Chapter 318: This Queen Is Not Ordinary (Twenty-Eight)
To live again in this life, in order to solve this obsession. If she can't be a princess, a queen, a master in the palace, or a master, then her life will be called a real life.
You can't live unwillingly in the last life, and you can't live unwillingly in this life, right? Is his life destined to be inferior to Xie Xueyi?
From childhood to adulthood, she has been the pearl of her parents' palms and the most loved eldest lady in the family, while Xie Xueyi is just a superfluous person.
Since she was a child, she has to look at her face, and she is used to such a gap between two people.
But it's the person he looks down on the most the most, who climbed to the highest position and climbed on his head, which is really unwilling, and he can't be blinded!
Mrs. Xie could only shake her head distressedly, she didn't know what to say, looking at Xie Shuyi like this, she knew that there was no other way, knowing that her daughter was older and had her own ideas, and her parents couldn't be the masters.
What's more, things have come to this point, and it is no longer possible to turn back and be afraid.
"Forget it, since you already have such a big mind, then I can't persuade you, not to mention that now you can be regarded as a step-by-step success, then I just hope that you can make your wishes come true and really sit in that position."
Mrs. Xie patted Xie Shuyi's hand, looking at her daughter distressed and loving, in this life, she only hopes that her two daughters are doing well, at least better than Xie Xueyi.
After going back, Tao Yao took the hosta and put it in the palm of her hand, looking left and right, the texture and color of this jade are extremely transparent, and it looks very delicate and gorgeous.
As long as there's nothing mixed in there, it's a really good hairpin.
"Is the eldest lady really so kind? Are you willing to give such a good hairpin to Miss? ”
It's no wonder that Zhilan would ask such a thing, it's really that in the past, nothing good could be the turn of the third lady, and now she gave such a good hairpin inexplicably, I'm afraid it feels a little weird.
The last rouge had already shown that the eldest lady did not have any kindness to the three of them, but when such a thing happened, the adults and the lady acted as if they didn't know, and they didn't make the decision for the three young ladies at all.
"It's okay, this hairpin, the left is just worn on the hair, and it won't be applied to the face like the rouge last time, nothing will happen."
Tao Yao smiled softly and comforted.
In fact, Zhilan is right, it seems that the whole family doesn't plan to give an explanation to themselves about this rouge matter, it seems that they are deliberately not mentioning the box of rouge sent by Xie Shuyi, but in fact, they want to harm themselves, and everyone is avoiding it, as if they don't know, they are covering up.
If it hadn't hurt Xie Ziyi, I'm afraid no one would have paid attention to this matter, and if it hurt their faces, they would still be eager to applaud.
Mrs. Xie doesn't care, the really chilling thing is Lord Xie, I don't believe that Lord Xie really doesn't know what is happening in this mansion, but all of this is his own acquiescence.
"The box of rouge sent by the eldest lady last time was originally problematic, and the second lady really had an accident when she applied it to her face, but the lady and the eldest lady were very distressed, but they never thought about what would happen if this rouge was applied to the young lady's face, they did it on purpose!"
Zhilan was so aggrieved that since she came to serve Miss San, she completely felt how hypocritical the people in this family were, and even an outsider could feel it, they never regarded Miss San as a relative.
"Yes, in their eyes, I was never their daughter, their sister, if I was really hurt, I was afraid that I would only clap my hands, why would I be so angry now? The last time you called me over, it was like lynching me. ”
Tao Yao put the hosta on the table and sighed in a low voice.
She can be indifferent to these mortals, but the real Xie Xueyi can't do it, she is a living person, with her own heart and her own feelings.
Staying in such an environment all year round, she is a cowardly person, but no matter how cowardly she is, she finally did something bold.
"Okay, don't think about it now, it's all over, it's better to think about what will happen if you enter the palace with me in a few days. In the past, the eldest sister was reluctant to take me into the palace, but this time he was kind, there are many masters in the palace, and when the time comes, we must be careful, don't make any mistakes! ”
As she spoke, Tao Yao's gaze fell on the hosta on the table.
Xie Shuyi really hates herself, hates her so much that she would rather embarrass the entire Xie family, and will never let herself feel better, she has lived a lifetime, how can a person become more and more paranoid?
Late at night, Xie Shuyi still didn't sleep, and sat in front of the dresser and opened a small wooden box.
Inside the small wooden box was a small paper bag with a little powder in it.
"Third sister, don't blame me, I live my life again, in order to teach you to completely step under your feet, not to mention that I have never regarded you as a sister, for these things, I will never be soft-hearted."
Xie Shuyi looked at the powder in the paper bag and whispered, her eyes full of hatred.
Yes, she did discuss some things with the little princess, and the princess knew about them, but there were some things that the princess herself didn't know, and when the time came, she would make Xie Xueyi embarrassed, and she couldn't hold her head up in this life.
This time, when she got up early in the morning, Tao Yao went to the courtyard of Fuzhong, where there were many blooming flowers and reached out to touch this one, and touched the soft petals, which felt very good.
Just walking, I felt that someone came to me, smelled the familiar aroma on my body, and I didn't have to guess, I knew who it was.
"The third sister looks like she is in a good mood, and she will enter the palace the day after tomorrow, and the third sister is ready at that time. My sister had a dispute with the princess, if I met the princess in the palace, I don't know how the third sister wanted to deal with it? ”
Xie Shuyi smiled and asked worriedly.
"I don't know this, but there will be so many people, and the princess may not notice me, not to mention that there is Concubine Li and Her Majesty, what can the princess do? Can you punish me again in front of so many people? ”
Xie Shuyi said nonchalantly as she reached out and pinched a flower that was blooming just right, then turned around and inserted it into Xie Shuyi's hair.
"The eldest sister is more delicate than a flower, and if she wears a flower in her hair that blooms just right, the whole person is really as gorgeous as a flower." Tao Yao smiled with satisfaction.
I have to say that Xie Shuyi's appearance is actually very good-looking. It's just that her unwillingness is too deep, it seems that she is living again, if she doesn't realize her wishes, I'm afraid, I really don't think it's worth it.
Xie Shuyi reached out and touched the flower on her head, and smiled a little embarrassedly.
"The most beautiful since I was a child is the third sister, the third sister looks better than our two sisters, this is a fact that I have always known, my sister should not praise me."
It's just that although she said so, Xie Shuyi still couldn't help but feel a little lost in her heart, as a woman, who doesn't want to have a face as delicate as a flower?
Although her appearance is also very good, but with this really beautiful third sister, she will always be compared.
It is also because of this that in front of King An, he will never feel at ease, and he will always be afraid of repeating the mistakes of his previous life again.
Because that kind of unwilling taste was too unforgettable, she finally died blindly.
Feel like yours. The consciousness has gradually blurred, but that unwillingness, that hatred, is still engraved into the bone marrow and will never be changed.
"Since I was a child, the second sister disliked me the most, every time she saw me, she never gave me a good face, but the big sister is different, I know that the big sister doesn't seem to like me either, but it won't be as obvious as the second sister, but I seem to be looking at the eldest sister a little differently recently, can the eldest sister tell me, what are you thinking in your heart?"
Tao Yao smiled slightly, seemed to be in a good mood and very patient, and walked around the courtyard with Xie Shuyi side by side.
In fact, she also has a lot of things to say, if people are reborn for a lifetime, can they still fall into those unwillingness? Shouldn't it be all seen through?
"There are some things, the third sister should not ask knowingly, the third sister's life experience is a harm to the mother, and it is also a bad existence for me and the second sister, but I am older and the eldest sister in the family, and I am not good at making any face to you."
Xie Shuyi is not as yin and yang as before, but also explains sincerely.
Just think of it as the only trace of guilt in my heart, in a day or two, I'm afraid Xie Xueyi will never be able to raise her head again.
"But no matter what, we are sisters, blood is thicker than water, does my sister really hate me so much, hate me so much? Since I was a child, although I know that my two sisters don't like me, I never dare to fight with you, but I hope that you two can treat me as a sister, but you never like me, you have always felt that I am a superfluous existence, I don't know what I want to do. ”
Now what Tao Yao said is what Xie Xueyi really wants to say, she really wants to integrate into this family and want to be a part of this family, but whether it is her father and mother or her two sisters, they will not accept her, she will always be an outsider, helpless.
"Sister, some people just have to look at fate, maybe you just don't have fate with our family, you shouldn't exist, you shouldn't make a sound. Everything is wrong, and if it was wrong from the beginning, how can you expect it to bear good fruit? Since it's all wrong, then don't force it, does my sister think I'm right? ”
Xie Shuyi said calmly, this is already the best attitude she has to face Tao Yao, and it can be regarded as the last trace of guilt in her heart.
Yes, they are indeed blood sisters, but I'm sorry, I will never accept this sister.
The existence of this sister is a mistake, everything is a mistake, and since everything is a mistake, there must be no good end.
"Okay, I kind of know my sister's attitude, and I understand."
Tao Yao smiled and nodded, this answer has been said many times, it's not that she doesn't accept it, it's that the real Xie Xueyi doesn't want to accept it, and she can't accept the fact that she is really just a superfluous person.
But no matter how unwilling you are to accept it, this is reality after all, and you can't just cover your eyes and not look at it, and you can treat it as if none of this happened.
"Sister. You still don't think too much, many times, the more you think about it, the more unhappy you will become. What's more, the day after tomorrow is a dinner party in the palace, and you can just follow me when the time comes. You have never been in the palace before, and you don't know who the master of the palace is.
Don't worry, if you meet the little princess again, I will say good things for you, and I won't embarrass the princess, so you don't have to worry too much. “
Xie Shuyi suddenly stopped, patted Tao Yao's arm gently, and comforted her softly, really like a big sister who loves her sister.
"Okay, I know, I'll definitely follow my two sisters when the time comes."
Tao Yao smiled and nodded, this question has been asked many times, this time, Xie Xueyi should finally die.
Seeing that Tao Yao was so well-behaved and obedient, Xie Shuyi slowly put her mind at ease.
No matter what, as long as I give a few good faces, this apparent sisterhood should be able to maintain a good relationship.
On the second day, she went into the palace as usual to talk to the princess, he never felt that the princess really regarded himself as a good friend, but he just felt that he had memories of his past life and could have some use value.
Since the princess didn't regard herself as a good friend, she had to treat the princess as the best knife.
"You're finally here, if you don't come these days, I'm afraid I'm really going to be bored to death, what I told my mother last time, my mother not only didn't take it to heart, but also reprimanded me, it's really unreasonable. I kindly persuaded my mother, but my mother didn't care at all! ”
Ning An is still angry about those things, she just has a very bad premonition, but everyone doesn't understand herself, the mother doesn't understand, the royal brother doesn't understand, it's really inexplicable!
"Is it still the last time the third sister was involved? In fact, this really doesn't need to be taken to heart, Concubine Li has so many things to be busy every day, how can she take care of everything? What's more, tomorrow night is the dinner party in the palace, and Concubine Li has more things to do, so the princess still shouldn't bother her. ”
Xie Shuyi showed a smile and persuaded in a low voice, these things have been persuaded several times, but the princess still refuses to give up.