Chapter 218: Taste Your Pain (End)
"I really don't dare to listen to what Wang Fu said, because I never thought I was so important, maybe all this is really just Wang Fu's thoughts?"
Xiao He really felt helpless, he really felt that he couldn't say anything clearly, like a dead knot that couldn't be untied.
I have been a husband and wife with Xie Minghui for so many years, how can I not understand it, it is because I understand that I know that Wang Fu's position in his heart is indeed there, and it is something that no man can surpass, including himself.
So sometimes he doesn't understand what Wang Fu is jealous of, wasn't he a very tolerant person, why did he target himself like this?
He is really nothing in this world, and he is no longer the only person Xie Minghui loves in his heart.
"You and I know these things."
Wang Fu didn't plan to say more, so he let Xiao He help him slowly go back to the house to rest, and he was indeed tired after walking a long way today.
At night, Xiao He couldn't sleep tossing and turning, he knew that Xie Minghui had been busy with affairs recently, and he often criticized and folded until late at night, so he got dressed and went to the study.
"Why are you here?" Xie Minghui glanced up, "Didn't you let you take care of Wangfu, how about you come over to him now?" ”
Obviously, the person she is most worried about now is Wang Fu, now that she is a month old, Wang Fu's belly is slowly getting bigger, but there is really no accident.
"Your Majesty, rest assured, everything is fine, and the prince's side is fine."
Xiao He was a little disappointed, and when he came, he guessed that the first thing Xie Minghui asked would inevitably be Wang Fu, but the moment he really asked, he still felt a little sour.
"You really make me feel at ease, you have really taken good care of the prince during this time, and the prince is full of praise for you in front of me."
Xie Minghui looked at him and smiled gently, Wang Fu is very important in his heart, isn't Xiao He also very important?
It's really too rare to have a man who doesn't fight or grab, not to mention that this heart is still so exquisite, how can it not be likable?
"Your Majesty, I had a dream just now."
Xiao He took the initiative to walk on the side to grind ink while talking, in fact, this is a very beautiful dream, only he knows.
"What dream?"
Xie Minghui asked calmly.
"It was a very beautiful dream, I was immersed in it when I dreamed, but then I didn't cherish it, I thought that this dream would not wake up and stay, but I didn't expect this dream to wake up after all, I wanted to go back to the time in the dream, but I found that I couldn't go back, Your Majesty, what should I do?"
Xiao He's eyes slowly turned red, this was the deepest secret he buried in his heart.
It seems like a long, long time since he came into this world, so long that he has accepted it all, from the surprise and absurdity at the beginning, to the current taking it for granted.
He is willing to accept this identity and is willing to bear all this, because he regards all this as atonement, maybe the more he suffers, the more he once owes, he can slowly repay it, right?
"Isn't it true that everyone in the world is like this, when they first have it, they feel happy and feel that it is their blessing, but then after a long time, it will calm down, and they will feel that it is nothing more than that, but when they lose it, they will feel regretful."
Xie Minghui's pen suddenly paused, and she felt as if she had a very special feeling in her heart, which was only a second and then gone, and she didn't take it seriously.
"Yes, Your Majesty is right, only when you completely lose it, will you feel remorse, how can you feel so stupid, and you will always feel that you have lost the sparse and ordinary things, and you will feel that it will be so precious."
Xiao He's eyes were completely red, and under the light of the candlelight, a crystal teardrop slowly fell.
It's not that he doesn't have a feeling of regret, but only at this moment, when he said these things in front of Xie Minghui, the taste of regret turned out to be so strong.
Just a few months later, Wang Fu was about to give birth, and Xiao He was always by his side to prepare, for fear that something would happen.
Finally came to the day when it was about to be launched, Xie Minghui was already waiting outside with a worried look on her face, and Xiao He was just accompanying her inside.
Looking at the heart-rending husband who was hurting in bed, Xiao He felt that it was still a little ridiculous, he didn't know how a man was going to have a child, in his subconscious, he still felt that all this was really too strange.
Until the smell of blood in the room gradually became heavier and heavier, and his heart beat faster and faster, if this child was born, it meant that the relationship between him and Xie Minghui could no longer be melted in
He is completely reduced to a dispensable person in this world.
The moment he heard the child's cry, his heart was silent.
When he thought that the child had been born safely, he heard the panicked voice of the imperial doctor, saying that the prince had suddenly collapsed!
He was really stunned when he heard the news, he didn't know what to do, he only saw the imperial doctor feeding Wang Fu medicine in a panic, but it still didn't seem to have any effect.
"Come here."
At this moment, Wang Fu was still very weak, but he beckoned to Xiao He, who was standing in the distance, and suddenly he had a lot of things to say to the other party.
If you don't say it, you will really feel very aggrieved.
"If the prince wants to say anything to me, I will listen."
Xiao He walked over and knelt on the edge of the bed, feeling that the whole person was in a daze, and felt that this moment had really passed for a long time.
At first, I only heard Wang Fu's cry of pain, and then after a long time, I heard the child's cry, and now Wang Fu looks really weak, and his lips are so pale, as if he is going to fall asleep in the next second and can't wake up.
"I really don't like you, not because you're bad, but because you're so good, so good that I make me jealous, let me know that Your Majesty will definitely have your place in his heart, and sure enough, this uneasy premonition has come true, I'm not convinced, I'm really unconvinced."
After saying a word, Wang Fu was about to breathe hard, feeling that the strength in his body was gone, feeling that his body was flowing blood, and feeling as if his whole person could no longer get better.
"But at this moment, I actually don't hate you, because I know that Your Majesty likes you, and if you can be by Your Majesty's side, it is actually very good, it is much better than other people staying by the Bi family's side. I don't have any demands, and if this is my fate, I accept it. ”
Wang Fu's gaze gradually blurred, he could feel the dried blood on his body as if it had been drained, and he heard what the imperial doctor said.
Giving birth to a child is a dangerous thing, no matter how much you make up for your body for so many months, it will still come at this moment, and you should accept your life.
"In the future, my child will be entrusted to you to take care of, I know that you will take care of this child seriously, I am very relieved, but I still didn't calculate that the time I spent with His Highness would be so short, I knew that I would accompany me with peace of mind."
Wang Fu's voice became weaker and weaker, and in the end he didn't know what he wanted to say more, so he looked at the child, and then closed his eyes, never to open them again.
Xiao He didn't know how he spent the night, only that Xie Minghui seemed to cry, and that tear flowed down her face like this.
He didn't cry for himself, he cried for the king's husband, he cried for other men.
I really have another man's place in my heart forever, what is this?
In accordance with the last wishes of the prince, the child is taken care of by him, and she is a very lovely princess.
At first, Xie Minghui was very sad and didn't want to see anyone, but then she slowly got better, and when the two of them took care of the children together, they would always involuntarily think of Wang Fu.
He couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, Wang Fu was indeed a very good person, maybe he had done some wrong things, but people died like lights out, everything has passed, and now I just hope that the child will grow up healthy and healthy.
The harem can't be left without an owner for a day, so he took the place of the prince, as if all this happened so naturally, but only he knows how sad all this is for him.
He is no longer in a unique position, and those are things that he once couldn't go back to.
These memories are only known to him, and he can no longer express them, he will take care of the prince's children with his heart, and he will also manage all the things in the harem, and he will not let Xie Minghui worry about anything.
He didn't know what he wanted, he only knew that he was willing to stay by Xie Minghui's side forever.
One day, when he opened his eyes, the scene in front of him had changed, and he returned to his original world and saw the woman again.
"How? How do you feel when you finally wake up? ”
Tao Yao sat on the side, supporting her chin with her hands, and when she saw Xiao He wake up, she still seemed to be very uncomfortable.
"Are you satisfied with this dream?" Seeing that the person was still dumb and tender, Tao Yao kindly reminded him.
"It's been a dream for decades?"
After a long time, Xiao He reacted that he had always been by Xie Minghui's side in that world, but there was always something between the two of them, whether it was from Wang Fu or from other men.
"Xie Minghui is dead, Qionghua doesn't like you anymore, this world is like this, the world in your dream is illusory, and everything in that world is naturally empty.
I'm just kind enough to let you have a dream, let the two of you swap identities and feel it, the pain you added to each other, now that these pains have been completed, you will naturally be able to wake up! “
Tao Yao stood up and walked in front of Xiao He and whispered, "Things are still like this, I just let you have a dream to experience, since you woke up, I should also go, what happened in the past should be what it is, and there will be no chance to regret it!" ”
After finishing speaking, a red light flashed, and Tao Yao's body slowly became transparent, and finally disappeared completely.
His task in this world can be regarded as completely completed, but he is still kind enough to let Xiao He experience the taste of Xie Minghui in the past, and it is none of her business what to do in the future.
Xiao He felt that the whole world had become quiet in an instant, it turned out that all this was a dream, and life was just illusory for decades.
In the dream, he and Xie Minghui swapped positions, tasted the pain that the other party had suffered, and when he thought he could atone for his sins, he woke up from the dream and found that everything had stayed in place.
Those who can't come back will never come back.