Chapter 216: Taste Your Pain (44)
"I still remember when you first entered the palace, at that time you were not so favored, and you were often bullied, I looked at you pitifully and secretly helped you several times, but now that I think about it, I only regret it, why do I want to help you?"
It may be difficult to say ugly words at first, but once you say it, the mouth of sin will be opened, and you will exude your malice unscrupulously.
At this moment, Wang Fu is like this, he clearly feels the changes in himself, but it doesn't matter, he doesn't mind, but immerses himself in it and feels that the whole person is living a lot more real.
He was not a generous person in the first place, he just didn't want His Majesty to worry in the past, and he wanted to leave a good impression in His Majesty's heart.
But his true nature is like this, that is, being cautious is jealous.
Once jealous of Yun Gongzi made him crazy, and his previous impression in His Highness's heart was ruined.
Now it is Xiao He who is jealous, so he deliberately explained the fact that he was happy in front of him, just to see him uncomfortable and silent, so that he would feel comfortable.
Maybe that's his nature, he is not so tolerant and generous at all, and he will have his darkest side after all.
"I always thought that Wang Fu would be a very good person, in the past, when many people bullied me, I had you stand up to help me, and you have always been generous and tolerant in my heart."
Xiao He really felt quite emotional, the current Wang Fu is like this, isn't Qionghua he liked in the past still like this?
Originally, I just thought that Qionghua was young, liked to be jealous, and did some inexplicable little things, which would not harm people's minds at all.
Later, he was wrong, people's malice will slowly become bigger, at first he only dared to do some trivial things, and then he dared to calculate Xie Minghui.
So looking at Wang Fu now is like seeing Qionghua in the past, there is really an indescribable feeling.
So in this world, I finally felt all the gyroscopes in the past, and the mistakes I made finally made me feel all the pain one by one.
"Your Majesty will come to accompany you after dealing with affairs every day, you will always have a few places in Your Majesty's heart, this is already what I can't ask for, people must learn to be satisfied!"
Xiao He looked at him enviously, in fact, it is very understandable that Wang Fu has such emotions, but everyone will have the most envied existence of others.
It's just that Wang Fu himself doesn't seem to realize it, and he still blames himself.
"Enough, you are not qualified to say such things in front of me, and you are not qualified to teach me such a high lesson, I am the only master of the harem, you are just an ordinary son, as you said, has Your Majesty thought of you recently?"
Wang Fu touched his stomach and said proudly, he was so proud when Yun Gongzi was happy, and now he can be regarded as experiencing his feelings.
I really can't be surprised, I always want to show off.
So admit it, he's just one of those people who bears his evil side, what's the big deal?
"If what I say makes the prince unhappy, then I will apologize again for the prince's unwillingness to see me, and I will retreat, but I still hope that the prince can think about what I am fighting with you."
It has already reached this point, and the prince is unabashedly hostile, which can be regarded as a complete tear of his face, and it is meaningless to say anything.
He should be cautious, there are still a lot of rights and wrongs in the harem, and he never wants to be swept up in it.
Wang Fu looked at his back and suddenly smiled.
Xiao He himself is indeed not guilty, but his biggest mistake is to get His Majesty's favoritism, which makes him jealous and makes him jealous and makes him mad with anger.
He won't let go of Xiao He, just like he once let go of Yun Gongzi, he just hopes that the two of them can get the same fate, and they don't deserve to be loved by His Majesty except him.
Yun Gongzi used to be very arrogant in front of him, and he endured it, but now what will happen to him, he is crazy all day long, I am afraid that he will never get better.
His Majesty frowned at the mention of him, his eyes full of disgust and disgust.
After Xiao He went back, he was also peaceful, and he didn't think about these messes anymore every day, if Xie Minghui publicized his past, he would also go over, if he went to see Wang Fu, he would no longer quarrel or anything
The days passed like this, and he was used to all the things in this world, but sometimes he always recalled the old world in his midnight dreams.
Every time I wake up, I regret it again and again, do you want to go back, it seems that I can't go back.
"Sometimes I always feel that you lack a little luck, and every time I think you can get His Majesty's love, all kinds of things will happen. Last time it was Yun Gongzi, this time it was Wang Fu, how do you feel like it was discussed, one by one? ”
An Gongzi came to talk to him today, and he couldn't help laughing as he spoke.
Even he, a bystander, felt a little aggrieved, let alone Xiao He?
But he himself didn't have such good luck, and even Xiao He was not as good as the other party, at least he was favored by His Majesty a few times, and he has always been unknown
"Gongzi An still don't say these words anymore, Wang Fu doesn't want to hear it, if he hears it, I'm afraid it's a little bad."
Xiao He kindly reminded him that Wang Fu didn't care about anything like before, maybe there wouldn't be anything unusual on her face, maybe she would just remember it in her heart?
In any case, don't talk nonsense, maybe when you say it, it is unintentional, but when others hear it, it becomes intentional.
If you say too much, the other party must really be accountant in her heart, maybe Wang Fu is like this, right?
"How did you become so cautious? Wang Fu has always been tolerant of us and doesn't mind this, not to mention that after having a child, the whole person has become more and more gentle, and many times I look at him with a smile on the corner of his mouth. ”
An Gongzi shook his head and smiled indifferently, looking at him while laughing
"Why are you so colorless now, in addition to the prince, you are the most favored second person in the harem, what's so bad about this?"
"I just had a dream, I dreamed of a different world, that world is very real and beautiful, but when I open my eyes, it is the reality of the appearance, there will always be some gaps, because the world in the dream is really good, I just want to go back to that world, but it seems that I can't go back."
Xiao He didn't know how to say it, he could only say that he had a dream, in fact, if it was really just a dream and woke up, it would be gone, but it was the real world!
"What kind of dream is it, can you tell me?"
An Gongzi is interested, what kind of dream can make people nostalgic to this point?
"It was a dream that only I knew."
Xiao He sighed deeply, only he knew how happy he had been, only he knew what happened in the past, and he didn't want to tell anyone the secret in his deepest heart.
But sometimes I think about it all of a sudden, and then I will be immersed in those memories, and when I come back to reality, I will realize how big the gap is.
He suddenly understood why the woman he saw that day let him come to this world, just to let him and Xie Minghui's roles be reversed, and to empathize with the other party's pain.
Well, the woman's purpose has been achieved, and he has now deeply experienced the pain, and he knows how tormenting it is.
"Since you don't want to say it, then don't say it," An Gongzi didn't care, "You said that the murderer who once killed Yun Gongzi can still be found, and they all say that Yun Gongzi has been crazy and locked up in his palace, but he has to find out and give him an explanation!" ”
Gongzi An suddenly changed his words and mentioned most of the things that happened more than half a year ago, when the Yun family did something wrong, which made His Majesty angry, and Yun Gongzi was not welcomed, so the whole person was crazy again, and His Majesty didn't like it.
So the murderer who hurt his child was delayed, and until now he has not found out who the real murderer is.
"This matter should be what Your Majesty and the prince should think about, so we don't have to think about it."
Xiao He shook his head, he didn't want to say this anymore, it was indeed Yun Gongzi who offended too many people by his misdeeds.
"It's true that these things can not be mentioned, but the most important thing now is you, aren't you going to think of a way for yourself?"
An Gongzi has something to say, if he has never been favored, it will be fine, but he has already gotten it, and this kind of gap is not something that ordinary people can endure at all.
"How can I think for myself, I just want Your Majesty to like it, let whoever you like to be by your side, let whoever you want to be by your side, I will accompany me when I need me, and I will stay alone when I don't need it, everything will be good as long as she is good."
Maybe Xiao He was also unwilling to struggle in the past, but now all of them are calm and indifferent.
He has already figured it out, in this world, he is what he wants to atone for, and he is not qualified to have so many requirements, as long as Xie Minghui needs himself, then he will accompany him, and he will not have any complaints.
After getting such an answer, An Gongzi has nothing to say, and he doesn't have any advantages himself, but he just wants Xiao He to compete for favor.
But since Yun Gongzi has completely lost the possibility of getting up, everything he has done is worth it.
The days passed slowly, Wang Fu's belly was getting bigger and bigger, Xie Minghui often went to accompany him, and occasionally went to see Xiao He, and the days seemed to be slowly calming down.
"Why are you always so quiet, you are different from everyone else, I always have a wonderful feeling for you."
Xie Minghui didn't go to see Miss tonight, Wang Zhi suddenly came to Xiao He, for no other reason, but because he hadn't seen him for a long time and wanted to see him.
When I saw him, I always had a very inexplicable feeling, very familiar, but a little unfamiliar, really strange.
"Because I don't want to make His Majesty unhappy, everything I do just wants to make His Majesty happy, and nothing else."