat.
This feeling is really terrifying, as if it is gradually devouring itself.
"They are worried about why they can't always be favored by His Majesty, why they can't enjoy the taste of being high forever, but what you are worried about is His Majesty's heart, you are really different."
Wang Fu looked at him curiously as he spoke, as if he knew this person for the first time, he hadn't seen this Xiao He when he entered the palace at the beginning.
The whole person looks stupid and stupid, how can it be like this, this is not enough for a few months, can such a big change happen in one person?
"The purpose of my coming to this world has never been to live a life of fine clothes and food, but to get His Majesty's heart."
Xiao He lowered his head and laughed bitterly at himself, but he ignored how much surprise his words brought to Wang Fu.
He had never seen Yougongzi so bold, he actually dared to say this, even he couldn't guarantee whether he got His Majesty's heart, why was this Xiao He so bold?
"But how did you get Your Majesty's heart, as you said, you are happy to be by His Highness's side, but if you are gone, it is only so.
You are still young, and many things are not known, I can forgive you for having such bold and unrealistic ideas, and I hope that you will not be so naïve in the future. ”
Wang Fu could only smile and shake his head, kindly persuading.
It's just that this is nonsense that a young man doesn't understand, maybe he won't need to say it in the future, Xiao He himself will know how ridiculous what he is saying now.